Open invitation

 

Two quick episodes this week that were very exciting to me.

I was wearing an older nightgown to bed that I had previously torn two holes in right at my nipples. I put clover clamps on my nipples through the holes with the connecting chain on the outside and knelt on the floor waiting for Mistress to come to the bedroom. She was of course somewhat surprised to find me this way but took it in stride. I usually unclasp her bra and scratch her back each evening. I did this and was kneeling behind her. She then led me on my knees to in front of the mirror and got out a rope. She tied the rope to the ceiling ring and the other end to the chain on the clamps. Not tight, but taught enough that the clamps pulled my nipples upward. Then she left me kneeling there, looking at myself in the mirror, to suffer in pain and wonder how long she would leave me as she got on the bed and proceeded to watch videos on her phone. I do love nipple torture, but all I could think about was the intense pain in my nipples. My hands were free and I could have easily released them, but no, she had put me there and I would not move until she let me go. After a few minutes she came over and asked how I was doing. “In pain” I said. She laughed and said I had done it to myself.

Then I saw that she had a leather paddle in her hand. She yanked my panties up into my ass crack and tucked my nightgown up into the back of my panties.

Then she spanked my ass with the paddle. She beat me good, but it was starting to actually feel good when she stopped. She asked if I had enough and I said no. I can actually handle quite a lot from this paddle. It is narrow, about a foot long and she can hit where she wants quite well. She gave me a good beating now and eventually took hold of the nipple clamp chain and would give it a tug with every smack to my ass. I loved the initiative that she was taking here as she knew that she was free to use and abuse me as I have begged her to do so many times. Finally she stopped and released my crushed nipples. Time for bed and sleep.

As we lay there in bed I told her that this had really affected me. I found it so exciting to be strung up by my nipples and left there at her mercy as she went about her business.

I was so glad that she took the opportunity that I offered by having the clamps on, and then took that a step further and gave me the beating that she knows I crave so much.

I thought about this scene often the next day and pressed my luck when I got ready for bed before she came to the room. This time I put a pair of screw type nipple suction devices on, with the cylinder inside my nightgown and the screws through the holes. Then I knelt at the foot of the bed with my back to the bed and fastened my arms to a pair of under the bed restraints. So there I was, knees spread, arms spread and feeling very vulnerable. She looked me over and asked what she should do with me. I licked my lips and waggled my tongue at her, hoping she would get the hint and sit on my face. She got undressed and then she did plant her pussy on my face. I was so happy to lick her hot wet pussy. It was a somewhat difficult position for her and after a minute or so she turned around and straddled me from behind. This was even better as her pussy was plastered on my mouth and my nose was right in her ass hole. I could only breath through my mouth when I took a break from eating her pussy. It was sooo exciting and I had a pretty firm erection. She noticed this and began slapping my cock hard. Then she moved down to straddle my crotch and managed to get my cock in her pussy. She was fucking as well as she could in this position and I thought she would make me cum as I imagined her sitting on my face and making me eat my cum from her pussy. Unfortunately she could not maintain that position for long and she got up.

I was feeling very vulnerable as my arms were spread wide and now my knees were too. She beat my cock some more and then to my surprise and “pleasure” she began to kick me in the crotch. I have fantasized for a long time about her kicking me in the balls and she did now. I was so aroused that I did not feel pain so much as pleasure. Some of the kicks were planted low on my ass crack and some higher on my hard cock. Finally She released my wrists from their cuffs and told me I could get up now. I could barely get up as my knees were now in such pain from kneeling with my legs spread wide.

Both of these scenes were fairly quick, had no orgasm for either of us, but were deeply affecting to me.

I told her how much it affected me, not that I liked it, but it affected me. I have thought about it many times since then. I told her that I did not want her to feel obligated to do something to or for me when I put myself in these predicaments and that she could just consider it an open invitation to do what or if she pleases. I am thrilled that she seems to be becoming more dominant and cruel to me as time goes by. She says that she is a bully and I don’t discourage her from bullying me if that’s how she feels.

The more she controls and abuses me, the more I love her.

I love, honor, respect, obey, serve and submit to her as I am only a slave and it is a privilege to serve her.

Burn my pubes off and fuck this hairless bitch

 

Recap on recent events.

I did not shave my pubes all summer in hopes of getting another fire trim.

Last month we were away at a hotel.

Just before the trip I presented her with a “zapper” dog trainer that I bought to use on me.

I put it on with the contacts under my scrotum. She found it to be great fun to zap me and see the reaction. I wore it for the 4 hour drive and she occasionally reminded my of it with a zap. She thought it great fun to use when I was in the men’s room at the rest area.

I had brought a lighter just in case T decided to burn my pubes off and I believe she had hinted it might happen.

She had me strip naked and put a ball gag with attached chains to nipple clips on me. The gag has holes in it so I ended up with drool all over my chest.

She used the over the door cuffs to hang me up from the bathroom door.

Then she burned my pubic hairs off with the lighter. Some of them flamed up quite a bit and burned me, but I told me myself this is what I wished for. The room did smell pretty bad of burned hair afterward.

After she burned all the hair off my front, she had me turn around and whipped my ass.

Then she brought herself to an O while I licked her ass.

A few days later we were at our daughter’s house. She and her husband had left for work and we were leaving later that morning.

I was hoping that we might do something that morning and was happily surprised when T told me to get naked. She blindfolded me with a bandana then used an extension cord to do a shibari style tie around my chest and tight around my nipples. Then she used a thin leather belt from the dress to truss up my cock and balls.

She had me bend over the bed and whipped my ass with her belt. She then used the zapper on the underside of my cock and the magic wand vibrator on my cock head. This was all too much for me and I came for the first time in 3 months.

A few weeks ago T asked if I wanted to do some play on a Sunday morning and had me take a viagra before making breakfast. Of course I did and she asked if was interested in anal play, even maybe pegging. Yes of course, so I dug out the strap on.

She first got me very hard and had me tie my cock tight with a rope.

Then she had me lick her pussy to get it wet, then put some lube on and had me fuck her. After a while she switched to doggy position and I fucked her from behind. With thoughts of the days before I was submissive, I scratched her back and ass like I used to do. I then spanked her ass. This was too much for me and I had to pull out, but I knew that my cock was already trying to spasm although I could not ejaculate with the tight rope on.

T then put on the strap on, had me bend over and fucked my boi pussy. I enjoyed it and was rocking back against her. She put the zapper on my balls and somehow got the vibrator on my cock too. We were both talking about how she was fucking me like I was her bitch It was amazingly stimulating, but even with the Viagra and the still hard cock I just could not organize a full orgasm. Too much going on at once. We stopped fucking and used the magic wand to bring her orgasm out as I licked her asshole.

Weights and chains and floggers, oh my!

 

Sometimes I get frustrated with what feels to me like lack of sexual activity in our relationship.

But usually when I am feeling like it is all over, T will do something amazing that makes it all wonderful again.

Recently we were visiting out daughter. Considering we were staying at her house and it was rather chilly in the room I did not expect anything sexual to happen. T surprised me when she came back to bed in the morning and went under the covers to attack my sleepy cock with her mouth. I really did not think it was up to getting hard at that point. It did start to rouse and just to help things along she straddled me and sat on my face. Her pussy was already damp and swollen. I licked and sucked and occasionally managed to pull in a breath of air. I love this position as her asshole is right over or right on my nose. Every breath that I struggle to pull into my nose is breathed from her ass. I love the feeling that my struggle to stay alive is fought with my nose in her asshole. With this in mind I totally lost control and came. There was no thought or even capability to ask permission. T kept me from screaming out loud by keeping her ass cheeks secured around the sides of my face.

When she did release me I was again surprised by my wonderful wife when she appeared before my face and kissed me. I” did not think she would want to kiss me after I had eaten her pussy and nose fucked her asshole. I was even more surprised when she released my load of come from her mouth into mine. We had stated at one time that if I came without permission I would be required to eat my come.

So I swallowed it down.

This past Saturday T was working. It was a warm day for this time of year and I played a little bondage in the woods with some rope tied tightly around my swollen cock and balls and wrapped tight around my chest. My leather belt was used to whip my ass, my cock and my chest.

That evening I went out to a movie theater by myself wearing fishnet stockings, black panties, a cock and ball ring and nipple suckers. After the movie I tortured myself. Attached a leather harness to my balls that has hooks hanging from it to attach weights. Tied ropes tight around my chest above and below my big pumped nipples. I have a bunch of brass rings that I usually wear around the base of my cock and balls and two “gates of hell” ring devices. All these I hung from my balls. Clover clamps on my nipples and finished up with two heavy ball stretching weights hung from my straining balls. My cock needed to suffer also and I covered it with clothes pins. As I stood in front of the mirror swinging the weights viciously back and forth my wife pulled into the driveway. How fast could I get all this stuff off myself? I rushed to pull off ropes, clamps and straps and had it all off by time she came to the bedroom.

Of course I was very aroused by then but it was very late and I could not expect her to want to do anything then. She had mentioned the day before that she might have me take a viagra and then have some play. I slept naked just to be ready.

The next morning I got up and made coffee and her diet Coke, then brought a snack of sliced bananas and oranges to bed for a snack. As we had our morning snack she commented upon my having slept naked and asked what I was in the mood for. Of course I said that I wanted to submit to her and be abused. She asked if I had done anything the day before. I sheepishly gave her a run down of all that I had done in her absence. She considered that then told me she wanted to see what all I had put on myself. Okay! She asked for it so I proceeded to put on all those weights and the nipple clamps. Clothes pins up the underside of my cock and around the head, a few more viciously clamped the rosebud of my asshole. She told me to get out what I wanted her to use on me. I got a leather belt, a leather paddle with red “SLAVE” written on it. She said that she thought I would get out the flogger, so I got that too. Glad I did!

She grabbed the weighted chains and swung them around. The clover clamps had hooks on them and she attached a pair of clover clamps with a chain connecting them to the hooks. She clipped the few remaining clothes pins to the chain.

She told me to bend over, but I had another idea. I had seen a picture of someone restrained with a device that is a 2 foot long bar with 4 velcro cuffs on it. I happen to have one and got that out. She had never seen it before. I knelt on the foot of the bed and helped her cuff my ankles to the outer pair. Then I put my head down and put my hands between my legs and put my wrists on the cuffs. She secured my wrists. I was helpless and at her mercy.

T started with the leather paddle and it felt great as she warmed up my ass. She spanked all over my ass and between my cheeks. After a few minutes she switched to the belt. She did not fold it over as I would but used it full length so it was quite stingy. I squirmed some with that but she really whipped me very long and hard. She said that would leave some marks and I thanked her for marking me.

Next came the leather flogger. This was very “thuddy”, the weight of it really making an impact. I really felt the impact when she used it on my back. The weight of it on my back just pounded me so well, I really enjoyed it almost like it was a massage.

Through all of this the weights were hanging from my balls down the foot of the bed. The clover clamps on my nipples burned painfully as my chest ground on the bed. It was awesome. This is what I crave for her to do. She said that she doesn’t want to hurt me but knows that I do this to myself so felt that is what I want and I certainly do. This session was probably the most pain she has ever dealt me and I am so proud of her for doing so.

T then released me from the cuffs and helped me unfold myself. She took off the clothes pins (ouch!) and had me take off the weights and ball harness. Then she told me to stroke my cock. I masturbated for her and got it good and hard. She told me to put on the “magic green string” a length of paracord which I tied around the base of my cock and balls. That always gets and keeps me hard.

She laid back on the bed and spread her legs, then told me to get her wet. I dove into her already wet pussy and licked and sucked it. I was laying on my chest and the clover clamps were tearing at my nipples, but I focused on making her feel good. After a few minutes she pulled my head away and said she wanted that hard cock in her.

I knelt up and put my hard cock in her wet pussy, she moaned in pleasure and I began fucking her. I was so aroused after all the activity of the day before and this day that I was soon groaning and struggling to not come. She asked if I wanted to come or be denied. I said that my body wanted to come, but my mind really wanted her to control me and not let me come. She said “That’s good, because you are not coming today, I am!” She then made me stop fucking her and get her vibrator.

I went down on her again and she used the magic wand on her clit. This tends to leave no room for my tongue on her pussy, but I don’t mind as I am pushed aside and left with having to tongue her asshole.

That’s what I did, licking her rosebud, pushing my tongue in her ass just as far as I could until she had a massive orgasm, releasing her pee that I sucked up out of her ass crack.

What an incredible session. I did buy her a bouquet of flowers as a thank you!

Don't know when she'll let me cum

It's been a very busy summer, we haven't both been home on a weekend for a month now.  The last great lovemaking weekend was when I got whipped twice and was allowed to come.  That was a super hot weekend, but be assured, life is rarely like that.

Last week I was home from work for a few hours to help my dear wife with a home project.  We took a shower afterward, then finding ourselves naked in the bedroom without a child in the house, took advantage of the opportunity for her to pull my head between her legs and eat her yummy pussy.  My cock was hard and dripping as I ate her while she wrapped her leg around the back of my head and ground my face into her wetness.  She was ready for an orgasm and grabbed the magic wand vibrator.  She loves that thing, but it is so big that it is difficult for me to lick her when she uses it.  Such is the life of a subby hubby, pushed aside by something bigger and better.  I continued to eat her as best I could, gradually moving down to her ass crack.  She was making approving sounding moans so I began licking her asshole.  I was eating her ass with vigor as she came, she came with a gush and I drank her nectar as quickly as I could swallow as it ran down her ass crack and into my mouth.

I licked her pussy clean as she recovered from her orgasm.  I was still hard and she told me to put my cock inside her and give her some fucking.  I did give her a good fucking that day and was impressed with my ability to keep from getting too close to the edge of coming.  I gave her some hard, pounding fucking, which she really enjoyed, but that drove me close to the edge and I had to stop.  She said "that's right, you aren't allowed to come until I say so."  It was great to hear her acknowledge that she controls my sex.  Then she said that I had done something to annoy her, but she couldn't remember what it was, however she didn't know when she would let me come because of it.
I was thrilled to hear that she was "punishing me" by controlling me.  Even though I love to come, I prefer to be kept in a state of arousal and long term denial, so not allowing me to come isn't really a punishment.
I was just happy to hear that she meant to control me and of course send me back to work with my softening erection, still horny and denied, with my face smelling like her cunt.

fuel on the fire

After a weekend away from home separately, we were both eager to reconnect. TW got home late Sunday night and I was already asleep with a leather strap velcroed around the base of my cock and balls. I barely awoke enough to see that she got in bed apparently nude. The next morning I woke aroused and ground my nuts against her knees for a few minutes before getting up. After she got out of the shower I was there promptly to dry her feet. She invited me to move to the bedroom “if you have some time”. I was making time for sure!

She lay back on the bed and spread her legs, inviting me to dive into her wide spread pussy with my eager tongue. I ate her out with three days of absence having made my heart and lust grow fonder. After several minutes she rolled to the side and presented her ass for me to kiss. I love kissing her ass and my cock was getting super hard doing it. I gave her a good ass licking, but had to get going to work. I stood up and she fondled my hard cock, getting it super hard before sending me off to work. I had taken the leather strap off during my shower and I now took it out of my pocket and presented it to her. She strapped it on me tightly and I staggered out of the room and off to work, with hopes of carrying on at lunch time.

I did come home for lunch. I had high hopes as this was the last day of school and therefore maybe the last good chance for some afternoon delight with our daughter at school. TW told me that after I left for work in the morning she did have herself an orgasm. I'm very happy to hear that she is not going without while I am “enjoying” my orgasm denial.

We had a very normal lunch and I was standing up to prepare and leave, wondering if this was going to be it, when TW pulled me to her and fondled my crotch. I started getting hard very quickly as she opened my fly and pulled my pants down. She pulled out my erect cock and started licking it, then giving it some wonderful deep sucking. I can't describe all the wonderful things she was doing to me, but I don't know how I was able to stay on my feet for it. Along with the great cock sucking she was fondling and tugging my balls along with sucking them into her mouth and biting them.

Fortunately she does love intercourse and she got up, pulled her pants off and bent over the kitchen table. I fucked her there, sprawled across the table for as long as I could hold out. I was still wearing the strap and she was enjoying the way it held my balls out and they bumped against her ass with each stroke.

I was very ready to come and pulled out a few times and humped her ass crack. Then a few more pumps inside and quick pull out before I.....my pulsing cock back in her ass crack. I think I caught it in time. No, looking a little wet, there. Is that come? I get down on my knees and lick her ass crack. Oh yeah, that tastes like come. Not much of it, apparently a ruined orgasm as I didn't feel much.

I licked her ass clean, then moved down to lick her pussy. Not a good angle so I pulled her up from the table as I turned and leaned my head back on the kitchen and pulled her pussy down on to my face.

Her sloppy pussy was plastered on my face as I licked and sucked. As I gasped for air, TW grabbed my cock and balls. When she started slapping my cock I was overwhelmed. I have been reading recently some other blogs in which the men had their balls slapped, usually just as they were on the brink of coming. I really wanted to see what it would feel like to have TW slap my balls so I thrust my hips forward and hoped she would get the hint.

Yes, she did slap my balls. Fairly light, then back to slapping my cock, alternating back and forth. Slapping my cock really hard now as I struggled for air as she sat on my face, pinning me to the chair.

She has been learning to be much more aggressive with my nuts as she sees how much I can take. At times like this I am rather amazed at what we do to my nuts compared to the coddling they have received in the past.

Then a series of harder smacks to my right nut, oh, that is really smarting now, and I'm really having a tough time breathing. My sounds of distress cause her to stop slapping and rise up off my face. I take a huge breath and then slump in what feels like post orgasmic bliss.

There I am sprawled out on the kitchen floor with my pants around my ankles in the middle of the day.

My cock is extremely hard and red. Neither of us has come, but we both feel spent. I struggle to me feet and she says I better wash my face before I go back to work.

She blows my mind yet again when she says if I wasn't going back to work and she was worried about leaving marks that she would have slapped my face too!!!

As some of my fellow bloggers have stated, she is learning to be more mean!

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An O., a D.

Some fun activities the past few weeks. One morning after a extra long goodbye “kiss” on T's pussy I was very aroused too and ended up with quite a wet spot in my underwear from precum. I mentioned that later to T and said I needed a panty shield. The next day after she had me aroused in the afternoon and was sending me on my way with a hard on, she said wait, and got out a panty shield and stuck it in the front of my boxer briefs. It was extra tough zipping up my jeans with that and the hardon in there.

I kept the shield attached to my shorts all day and it was a pleasant reminder everytime I saw it of my arousal and of my submissiveness to T. I think it would be very interesting if she makes me wear a full size sanitary pad someday. That would cause a bulge in my shorts!

On Saturday morning I woke up very aroused and started thinking about the time that T made me sleep with my head down by her crotch. I decided to just go for it and wriggled my body under the covers, letting my legs fold up at the bottom of the bed. My head was completely under the covers and I couldn't see a thing. I pressed my face forward and was surprised to bump up against bare bottom. By this time T had finally figured out what the heck I was doing behind her. I started kissing her ass and finally made my way down to her pussy and kissed and licked it. I gave her a good pussy eating, including tonguing her asshole. Finally she pulled me up and had me fuck her for while, then she got out the vibrator and got herself off.

That evening we were both tired but started to cuddle and got aroused. She got out the vibrator and used it on my cock. It was very intense, now I know why she cums when she puts that thing on her clit.

She wanted me to fuck her and I did. I was thinking that I didn't want to come yet so that I could be good and submissive for her the next day. But then I started to fantasize about eating my come out of her pussy the next morning and that got me really close to coming. T knew I was close and said it was okay to come. I had only been fucking for a very short time and yet I came very hard.

The next morning we slept late and there was no time for any pussy eating, even if she somehow thought of me doing that. WE had a very busy, stressful afternoon of hard work with a honey bee hive. In the evening I was talking my pants off outside since they were too dirty and sticky to wear in the house. The joys of living in the country! T asked if my underwear was sticky too and pulled them down. She fondled my cock and them gave me some oral foreplay. About then I noticed a honey bee landing on her hair and the dog was approaching us with interest. If it's not kids getting in between us it's the darn dog! So, too many distractions and I got my bare ass in the house.

I went to the bathroom and when I came back her wet panties were under the covers by my pillow.

She said I had not paid enough attention to her panties that day since they were special ones. She said I could wear them, but I might stretch them out with my hardon. She hinted that I could put them on my head. I gave them a good sniff. Then I told her that one time when she was away I put her used panties on my head all night. She said she knew that. Well, now I just had to place them on my face with the damp crotch right over my nose.

I turned out the light and fell asleep that way with my balls against her knees. I woke once during the night when she got up to go to the bathroom and I still had them over my nose. Next time I woke though, they had fallen off.

Fake it!

Well, I haven't had a chance to write in a few weeks or so, but there has been some great sex action including some female control/led/dom.  After that last session where she fingered my ass hole till I came, I told her it was terrific and I owed her.  The next day I brought her flowers to let her know that I really enjoyed it.  Then she has had numerous orgasms to my few.  I have kissed and licked her pussy nearly every day before leaving for work, just to start her day off well.

Last night she came home from a 4 day trip out of town with our daughters.  She had told me that I should bring myself to the edge often and not come. ONe time though while I was trying to edge my self and stop the orgasm by squeezing my balls, I came anyway, really hard and loud. 
When we went to bed last night we were both very tired, but she came to bed without panties, usually an invitation.  She put her knees up in front of her and I responded by grinding my cock and balls against them.
I told her that I had missed her and her knees.  She asked if I had been able to hold off while she was away and I confessed that I had slipped up and come once.  She said that maybe I needed to be disciplined for that and I agreed that I should.  I had scrubbed the kitchen floor for her while she was away, naked, bound, and on my hands and knees.  She thought I should do that again as discipline. I agreed that I should and suggested that she might also deny my orgasm for some time.  She thought that would be interesting too.
After getting us all worked up, we agreed that we needed to get to sleep, kissed passionately and turned out the light. 
During the night I woke to find her sleeping face down, bare assed.  I couldn't resist giving her a kiss on the ass check when I returned from the bathroom and left it at that.  She made a little sound and then asked if I wouldn't like to hop on her right now?  I would and kissed her ass thoroughly as my hard on woke up, then I got behind her and slid my cock in her pussy.  I gave her a good fucking, but I certainly didn't want to come now since I was due for some denial.  She asked if I was close to coming and I gave a positive indication.
"Good", she said, "I want you to pretend you are coming and then stop."  Wow, that's a new one, and hard to comply with at this point, but I used every bit of my self control to pretend I was coming complete with hard fucking and moans and groans and neck biting.  Then I stopped.  AFter a moment she said "that was fun and now I could have you fuck me again right away!"  I don't know how long that would last, but she told me instead to try and go to sleep now.  I thought I would never get to sleep, but I did pulled out, rolled over and eventually did sleep. 
I'm looking forward to her teasing and finding out how long my disciplined denial will last.