Burn me up

 

It has become an annual tradition in our Femdom relationship to treat me to a Fall emasculating hair removal from my neck to toes. My legs are shorn and shaved. My pubic hair is burned off. Yes,

set on fire with a lighter in an exciting, somewhat terrifying and often painful flaming inferno.

This generally occurs anytime from late September to January and I greatly look forward to it.

This year it was late March and I had a lot of long hair that I was eager to get rid of. My Mistress usually tells me when to stop shaving my legs in the Spring to get things growing in before shorts season and I feared that I would not get to have smooth legs at all this year.

After teasing me a few times she did finally say that it was time, that is if I wanted to do so.

Did I ever! I had presented her with a new lighter a few weeks earlier and hoped that would inspire her. Now she had me put on cuffs and collar. I also got out a spreader bar and ropes. She lit a few candles and turned out the lights. She had me stand in front of the back of door mirror and and spread my legs, then attached the bar to my ankle cuffs. Hands over my head and the wrist cuffs were tied to a ring in the ceiling.

Then she set me on fire!! A little bit to start at the top of my mound. Then bigger sections that sometimes burned and made me squeal as she swatted out the flames. She burned off my mound, then the hair on my belly and around my left nipple. I was loving it despite the occasional burns that were leaving red spots but she stopped there and said she was saving the rest for another time.

I was disappointed but I did have something to look forward to. She did give me permission to shave my legs and the next day I used hair clippers to shear the fur off them. Then I shaved them smooth.

A week later I had gotten in bed before her and “prepped” myself with a double ended dildo gag. I hoped she might take the hint and decide to fuck herself with the dildo while it was on my face, but instead she asked if I was ready to get rid of the rest of the hair. I nodded yes and she told me to get in position in front of the mirror. I did so and she strung my hands up over my head.

She started out by burning the hair off my balls, some hot times there. Then cleaned up some sthat she had missed on my mound. Burned off the hairs around my right nipple and played the flame around my nipple, enough to scare me and slightly burn my nip. Then she asked about my underarms and I nodded yes. She did one armpit, then untied me and had me lay on the floor.

She tied my hands straight up in front of me to a ceiling ring, then tied the spreader bar between my ankles up to another ring. The mirror did not go all the way to the floor so I could not quite see as she burned the hair off my ass and crack, but I sure felt it. The heat of the flame around my asshole was actually very arousing. She finished up by burning off the hair in the other armpit.

She cleaned me up then but left me tied up. To my surprise and delight she got a magic wand vibrator and began using that on my cock. I was already so aroused from the fire shave that I was close to coming very soon. She put me over the edge when she started pinching my nipple very hard. I came with a roar and she untied my arms and legs. I just laid there on the floor, totally wiped out.

It was a long wait, but so worth it, particularly when she said that removing my hair was taking away my masculinity.  I so appreciate her  supporting my craving for emasculation. I love my Mistress so much.

6 month report, fire and dildo fuck & suck

 

Recap of some activities over the past 6 months.

T used ball gag with attached nipple clamps on me. Whipped me in front of the mirror. Then had me get down on the floor on my knees, hands extended on floor over my head. Whipped my ass and balls.

At one point she put her foot on the back of my head and held me down on the floor as she whipped me. So hot.

Then she sat on the foot of the bed and told me to kiss her foot. She held her foot out of reach so as I stretched my neck to nuzzle her foot with my gagged mouth I was tugging the nipple clamps and stretching my nipples.

Last year when she told me to stop shaving so my hair could grow in she said it wanted to grow in well on my cock and balls as she was looking forward to burning it off. I had been shaving my cock and balls year round and shaving my mound for while after she burns it off.

Sometimes she burned my hair off as early as September. She finally did so in February so there was a lot of hair. She had me stand in front of the mirror so I could watch. When she lit my mound it created big fire since I was standing upright. I suffered a few burns, but it was worth it as she burned off my pubic mound, my cock and balls hairs. She did the few hairs around my nipples but not my ass or armpits and said they would be done later. I had already shaved my legs a few weeks earlier (with permission) so there was none to burn there. When I cleaned up with a razor I did my ass, will probably do my armpits myself soon.

While staying at a hotel by myself recently I did the usual hotel kink including placing the spring clamp clothes hangers on my nipples and putting myself in the closet. This closet had a mirror on the inside of the door. I had brought my new silicone realistic cock dildo with suction cup base so I stuck that to the mirror, secured my wrists to the closet bar and shut the door with the dildo in my mouth. It was very hot to be shut in the closet and made to suck cock as my nipples were tortured.

I also got the chance to put the dildo on the glass shower wall. I sucked it, then put it lower on the wall, lubed it up with conditioner and tried putting it up my ass for the first time. It was a little tricky since it has a lot of flex but I got it in there and fucked that thing hard and deep. It was awesome.

Next day I did another clothes hanger session with another hanger clamped to my scrotum.

I hung the hair dryer from the one on my nipples and the clothes iron on the one from my nuts.

Then I hung from the closet bar and suffered in the dark. I did get a small tear in my scrotum that bled for a while.

I had a long talk with T as we traveled back from conference and once again confessed my desire (need) to submit to her and asked that she please spank and whip me on a regular basis. I told her that I have always been fascinated with slavery and truly wished to consent to being her slave. I told her that we are both tending to the cross over on our genders and I could see us switching gender identity. I would love to be her maid or wife dressed in stockings and bra with my cock in chastity or tucked into a non visible state. Being emasculated and feminized excites me so and seems like my rightful status.

She has whipped me a few times since then and sometimes thinks to make me kneel and take her shoes off. I always kneel before her at bedtime and take off her shoes and socks, release her bra and scratch her back.

I have been trying to do some special things for her like fix the clock, replace the outdoor post light and she does appreciate those efforts for which she did reward me with a belt whipping.

Cats away day 4

 

Wore black nylon chastity cage today.

Came home for lunch and it was a very warm day so stripped naked and ate my lunch on the screen porch. Wearing a leather ball harness with two hanging straps with rings on them. Used snap hooks to attach them to the chair, which stretched my balls the whole time I ate. After lunch, added 4 brass rings to the straps, swaying from my balls.

Went outside and cleared leaves from Mistress water feature and cleaned filter. Naked in the sunshine with slave rings clanging. Found cane in garden and whipped my thighs. Left nice welts that will probably bruise.

That evening I dressed up in blue lace bra and thong set with breast inserts in bra. Also wore gold necklace with heart key for cage. Wore short cage with urethral tube.

Went to Panera for dinner. Sadly did not see any hot women and had no close enough encounters that anyone might see my stuffed bra.

Came home and used Estim device to shock torture my cock. Was fun for awhile but got somewhat boring.

Put every belt that I could find on my body from nipples to knees, total of eighteen belts plus leather collar. With nipple suckers on.

Then inserted wolf tail butt plug. Whipped ass while on all fours on the floor with butt up for beating.

Took off belts and went to bed with nipple suckers on (all night) wearing silky red nightie with legs and one arm restrained with under bed restraint cuffs.

bend over bitch

 

Recap on recent events.

I did not shave my pubes all summer in hopes of getting another fire trim.

Last month we were away at a hotel.

Just before the trip I presented her with a “zapper” dog trainer that I bought to use on me.

I put it on with the contacts under my scrotum. She found it to be great fun to zap me and see the reaction. I wore it for the 4 hour drive and she occasionally reminded my of it with a zap. She thought it great fun to use when I was in the men’s room at the rest area.

I had brought a lighter just in case T decided to burn my pubes off and I believe she had hinted it might happen.

She had me strip naked and put a ball gag with attached chains to nipple clips on me. The gag has holes in it so I ended up with drool all over my chest.

She used the over the door cuffs to hang me up from the bathroom door.

Then she burned my pubic hairs off with the lighter. Some of them flamed up quite a bit and burned me, but I told myself this is what I wished for. The room did smell pretty bad of burned hair afterward.

After she burned all the hair off my front, she had me turn around and whipped my ass.

Then she brought herself to an O while I licked her ass.

A few days later we were at our daughter’s house. She and her husband had left for work and we were leaving later that morning.

I was hoping that we might do something that morning and was happily surprised when T told me to get naked. She blindfolded me with a bandana then used an extension cord to do a shibari style tie around my chest and tight around my nipples. Then she used a thin leather belt from her dress to truss up my cock and balls.

She had me bend over the bed and whipped my ass with her belt. She then used the zapper on the underside of my cock and the magic wand vibrator on my cock head. This was all too much for me and I came for the first time in 3 months.

A few weeks ago T asked if I wanted to do some play on a Sunday morning and had me take a viagra before making breakfast. Of course I did and she asked if was interested in anal play, even maybe pegging. Yes of course, so I dug out the strap on.

She first got me very hard and had me tie my cock tight with a rope.

Then she had me lick her pussy to get it wet, then put some lube on and had me fuck her. After a while she switched to doggy position and I fucked her from behind. With thoughts of the days before I was submissive, I scratched her back and ass like I used to do. I then spanked her ass. This was too much for me and I had to pull out, but I knew that my cock was already trying to spasm although I could not ejaculate with the tight rope on.

T then put on the strap on, had me bend over and fucked my boi pussy. I enjoyed it and was rocking back against her. She put the zapper on my balls and somehow got the vibrator on my cock too. We were both talking about how she was fucking me like I was her bitch It was amazingly stimulating, but even with the Viagra and the still hard cock I just could not organize a full orgasm. Too much going on at once. We stopped fucking and used the magic wand to bring her orgasm out as I licked her asshole.

Good times

 

Quick notes about some great action

Bought a new plastic chastity cage that came with an estim controller and a shock pad that goes at base of balls and an insertable that goes into the urethra to provide shock there.

This estim gives a wicked shock, so that even touching it with my finger was too much.

I thought it would be great to have that thing in my cock and being tormented with it, but I really was too afraid to try it.

Also got an electric vibrating butt plug that has writhing action too and a remote control. Thought that T would have fun with that and she did.

She had me get the “princess chair” that is a steel wire frame. She had me take the seat off and sit on it naked on the bare wire frame with that butt plug in. She tied me to the chair, then tormented me with that vibrating plug while playing with my cock. I am sure she did other things too that I don't remember now. Finally I had a mind blowing orgasm. Totally overwhelming sensations. I wasn't even sure if I was coming or what, but just had to do something.

Incredibly hot.

She let me orgasm a few weeks before Christmas. Had some great sex Christmas day and day after, lots of O for her, denial for me. She said that I might not orgasm until next year, which was next week.

It's now third week of January and I have not come yet. She tells me that I don't know when I will come again and she does not either. Maybe not this month, maybe not this year. It is scary exciting to consider that my denial this time could end up being a whole year.

Last weekend T was taking a shower in the evening and asked if I wanted to also. I thought might as well, at least be naked together. Before I got in shower she asked if I wanted to shave. It's that time of year when she let's me shave my legs. Of course I did. I got the electric trimmers and mowed all the fur off my legs. Then got in the shower and shaved them smooth. So exciting to be smooth and sexy.

Last time I shaved she told me to keep my pubic mound, so I left it this time. I was sure tempted to cut it all off while she was in the shower, but did not have permission. Got to leave something for her to do.

Later I wore fishnet stockings and a thong, caged cock and jeweled butt plug.

In the bedroom she scratched my back for me, then had me lay back on the bed and scratched my front harshly, leaving my chest, belly and thighs red. She had me pull my legs up and tortured my balls, stretching, squeezing and pinching them. I had a steel cage on my cock so she could only pinch the head. She got out a riding crop and cropped my inner thighs while I held my legs up and spread with a wooden spreader bar behind my knees.

Nasty, kinky animal in the woods

I have in past had some nasty play time while alone in the woods. I enjoy tying myself up to trees, whipping my ass with a belt or stick, getting down and dirty.

I had a chance to play like this today and it was very dirty, even for me.

I came upon a spot where young people apparently partied, based on the evidence of a bonfire and a couple beer cans. They had made some rough benches around the fire pit with logs.

I used one of those benches to sit and take off my shoes and socks, then stood up and stripped completely naked there in the forest.

There was a path nearby, but it was highly unlikely at this time that anyone would come by.

I had brought along an 8 foot length of rope for a little bondage.

First things first, used my heavy leather belt to whip my ass.

Then I sat down in the leaves and used a small stick to whip my pubic mound and nipples.

I had seen a fetlife posting recently of a woman posing half naked bent over a log.

I sprawled over a granite boulder and enjoyed the rough rock surface grinding into my body as I hung on the rock.

The stem of a small fern was shoved into my pre-cum weeping cock.

I used my belt to secure myself to a sapling.

Then laid down on the ground and bound my feet together with the rope and pulled my feet up off the ground. Used my belt to cinch my wrists together, then laid there pretending that my mistress had left me here, naked and helpless, wondering when she would return.

I found a small tree with a branch at the right height for me to bite the branch, then used the rope to bind my head to the branch, then tied the rope around my head and eyes, leaving me feeling very helpless indeed.

I had a very nasty idea, released myself and found a stick about half and inch in diameter and gingerly stuffed it up my ass. Then I bit the stick again and bound my head to the branch, with my eyes blindfolded by the rope.

I used the belt tightly around my neck, then put my hands behind my back and pretended that I was left to suffer helplessly. It was so exciting!

There were a few other minor things before the finale.

The partiers had left a hatchet (small axe) in a stump. It had an hammer head on the back side which they had been using to pound nails in the stump for a drinking game.

I just had to try and get that up my ass. I sat down on it and spread my cheeks. Then I spit on the hammer for some lube and tried again. I imagined that I was being forced to lift my feet and let my body weight cause me to be impaled. Yes, force fucked, raped with a hammer up my slutty boy pussy!

After I unfucked myself from that, I bent over the log, ass up for a final ass whipping with the belt .

I saw a piece of trash on the ground and picked it up to see what it was. It was a tampon, still in the wrapper.

I have read of sissies having to wear a tampon in their boy pussies to make them have a semblance of a feminizing “period” What a wonderful find! Yes, I had to open the package and inspect it. Then, I had to try inserting it in my nasty pussy. \Yes, it went in, the applicator came out and I was showing the tell tail signs of a string dangling from my crotch! I could only imagine the hot college girl who had dropped this here and dreamed of her making me wear it. My mind flew to visions of her catching me in the act, stealing my clothes, and forcing me to be her sissy slave.

But the rain was approaching, time to end this nasty play.

I did wear the tampon for the rest of the evening while I went to a brewpub for dinnner.

It was very strange to feel something like that inside me.

If my wife was interested in feminizing me, I would encourage her to do this to me.

Alas, she does prefer to have a manly man and would probably be freaked out at the suggestion that she use tampons in me.

It was a fun, nasty time in the woods.