Wax on, wax off

 

Hot hotel monkey sex used to be the thing. Now we are making amazing Air Bnb sex a thing when we travel to visit our daughter. We stayed in a sweet cottage last week. On the way there we visited a gift shop and I succumbed to temptation and bought 5 tea candles in various colors and scents with the hope that the hot wax would get dripped on my naked body.

By the time we got to the cottage it was late and we were stuffed from a big dinner and very tired. I did not want to push for any action but T asked me where the candles were. I got them out and lit a light colored one. We couldn’t just start out with kinky stuff so I kissed and fondled T to try and get her in the mood. I don’t remember the details of how everything went but she did ask me to get my belt. She wasn’t satisfied ( thankfully) with the heft of it and told me to get hers. I did one better and got the heavy leather slapper out of my bag. She likes that one as she can control it better. I do love when she is in control!

She told me to kneel on the bed and bed over, then she began gently spanking my ass. Soon she started beating me harder and I was getting excited. She stopped spanking and told me to get the candle and bend over. I thought she would start waxing me on the front where my pubic mound was shaved smooth. I hoped that she would progress to my ass and maybe even fill my ass crack with wax.

Better yet, she started with my ass, pouring the hot wax right into the top of my ass crack. The heat trickling down my crack was awesome. My ass is clean shaven so the wax flowed in with no obstruction. I did my best to lift my hips and spread my cheeks in an obscene invitation to wax my sensitive hole and she did just that. The hot wax filling my hole was amazing! She did the back side of my balls, then told me to kneel up as she set the candle aside. She picked up the strap and began spanking my front side from my nipples to my balls and all points in between. When she whips my cock and it gets harder she knows it’s good.

She took a break then and laid on her back and used her vibrator to bring herself to an orgasm while I knelt before her like a good slave.

T had me lay on my back then and started by dripping wax on my nipples. Yow, that stung after the whipping they had received, but I was grateful for the abuse. She waxed my nipples, my smooth, hairless mound and my cock. It was literally very hot! She let the wax cool and harden as she used the vibrator to tease me. She gave me the paddle and told me to kneel before her and use it on myself while she gave herself another O. I beat the wax off my nipples, off my belly and off my hard cock. I was whipping my cock mercilessly as she came hard.

She then had me use the vibrator on my cock. I was about to cum when she told me to stop. She dripped some wax on my cock, then told me to use the vibrator again until I was on the edge and had me stop. She was really enjoying controlling me in this way and I was loving being controlled by her. She made me stop about four times, then she began pouring wax on the top of my cock while she held the vibrator on the underside of the head. I begged her please to let me come and she said yes. I had a mind blowing orgasm as she coated my cock head with wax.

It was a mess to clean up all the dried wax, but so worth it! The next day I found that my cock whipping had left me with bruises on my cock. A reminder that I would cherish for the next few days.

I still have four more candles and can’t wait to have them poured on my naked skin again!

Open invitation

 

Two quick episodes this week that were very exciting to me.

I was wearing an older nightgown to bed that I had previously torn two holes in right at my nipples. I put clover clamps on my nipples through the holes with the connecting chain on the outside and knelt on the floor waiting for Mistress to come to the bedroom. She was of course somewhat surprised to find me this way but took it in stride. I usually unclasp her bra and scratch her back each evening. I did this and was kneeling behind her. She then led me on my knees to in front of the mirror and got out a rope. She tied the rope to the ceiling ring and the other end to the chain on the clamps. Not tight, but taught enough that the clamps pulled my nipples upward. Then she left me kneeling there, looking at myself in the mirror, to suffer in pain and wonder how long she would leave me as she got on the bed and proceeded to watch videos on her phone. I do love nipple torture, but all I could think about was the intense pain in my nipples. My hands were free and I could have easily released them, but no, she had put me there and I would not move until she let me go. After a few minutes she came over and asked how I was doing. “In pain” I said. She laughed and said I had done it to myself.

Then I saw that she had a leather paddle in her hand. She yanked my panties up into my ass crack and tucked my nightgown up into the back of my panties.

Then she spanked my ass with the paddle. She beat me good, but it was starting to actually feel good when she stopped. She asked if I had enough and I said no. I can actually handle quite a lot from this paddle. It is narrow, about a foot long and she can hit where she wants quite well. She gave me a good beating now and eventually took hold of the nipple clamp chain and would give it a tug with every smack to my ass. I loved the initiative that she was taking here as she knew that she was free to use and abuse me as I have begged her to do so many times. Finally she stopped and released my crushed nipples. Time for bed and sleep.

As we lay there in bed I told her that this had really affected me. I found it so exciting to be strung up by my nipples and left there at her mercy as she went about her business.

I was so glad that she took the opportunity that I offered by having the clamps on, and then took that a step further and gave me the beating that she knows I crave so much.

I thought about this scene often the next day and pressed my luck when I got ready for bed before she came to the room. This time I put a pair of screw type nipple suction devices on, with the cylinder inside my nightgown and the screws through the holes. Then I knelt at the foot of the bed with my back to the bed and fastened my arms to a pair of under the bed restraints. So there I was, knees spread, arms spread and feeling very vulnerable. She looked me over and asked what she should do with me. I licked my lips and waggled my tongue at her, hoping she would get the hint and sit on my face. She got undressed and then she did plant her pussy on my face. I was so happy to lick her hot wet pussy. It was a somewhat difficult position for her and after a minute or so she turned around and straddled me from behind. This was even better as her pussy was plastered on my mouth and my nose was right in her ass hole. I could only breath through my mouth when I took a break from eating her pussy. It was sooo exciting and I had a pretty firm erection. She noticed this and began slapping my cock hard. Then she moved down to straddle my crotch and managed to get my cock in her pussy. She was fucking as well as she could in this position and I thought she would make me cum as I imagined her sitting on my face and making me eat my cum from her pussy. Unfortunately she could not maintain that position for long and she got up.

I was feeling very vulnerable as my arms were spread wide and now my knees were too. She beat my cock some more and then to my surprise and “pleasure” she began to kick me in the crotch. I have fantasized for a long time about her kicking me in the balls and she did now. I was so aroused that I did not feel pain so much as pleasure. Some of the kicks were planted low on my ass crack and some higher on my hard cock. Finally She released my wrists from their cuffs and told me I could get up now. I could barely get up as my knees were now in such pain from kneeling with my legs spread wide.

Both of these scenes were fairly quick, had no orgasm for either of us, but were deeply affecting to me.

I told her how much it affected me, not that I liked it, but it affected me. I have thought about it many times since then. I told her that I did not want her to feel obligated to do something to or for me when I put myself in these predicaments and that she could just consider it an open invitation to do what or if she pleases. I am thrilled that she seems to be becoming more dominant and cruel to me as time goes by. She says that she is a bully and I don’t discourage her from bullying me if that’s how she feels.

The more she controls and abuses me, the more I love her.

I love, honor, respect, obey, serve and submit to her as I am only a slave and it is a privilege to serve her.

Burn me up

 

It has become an annual tradition in our Femdom relationship to treat me to a Fall emasculating hair removal from my neck to toes. My legs are shorn and shaved. My pubic hair is burned off. Yes,

set on fire with a lighter in an exciting, somewhat terrifying and often painful flaming inferno.

This generally occurs anytime from late September to January and I greatly look forward to it.

This year it was late March and I had a lot of long hair that I was eager to get rid of. My Mistress usually tells me when to stop shaving my legs in the Spring to get things growing in before shorts season and I feared that I would not get to have smooth legs at all this year.

After teasing me a few times she did finally say that it was time, that is if I wanted to do so.

Did I ever! I had presented her with a new lighter a few weeks earlier and hoped that would inspire her. Now she had me put on cuffs and collar. I also got out a spreader bar and ropes. She lit a few candles and turned out the lights. She had me stand in front of the back of door mirror and and spread my legs, then attached the bar to my ankle cuffs. Hands over my head and the wrist cuffs were tied to a ring in the ceiling.

Then she set me on fire!! A little bit to start at the top of my mound. Then bigger sections that sometimes burned and made me squeal as she swatted out the flames. She burned off my mound, then the hair on my belly and around my left nipple. I was loving it despite the occasional burns that were leaving red spots but she stopped there and said she was saving the rest for another time.

I was disappointed but I did have something to look forward to. She did give me permission to shave my legs and the next day I used hair clippers to shear the fur off them. Then I shaved them smooth.

A week later I had gotten in bed before her and “prepped” myself with a double ended dildo gag. I hoped she might take the hint and decide to fuck herself with the dildo while it was on my face, but instead she asked if I was ready to get rid of the rest of the hair. I nodded yes and she told me to get in position in front of the mirror. I did so and she strung my hands up over my head.

She started out by burning the hair off my balls, some hot times there. Then cleaned up some sthat she had missed on my mound. Burned off the hairs around my right nipple and played the flame around my nipple, enough to scare me and slightly burn my nip. Then she asked about my underarms and I nodded yes. She did one armpit, then untied me and had me lay on the floor.

She tied my hands straight up in front of me to a ceiling ring, then tied the spreader bar between my ankles up to another ring. The mirror did not go all the way to the floor so I could not quite see as she burned the hair off my ass and crack, but I sure felt it. The heat of the flame around my asshole was actually very arousing. She finished up by burning off the hair in the other armpit.

She cleaned me up then but left me tied up. To my surprise and delight she got a magic wand vibrator and began using that on my cock. I was already so aroused from the fire shave that I was close to coming very soon. She put me over the edge when she started pinching my nipple very hard. I came with a roar and she untied my arms and legs. I just laid there on the floor, totally wiped out.

It was a long wait, but so worth it, particularly when she said that removing my hair was taking away my masculinity.  I so appreciate her  supporting my craving for emasculation. I love my Mistress so much.

Happy Holidays lunch

I see that it has been over a year since I last posted. It has been a busy year with not too much happening. 

I am looking forward to getting my pubes burnt off soon as Mistress T discussed doing so within the next month.

I did go home for lunch today as Mistress was home. Our "tenants" left the premises shortly after we finished lunch and she asked if I needed to get back to work or stay and play. Of course I could play so I turned up the heat in the bedroom and got out her vibrators.

We started out with some kissing and she playing with my nipples. I was getting hard and she suggested I put on something to keep it that way so I put on an elastic band.

She was lying on her back and told me that she wanted to do 69. I don't know when we last did 69 with me on top but I was happy to give it a go. It was very good as I licked and tongued her pussy and she tormented my balls while sucking my cock. Finally she pushed me away and had me lube her pussy and my cock. Then we had a wonderful fuck, finishing with and awesome cum for me as she pinched my nipples very hard with her finger nails.

After a moment to recover, she used the magic wand on her pussy and I fucked her with a glass dildo to a wonderful orgasm for her. Too bad we couldn't just go to sleep after that! Finally had to get dressed and go back to work with my face smelling like pussy. Yum!!! 

hotel fun naked and closet bound

 

We recently took a trip to visit our daughter and stayed in a Airbnb on the way down to break up the trip. I was really hoping for some activity while we had the whole place to our selves and nobody would hear anything. After reading about some other couples kinky vacation stays I announced to T that I thought that I should be naked anytime we are in the hotel room during this trip. I started by getting naked here and staying so until I went out to get breakfast in the morning. I stripped as soon as I got back in the room. It was strange and somewhat exciting to sit at kitchen counter naked eating breakfast while my Mistress/Wife was fully dressed. I do love the naked male/dressed female status and only wish that our home life would allow us to be that way at all times.

We stayed at a hotel during our stay. One evening T flogged me harshly and loudly. I was surprised that she did not seem to be concerned about the noise because our room and a door connecting to the next room. The next morning I could hear a very young child in that room. Maybe they were asleep early and did not hear anything. T loves to spend lots of time watching youtube videos. I feel that she is wasting all that great time in the evening when we could be doing something kinky so I sometimes will just get myself naked and bound.

One evening at the hotel T was on her phone and I was of course already naked. She knows I love being bound up in the closet at the hotel and had done so for me a while back.

This night she asked if I needed to go in the closet and I said yes please!

She put the chinese cuffs on me, put the dildo gag in my mouth and put clamped a clothes hanger on my nipples. Then she put me in the closet with my hands bound over the rod and closed the door, leaving me to suffer in the dark as I pondered how long she would leave me there. I was surprised to hear the sound of her vibrator and moans of pleasure as she masturbated by herself. I thought that was wonderful that she got aroused by torturing me. Then she watched a whole episode of her show as I hung there in pain. It was at least 45 minutes to almost an hour later that she opened the door to find me on my knees hanging from my wrists. This was a wonderful experience for me. So many times I have been hanging in the closet myself and imagining being left there as long as my Mistress cared to.

I have an old undershirt that is very worn out with holes under the arms and on the back. I wore it last week and had it on when we went to bed. I had worn my “punishment pants” that evening. These are tight black shorts with cutouts on the ass cheeks. T knew I was looking for a whipping and she had me bend over the bed and whipped me with her belt. Then she pulled down the shorts and used her nails to scratch my ass, balls and back. She pushed the shirt higher up my back and I told her that she could rip it off me. She followed that suggestions and tore strips of it apart. She used the strips to tie my hands together, to bind my cock and balls, to blindfold me and to gag me. Then she had me lay on the bed on my side and used her magic wand on my balls and cock. She soon had me over the top and made me cum. I was very surprised when she used some of the strips from the shirt to clean up my cum and shoved it in my mouth and made me lick and suck it clean.

I don’t get to cum often and when I do I think that I should always be required to eat it like a good sissy.

Hotel fun and you cum you eat

 

Sitting in a hotel room as I write this with a butt plug up my ass. The plug has a ring for attaching a leash which right now has about 6 various metal clasps and fittings attached to it that are grinding into my ass as I sit on the desk chair. The magic green string tied around my waist is binding my balls down ward and I am sitting on my bound balls. I have a dildo gag strapped tightly into my mouth and nearly into my throat. My wrists are bound with the red chinese rope cuffs. Last night I had the same gag in my mouth as I drooled over my chest. Hotel clothes hangers hung from my nipples, with two more hangers dangling from them. Another hanger was clamped to the soft skin at each side of my lower belly and one more clamped to my taint and just past my asshole which was plugged with the butt plug with the leash attached and dragging from it as I hung from the closet pole with all the rest of the hangers hanging from the ones attached to me. I suffered there in the dark of the closed closet in my self imposed torture as I imagined being left there until released by my Mistress.

Recently purchased another dildo gag that is double ended. A short 3 inch cock gag strapped tightly into my mouth and a 5 inch cock dildo sticking obscenely out of my face. My Mistress enjoyed this very much as I used it to fuck her sweet cunt as she used her vibrator. I loved fucking her with my head as she came and only regretted that I could not drink up her piss as she came on my face. After she had 3 orgasms she had me kneel up in front of her. She used the vibrator on her clit while I placed my cock on top of that vibrator and then used another one on my cock which was sandwiched between those two fiendish devices. We both came as she watched the cock waving from my face as the other one was firmly planted in my mouth.

Several years ago we had a play session in the garden shed where she hung me from the rafters and shoved green cherry tomatoes up my ass then caned me. A few weeks ago I picked 4 tomatoes and hopefully left them in the kitchen. Mistress had me bring the tomatoes to the bedroom. I placed them on the bed along with a butt plug and some surgical gloves and lube. She had me bend over the bed and whipped me with the braided leather whip. Then she finger fucked my ass hole. She asked if I was ready and I said yes please. She pushed the tomatoes up my receptive ass, then finished with the plug to hold them in. Then she had me lay on my back on the bed with my legs pulled up and spread. The whip was then used on my inner thighs, belly, chest and cock. When she placed the vibrator on my cock I knew that I could not hold out. I begged her that if she allowed me to cum that she please make me eat my cum. She told me that I must do so and that was all it took for me to lose control and cum. Eating cum after the orgasm is not as pleasant as imagined before the orgasm happens, but I was happy that she followed through and dribbled the cum into my mouth, then made me lick it from her fingers and finally rubbed her slimy cummy hand over my face.

I recently bought a wooden humbler after lusting for one ever since I first saw one. At the first opportunity I got it out and was putting it on when she entered the room. She was very curious about it and not quite understanding why I would want to put myself to such discomfort, but she knows that I am a kinky slut who gets off on pain. I showed her how the humbler forced my balls behind my ass and the pain prevented me from standing up straight. She got her belt off the hook and asked if I wanted more pain. I was also wearing a ball gag that has nipple clamps on chains that were clamped on my nipples. I managed to speak around the gag and asked her to please hurt me. She did so as she gave me a full body whipping. She finished by teasing me with the vibrator on my cock, bringing me to the edge several times but warning me that I was not allowed to cum.

Last weekend we were at a hotel and I put on the over the door cuffs. Mistress said that it looked like I needed some door time. I expected to be hung up to the bathroom door as she has done before, sometimes making me put the cuffs over the door when I am in the bathroom and she then pulls the door shut, locking me in the bathroom helplessly until she opens the door, in the meantime she watches videos and relaxes as I happily suffer. This time though she surprised me as she directed me to the room door and opened it a crack and had me put the cuffs over the door. She shut the door with the bars that hold the end of the straps on the outside of the room where anyone going down the hall would see them. Most people would probably not know what they were, but anyone who did know would also know that someone was hanging helplessly on the inside of the door.

She left me there to ponder that and listen for anyone passing down the hallway. After a few minutes she released me from that door and hung me up from the bathroom door. I had brought a flogger which she used to flog me front and back. She beat me from knees to neck with apparently no concern for how loud it was and whether anyone would hear me getting flogged as hard as she could. It was glorious!

Time to replace this dildo gag with the big cock dildo and put some clover clamps on my nipples. I plan to fuck my ass with the big dildo suctioned to the bath tub when I shower.

6 month report, fire and dildo fuck & suck

 

Recap of some activities over the past 6 months.

T used ball gag with attached nipple clamps on me. Whipped me in front of the mirror. Then had me get down on the floor on my knees, hands extended on floor over my head. Whipped my ass and balls.

At one point she put her foot on the back of my head and held me down on the floor as she whipped me. So hot.

Then she sat on the foot of the bed and told me to kiss her foot. She held her foot out of reach so as I stretched my neck to nuzzle her foot with my gagged mouth I was tugging the nipple clamps and stretching my nipples.

Last year when she told me to stop shaving so my hair could grow in she said it wanted to grow in well on my cock and balls as she was looking forward to burning it off. I had been shaving my cock and balls year round and shaving my mound for while after she burns it off.

Sometimes she burned my hair off as early as September. She finally did so in February so there was a lot of hair. She had me stand in front of the mirror so I could watch. When she lit my mound it created big fire since I was standing upright. I suffered a few burns, but it was worth it as she burned off my pubic mound, my cock and balls hairs. She did the few hairs around my nipples but not my ass or armpits and said they would be done later. I had already shaved my legs a few weeks earlier (with permission) so there was none to burn there. When I cleaned up with a razor I did my ass, will probably do my armpits myself soon.

While staying at a hotel by myself recently I did the usual hotel kink including placing the spring clamp clothes hangers on my nipples and putting myself in the closet. This closet had a mirror on the inside of the door. I had brought my new silicone realistic cock dildo with suction cup base so I stuck that to the mirror, secured my wrists to the closet bar and shut the door with the dildo in my mouth. It was very hot to be shut in the closet and made to suck cock as my nipples were tortured.

I also got the chance to put the dildo on the glass shower wall. I sucked it, then put it lower on the wall, lubed it up with conditioner and tried putting it up my ass for the first time. It was a little tricky since it has a lot of flex but I got it in there and fucked that thing hard and deep. It was awesome.

Next day I did another clothes hanger session with another hanger clamped to my scrotum.

I hung the hair dryer from the one on my nipples and the clothes iron on the one from my nuts.

Then I hung from the closet bar and suffered in the dark. I did get a small tear in my scrotum that bled for a while.

I had a long talk with T as we traveled back from conference and once again confessed my desire (need) to submit to her and asked that she please spank and whip me on a regular basis. I told her that I have always been fascinated with slavery and truly wished to consent to being her slave. I told her that we are both tending to the cross over on our genders and I could see us switching gender identity. I would love to be her maid or wife dressed in stockings and bra with my cock in chastity or tucked into a non visible state. Being emasculated and feminized excites me so and seems like my rightful status.

She has whipped me a few times since then and sometimes thinks to make me kneel and take her shoes off. I always kneel before her at bedtime and take off her shoes and socks, release her bra and scratch her back.

I have been trying to do some special things for her like fix the clock, replace the outdoor post light and she does appreciate those efforts for which she did reward me with a belt whipping.

Cat's away day two

 

Wore a full size steel chastity cage all day. It has a 3 inch long urethral tube that I inserted in the evening, this screws into the end of the cage.

Put larger glass butt plug in and slept with it all night.

Put screw suction nipple pumps on.

Bound cock and balls in cage.

Caned ass and thighs.

Took off cage and inserted a urethral spreader. This has a screw opens the spreader like reverse tweezers.

Took off nipple pumps and nipples were nice and big. So big I could barely fit them between the jaws of the clover clamps with attached rings that I put on.

Opened spreader more, opening up my cock from within.

Then put snap hooks on clover clamp rings and added 3 brass rings and another snap hook to each nipple. Nipples were getting brutally stretched with the swaying weight.

Used a large rubber band to snap on my skin. Have marks on my chest and belly. Gave it 4 hard snaps on my inner thigh and the blood came right to the surface. Left a bright red stripe so I made another one across the top of to make a letter T.

Did another T on my belly but had trouble holding the band so it didn’t mark too well. Planning on doing more of these in the next few days so I will have T marks all over my body for my Mistress T.

Cat's away day one

 

Cat’s away day one

Cock was locked in a black nylon cage all day.

Beat my ass with a big wooden stirring paddle at lunch

Put on my leather collar and kept it on all night

Whipped my ass with a belt numerous times.

Inserted my smallest glass butt plug and kept it in all night.

Put Terrible Toys nipple clamps on which I kept tightening throughout.

Tied a shibari style rope around my upper torso and through my crotch.

Clover clamps on foreskin that was sticking out of the tip of the cage.

Clothes pins on my tight balls down to the taint

Took off clamps and pins and used vibrator with tiny shaft shoved into my urethra.

Used large rubber band to snap on my chest, left marks for over 24 hours. Plan to do this again and

make T marks for my Mistress T all over my body.

Tightened nipple clamps to excruciatingly tight crushing pain on nipples.

Beat ass one last time with belt with 65 lashings.

Went to bed with collar and nipple suckers on, butt plug in ass, pretty blue nightie and no panties.

bend over bitch

 

Recap on recent events.

I did not shave my pubes all summer in hopes of getting another fire trim.

Last month we were away at a hotel.

Just before the trip I presented her with a “zapper” dog trainer that I bought to use on me.

I put it on with the contacts under my scrotum. She found it to be great fun to zap me and see the reaction. I wore it for the 4 hour drive and she occasionally reminded my of it with a zap. She thought it great fun to use when I was in the men’s room at the rest area.

I had brought a lighter just in case T decided to burn my pubes off and I believe she had hinted it might happen.

She had me strip naked and put a ball gag with attached chains to nipple clips on me. The gag has holes in it so I ended up with drool all over my chest.

She used the over the door cuffs to hang me up from the bathroom door.

Then she burned my pubic hairs off with the lighter. Some of them flamed up quite a bit and burned me, but I told myself this is what I wished for. The room did smell pretty bad of burned hair afterward.

After she burned all the hair off my front, she had me turn around and whipped my ass.

Then she brought herself to an O while I licked her ass.

A few days later we were at our daughter’s house. She and her husband had left for work and we were leaving later that morning.

I was hoping that we might do something that morning and was happily surprised when T told me to get naked. She blindfolded me with a bandana then used an extension cord to do a shibari style tie around my chest and tight around my nipples. Then she used a thin leather belt from her dress to truss up my cock and balls.

She had me bend over the bed and whipped my ass with her belt. She then used the zapper on the underside of my cock and the magic wand vibrator on my cock head. This was all too much for me and I came for the first time in 3 months.

A few weeks ago T asked if I wanted to do some play on a Sunday morning and had me take a viagra before making breakfast. Of course I did and she asked if was interested in anal play, even maybe pegging. Yes of course, so I dug out the strap on.

She first got me very hard and had me tie my cock tight with a rope.

Then she had me lick her pussy to get it wet, then put some lube on and had me fuck her. After a while she switched to doggy position and I fucked her from behind. With thoughts of the days before I was submissive, I scratched her back and ass like I used to do. I then spanked her ass. This was too much for me and I had to pull out, but I knew that my cock was already trying to spasm although I could not ejaculate with the tight rope on.

T then put on the strap on, had me bend over and fucked my boi pussy. I enjoyed it and was rocking back against her. She put the zapper on my balls and somehow got the vibrator on my cock too. We were both talking about how she was fucking me like I was her bitch It was amazingly stimulating, but even with the Viagra and the still hard cock I just could not organize a full orgasm. Too much going on at once. We stopped fucking and used the magic wand to bring her orgasm out as I licked her asshole.

Weights and chains and floggers, oh my!

 

Sometimes I get frustrated with what feels to me like lack of sexual activity in our relationship.

But usually when I am feeling like it is all over, T will do something amazing that makes it all wonderful again.

Recently we were visiting out daughter. Considering we were staying at her house and it was rather chilly in the room I did not expect anything sexual to happen. T surprised me when she came back to bed in the morning and went under the covers to attack my sleepy cock with her mouth. I really did not think it was up to getting hard at that point. It did start to rouse and just to help things along she straddled me and sat on my face. Her pussy was already damp and swollen. I licked and sucked and occasionally managed to pull in a breath of air. I love this position as her asshole is right over or right on my nose. Every breath that I struggle to pull into my nose is breathed from her ass. I love the feeling that my struggle to stay alive is fought with my nose in her asshole. With this in mind I totally lost control and came. There was no thought or even capability to ask permission. T kept me from screaming out loud by keeping her ass cheeks secured around the sides of my face.

When she did release me I was again surprised by my wonderful wife when she appeared before my face and kissed me. I” did not think she would want to kiss me after I had eaten her pussy and nose fucked her asshole. I was even more surprised when she released my load of come from her mouth into mine. We had stated at one time that if I came without permission I would be required to eat my come.

So I swallowed it down.

This past Saturday T was working. It was a warm day for this time of year and I played a little bondage in the woods with some rope tied tightly around my swollen cock and balls and wrapped tight around my chest. My leather belt was used to whip my ass, my cock and my chest.

That evening I went out to a movie theater by myself wearing fishnet stockings, black panties, a cock and ball ring and nipple suckers. After the movie I tortured myself. Attached a leather harness to my balls that has hooks hanging from it to attach weights. Tied ropes tight around my chest above and below my big pumped nipples. I have a bunch of brass rings that I usually wear around the base of my cock and balls and two “gates of hell” ring devices. All these I hung from my balls. Clover clamps on my nipples and finished up with two heavy ball stretching weights hung from my straining balls. My cock needed to suffer also and I covered it with clothes pins. As I stood in front of the mirror swinging the weights viciously back and forth my wife pulled into the driveway. How fast could I get all this stuff off myself? I rushed to pull off ropes, clamps and straps and had it all off by time she came to the bedroom.

Of course I was very aroused by then but it was very late and I could not expect her to want to do anything then. She had mentioned the day before that she might have me take a viagra and then have some play. I slept naked just to be ready.

The next morning I got up and made coffee and her diet Coke, then brought a snack of sliced bananas and oranges to bed for a snack. As we had our morning snack she commented upon my having slept naked and asked what I was in the mood for. Of course I said that I wanted to submit to her and be abused. She asked if I had done anything the day before. I sheepishly gave her a run down of all that I had done in her absence. She considered that then told me she wanted to see what all I had put on myself. Okay! She asked for it so I proceeded to put on all those weights and the nipple clamps. Clothes pins up the underside of my cock and around the head, a few more viciously clamped the rosebud of my asshole. She told me to get out what I wanted her to use on me. I got a leather belt, a leather paddle with red “SLAVE” written on it. She said that she thought I would get out the flogger, so I got that too. Glad I did!

She grabbed the weighted chains and swung them around. The clover clamps had hooks on them and she attached a pair of clover clamps with a chain connecting them to the hooks. She clipped the few remaining clothes pins to the chain.

She told me to bend over, but I had another idea. I had seen a picture of someone restrained with a device that is a 2 foot long bar with 4 velcro cuffs on it. I happen to have one and got that out. She had never seen it before. I knelt on the foot of the bed and helped her cuff my ankles to the outer pair. Then I put my head down and put my hands between my legs and put my wrists on the cuffs. She secured my wrists. I was helpless and at her mercy.

T started with the leather paddle and it felt great as she warmed up my ass. She spanked all over my ass and between my cheeks. After a few minutes she switched to the belt. She did not fold it over as I would but used it full length so it was quite stingy. I squirmed some with that but she really whipped me very long and hard. She said that would leave some marks and I thanked her for marking me.

Next came the leather flogger. This was very “thuddy”, the weight of it really making an impact. I really felt the impact when she used it on my back. The weight of it on my back just pounded me so well, I really enjoyed it almost like it was a massage.

Through all of this the weights were hanging from my balls down the foot of the bed. The clover clamps on my nipples burned painfully as my chest ground on the bed. It was awesome. This is what I crave for her to do. She said that she doesn’t want to hurt me but knows that I do this to myself so felt that is what I want and I certainly do. This session was probably the most pain she has ever dealt me and I am so proud of her for doing so.

T then released me from the cuffs and helped me unfold myself. She took off the clothes pins (ouch!) and had me take off the weights and ball harness. Then she told me to stroke my cock. I masturbated for her and got it good and hard. She told me to put on the “magic green string” a length of paracord which I tied around the base of my cock and balls. That always gets and keeps me hard.

She laid back on the bed and spread her legs, then told me to get her wet. I dove into her already wet pussy and licked and sucked it. I was laying on my chest and the clover clamps were tearing at my nipples, but I focused on making her feel good. After a few minutes she pulled my head away and said she wanted that hard cock in her.

I knelt up and put my hard cock in her wet pussy, she moaned in pleasure and I began fucking her. I was so aroused after all the activity of the day before and this day that I was soon groaning and struggling to not come. She asked if I wanted to come or be denied. I said that my body wanted to come, but my mind really wanted her to control me and not let me come. She said “That’s good, because you are not coming today, I am!” She then made me stop fucking her and get her vibrator.

I went down on her again and she used the magic wand on her clit. This tends to leave no room for my tongue on her pussy, but I don’t mind as I am pushed aside and left with having to tongue her asshole.

That’s what I did, licking her rosebud, pushing my tongue in her ass just as far as I could until she had a massive orgasm, releasing her pee that I sucked up out of her ass crack.

What an incredible session. I did buy her a bouquet of flowers as a thank you!

Hot time in the Summer

 

sexual highlights of summer 2021

While camping T tore nipple holes in my worn thin blue nightie, then put clothes pins on my nips then...

Major highlight—T used a lighter to burn my pubic mound off!!!. She also burned some hair off my thighs.

Very exciting to me and she thought it was fun too. She said if my balls weren’t shaved she could burn that off too. Have not shaved my cock and balls since then and will not until she burns it off me.

Leather whip was sticking out from under mattress one night and T pulled it out and had me bend over for a whipping. I think it was the first time she used it on me.

May have been the same day that I left whip and some other toys on bed with door open. She was angry that son may have seen them. She caned my ass with no warm up, so painful! Will not do that again.

While on our cruise I told her my fantasy of being tied up naked in our cabin and having her leave me there to go talk with people, maybe even standing on the roof right over my head.

She put clothes pins on my nipples and tied up my balls and cock with the “magic” green string which was then tied to my wrists over my head. She sucked my cock and got it very hard.

She gagged me with her used panties and left me to suffer.

When she returned she told me it had been 20 minutes. I thought she was just checking up on whether I was ok and I was prepared to ask her to leave me longer. An hour sounds exciting but would probably get boring. She told me to release myself and get dressed and come out then left me to my own devices,

A week later we had sex at my mother’s house. She can’t hear anything without her hearing aids.

T whipped my ass, then tied up my cock with the green string. She sucked me till I was dying to come then she mounted me and rode me until I did come. Then she sat on my face and I ate my cum from her pussy.

Anniversary day sex I had on a steel ball ring T sucked me till very hard. She pinched both nipples and I asked if I could please cum, she said that she hadn’t had her fun yet and mounted me. She fucked me so well and I begged to cum. She looked me in the eye, smiled and said NO.

Then she rolled off me and told me to get her vibrator out. I fucked her with a glass dildo as she brought herself to a great orgasm. Then I went to sleep frustrated and loving her so much for controlling me.

New normal?

 

After my last orgasm at the end of November, T joked about not letting me come again that year. I held out for a goal the end of the year. We got that and then some. As the weeks and months passed by with no orgasm for me she joked about not letting me come at all this year. I found that to be scary yet very exciting. I thought perhaps a Valentines day come would welcome. Secretly I wondered if it could be possible to be denied for a whole year. I know it is possible, but would she do it?

I found out on March 14.

Finally after months of no privacy at home, out adult son went away for the day. I hinted that this would be a good day for the kitchen floor to be cleaned. In the past there have been a few times that I scrubbed the floor while naked on my hands and knees with my balls restrained and weighted. It has been a few years since we did this game and the last time we did our college aged daughter showed up in the middle of it. We had locked the front door, but she showed up at the kitchen door to see her Dad naked but for a collar around his neck. She fled, I fled and we never mentioned it.

So today we had a chance to play. I vacuumed the floor, then got my scrub bucket and rag.

I stripped naked, put a harness on my balls with attached hooks and rings, also a set of tweezer clamps on my nipples. I presented myself to T with my collar and riding crop. She placed the collar around my neck and I swooned. This is what I crave.

I also had a remote controlled vibrating butt plug. I put a condom on it and placed it up my ass, then presented the remote control to T.

I got down on my hands and knees and scrubbed the floor as she “supervised” and distracted me by switching the action of the plug. At one point I spilled some water on the floor and earned a serious punishment with the crop.

When I finished, T picked up the action including kicking me from behind. I have long fantasized about her kicking me in the balls and she did that now along with kicking my asshole. She cropped my balls and cock which was very hard. I was still down on the floor on my knees with my ass up in the air. She started fucking my ass with the plug and reached around to stroke my cock. The sensations were just too good and I begged her to let me come. At the same time I did not want to come like this. After all these months, I wanted to orgasm while we were making love. But there was just too much stimulation. My nipples were screaming in pain, my ass was loving the fucking and she was threatening to make me come on my clean floor.

I came in a roaring, screaming, mind blowing orgasm.

My last orgasm, 19 weeks ago, was brought about the same way. The vibrating plug up my ass, T stroking my hard cock and forcing me to cum whether I wanted to or not.

Is this the new normal?

Mind blown Anniversary

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Birched

I have not posted anything in many months.  This seems to be a typical problem with blogs that after some time the blogger gets less enthused about writing.  What was once new and exciting has become a, hopefully happy, routine.  So though things have been happening I just have not paused to write about it. 
T continues to control my orgasms, which can range from weekly to several months apart. She does not whip me as frequently as she sometimes has, but when she does they tend to be more severe.  Also she seems to be using less of the belt and more of the cane.  I suppose that may be influenced by my purchasing a real cane after the garden bamboo stick broke.

This past weekend we were at her family camp and the rest of the family had left.  I was hoping that just maybe we could have replay of the last time we were at camp and she switched me with a stick.
She then picked up a small branch from the ground and said we should take a walk to the wooded are of the site.  She playfully switched my bare calves as we walked.  Once we got to our campsite she told me to drop my shorts and lean against a big tree. She whipped my ass and thighs, with the tip wrapping around with a painful sting. She really gave it to me good and had me writhing in pain.
Then she told me to turn around and present my front.  She whipped my thighs and pubic mound, then brought the switch down on my partly erect cock. To her amusement, that only made it become harder the more she whipped it. 
Glutton for punishment, I pulled up my shirt and offered my nipples for her abuse.  She whipped them harshly and I writhed in pain against the rough bark of the tree. The tip of the switch wrapped around and repeatedly struck the side of my chest below my armpits, a very tender spot.  Afterward, there was a pattern of marks left in this area.
At one point she said something about what type of  tree the branch was from and I told her it was birch, then I gave her some background on the use of a "birch" in the Victorian days and the book that influenced my sexuality as a teen, "Birch in the Boudoir".
After she had raised sufficient marks and the mosquitoes had started to devour us, she gave the switch to carry and told me to pull up my pants.  I brought the switch home as she seemed to indicate I should. I told her that contrary as it seemed, I loved her so incredibly much after she whipped me hard.

That night as we readied for bed, I had left the switch on the bed.  I was wearing my very short red lace nightie and she inspected my marks.  She said that one side was not as evident as the other and picked up the switch from bed.  "Are you looking to get whipped again?" she asked.  I tried not to appear to eager to say yes.  Much to my initial joy, and eventual temporary regret, she gave me another serious switching with the birch including whipping my cock into erection. 

T then put the switch in my mouth for me to hold between my teeth as she laid back on the bed and spread her legs.  I happily used my hardened tool to enter her and gave her the nice fucking that she craved.  I was so happy that she became aroused while whipping me hard.
I wondered if she would let me come, since had let me during our last fuck, although she did not follow through and have me eat my cum from her.
She pinched my nipples and I thought of how I had told her of another blogger who signalled to her husband to cum by pinching his nipples.  T told me this time that she knew I wanted that to be my trigger to cum but she did not want it to be because she wanted to pinch my nipples hard and not have me come.  She wants to be able to torment them at well and I brought myself closer to the edge of losing it as I told her that my nipples were hers to torture and use in any way. I thrust into her and said that my nipples need to be pinched hard, clamped, twisted, bit, stretched, whipped and even pierced.
Then she told me stop. She was tired and sore and it was time to sleep.  I stopped and pulled out slowly.  I so love when she controls me in any way, and especially when she controls me sexually.
I kissed her lovingly, then asked if I may kiss her pussy.  She said yes, just a little bit.
I kissed her sweet, wet, just fucked pussy.  I tried to kiss just a little bit, but could not stop myself from licking and sucking her.  But she grabbed my by the hair and pulled me away.
"Time to sleep" she said and she was soon asleep as I lay there hard and horny, red and marked.

Birthday whipping boy

Our kinky play started many years ago with birthday spankings. After a few years I really began to look forward to our birthdays and the opportunities to either give or receive a spanking. Eventually we did not need the excuse of a birthday spanking, but it was still often a special spanking occasion.

More recently the birthday spanking has not always happened due to busy schedules and home life. We talked about a birthday spanking for T recently including discussing whether she would get spanked or if her spanking boy (me) would take the spanking for her.

Last weekend we had the rare occasion of a Saturday morning with no kids at home. I suggested that it might be a good time for her birthday spanking. She asked if I wanted to give or receive. I really do love to be spanked and am always the one to get spanked now. Years ago, T was the one who got spanked. I asked if she would actually want to be spanked, just because she never gets to. She said that was fine, she felt no need to be spanked and that I could take it for her. Okay with me!

T told me to get out some spanking implements. I put out on the bed the following: small flogger, large flogger, riding crop, “rooster” leather fly swatter and two leather belts. She said I was missing something and it took me a moment or so to realize that she meant the switch that she had cut in the woods a few weeks ago. It's gives quite a sting!

T then used a bandana to blindfold me and used a scarf to tie my hands behind my back. Wow, a kinky spanking! She then started out by stroking the flogger gently and teasingly over me. She does love to tease! Then she began lightly flogging me all over, then working up to whapping me hard with the small flogger. This led to using the larger flogger, then the crop. I am not sure if she used everything since I could not see. Usually a birthday spanking is either the number of years on each body part to be spanked or the number of years with each implement. If she was counting at all I could not tell and I was just as happy to receive as many swats as she felt like giving me. She did give me swats, hits, whipping and beatings on my ass, thighs, back, nipples, belly, cock, balls and asshole. I am such a pain slut as I really encouraged her to whip my balls, telling her that they were useless and only good for torturing. She replied to that by getting out a bunch of clothespins and putting them on my scrotum, such delicious pain.

A month or so ago she had spun a fantasy about removing the hair from around my nipples. That is the only place on my chest that has hair. I heard her getting something from the bathroom and was excited when she returned and I felt her using tweezers to pull on the hairs, then yanking them out of my chest.

She did a very thorough job and got every hair. I told her that I really wanted to have her remove these signs of masculinity from my body. After all the hairs was plucked from my nipples, she moved down and pulled some from my pubic mound. My cock and balls are completely shaved already, but she did pluck some from my inner thighs.

She then told me to get down on the floor on my back. She kicked my legs apart and made me spread my arms. I felt very vulnerable like this and she took advantage of this as she whipped my chest, cock and balls. She then told me to pull my knees up so she could inspect my ass hole. She used the tweezers to yank some hairs there that I had missed while shaving then whipped my wide spread hole.

She then left me on the floor and I heard the buzz of the magic wand vibrator as she used it on her pussy. I was left naked and blindfolded on the floor with my balls covered with clothespins as she brought herself to an orgasm while I shook those pins as hard as I could. I love when she has her pleasure while I am suffering in pain.

I was still blindfolded as she straddled my face and placed her wet pussy on my mouth. I was only too happy to eat her! After a minute or two of that I was happily shocked to feel the magic wand vibrator on my cock. She used it to vibrate the clothespins that were still on my scrotum. Then she used it on my cock head.

I put my arms under her legs and at first she thought I was trying to push her away, then realized I reacted positively when my wrist was pinned down. Yes, that's what I want, to be pinned down helplessly on the floor, her pussy grinding on my face, as she tortures my cock. This was just so intense along with that relentless magic wand that I had no ability to even think about not coming. It was happening whether I wanted to or not. She made me come with a roar and scream, then she kept up the relentless vibrations in what was becoming excruciating post orgasm torture. The orgasm was so great, but I just wanted it to stop. I got what I deserved though, as she dominated me and tortured me.

Finally she removed the wand and wiped up my cum. I had completely forgotten about our recent “rule” that if I orgasm, I must eat my cum. Next thing I knew, she was using her fingers to feed my my cum and wipe it all over my lips. This was very degrading and submissive, but I loved it.

I was shocked back to reality when she took the first clothespin off. They always hurt most coming off and even more so when it after the orgasm! She said, “ Oh, I should have thought to take these off when you were coming.”

I was so satiated that I just wanted to stay there on the floor and sleep. What a great birthday spanking that turned out to be and I was so happy to be her whipping boy.

Misbehaving and eating it

After I wrote my last post about “behaving” myself I went to the bedroom before showering. I took off the screw vacuum suckers off my nipples. The were plump and red and I could not resist putting some nipple clamps on while the were so big. The lead to applying every pair of clamps that I had to some part of my body. I also attached a pair of clover clamps to the ring of the glass butt plug, then attached a chain leash to that. I pulled the leash up my back and wrapped it around my neck. I had clamps on my scrotum, my cock head, two pair on my nipples, one on my lower lip and one on my tongue. I arched my back and shook all the chains hanging from the clamps. Oh what a naughty boy! I had to be punished and I whipped my lower belly and my thighs with a leather belt. I looked to have left some nice welts. Of course, despite all this arousal, I could not have an orgasm, so I took everything off, pulled the big plug out and took my shower.

After the shower I put a pink chastity device on my penis, put the red jeweled plug up my ass and waited for T to get home, still wearing the white cloth tape on my chest and ass.

She did not get home until about 5 pm and she promptly went for a walk in her gardens. I followed along, waiting for the moment to tell her what I was wearing. I finally broke the ice and told her about the pink panties I had on and the other objects that I had on besides. She of course was very tired after her trip, but I did not expect anything from her, I just wanted her to know what I had on.

That evening, she sat on the bed and had me kneel before her naked and instructed me to tell her what I had done while she was gone. Of course this was embarrassing and humiliating, but very exciting to me. I did my best to give her all the details. When I was done she asked if she should remove the device from the cock. I told her that she had the key and it was her choice. She chose to leave it on for the night, which I was very happy about.

The next morning she removed the device from me and played with my penis till it was erect. Then she told me to lay on my back as she climbed on top of me and sat on my cock. After all the arousal I had put myself through in the past two days, I could not last long. She told me that if I came I would be required to eat my cum. This only made me want to even more and I begged her to let me cum and make me eat it from her. She said that she would sit on my face and let it drain out into my mouth, then she told me that I could cum. I had a roaring climax.

As I tried to recover from the orgasm, she told me to get up out of her spot on the bed. Then she laid back, spread her legs and told me to clean up my mess. Of course, my enthusiasm for doing so had drained out with my orgasm, but I dutifully began licking and swallowing. T then got her Magic Wand and used that on her clit. As she orgasmed she totally released and I drank her piss as quickly as I could. I am happy that I can help her have the most pleasure possible by not having to feel inhibited about completely letting go while I am licking her.

Interestingly, one morning this week T got up and said she had to pee and made a comment to the effect that she could just stay in bed and take care of it. This was as she went out the door and it took me a moment to realize that she meant that she could have me drink it for her. I have told her that I would be interested and willing to drink her nectar when she was not having an orgasm. I think she may do that someday and I wonder when and where it will happen. In the shower, outside in the garden, in bed?

behaving myself

Home alone equals free time to abuse my body. T is away for two nights and she told me to behave.

She did not say to behave well. She did give me a short list of things I am not to do including burning or piercing, both of which I have done when alone in the past. I confessed both of these to her. I would be very happy to have her do them to me and much more.  

I had placed a cock and ball restraint on last night and slept with it. The morning erection was painful as my cock could not grow and pulled on my balls. Nice. White cloth bandage tape pulled my chest up around my nipples and made them stand out while.  Lit a small red candle and poured hot wax onto the under side of my cock head, filling my slit with a plug of  molten wax, then pulled the hardened plug out of the weeping red eye of  my useless cock.

I had also put a red jeweled butt plug in my ass and slept with that in.

I took the butt plug out this morning and put vacuum suction devices on my nipples after removing the tape.

Rope tied to the cock ring tied my cock back between my legs and pulled my balls up in front, nicely twisted situation.

Tied my feet together with rope and pulled my feet to a ring over my head. I flogged my ass with a small flogger, my cock was flogged as well.

Feet still tied together I rolled off the bed onto the floor. Ass up and head down I whipped my ass brutally with a heavy leather belt. Rolled on my back and whipped my thighs and belly.

Put a worn pair of T's panties over my head and tied them in place with a rope that wrapped around my head through my open lips, under my nose and across my eyes.

Gagged and blindfolded I whipped my ass for another 60 hard strikes.

Crawled blindly around the room to get a towel, bottle of lube and glass butt plugs.

Took the panties off my head, lubed the first plug and shoved it up my ass. This one is thin with ridges and I pumped it in and out. Next plug is smooth with a bulb at the end. Milked my prostate with that and watched my cock streaming a steady flow of fluid.

Got out a big clear glass plug with a ring on the end. Had to work very hard to get that one in, but eventually it popped inside me. Tied it in place with a rope through the ring, though I don't think it can come out without being pulled.

Placed a pink chastity device on my cock and locked it on with the goal of keeping it on until T comes home and unlocks it.

Took off the nipple suckers that had been on for an hour. Put a pair of nipple clamps with big silver rings onto my plump nipples. They have been on for an hour and a half now as I write this.

I am sitting on a chair now with the glass plug up my ass, grinding on the loop holding it in. I am wearing my favorite leopard patterned nighty and T's silky light blue robe.

What else will I do to myself while “behaving” today?

Please whip me

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You aren't dressed properly for dishwashing, you need to be disciplined

"You aren't dressed properly for dishwashing, you need to be disciplined" is what T said as she grabbed me by the belt buckle and pulled me away from the kitchen sink and towards the bedroom.
She stopped off at the bathroom and sent me on my way to the bedroom to start getting dressed properly.
Recently she saw that I had been wearing a restraint around my cock and balls at the end of the evening.  "I told you that I want you to show me when you wear these things" she said.  Last night I came to her before kitchen duty and displayed the 3 brass rings around my cock and balls.
Now I got undressed as far as just a T shirt when she entered the room.  She took 4 of her leather belts off the rack and presented them to me.  I thought maybe she was going to "dress" me by putting all 4 around my torso.  "Pick one", she said.  I chose the heaviest leather one.  She told me to take the shirt off and present myself.  She then whipped my ass with the leather belt as punishment for doing dishes without being "dressed properly".  Then she had me turn around and whipped my nipples smartly, then my smooth shaved white belly.  Of course my hardening cock was encouraged to become more erect by numerous strikes of the belt.  Lastly was half a dozen to my balls.

"Get dressed now and go back to the dishes", she said.  I put on three brass rings along with a heavy rubber band connecting my cock and balls.  Nipple suckers to enlarge my nips for a better target for her belt.  My sexy capri work out pants and topped off with a cute turquoise crop top.  I went downstairs and presented myself for inspection.  "Aren't you going to be cold in that?" she asked.
I told her I was feeling very hot and went to do the dishes.

After I finished we went to bed, me naked but for my restraints.  She fondled my cock and found it to be a drippy mess of precum.  She got me good and hard and kissed me good night.  I said "Thank you" and "I love you", then rolled over to take off the rings and things along with turning off the light and left the sheet a wet mess of precum as I rolled.
Funny how I get to sleep on the wet spot now.