Maid to slave

 

We have made a sex scene out of my cleaning the kitchen floor, which we get to play out about once a year. This past weekend we took advantage of having the house to our selves to get the floor clean.

I dressed up in my very short black and white maid dress and slip on black 2” wedge heels for the prep and vacuuming. It was a rare treat to be able to dress up feminine like this, there is always someone here.

After the vacuuming was done I changed into my slave outfit. Naked with a wide leather belt around my waist, leather collar around my neck with a chain leash and leather ball leash tightly around the base of my balls. This has two hanging straps from which a leather device with three steel rings was hung. A leather paddle stuck in the belt at my back. A pair of tweezer clamps on my nipples with a connecting chain. That was the moment that T came into the bedroom to inspect my progress. She asked if I should be butt plugged also. I really wanted to but my system was not happy this morning and I said it was not a good time.

I put warm water and soap in a bucket and got down on my hands and knees with a rag and started scrubbing. T sat in a chair and browsed on her phone while “supervising”. Half way through she pulled the leather paddle out and paddled my ass while I tried to continue scrubbing. It was probably during this beating that I told her I had been fantasizing about her putting me outside on the patio naked in the chill air and leaving me out there until she decided to let me back in the house. She thought that sounded awfully mean but asked if I really wanted to do that and I assured her that I foolishly did hope she would.

When I got done scrubbing the floor she told me to dump the bucket outside, naked of course.

I came back in the kitchen and she asked if I still wanted to spend more time outside. I assured her that I wanted to and she had me kneel down before her. She tied a blindfold around my head and tugged my leash and had me stand and follow her out the door. I felt for the door frame with my hands and for the steps with my feet. She coached me down the steps to the stone patio which was quite cold under my bare feet. She led me for a tour around the patio and down the steps to the lawn. A short tour through the cold wet grass and back to the patio. It was breezy and chilly.

Then she used a few sprigs of a sea holly plant to flog me. This plant has seed pods that are like thistles with sharp little spikes. She used this to whip my ass, nipples and cock. She had me sit my bare ass on an aluminum chair and told me to pretend that my hands were tied to the chair and that I was required to stay there until she returned. She did give me tacit permission to use the sea holly if I was getting cold and needed to get my blood flowing.

I was getting cold but certainly not unbearable. Despite not being bound, not being able to see and being under the control of T made me feel wonderfully helpless. I eventually felt for the sea holly on the table in front of me and started flogging myself on my nipples. Wow, those things did sting but I moved down to my cock and tightly bound balls. Of course that was when the door opened and I was caught in the act. T came over to check on me and exclaimed “You’re bleeding!”. That was the end of this fun as she pulled off the blindfold and I saw the blood flowing down by tightly bound and shaved balls. She is a nurse and blood always stops any play, much to my disappointment. She had me undo the buckle and release my aching balls.

Then she led me back into the nice warm kitchen where she cleaned up the blood on my balls. I thought the fun was over but she surprised me when she took the leash and lead me up the stairs, blindfolded again. We made our way to our bedroom where she used a thin rope to tie my hands spread wide over my head to hooks I had installed in the ceiling. Then she warmed me up with a full body flogging with a leather flogger. She really gave it to me from ass to back, nipples to nuts with powerfull thudding impacts. It was awesome, but not as awesome as the feeling of the vibrator that she then pressed to my cock head. That thing is relentless and my first thought was that I wanted her to deny me any orgasm. Within minutes I was at the edge of coming and begging her “please may I come?” She barely said yes and I came with a roar and scream. It was so intense as I hung from the ropes and she held the vibrator relentlessly on my super sensitive cocklet.

She released my bonds and wiped the cum off. Then she went from Mistress to Angel of Mercy and helped me lay down on the bed to recover.

Wax on, wax off

 

Hot hotel monkey sex used to be the thing. Now we are making amazing Air Bnb sex a thing when we travel to visit our daughter. We stayed in a sweet cottage last week. On the way there we visited a gift shop and I succumbed to temptation and bought 5 tea candles in various colors and scents with the hope that the hot wax would get dripped on my naked body.

By the time we got to the cottage it was late and we were stuffed from a big dinner and very tired. I did not want to push for any action but T asked me where the candles were. I got them out and lit a light colored one. We couldn’t just start out with kinky stuff so I kissed and fondled T to try and get her in the mood. I don’t remember the details of how everything went but she did ask me to get my belt. She wasn’t satisfied ( thankfully) with the heft of it and told me to get hers. I did one better and got the heavy leather slapper out of my bag. She likes that one as she can control it better. I do love when she is in control!

She told me to kneel on the bed and bed over, then she began gently spanking my ass. Soon she started beating me harder and I was getting excited. She stopped spanking and told me to get the candle and bend over. I thought she would start waxing me on the front where my pubic mound was shaved smooth. I hoped that she would progress to my ass and maybe even fill my ass crack with wax.

Better yet, she started with my ass, pouring the hot wax right into the top of my ass crack. The heat trickling down my crack was awesome. My ass is clean shaven so the wax flowed in with no obstruction. I did my best to lift my hips and spread my cheeks in an obscene invitation to wax my sensitive hole and she did just that. The hot wax filling my hole was amazing! She did the back side of my balls, then told me to kneel up as she set the candle aside. She picked up the strap and began spanking my front side from my nipples to my balls and all points in between. When she whips my cock and it gets harder she knows it’s good.

She took a break then and laid on her back and used her vibrator to bring herself to an orgasm while I knelt before her like a good slave.

T had me lay on my back then and started by dripping wax on my nipples. Yow, that stung after the whipping they had received, but I was grateful for the abuse. She waxed my nipples, my smooth, hairless mound and my cock. It was literally very hot! She let the wax cool and harden as she used the vibrator to tease me. She gave me the paddle and told me to kneel before her and use it on myself while she gave herself another O. I beat the wax off my nipples, off my belly and off my hard cock. I was whipping my cock mercilessly as she came hard.

She then had me use the vibrator on my cock. I was about to cum when she told me to stop. She dripped some wax on my cock, then told me to use the vibrator again until I was on the edge and had me stop. She was really enjoying controlling me in this way and I was loving being controlled by her. She made me stop about four times, then she began pouring wax on the top of my cock while she held the vibrator on the underside of the head. I begged her please to let me come and she said yes. I had a mind blowing orgasm as she coated my cock head with wax.

It was a mess to clean up all the dried wax, but so worth it! The next day I found that my cock whipping had left me with bruises on my cock. A reminder that I would cherish for the next few days.

I still have four more candles and can’t wait to have them poured on my naked skin again!

Open invitation

 

Two quick episodes this week that were very exciting to me.

I was wearing an older nightgown to bed that I had previously torn two holes in right at my nipples. I put clover clamps on my nipples through the holes with the connecting chain on the outside and knelt on the floor waiting for Mistress to come to the bedroom. She was of course somewhat surprised to find me this way but took it in stride. I usually unclasp her bra and scratch her back each evening. I did this and was kneeling behind her. She then led me on my knees to in front of the mirror and got out a rope. She tied the rope to the ceiling ring and the other end to the chain on the clamps. Not tight, but taught enough that the clamps pulled my nipples upward. Then she left me kneeling there, looking at myself in the mirror, to suffer in pain and wonder how long she would leave me as she got on the bed and proceeded to watch videos on her phone. I do love nipple torture, but all I could think about was the intense pain in my nipples. My hands were free and I could have easily released them, but no, she had put me there and I would not move until she let me go. After a few minutes she came over and asked how I was doing. “In pain” I said. She laughed and said I had done it to myself.

Then I saw that she had a leather paddle in her hand. She yanked my panties up into my ass crack and tucked my nightgown up into the back of my panties.

Then she spanked my ass with the paddle. She beat me good, but it was starting to actually feel good when she stopped. She asked if I had enough and I said no. I can actually handle quite a lot from this paddle. It is narrow, about a foot long and she can hit where she wants quite well. She gave me a good beating now and eventually took hold of the nipple clamp chain and would give it a tug with every smack to my ass. I loved the initiative that she was taking here as she knew that she was free to use and abuse me as I have begged her to do so many times. Finally she stopped and released my crushed nipples. Time for bed and sleep.

As we lay there in bed I told her that this had really affected me. I found it so exciting to be strung up by my nipples and left there at her mercy as she went about her business.

I was so glad that she took the opportunity that I offered by having the clamps on, and then took that a step further and gave me the beating that she knows I crave so much.

I thought about this scene often the next day and pressed my luck when I got ready for bed before she came to the room. This time I put a pair of screw type nipple suction devices on, with the cylinder inside my nightgown and the screws through the holes. Then I knelt at the foot of the bed with my back to the bed and fastened my arms to a pair of under the bed restraints. So there I was, knees spread, arms spread and feeling very vulnerable. She looked me over and asked what she should do with me. I licked my lips and waggled my tongue at her, hoping she would get the hint and sit on my face. She got undressed and then she did plant her pussy on my face. I was so happy to lick her hot wet pussy. It was a somewhat difficult position for her and after a minute or so she turned around and straddled me from behind. This was even better as her pussy was plastered on my mouth and my nose was right in her ass hole. I could only breath through my mouth when I took a break from eating her pussy. It was sooo exciting and I had a pretty firm erection. She noticed this and began slapping my cock hard. Then she moved down to straddle my crotch and managed to get my cock in her pussy. She was fucking as well as she could in this position and I thought she would make me cum as I imagined her sitting on my face and making me eat my cum from her pussy. Unfortunately she could not maintain that position for long and she got up.

I was feeling very vulnerable as my arms were spread wide and now my knees were too. She beat my cock some more and then to my surprise and “pleasure” she began to kick me in the crotch. I have fantasized for a long time about her kicking me in the balls and she did now. I was so aroused that I did not feel pain so much as pleasure. Some of the kicks were planted low on my ass crack and some higher on my hard cock. Finally She released my wrists from their cuffs and told me I could get up now. I could barely get up as my knees were now in such pain from kneeling with my legs spread wide.

Both of these scenes were fairly quick, had no orgasm for either of us, but were deeply affecting to me.

I told her how much it affected me, not that I liked it, but it affected me. I have thought about it many times since then. I told her that I did not want her to feel obligated to do something to or for me when I put myself in these predicaments and that she could just consider it an open invitation to do what or if she pleases. I am thrilled that she seems to be becoming more dominant and cruel to me as time goes by. She says that she is a bully and I don’t discourage her from bullying me if that’s how she feels.

The more she controls and abuses me, the more I love her.

I love, honor, respect, obey, serve and submit to her as I am only a slave and it is a privilege to serve her.

Burn me up

 

It has become an annual tradition in our Femdom relationship to treat me to a Fall emasculating hair removal from my neck to toes. My legs are shorn and shaved. My pubic hair is burned off. Yes,

set on fire with a lighter in an exciting, somewhat terrifying and often painful flaming inferno.

This generally occurs anytime from late September to January and I greatly look forward to it.

This year it was late March and I had a lot of long hair that I was eager to get rid of. My Mistress usually tells me when to stop shaving my legs in the Spring to get things growing in before shorts season and I feared that I would not get to have smooth legs at all this year.

After teasing me a few times she did finally say that it was time, that is if I wanted to do so.

Did I ever! I had presented her with a new lighter a few weeks earlier and hoped that would inspire her. Now she had me put on cuffs and collar. I also got out a spreader bar and ropes. She lit a few candles and turned out the lights. She had me stand in front of the back of door mirror and and spread my legs, then attached the bar to my ankle cuffs. Hands over my head and the wrist cuffs were tied to a ring in the ceiling.

Then she set me on fire!! A little bit to start at the top of my mound. Then bigger sections that sometimes burned and made me squeal as she swatted out the flames. She burned off my mound, then the hair on my belly and around my left nipple. I was loving it despite the occasional burns that were leaving red spots but she stopped there and said she was saving the rest for another time.

I was disappointed but I did have something to look forward to. She did give me permission to shave my legs and the next day I used hair clippers to shear the fur off them. Then I shaved them smooth.

A week later I had gotten in bed before her and “prepped” myself with a double ended dildo gag. I hoped she might take the hint and decide to fuck herself with the dildo while it was on my face, but instead she asked if I was ready to get rid of the rest of the hair. I nodded yes and she told me to get in position in front of the mirror. I did so and she strung my hands up over my head.

She started out by burning the hair off my balls, some hot times there. Then cleaned up some sthat she had missed on my mound. Burned off the hairs around my right nipple and played the flame around my nipple, enough to scare me and slightly burn my nip. Then she asked about my underarms and I nodded yes. She did one armpit, then untied me and had me lay on the floor.

She tied my hands straight up in front of me to a ceiling ring, then tied the spreader bar between my ankles up to another ring. The mirror did not go all the way to the floor so I could not quite see as she burned the hair off my ass and crack, but I sure felt it. The heat of the flame around my asshole was actually very arousing. She finished up by burning off the hair in the other armpit.

She cleaned me up then but left me tied up. To my surprise and delight she got a magic wand vibrator and began using that on my cock. I was already so aroused from the fire shave that I was close to coming very soon. She put me over the edge when she started pinching my nipple very hard. I came with a roar and she untied my arms and legs. I just laid there on the floor, totally wiped out.

It was a long wait, but so worth it, particularly when she said that removing my hair was taking away my masculinity.  I so appreciate her  supporting my craving for emasculation. I love my Mistress so much.

Orgasm control and denial

 Years ago I had jerked off in the shower one day while my wife was still in bed. I returned to the bedroom and she was ready for some very hot kinky sex. Post orgasm, I was not. I was so disappointed in myself that I vowed that I would not bring myself to orgasm anymore and have stayed committed to that. I only cum now when she lets me or "makes" me. Sometimes she will get me to the edge and ask if I want to cum. Of course I want to physically which brings on the dilemma of wanting to be denied by her and staying on the high of arousal without the post orgasm crash. Just this past week I had a few stressful days and was acting rather "bitchy". My loving wife took me to the bedroom and gave me a wonderful blow job. I did not ask if I could cum. She knows when I am on the edge and she could have stopped but she didn't. It was a mind blowing orgasm. Yes, sometimes I wonder if the agony of orgasm is a good thing or not.

So I am at a point where I am satisfied without orgasm, particularly if she has one. I have gone for up to three months without and she has "joked" about making me go for a year.
I was recently diagnosed with a cardiac issue and I am supposed to avoid activity like bearing down while on the toilet. I did not ask the doctor about concerns during sex including mind blowing orgasms. I am already quite accustomed to sexual activity with no orgasm for me so I see this as a great reason for me to be placed on full orgasm denial for at least the next 6 months until my next checkup.
Yes, I crave her control of my orgasms. I crave her keeping me in chastity. I plan to ask her to keep me teased and denied for the next 6 months. I have announced it here. I will see if she agrees to do so and, if so, will she extend beyond that time as she has "suggested". It gives me a perverse thrill to imagine permanent orgasm denial.

Burn my pubes off and fuck this hairless bitch

 

Recap on recent events.

I did not shave my pubes all summer in hopes of getting another fire trim.

Last month we were away at a hotel.

Just before the trip I presented her with a “zapper” dog trainer that I bought to use on me.

I put it on with the contacts under my scrotum. She found it to be great fun to zap me and see the reaction. I wore it for the 4 hour drive and she occasionally reminded my of it with a zap. She thought it great fun to use when I was in the men’s room at the rest area.

I had brought a lighter just in case T decided to burn my pubes off and I believe she had hinted it might happen.

She had me strip naked and put a ball gag with attached chains to nipple clips on me. The gag has holes in it so I ended up with drool all over my chest.

She used the over the door cuffs to hang me up from the bathroom door.

Then she burned my pubic hairs off with the lighter. Some of them flamed up quite a bit and burned me, but I told me myself this is what I wished for. The room did smell pretty bad of burned hair afterward.

After she burned all the hair off my front, she had me turn around and whipped my ass.

Then she brought herself to an O while I licked her ass.

A few days later we were at our daughter’s house. She and her husband had left for work and we were leaving later that morning.

I was hoping that we might do something that morning and was happily surprised when T told me to get naked. She blindfolded me with a bandana then used an extension cord to do a shibari style tie around my chest and tight around my nipples. Then she used a thin leather belt from the dress to truss up my cock and balls.

She had me bend over the bed and whipped my ass with her belt. She then used the zapper on the underside of my cock and the magic wand vibrator on my cock head. This was all too much for me and I came for the first time in 3 months.

A few weeks ago T asked if I wanted to do some play on a Sunday morning and had me take a viagra before making breakfast. Of course I did and she asked if was interested in anal play, even maybe pegging. Yes of course, so I dug out the strap on.

She first got me very hard and had me tie my cock tight with a rope.

Then she had me lick her pussy to get it wet, then put some lube on and had me fuck her. After a while she switched to doggy position and I fucked her from behind. With thoughts of the days before I was submissive, I scratched her back and ass like I used to do. I then spanked her ass. This was too much for me and I had to pull out, but I knew that my cock was already trying to spasm although I could not ejaculate with the tight rope on.

T then put on the strap on, had me bend over and fucked my boi pussy. I enjoyed it and was rocking back against her. She put the zapper on my balls and somehow got the vibrator on my cock too. We were both talking about how she was fucking me like I was her bitch It was amazingly stimulating, but even with the Viagra and the still hard cock I just could not organize a full orgasm. Too much going on at once. We stopped fucking and used the magic wand to bring her orgasm out as I licked her asshole.

Hotel fun and you cum you eat

 

Sitting in a hotel room as I write this with a butt plug up my ass. The plug has a ring for attaching a leash which right now has about 6 various metal clasps and fittings attached to it that are grinding into my ass as I sit on the desk chair. The magic green string tied around my waist is binding my balls down ward and I am sitting on my bound balls. I have a dildo gag strapped tightly into my mouth and nearly into my throat. My wrists are bound with the red chinese rope cuffs. Last night I had the same gag in my mouth as I drooled over my chest. Hotel clothes hangers hung from my nipples, with two more hangers dangling from them. Another hanger was clamped to the soft skin at each side of my lower belly and one more clamped to my taint and just past my asshole which was plugged with the butt plug with the leash attached and dragging from it as I hung from the closet pole with all the rest of the hangers hanging from the ones attached to me. I suffered there in the dark of the closed closet in my self imposed torture as I imagined being left there until released by my Mistress.

Recently purchased another dildo gag that is double ended. A short 3 inch cock gag strapped tightly into my mouth and a 5 inch cock dildo sticking obscenely out of my face. My Mistress enjoyed this very much as I used it to fuck her sweet cunt as she used her vibrator. I loved fucking her with my head as she came and only regretted that I could not drink up her piss as she came on my face. After she had 3 orgasms she had me kneel up in front of her. She used the vibrator on her clit while I placed my cock on top of that vibrator and then used another one on my cock which was sandwiched between those two fiendish devices. We both came as she watched the cock waving from my face as the other one was firmly planted in my mouth.

Several years ago we had a play session in the garden shed where she hung me from the rafters and shoved green cherry tomatoes up my ass then caned me. A few weeks ago I picked 4 tomatoes and hopefully left them in the kitchen. Mistress had me bring the tomatoes to the bedroom. I placed them on the bed along with a butt plug and some surgical gloves and lube. She had me bend over the bed and whipped me with the braided leather whip. Then she finger fucked my ass hole. She asked if I was ready and I said yes please. She pushed the tomatoes up my receptive ass, then finished with the plug to hold them in. Then she had me lay on my back on the bed with my legs pulled up and spread. The whip was then used on my inner thighs, belly, chest and cock. When she placed the vibrator on my cock I knew that I could not hold out. I begged her that if she allowed me to cum that she please make me eat my cum. She told me that I must do so and that was all it took for me to lose control and cum. Eating cum after the orgasm is not as pleasant as imagined before the orgasm happens, but I was happy that she followed through and dribbled the cum into my mouth, then made me lick it from her fingers and finally rubbed her slimy cummy hand over my face.

I recently bought a wooden humbler after lusting for one ever since I first saw one. At the first opportunity I got it out and was putting it on when she entered the room. She was very curious about it and not quite understanding why I would want to put myself to such discomfort, but she knows that I am a kinky slut who gets off on pain. I showed her how the humbler forced my balls behind my ass and the pain prevented me from standing up straight. She got her belt off the hook and asked if I wanted more pain. I was also wearing a ball gag that has nipple clamps on chains that were clamped on my nipples. I managed to speak around the gag and asked her to please hurt me. She did so as she gave me a full body whipping. She finished by teasing me with the vibrator on my cock, bringing me to the edge several times but warning me that I was not allowed to cum.

Last weekend we were at a hotel and I put on the over the door cuffs. Mistress said that it looked like I needed some door time. I expected to be hung up to the bathroom door as she has done before, sometimes making me put the cuffs over the door when I am in the bathroom and she then pulls the door shut, locking me in the bathroom helplessly until she opens the door, in the meantime she watches videos and relaxes as I happily suffer. This time though she surprised me as she directed me to the room door and opened it a crack and had me put the cuffs over the door. She shut the door with the bars that hold the end of the straps on the outside of the room where anyone going down the hall would see them. Most people would probably not know what they were, but anyone who did know would also know that someone was hanging helplessly on the inside of the door.

She left me there to ponder that and listen for anyone passing down the hallway. After a few minutes she released me from that door and hung me up from the bathroom door. I had brought a flogger which she used to flog me front and back. She beat me from knees to neck with apparently no concern for how loud it was and whether anyone would hear me getting flogged as hard as she could. It was glorious!

Time to replace this dildo gag with the big cock dildo and put some clover clamps on my nipples. I plan to fuck my ass with the big dildo suctioned to the bath tub when I shower.

6 month report, fire and dildo fuck & suck

 

Recap of some activities over the past 6 months.

T used ball gag with attached nipple clamps on me. Whipped me in front of the mirror. Then had me get down on the floor on my knees, hands extended on floor over my head. Whipped my ass and balls.

At one point she put her foot on the back of my head and held me down on the floor as she whipped me. So hot.

Then she sat on the foot of the bed and told me to kiss her foot. She held her foot out of reach so as I stretched my neck to nuzzle her foot with my gagged mouth I was tugging the nipple clamps and stretching my nipples.

Last year when she told me to stop shaving so my hair could grow in she said it wanted to grow in well on my cock and balls as she was looking forward to burning it off. I had been shaving my cock and balls year round and shaving my mound for while after she burns it off.

Sometimes she burned my hair off as early as September. She finally did so in February so there was a lot of hair. She had me stand in front of the mirror so I could watch. When she lit my mound it created big fire since I was standing upright. I suffered a few burns, but it was worth it as she burned off my pubic mound, my cock and balls hairs. She did the few hairs around my nipples but not my ass or armpits and said they would be done later. I had already shaved my legs a few weeks earlier (with permission) so there was none to burn there. When I cleaned up with a razor I did my ass, will probably do my armpits myself soon.

While staying at a hotel by myself recently I did the usual hotel kink including placing the spring clamp clothes hangers on my nipples and putting myself in the closet. This closet had a mirror on the inside of the door. I had brought my new silicone realistic cock dildo with suction cup base so I stuck that to the mirror, secured my wrists to the closet bar and shut the door with the dildo in my mouth. It was very hot to be shut in the closet and made to suck cock as my nipples were tortured.

I also got the chance to put the dildo on the glass shower wall. I sucked it, then put it lower on the wall, lubed it up with conditioner and tried putting it up my ass for the first time. It was a little tricky since it has a lot of flex but I got it in there and fucked that thing hard and deep. It was awesome.

Next day I did another clothes hanger session with another hanger clamped to my scrotum.

I hung the hair dryer from the one on my nipples and the clothes iron on the one from my nuts.

Then I hung from the closet bar and suffered in the dark. I did get a small tear in my scrotum that bled for a while.

I had a long talk with T as we traveled back from conference and once again confessed my desire (need) to submit to her and asked that she please spank and whip me on a regular basis. I told her that I have always been fascinated with slavery and truly wished to consent to being her slave. I told her that we are both tending to the cross over on our genders and I could see us switching gender identity. I would love to be her maid or wife dressed in stockings and bra with my cock in chastity or tucked into a non visible state. Being emasculated and feminized excites me so and seems like my rightful status.

She has whipped me a few times since then and sometimes thinks to make me kneel and take her shoes off. I always kneel before her at bedtime and take off her shoes and socks, release her bra and scratch her back.

I have been trying to do some special things for her like fix the clock, replace the outdoor post light and she does appreciate those efforts for which she did reward me with a belt whipping.

While the Cat is away...

 My wife Mistress T will be away this week visiting our daughter. 

I read a blog post by Miss Bossy Bitch's Boy regarding his Mistress going out of town for a week and a list of activities he will do while she is gone.

I generally engage in some serious self play and torture when T is away so inspired by MBBB I came up with my list of things I plan to do this week:

Despite numerous edgings, I will not cum. My Mistress made me cum last week after a wicked session with her fingernails allover my body.

I will self spank (whip, cane, etc.) to leave marks that she will see upon return.
I will feminize as much as possible including dressing in the evening, going out wearing bra, panties and stockings.
One intense self bondage session.
Lots of nipple clamps and suctioning.
Toe nail polish in pink or bright red.
Daily ass training and stretching.
Urethra stretching.
At least one night of sleeping with legs and one arm fastened to under bed restraints.
Collared while at home.
Locked in chastity if my Mistress does not do so before leaving. I hope that she does lock me and I will request she does when I present her with the new key (heart shaped) necklace that I bought for her.

I had self locked in chastity since the beginning of October. T had shown some interest in this but was upset that I somehow injured my penis and had several scabs. She instructed me to stop caging until it was healed and "maybe then I will let you lock up again."

With that encouragement I bought a necklace with a chastity cage key with a heart shaped portion at the top. Last night she asked if I was healed and inspected my penis. She pronounced it healed and said that I could lock it up while she was away. This was the perfect time to present her with the necklace. She then went to the bedroom with me to witness me locking up. I laid out most of my assortment of about 8 chastity devices. She chose the heavy metal one that completely encloses my penis. It's a tight fit and made more difficult as I was getting aroused and semi-erect. I managed to squeeze it on and lock it. She put the necklace on and said this was better than having the key in her bra as she would be more aware of it now. She planned to sleep with it also. After she had multiple orgasms as I fingered her g-spot she settled in to sleep as I tried to settle down with my locked semi-erect penis. 

She left this morning with instructions that I could stay locked 24/7 but with permission to take it off  if it was causing excess pain or discomfort. I am allowed and encouraged to arouse myself with the cage on, but may not cum. She will call to check on me and maybe talk me into a state of aroused denial.

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I will self spank (whip, cane, etc.) to leave marks that she will see upon return.

I will feminize as mush as possible including dressing in the evening, going out wearing bra, panties and stockings.

One intense self bondage session.

Lots of nipple clamps and suctioning.

Toe nail polish in pink or bright red.

Daily ass training and stretching.

Urethra stretching.

At least one night of sleeping with legs and one arm fastened to under bed restraints.

Collared while at home.

Locked in chastity if my Mistress does not do so before leaving. I hope that she does lock me and I will request she does when I present her with the new key (heart shaped) necklace that I bought for her.

nize as mush as possible including dressing in the evening, going out wearing bra, panties and stockings.

One intense self bondage session.

Lots of nipple clamps and suctioning.

Toe nail polish in pink or bright red.

Daily ass training and stretching.

Urethra stretching.

At least one night of sleeping with legs and one arm fastened to under bed restraints.

Collared while at home.

Locked in chastity if my Mistress does not do so before leaving. I hope that she does lock me and I will request she does when I present her with the new key (heart shaped) necklace that I bought for her.

espite ingernails allover my body.

I will self spank (whip, cane, etc.) to leave marks that she will see upon return.

I will feminize as mush as possible including dressing in the evening, going out wearing bra, panties and stockings.

One intense self bondage session.

Lots of nipple clamps and suctioning.

Toe nail polish in pink or bright red.

Daily ass training and stretching.

Urethra stretching.

At least one night of sleeping with legs and one arm fastened to under bed restraints.

Collared while at home.

Locked in chastity if my Mistress does not do so before leaving. I hope that she does lock me and I will request she does when I present her with the new key (heart shaped) necklace that I bought for her.

Hot time in the Summer

 

sexual highlights of summer 2021

While camping T tore nipple holes in my worn thin blue nightie, then put clothes pins on my nips then...

Major highlight—T used a lighter to burn my pubic mound off!!!. She also burned some hair off my thighs.

Very exciting to me and she thought it was fun too. She said if my balls weren’t shaved she could burn that off too. Have not shaved my cock and balls since then and will not until she burns it off me.

Leather whip was sticking out from under mattress one night and T pulled it out and had me bend over for a whipping. I think it was the first time she used it on me.

May have been the same day that I left whip and some other toys on bed with door open. She was angry that son may have seen them. She caned my ass with no warm up, so painful! Will not do that again.

While on our cruise I told her my fantasy of being tied up naked in our cabin and having her leave me there to go talk with people, maybe even standing on the roof right over my head.

She put clothes pins on my nipples and tied up my balls and cock with the “magic” green string which was then tied to my wrists over my head. She sucked my cock and got it very hard.

She gagged me with her used panties and left me to suffer.

When she returned she told me it had been 20 minutes. I thought she was just checking up on whether I was ok and I was prepared to ask her to leave me longer. An hour sounds exciting but would probably get boring. She told me to release myself and get dressed and come out then left me to my own devices,

A week later we had sex at my mother’s house. She can’t hear anything without her hearing aids.

T whipped my ass, then tied up my cock with the green string. She sucked me till I was dying to come then she mounted me and rode me until I did come. Then she sat on my face and I ate my cum from her pussy.

Anniversary day sex I had on a steel ball ring T sucked me till very hard. She pinched both nipples and I asked if I could please cum, she said that she hadn’t had her fun yet and mounted me. She fucked me so well and I begged to cum. She looked me in the eye, smiled and said NO.

Then she rolled off me and told me to get her vibrator out. I fucked her with a glass dildo as she brought herself to a great orgasm. Then I went to sleep frustrated and loving her so much for controlling me.

New normal?

 

After my last orgasm at the end of November, T joked about not letting me come again that year. I held out for a goal the end of the year. We got that and then some. As the weeks and months passed by with no orgasm for me she joked about not letting me come at all this year. I found that to be scary yet very exciting. I thought perhaps a Valentines day come would welcome. Secretly I wondered if it could be possible to be denied for a whole year. I know it is possible, but would she do it?

I found out on March 14.

Finally after months of no privacy at home, out adult son went away for the day. I hinted that this would be a good day for the kitchen floor to be cleaned. In the past there have been a few times that I scrubbed the floor while naked on my hands and knees with my balls restrained and weighted. It has been a few years since we did this game and the last time we did our college aged daughter showed up in the middle of it. We had locked the front door, but she showed up at the kitchen door to see her Dad naked but for a collar around his neck. She fled, I fled and we never mentioned it.

So today we had a chance to play. I vacuumed the floor, then got my scrub bucket and rag.

I stripped naked, put a harness on my balls with attached hooks and rings, also a set of tweezer clamps on my nipples. I presented myself to T with my collar and riding crop. She placed the collar around my neck and I swooned. This is what I crave.

I also had a remote controlled vibrating butt plug. I put a condom on it and placed it up my ass, then presented the remote control to T.

I got down on my hands and knees and scrubbed the floor as she “supervised” and distracted me by switching the action of the plug. At one point I spilled some water on the floor and earned a serious punishment with the crop.

When I finished, T picked up the action including kicking me from behind. I have long fantasized about her kicking me in the balls and she did that now along with kicking my asshole. She cropped my balls and cock which was very hard. I was still down on the floor on my knees with my ass up in the air. She started fucking my ass with the plug and reached around to stroke my cock. The sensations were just too good and I begged her to let me come. At the same time I did not want to come like this. After all these months, I wanted to orgasm while we were making love. But there was just too much stimulation. My nipples were screaming in pain, my ass was loving the fucking and she was threatening to make me come on my clean floor.

I came in a roaring, screaming, mind blowing orgasm.

My last orgasm, 19 weeks ago, was brought about the same way. The vibrating plug up my ass, T stroking my hard cock and forcing me to cum whether I wanted to or not.

Is this the new normal?

Whipped lunch

I have not written anything here in ages, but this just happened so I will post it while it is fresh and I forget.

I went home for lunch, it’s a nice sunny spring day and my wife is home today.

She was working in her flower bed when I got there. She suggested that I might “get dressed” for lunch and eat outside where she was working. I looked a little puzzled and she said “I know you get naked and tie your balls to the chair when you are home alone for lunch, so you can do something”.

I quickly made my sandwich and “got dressed”. She sometimes complains when I do everything in self bondage and leave nothing for her, so I a tied a rope around my waist, cinched my balls then pulled up my pants with four feet of rope hanging out the fly and wrapped through my upper legs and crotch.

She was interested to see what I was wearing and asked if I was comfortable. “Yes”, I replied and she said that the idea was to be uncomfortable. I told her that I left the extra rope for her to apply the uncomfortable and sat down on the porch to eat my lunch.

As soon as I finished eating she had me stand alongside the porch and unwound the rope. She mentioned my belt and I hinted “use the belt”. She took my leather belt off, then used the excess rope that was tied to my balls to fasten my wrists to the porch railing. She pulled my pants and panties down, commenting on the panty shield that was in them.

She had me bend over as far as I could and stick my ass out. That made the rope from my balls pull on them, stretching them upward. Then she began whipping my ass with my belt. I have been craving a whipping lately and this was divine. It was so exciting to be whipped in broad daylight while helplessly restrained. She gave me a good solid belt whipping, but it never exceeded feeling good to me, although I secretly craved that she would make it so painful that I really wanted to be released. She fondled my cock until it dribbled precum and pulled my balls causing them to ache delightfully.

When she was satisfied with the redness of my ass she put the belt on the railing by my face and returned to her gardening. I was left panting and red assed with my pants and panties halfway to my knees. We were in the front yard, but we are a long way off the road and extremely unlikely that anyone would arrive. Still, I felt very exposed and helpless, wondering how long she would leave me there as the breeze cooled my hot butt. She commented about how nice it was to have her submissive close by at her beck and call, even if I could not respond to her call until she released me.

After 15 minutes she untied my wrists. She asked me who was her mistress. “You are”, I said as I looked in her eyes adoringly. The same question and answer for Queen, Goddess and boss.

I looked down to see precum streaming from my cock. “You better catch that before it drips on your pants” she said. I wiped it up with my finger and licked it off.

“Go get yourself dressed and take your red ass back to work” she said as she put my leather belt in my mouth to carry it.

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Punished

I recently brought up the concept of “maintenance” spankings with T. I explained that I understood that she found it difficult to “hurt” me due to her medical career but that I “needed” to receive spankings and whippings. If she didn't give them to me, I would do it to myself.

I talked to her about having a routine “scheduled” time to give me regular spankings. For one thing this would help her become more accustomed to hurting me, it would help remind us both of our roles as dominant and submissive and by having it scheduled, would help keep it going and not forgotten about. Then I hopefully waited for something to happen.

She did give me a few unexpected canings, to my delight (maybe not at the time!).

I basically always wash the dishes. I usually put away leftovers, then go to the bedroom to “prepare” for dishes. This means putting something on my cock and balls. Sometimes a sex toy, often just a brass ring or two or more around the base of my cock and balls. I then present myself for “inspection”, before proceeding with the dishes.

I was putting away leftovers last night when T asked if I was “dressed” for that. I said “not yet” and she told me to go get dressed for dishes. She asked if I was inspired to serve her and I said “yes Ma'am.” I went to the bedroom, put two brass rings around the base of my cock and balls and a smaller one around just my balls. Then I put a pair of supple nip suckers on my nipples. I presented myself for inspection, then did the dishes. Towards the end I accidentally splashed water on the window sill over the sink. I don't know if I made an exclamation or if T saw it but she ordered me to “come here”

She asked if I had gotten water on her window sill. I tried to lamely explain that it was an accident.

I was surprised when she actually scolded for it, then told me to bend over her lap. I did so rather awkwardly. She then used a lint brush to spank my ass. It made a funny hollow sound, but wasn't very painful.

She told me to get up and finish the dishes and to not be such a duck in the future.

This was a step forward as she chose to punish me for something, and not just spank me sexually.

Somewhat scary, but exciting.

Sexually, I was denied an orgasm from January 1 till February 23. Not nearly a record, but fairly long.

T provided me a great scene that weekend when she had me get the under bed restraints out, secured me to the bed, then used a back scratcher on me, all over including my balls and asshole. She then lubed my ass and put something up it. It felt great as she fucked my happy boy pussy. Even better when she used her magic wand vibrator to force me to orgasm without permission. To top it off she caught my cum in her hand and fed it to me.

Last weekend I wore a ball stretching weight over night and had it on when we showered the next morning. T surprised me by stroking my cock in the shower. She got me very erect, then lubed my cock with conditioner. She pumped me hard and pulled on my weighted balls. The pain was glorious and when she bit my nipple I knew I was not supposed to come, but could not stop. I groaned “no, no, no” as she forced me to cum. I was left slumped against the shower wall, totally shattered.

Craving control

I posted a response to a blog post on one of my favorite blogs "Male Chastity Journal".
It got a bit long so I thought I would copy it here.


Just like so many men, I am excited by the feeling of submission brought about by my wife having control over me.  This is enhanced by doing humiliating things or being "forced" to do or wear something.
I wear panties all the time now.  Yes, it just becomes forgotten about when they are under my pants just like any underwear.  There may be a momentary reminder when I go to the bathroom and see them, but that's it.
Years ago I read of men who were required to wear panties, even having all their men's underwear disposed of, leaving no choice.  Oh, how I craved to have my wife control me in that way. Oh well, most women don't really care about these things so I bought my own panties and replaced my briefs with them.
So many times, in the heat of passion, I have implored my wife to own me, use me, abuse me even in any way she desires. No time for that when life is taken up with TV, facebook and sewing projects.
Am I complaining here?  I suppose so, but when she does take an interest it is wonderful, so I shall appreciate what I have, continue to love and serve her as best I can and enjoy reading about other people wearing purple panties and bunny tails.
I do have a nice long fox tail, she has never made me wear it. pout

vibed and controlled

It has been quite some time since I wrote anything. That usually indicates either a lull in the activities or just all is good and proceeding. Sex life has taken a hit over the past year and a half since our oldest son moved home, followed not long after by our youngest daughter who is attending college near enough to commute. So much for empty nesting!

There have been some occasional hot sex scenes that I have not written up since I really didn't get a chance to at the time. One of the reasons for writing this journal was to remember these scenes. I will try to capture the basic activities of a few that I remember, even though it won't be a detailed story.

First off though, I have read about people doing “chemical torture”, meaning applying some type of lotion to the skin that may cause a reaction. Usually this is something menthol like BenGay or IcyHot.

I have been curious about this since reading about a woman who used this to punish her husband when she could not spank him when the kids were home. She would tie him to the bed naked, apply IcyHot to his cock and balls and leave him locked in the bedroom for an hour to ponder his burning bits and better behavior in the future.

I bought a tube of icy hot today. I put some on my balls, spread it all around. It does cause an interesting cold burning sensation. Of course my cock got aroused at this and started to erect, so I put some icy hot on the head, then spread it all down the shaft. Might as well jump right in! So I am writing this as my cock and balls are burning. It is not too bad, tolerable, but a very constant reminder.

I think I will offer the tube to T and see if she would be interested in tormenting me with it. She does like to tease!

Just the other day we had just got out of the shower in the morning. I was naked and hoping for some attention. T picked up a back scratcher that I got recently. It is shaped like a tiny metal hand, with fingers to scratch with. She gently scratched it on my balls, then cock. She eventually got to scratching my cock pretty hard with and and using the little metal fingers to pull wide the opening on my cock head. I was very excited!

She then had me turn around and bend over. She scratched my ass very well, then moved between my legs, eventually getting right in there and scratching my ass hole. She spread my rosebud wide with the little metal fingers. I was soo hot, then she flipped the tool around and poked my ass hole with the handle. She put it in my and fucked me in the boy pussy. My cock was super hard and dripping precum, which she wiped off and fed to me.

She had my fuck her then. Then she had me eat her. At one point she was playing with my cock and sucking the head while she spanked my ass. She had me eat her again and she came, squirting into my mouth.

Last month I bought a new sex toy, a vibrating butt plug with a remote control. I thought it would be very fun to give T control of something like that. I do love giving her control of things to do with my body. I have a ritual now of “dressing” to do dishes. This means putting something on my cock and balls. I usually present myself to T for inspection to show her what I have put on before starting the dishes. This night she told me to get dressed for dishes. She said to put the new vibrating plug in, put on a flowered apron and bring the remote control to her.

She had a great time tormenting me while I did the dishes, turning the vibration on and off, changing the pattern. She especially liked surprising me when she switched it on and watching me jump.

After the dishes were done we watched tv for awhile during which she would occasionally switch on the vibe just to watch my reaction.

We went to bed and she played with the vibe and got me hard. She had me give her a good fucking then. Of course no cumming allowed for me.

This is exactly what also happened on New Years Day but that time she ran the vibe in my boy pussy and told me to come hard in her. I had a roaring orgasm. She said that since it was on New Years day she would be able to know how long she was denying me in the new year.

I do hope it will be for a long time in a tiny cage.

Femmed and fucked

I haven't posted in some time, mainly because I haven't had the opportunity to write up a full post.
So I will just do a quick reminder of what we did last night as I don't want this to be lost,

I put the "new" stainless chastity cage on myself Saturday morning.  That stayed on till Sunday night.
Sunday morning she plucked all the hair from around my nipples, making my nearly hairless chest completely hairless. She talked about feminizing me. Yum!

Finally had play time Sunday evening.
T bound me to bed using under bed restraints.  Tickled me all over and tormented me.
Then caned my ass hard, ouch!
Dribbled cold lube on my ass hole and finger fucked me.  She pounded my "pussy" as she used her hip to make me feel like I was really being fucked.
She asked if I wanted more and I said bigger. She then used her glass dildo and fucked me very well and deep with that. I pleaded with her to fuck her bitch hard. I moaned in excitement and humiliation when she said that my locked up cock was just a useless appendage
She left me bound and plugged as she used the magic wand on herself. That wasn't working and she released my bonds and told me to eat her pussy.

That got her going and she had a squirting orgasm as I finger fucked her pussy.
What a great time!  As I cleaned up she gave me the key to release her cock from the cage.
No orgasm for me but I was very satisfied!

Shaved and whipped

A brief summary of some recent highlights as I sit here in a short steel cock cage. T is working late so I am tormenting myself. I had purchased two plastic chastity devices last year, but T did not have much interest in having me wear them. I recently succumbed to temptation and bought this steel cage. It was quite cheap, but the quality is not bad. It is only about 2 inches long, so I have to get it on very fast before I get aroused. I certainly know it is there, between the tight fit and the weight hanging on my cock and balls.

Last week we went on a trip for a week to a conference. It was a fun time in a fun city. Of course I was hoping for some hot hotel monkey sex and got that!

I managed to slip the new cane into T's luggage. One evening she put a pair of over the door cuffs on me and strung me up naked from the bathroom door. Then she used the cane to good measure on my ass. It was an extra thrill when a group of people walked down the hall outside our room. It was only about 6 feet from the door of the room to where she was whipping me. She kept on caning me and I wondered if they could hear the rhythmic whacks from under the door as they walked by. I hope they did!

The last couple years T has shaved my legs either in January or in the Fall. Last fall she shaved my legs, but only trimmed my mound to a stubble and announced that it would stay that way. Come spring when she told me stop shaving my legs, she told me to grow my mound too. I was allowed to continue shaving my cock, balls and ass.

The bathroom in our hotel room had a big marble countertop. I hinted very strongly that it was big enough for someone to lay on it and get shaved at the sink. I also bought a new package of razors.

Fortunately she took that hint and had me get up there naked. She used the razor to shear off my pubic mound, then lathered it up and shaved it clean. Now I have a lovely smooth white mound. She said that she would let me shave my legs after shorts season was over. We had a hot spell last week, but I think I am done with shorts and hope she lets me shave my legs soon.

This morning she said something about putting nail polish on. She said that it was just to protect one damaged fingernail and not because she was femmy enough to maintain polished nails. Then she tweaked my nipple and said “unlike some people!”. Then she hinted that she may put polish on my nails sometime. She has done my toenails a few times and it was wonderful.

She does surprise me at times, which she loves to do. I generally kneel at take her shoes off when she comes in the house or is undressing for bed. The other day she had just put her shoes on when she snapped her fingers and pointed down. I was so confused since she had just put her shoes on. I gave her a questioning look and she pointed down again. I knelt down and she said she just did that to give me a little thrill. She kissed me on top of the head and told me to carry on with what I was doing. I stood and pointed to the partial erection already showing through my pants and told her that she had indeed thrilled me.

A few weeks ago she had me get naked in the bedroom. She got a scarf and tied it around my head as a blindfold, then had me stand against the mirror on the back of the door with my hands over my head. She used her leather belt to whip my ass, then had me turn around and whipped my pubic mound hard.

“You like it hard there don't you?” she asked. I groaned that I did indeed and hoped that it was becoming nice and red. Then she surprised me when I heard the buzz of her magic wand and the sudden application of it's relentless vibrations to my cock. She got me dangerously close to coming and asked if I wanted to come. Oh yes, I wanted release, but we both knew that I would rather be denied until we went away on vacation. She put clamps on my nipples and left me standing there while she used the wand to bring herself to orgasm.

Another time recently we were home alone and she was doing laundry. She gave me a pile of damp jeans and told me to hang them on the clothesline outside. She told me that for every clothes pin I used to hang something that I was to place a pin on myself. I came back in the house with a dozen pins on my cock, balls and nipples. She seemed amused and pleased and left them on me for nearly an hour. Eventually she took them off slowly and enjoyed watching my reaction to the pain of the release.

Later she had me bring in the laundry and of course I had to wear each pin that I took off the line.

We have had a few sessions over the years where I scrubbed the wooden kitchen floor. By hand, on my hands and knees, naked, ball harness with a full soda bottle hanging from my nuts. A few months ago, we had a quiet morning at home and she said it would be a good time to do the floor. She put a leather dog collar around my neck and put on the ball harness. First I had to vacuum the floor. We were in the process of moving the table so I could vacuum under it when our daughter showed up at the kitchen door. It has a large glass window in at and she was very surprised to see me there naked. We both fled in opposite directions and I don't know how much she saw. Although she is our youngest, she is very free thinking and just laughed it off.

My wife would never allow it, but I wish that I could tell my daughters of the benefits of a female led relationship and encourage them to train their boyfriends or husbands to be a good submissive for them. I think that the benefits are great and only wish I had known about this many years ago.

Birched

I have not posted anything in many months.  This seems to be a typical problem with blogs that after some time the blogger gets less enthused about writing.  What was once new and exciting has become a, hopefully happy, routine.  So though things have been happening I just have not paused to write about it. 
T continues to control my orgasms, which can range from weekly to several months apart. She does not whip me as frequently as she sometimes has, but when she does they tend to be more severe.  Also she seems to be using less of the belt and more of the cane.  I suppose that may be influenced by my purchasing a real cane after the garden bamboo stick broke.

This past weekend we were at her family camp and the rest of the family had left.  I was hoping that just maybe we could have replay of the last time we were at camp and she switched me with a stick.
She then picked up a small branch from the ground and said we should take a walk to the wooded are of the site.  She playfully switched my bare calves as we walked.  Once we got to our campsite she told me to drop my shorts and lean against a big tree. She whipped my ass and thighs, with the tip wrapping around with a painful sting. She really gave it to me good and had me writhing in pain.
Then she told me to turn around and present my front.  She whipped my thighs and pubic mound, then brought the switch down on my partly erect cock. To her amusement, that only made it become harder the more she whipped it. 
Glutton for punishment, I pulled up my shirt and offered my nipples for her abuse.  She whipped them harshly and I writhed in pain against the rough bark of the tree. The tip of the switch wrapped around and repeatedly struck the side of my chest below my armpits, a very tender spot.  Afterward, there was a pattern of marks left in this area.
At one point she said something about what type of  tree the branch was from and I told her it was birch, then I gave her some background on the use of a "birch" in the Victorian days and the book that influenced my sexuality as a teen, "Birch in the Boudoir".
After she had raised sufficient marks and the mosquitoes had started to devour us, she gave the switch to carry and told me to pull up my pants.  I brought the switch home as she seemed to indicate I should. I told her that contrary as it seemed, I loved her so incredibly much after she whipped me hard.

That night as we readied for bed, I had left the switch on the bed.  I was wearing my very short red lace nightie and she inspected my marks.  She said that one side was not as evident as the other and picked up the switch from bed.  "Are you looking to get whipped again?" she asked.  I tried not to appear to eager to say yes.  Much to my initial joy, and eventual temporary regret, she gave me another serious switching with the birch including whipping my cock into erection. 

T then put the switch in my mouth for me to hold between my teeth as she laid back on the bed and spread her legs.  I happily used my hardened tool to enter her and gave her the nice fucking that she craved.  I was so happy that she became aroused while whipping me hard.
I wondered if she would let me come, since had let me during our last fuck, although she did not follow through and have me eat my cum from her.
She pinched my nipples and I thought of how I had told her of another blogger who signalled to her husband to cum by pinching his nipples.  T told me this time that she knew I wanted that to be my trigger to cum but she did not want it to be because she wanted to pinch my nipples hard and not have me come.  She wants to be able to torment them at well and I brought myself closer to the edge of losing it as I told her that my nipples were hers to torture and use in any way. I thrust into her and said that my nipples need to be pinched hard, clamped, twisted, bit, stretched, whipped and even pierced.
Then she told me stop. She was tired and sore and it was time to sleep.  I stopped and pulled out slowly.  I so love when she controls me in any way, and especially when she controls me sexually.
I kissed her lovingly, then asked if I may kiss her pussy.  She said yes, just a little bit.
I kissed her sweet, wet, just fucked pussy.  I tried to kiss just a little bit, but could not stop myself from licking and sucking her.  But she grabbed my by the hair and pulled me away.
"Time to sleep" she said and she was soon asleep as I lay there hard and horny, red and marked.

Bed bound

This past weekend, T and I got away for the weekend to a small resort. Of course, my plans were to have lots of kinky sex. Unfortunately the rustic room did not encourage too much, between the tiny shower stall and the proximity of neighbors through thin walls. Too bad, that heavy posted bed frame really stoked my fantasies.

I had come prepared with a new toy, a butt plug with a fox tail. I was hoping that T would put that in me and treat my like a dog, complete with collar and chain leash. Alas, that did not happen. I did present T with a temporary tattoo that said Property of T. She put it on my chest, over my heart.

Last year at this time, we took a vacation to the Florida Keys. We had awesome sex, including T trimming all the hair off my legs and pubes, then shaving me clean. I was hoping that she would be ready for me to be shorn and brought the electric hair trimmers.

She had me get those out and I got naked. She asked if I was sure that I wanted to do this. “Yes, please!”, I said. She trimmed off all the hair on my legs, then did my pubes all the way to my navel. “This will stay a five oclock shadow”, she said, “but get in the shower and shave your legs. I want it perfect!”.

I did my best in the poorly lit, tiny shower stall. Fortunately, she was not inspecting closely.

After that she had me get out some ropes and tied my hands over my head to the bed frame. She then straddled me and placed her wet pussy on my face. I ate her pussy with gusto. She ground on me and smothered me as my nose was deep between her ass cheeks. She teased my cock with her magic wand, then switched around and tried to ride my cock. For some reason, we just could not get it in to her pussy, even with a dollop of lube. Finally she untied me from the bed and had me stand up. She then used the rope to whip my ass. Some of the whipping caught my balls from behind. Then she had me turn around and whipped my cock with the rope. It got very hard now, even when she intentionally hit my balls. Some of those strikes were quite painful, but I kept on offering them up for more.

She then laid down on the bed and said that she wanted my to put my cock in her pussy now. I did so and gave her a nice fucking. I am so lucky that she does enjoy this as I have read of some dommes who do not allow their subs to enter them anymore. It is a hot fantasy to be made a born again virgin for the rest of my life, but I do like getting to have intercourse.

I was getting close to cumming and T pushed me off. She used her magic wand to bring herself to tow orgasms. After she came, I licked her pussy gently.

She drifted off to sleep, but of course I was still ready to go! I have hinted to T in the past that if she was not interested in sex, she could just tie me up or put me in some sort of torture while she watched tv or read. I put a pair of nipple suckers on and put a jewelled butt plug up my ass. Then I used a set of chinese handcuffs ( red ropes looped togther) to tie my hands over my head to the bed post. They were very tight to get my hand through and I knew that I could not get them off myself. I was naked and helpless until she woke to release me. I writhed on the butt plug as our neighbors talked loudly on the porch outside our door. What would they think if they knew a naked man was tied to the bed less than ten feet away?

I think I may have dozed a little, but mainly I was awake. My shoulders ached, but this was something I have craved, to be helplessly bound for more than just a few minutes. Finally T woke up. She was somewhat surprised to see my state, but it was not something totally unexpected. She rolled over and put her knees up in front of me. She knows that I have a strange kink of grinding my balls on her knees. I strained in my bonds and pressed my balls against her. She apparently finds this to be soothing and drifted off to sleep again. I ground my balls against her for over half an hour. The next time she woke and looked at the clock and realized we needed to be getting to dinner. She released my hands and I got up to dress. She asked if I could wear the plug for dinner. I was only to happy to do so. I dressed in black thigh high stockings with red lace tops and a black garter belt. A tight gray shirt showed off my stretched nipples. No panties for the evening. Such a slut.