Burn me up

 

It has become an annual tradition in our Femdom relationship to treat me to a Fall emasculating hair removal from my neck to toes. My legs are shorn and shaved. My pubic hair is burned off. Yes,

set on fire with a lighter in an exciting, somewhat terrifying and often painful flaming inferno.

This generally occurs anytime from late September to January and I greatly look forward to it.

This year it was late March and I had a lot of long hair that I was eager to get rid of. My Mistress usually tells me when to stop shaving my legs in the Spring to get things growing in before shorts season and I feared that I would not get to have smooth legs at all this year.

After teasing me a few times she did finally say that it was time, that is if I wanted to do so.

Did I ever! I had presented her with a new lighter a few weeks earlier and hoped that would inspire her. Now she had me put on cuffs and collar. I also got out a spreader bar and ropes. She lit a few candles and turned out the lights. She had me stand in front of the back of door mirror and and spread my legs, then attached the bar to my ankle cuffs. Hands over my head and the wrist cuffs were tied to a ring in the ceiling.

Then she set me on fire!! A little bit to start at the top of my mound. Then bigger sections that sometimes burned and made me squeal as she swatted out the flames. She burned off my mound, then the hair on my belly and around my left nipple. I was loving it despite the occasional burns that were leaving red spots but she stopped there and said she was saving the rest for another time.

I was disappointed but I did have something to look forward to. She did give me permission to shave my legs and the next day I used hair clippers to shear the fur off them. Then I shaved them smooth.

A week later I had gotten in bed before her and “prepped” myself with a double ended dildo gag. I hoped she might take the hint and decide to fuck herself with the dildo while it was on my face, but instead she asked if I was ready to get rid of the rest of the hair. I nodded yes and she told me to get in position in front of the mirror. I did so and she strung my hands up over my head.

She started out by burning the hair off my balls, some hot times there. Then cleaned up some sthat she had missed on my mound. Burned off the hairs around my right nipple and played the flame around my nipple, enough to scare me and slightly burn my nip. Then she asked about my underarms and I nodded yes. She did one armpit, then untied me and had me lay on the floor.

She tied my hands straight up in front of me to a ceiling ring, then tied the spreader bar between my ankles up to another ring. The mirror did not go all the way to the floor so I could not quite see as she burned the hair off my ass and crack, but I sure felt it. The heat of the flame around my asshole was actually very arousing. She finished up by burning off the hair in the other armpit.

She cleaned me up then but left me tied up. To my surprise and delight she got a magic wand vibrator and began using that on my cock. I was already so aroused from the fire shave that I was close to coming very soon. She put me over the edge when she started pinching my nipple very hard. I came with a roar and she untied my arms and legs. I just laid there on the floor, totally wiped out.

It was a long wait, but so worth it, particularly when she said that removing my hair was taking away my masculinity.  I so appreciate her  supporting my craving for emasculation. I love my Mistress so much.

6 month report, fire and dildo fuck & suck

 

Recap of some activities over the past 6 months.

T used ball gag with attached nipple clamps on me. Whipped me in front of the mirror. Then had me get down on the floor on my knees, hands extended on floor over my head. Whipped my ass and balls.

At one point she put her foot on the back of my head and held me down on the floor as she whipped me. So hot.

Then she sat on the foot of the bed and told me to kiss her foot. She held her foot out of reach so as I stretched my neck to nuzzle her foot with my gagged mouth I was tugging the nipple clamps and stretching my nipples.

Last year when she told me to stop shaving so my hair could grow in she said it wanted to grow in well on my cock and balls as she was looking forward to burning it off. I had been shaving my cock and balls year round and shaving my mound for while after she burns it off.

Sometimes she burned my hair off as early as September. She finally did so in February so there was a lot of hair. She had me stand in front of the mirror so I could watch. When she lit my mound it created big fire since I was standing upright. I suffered a few burns, but it was worth it as she burned off my pubic mound, my cock and balls hairs. She did the few hairs around my nipples but not my ass or armpits and said they would be done later. I had already shaved my legs a few weeks earlier (with permission) so there was none to burn there. When I cleaned up with a razor I did my ass, will probably do my armpits myself soon.

While staying at a hotel by myself recently I did the usual hotel kink including placing the spring clamp clothes hangers on my nipples and putting myself in the closet. This closet had a mirror on the inside of the door. I had brought my new silicone realistic cock dildo with suction cup base so I stuck that to the mirror, secured my wrists to the closet bar and shut the door with the dildo in my mouth. It was very hot to be shut in the closet and made to suck cock as my nipples were tortured.

I also got the chance to put the dildo on the glass shower wall. I sucked it, then put it lower on the wall, lubed it up with conditioner and tried putting it up my ass for the first time. It was a little tricky since it has a lot of flex but I got it in there and fucked that thing hard and deep. It was awesome.

Next day I did another clothes hanger session with another hanger clamped to my scrotum.

I hung the hair dryer from the one on my nipples and the clothes iron on the one from my nuts.

Then I hung from the closet bar and suffered in the dark. I did get a small tear in my scrotum that bled for a while.

I had a long talk with T as we traveled back from conference and once again confessed my desire (need) to submit to her and asked that she please spank and whip me on a regular basis. I told her that I have always been fascinated with slavery and truly wished to consent to being her slave. I told her that we are both tending to the cross over on our genders and I could see us switching gender identity. I would love to be her maid or wife dressed in stockings and bra with my cock in chastity or tucked into a non visible state. Being emasculated and feminized excites me so and seems like my rightful status.

She has whipped me a few times since then and sometimes thinks to make me kneel and take her shoes off. I always kneel before her at bedtime and take off her shoes and socks, release her bra and scratch her back.

I have been trying to do some special things for her like fix the clock, replace the outdoor post light and she does appreciate those efforts for which she did reward me with a belt whipping.

bend over bitch

 

Recap on recent events.

I did not shave my pubes all summer in hopes of getting another fire trim.

Last month we were away at a hotel.

Just before the trip I presented her with a “zapper” dog trainer that I bought to use on me.

I put it on with the contacts under my scrotum. She found it to be great fun to zap me and see the reaction. I wore it for the 4 hour drive and she occasionally reminded my of it with a zap. She thought it great fun to use when I was in the men’s room at the rest area.

I had brought a lighter just in case T decided to burn my pubes off and I believe she had hinted it might happen.

She had me strip naked and put a ball gag with attached chains to nipple clips on me. The gag has holes in it so I ended up with drool all over my chest.

She used the over the door cuffs to hang me up from the bathroom door.

Then she burned my pubic hairs off with the lighter. Some of them flamed up quite a bit and burned me, but I told myself this is what I wished for. The room did smell pretty bad of burned hair afterward.

After she burned all the hair off my front, she had me turn around and whipped my ass.

Then she brought herself to an O while I licked her ass.

A few days later we were at our daughter’s house. She and her husband had left for work and we were leaving later that morning.

I was hoping that we might do something that morning and was happily surprised when T told me to get naked. She blindfolded me with a bandana then used an extension cord to do a shibari style tie around my chest and tight around my nipples. Then she used a thin leather belt from her dress to truss up my cock and balls.

She had me bend over the bed and whipped my ass with her belt. She then used the zapper on the underside of my cock and the magic wand vibrator on my cock head. This was all too much for me and I came for the first time in 3 months.

A few weeks ago T asked if I wanted to do some play on a Sunday morning and had me take a viagra before making breakfast. Of course I did and she asked if was interested in anal play, even maybe pegging. Yes of course, so I dug out the strap on.

She first got me very hard and had me tie my cock tight with a rope.

Then she had me lick her pussy to get it wet, then put some lube on and had me fuck her. After a while she switched to doggy position and I fucked her from behind. With thoughts of the days before I was submissive, I scratched her back and ass like I used to do. I then spanked her ass. This was too much for me and I had to pull out, but I knew that my cock was already trying to spasm although I could not ejaculate with the tight rope on.

T then put on the strap on, had me bend over and fucked my boi pussy. I enjoyed it and was rocking back against her. She put the zapper on my balls and somehow got the vibrator on my cock too. We were both talking about how she was fucking me like I was her bitch It was amazingly stimulating, but even with the Viagra and the still hard cock I just could not organize a full orgasm. Too much going on at once. We stopped fucking and used the magic wand to bring her orgasm out as I licked her asshole.

Balls on Fire!

 

In my last post I briefly described the scene when T used a lighter to burn my pubic hairs off. She said at that time that it was a shame that I did not have hair on my cock and balls that she could have burnt off too. I stopped shaving right then and grew out nice long hair in anticipation of the day that she would decide to light me up again. I even gave her a lighter for Christmas as a reminder that I was hairy and ready.

She gave me permission to shave my legs, which I have been doing every winter for about 5 years, so I did that.

Last weekend she told me to turn on the heat in the bedroom and strip. She told me to get out a rope then she tied my wrists together and had me stand with my back to the door and put a knot over top of the door and closed it. She put down a towel to catch the ashes and asked if I really wanted this. I assured her that I had been eagerly looking forward to it since summer.

She then sparked the lighter into flame and brought it to my genitals. We were both amazed at how much the hair would flare up and spread the fire
Several times the fire got pretty hot and I whimpered and jumped in surprise and pain.

She burnt the hairs of my balls then my pubic mound
After she had singed off my hair to a stubble she used a wet wipe to clean up the ashes.

The room smelled terribly of burnt hair, a lasting reminder that would linger for days.

She noted that she had missed a few areas and said that we would have to have another session. I was happy to do that!

The following weekend we slept late. T told me to get the spreader bars and some rope. I got out wrist and ankle cuffs and she attached them to the spreaders, lie on my back and hold my legs up so that my crotch was exposed and very vulnerable. She gave me a small mirror to hold so that I could see what she was doing. Then she lit the flame and burnt the hair off the underside of my balls, the taint and then burnt my ass crack clean. It was scary and exciting to feel the flame between my cheeks.

She then did clean up to burn off the pubic mound even closer, then the hairs up to my navel. I don’t have any hair on my chest other than a few around my nipples. It was scary to see the flame of the lighter right before my eyes as she played it around my nipples and singed off those few hairs. I had been looking forward to her burning off my armpit hair, but the position didn’t work and she said I would have to shave them.

That evening I did shower and shave from my neck to my toes. I am delighted to look at my smooth hairless body in the mirror.

T said that the pyro in her had fun doing that. I certainly hope that she will do so again and despite loving my hairless body I will grow that hair right back if she tells me she wants to set me on fire again!

Shaved and whipped

A brief summary of some recent highlights as I sit here in a short steel cock cage. T is working late so I am tormenting myself. I had purchased two plastic chastity devices last year, but T did not have much interest in having me wear them. I recently succumbed to temptation and bought this steel cage. It was quite cheap, but the quality is not bad. It is only about 2 inches long, so I have to get it on very fast before I get aroused. I certainly know it is there, between the tight fit and the weight hanging on my cock and balls.

Last week we went on a trip for a week to a conference. It was a fun time in a fun city. Of course I was hoping for some hot hotel monkey sex and got that!

I managed to slip the new cane into T's luggage. One evening she put a pair of over the door cuffs on me and strung me up naked from the bathroom door. Then she used the cane to good measure on my ass. It was an extra thrill when a group of people walked down the hall outside our room. It was only about 6 feet from the door of the room to where she was whipping me. She kept on caning me and I wondered if they could hear the rhythmic whacks from under the door as they walked by. I hope they did!

The last couple years T has shaved my legs either in January or in the Fall. Last fall she shaved my legs, but only trimmed my mound to a stubble and announced that it would stay that way. Come spring when she told me stop shaving my legs, she told me to grow my mound too. I was allowed to continue shaving my cock, balls and ass.

The bathroom in our hotel room had a big marble countertop. I hinted very strongly that it was big enough for someone to lay on it and get shaved at the sink. I also bought a new package of razors.

Fortunately she took that hint and had me get up there naked. She used the razor to shear off my pubic mound, then lathered it up and shaved it clean. Now I have a lovely smooth white mound. She said that she would let me shave my legs after shorts season was over. We had a hot spell last week, but I think I am done with shorts and hope she lets me shave my legs soon.

This morning she said something about putting nail polish on. She said that it was just to protect one damaged fingernail and not because she was femmy enough to maintain polished nails. Then she tweaked my nipple and said “unlike some people!”. Then she hinted that she may put polish on my nails sometime. She has done my toenails a few times and it was wonderful.

She does surprise me at times, which she loves to do. I generally kneel at take her shoes off when she comes in the house or is undressing for bed. The other day she had just put her shoes on when she snapped her fingers and pointed down. I was so confused since she had just put her shoes on. I gave her a questioning look and she pointed down again. I knelt down and she said she just did that to give me a little thrill. She kissed me on top of the head and told me to carry on with what I was doing. I stood and pointed to the partial erection already showing through my pants and told her that she had indeed thrilled me.

A few weeks ago she had me get naked in the bedroom. She got a scarf and tied it around my head as a blindfold, then had me stand against the mirror on the back of the door with my hands over my head. She used her leather belt to whip my ass, then had me turn around and whipped my pubic mound hard.

“You like it hard there don't you?” she asked. I groaned that I did indeed and hoped that it was becoming nice and red. Then she surprised me when I heard the buzz of her magic wand and the sudden application of it's relentless vibrations to my cock. She got me dangerously close to coming and asked if I wanted to come. Oh yes, I wanted release, but we both knew that I would rather be denied until we went away on vacation. She put clamps on my nipples and left me standing there while she used the wand to bring herself to orgasm.

Another time recently we were home alone and she was doing laundry. She gave me a pile of damp jeans and told me to hang them on the clothesline outside. She told me that for every clothes pin I used to hang something that I was to place a pin on myself. I came back in the house with a dozen pins on my cock, balls and nipples. She seemed amused and pleased and left them on me for nearly an hour. Eventually she took them off slowly and enjoyed watching my reaction to the pain of the release.

Later she had me bring in the laundry and of course I had to wear each pin that I took off the line.

We have had a few sessions over the years where I scrubbed the wooden kitchen floor. By hand, on my hands and knees, naked, ball harness with a full soda bottle hanging from my nuts. A few months ago, we had a quiet morning at home and she said it would be a good time to do the floor. She put a leather dog collar around my neck and put on the ball harness. First I had to vacuum the floor. We were in the process of moving the table so I could vacuum under it when our daughter showed up at the kitchen door. It has a large glass window in at and she was very surprised to see me there naked. We both fled in opposite directions and I don't know how much she saw. Although she is our youngest, she is very free thinking and just laughed it off.

My wife would never allow it, but I wish that I could tell my daughters of the benefits of a female led relationship and encourage them to train their boyfriends or husbands to be a good submissive for them. I think that the benefits are great and only wish I had known about this many years ago.

Bed bound

This past weekend, T and I got away for the weekend to a small resort. Of course, my plans were to have lots of kinky sex. Unfortunately the rustic room did not encourage too much, between the tiny shower stall and the proximity of neighbors through thin walls. Too bad, that heavy posted bed frame really stoked my fantasies.

I had come prepared with a new toy, a butt plug with a fox tail. I was hoping that T would put that in me and treat my like a dog, complete with collar and chain leash. Alas, that did not happen. I did present T with a temporary tattoo that said Property of T. She put it on my chest, over my heart.

Last year at this time, we took a vacation to the Florida Keys. We had awesome sex, including T trimming all the hair off my legs and pubes, then shaving me clean. I was hoping that she would be ready for me to be shorn and brought the electric hair trimmers.

She had me get those out and I got naked. She asked if I was sure that I wanted to do this. “Yes, please!”, I said. She trimmed off all the hair on my legs, then did my pubes all the way to my navel. “This will stay a five oclock shadow”, she said, “but get in the shower and shave your legs. I want it perfect!”.

I did my best in the poorly lit, tiny shower stall. Fortunately, she was not inspecting closely.

After that she had me get out some ropes and tied my hands over my head to the bed frame. She then straddled me and placed her wet pussy on my face. I ate her pussy with gusto. She ground on me and smothered me as my nose was deep between her ass cheeks. She teased my cock with her magic wand, then switched around and tried to ride my cock. For some reason, we just could not get it in to her pussy, even with a dollop of lube. Finally she untied me from the bed and had me stand up. She then used the rope to whip my ass. Some of the whipping caught my balls from behind. Then she had me turn around and whipped my cock with the rope. It got very hard now, even when she intentionally hit my balls. Some of those strikes were quite painful, but I kept on offering them up for more.

She then laid down on the bed and said that she wanted my to put my cock in her pussy now. I did so and gave her a nice fucking. I am so lucky that she does enjoy this as I have read of some dommes who do not allow their subs to enter them anymore. It is a hot fantasy to be made a born again virgin for the rest of my life, but I do like getting to have intercourse.

I was getting close to cumming and T pushed me off. She used her magic wand to bring herself to tow orgasms. After she came, I licked her pussy gently.

She drifted off to sleep, but of course I was still ready to go! I have hinted to T in the past that if she was not interested in sex, she could just tie me up or put me in some sort of torture while she watched tv or read. I put a pair of nipple suckers on and put a jewelled butt plug up my ass. Then I used a set of chinese handcuffs ( red ropes looped togther) to tie my hands over my head to the bed post. They were very tight to get my hand through and I knew that I could not get them off myself. I was naked and helpless until she woke to release me. I writhed on the butt plug as our neighbors talked loudly on the porch outside our door. What would they think if they knew a naked man was tied to the bed less than ten feet away?

I think I may have dozed a little, but mainly I was awake. My shoulders ached, but this was something I have craved, to be helplessly bound for more than just a few minutes. Finally T woke up. She was somewhat surprised to see my state, but it was not something totally unexpected. She rolled over and put her knees up in front of me. She knows that I have a strange kink of grinding my balls on her knees. I strained in my bonds and pressed my balls against her. She apparently finds this to be soothing and drifted off to sleep again. I ground my balls against her for over half an hour. The next time she woke and looked at the clock and realized we needed to be getting to dinner. She released my hands and I got up to dress. She asked if I could wear the plug for dinner. I was only to happy to do so. I dressed in black thigh high stockings with red lace tops and a black garter belt. A tight gray shirt showed off my stretched nipples. No panties for the evening. Such a slut.

Pretty toes, shaved legs and bound whipping.

Since T shaved me from nipples to toes last fall, I have kept myself shaved entirely. We knew that I had a doctor appointment coming up in January and there was some mention of letting my hair grow.

T did not tell me to stop shaving and I felt that I was up to being exposed to a medical professional when my legs were hairless. They would not see that my pubic hair was also completely cleaned off.

As expected, there was no indication that anything was amiss during the exam, even when the practitioner pulled the waistband of my jockey briefs down to see a little more below the waist.

T had mentioned the week before that maybe we could paint my toenails after the doctor visit, as that would be a bit much to reveal. We have never done this before. That evening she brought a container of nail polish in the room and told me to take off my socks. She rarely uses nail polish and the only color she has is very modest, a brownish red. She painted my toenails, which to me was embarrassing due to the nasty condition of my toe nails after years of rough outdoor work with heavy boots on.

Nonetheless, I was very happy that she did this to me and it was all her idea! Maybe next time we can get some bright red or sissy pink.

The following weekend, she mentioned that now that my doctor appointment was past, it would be okay to leave marks on me. I said, yes please! She gave me a quick whipping with the riding crop that left red stripes but unfortunately did not last long.

The next morning I told her that I had been dreaming of being bound to the bed and whipped. I was surprised that she told me to pull out the underbed restraints and get out the flogger. I did so and left the handle of the new quirt that I bought recently sticking out from under the mattress where she had to notice it. She did not know that I had bought this. I was looking for something more harsh that would leave marks.

T fastened my wrists and ankles so I was spread eagle on the bed, bottom up, cock and balls pulled down in view and access.

She started with the flogger, warming me up well, then switched to a small flogger, which is quite stingy. The flogger was used from my neck to knees, including my cock and balls.

She then tickled my ass crack with something that I realized was the tassels on the end of the quirt. She really enjoys tickling and teasing me much more than whipping and hurting me. After getting her kicks out of tormenting me, she did give me a good whipping with the quirt. Not quite enough, unfortunately to leave any lasting marks, but satisfying. She then got out her magic wand vibrator and drove me crazy using it on my sensitive cock head and grinding it against my ass hole. She brought me to a writhing edge of orgasm and left me denied. I don't expect to have a chance to cum until maybe next week when we are at a hotel for a few nights.

T then released me and had me give her a fucking for the short time that I was able to do without cuming. My poor sissy cock can't give her a good fucking now since she keeps me under orgasm control. I love it!

She soon replaced me with the vibrator and brought herself to an orgasm.

Happy Birthday

IT's my birthday!
Okay, not a big deal.  I thought perhaps my month or so of orgasm denial might be released for my birthday.  But T surprised me 3 days ago and told me to come while we were fucking.
It was a great orgasm as she covered my mouth with her hand to try and keep me from being too loud as our son was home.  I think I was loud anyway, it was sooo good!

Hoping for a birthday spanking soon, but we are traveling to visit in laws this weekend, so won't have a chance for a while.

T did tell me that it would be up to me whether I kept my legs shaved through to the upcoming Dr. appointment.  Then she said maybe she would "make" me keep them that way and have me go with shaved legs.  That sounds so scary yet exciting.  It's kind of like cross dressing, if someone is making you do it, it's okay, because it wasn't my choice.  I know that medical professionals have probably seen nearly everything and could not care less about a nearly 60 year old man who shaves his legs.
Well, I guess it would not be too bad if I'm not wearing pretty panties at the time, now that would be embarrassing!

Anniversary island vacation

Last week was our long anticipated anniversary trip to an island retreat. Unfortunately I don't have time to give a detailed narration but I do want to at least make an outline of most of the things (sexually) that we did.

One of my top goals was to be shaved and T used her tiny crochet scissors to cut off all my pubic hair and painstakingly snip the hair from my legs. It took forever and I give her great credit and much thanks for doing so. After that, I got in the shower and she shaved me. The visibility was poor so there was a bit of clean up to do the next day, including shaving the tops of my toes, which I have never done before. So girly! I love the look and feel of my smooth legs and going out in public in shorts that way was really not a big deal after all.

The first night in the hotel, T presented me with a gift of a nighty and a pair of black lace panties. The nighty is black and brown print like leopard skin, so animal! It has lace at the top of the chest and all the way around the hem. It is mid thigh length, rides up just to my crotch when I pull my legs up in bed. I love it and wore it every night.

She also gave me two pairs of nylon panties, one is black to be worn as a bathing suit and the other hot pink. I wore the swim suit when we were swimming off the boat in private, unfortunately I did not get a tan line that showed what I had been wearing. I brought the white crochet bathing suit, but never did wear it.

T found a palm frond stem on the ground outside of our cottage. It looked a lot like a riding crop and she put it in the cottage for later use.

T decided that she needed to buy a pair of cheap flip flops to wear to the waterfront and we went to the local K-Mart.  She found a pair that had a black woven style toe strap and a white and black pattern on the top of the foot pad.  She had me try on a pair there in the store and decided that we should have matching flip flops.  At first glance they don't look too feminine, but they certainly are women's, and I delighted in wearing them out in public.

One day in the boat, she used a whole pack of clothes pins on my cock and balls. After she took them off, I playfully put one on her labia through her bathing suit. She didn't tell me to stop, so I put a few more on. She pulled down the suit and let me place the whole pack of them on her labia with one on each nipple and the last right on her clit. Then I took them off one by one and kissed and licked each spot that was revealed.

One afternoon on the boat she was licking my cock. I was getting very hard and worked up. I have not come in a month, so it does not take much to get me to the edge. I also really needed to pee. Suddenly, I felt like something was letting loose and I frantically pulled out of her mouth and grasped my cock hard and said “I really have to pee!”. I was surprised to see that the few drips that escaped were not pee, but cum! I certainly did not cum, so maybe it was a ruined orgasm.

The last night there, I dressed up in garter belt, thigh high black stockings, bra and black women's flat shoes. I did the dishes and packed some of our luggage. T then took me into the spare bedroom and had me take of the bra. I don't remember exactly the sequence of events, but she used velcro straps to secure me to the bunk bed ladder and used the palm stem to whip my ass and thighs. She inserted a jewelled metal plug up my ass, then had me sit in a chair and tied my wrists and ankles to the chair.

She put the clothes pins on my cock and balls, with two on my nipples. Then she placed the palm stem whip in my upturned bound hands and said she was going outside to look for meteor showers.

She left me there tied to the chair, covered in clothes pins and grinding on the plug up my ass, for however long she wished. She came back in five minutes, I really hoped she would leave me there to suffer for even longer. She untied me from the chair, put me up against the ladder and whipped my ass and thighs again. Then she had me turn around and beat the front of my thighs, my inner thighs, my cock and even a few smacks to my balls that had me groaning and writhing.

The next day I had numerous red welts on my thighs; back, front and inner. Not a mark on my leather ass though, darn! She was appalled to see what she had done to me, but I was thrilled to see that she had left her marks on my body and thanked her profusely. In a few days, they were big, dark bruises.

It was a great trip altogether. I got shaved, wore panties all week, got a new nighty, dressed up like her slave wife one night, got my ass whipped, wore a little monokini to swim in and got clothespinned.

A few things I had hoped for that did not happen: I did not wear the white one piece crochet bathing suit and I did not get whipped with her leather belt.

Months ago, I had hoped that we might renew our vows and take new vows of my submission to her and her ownership me, but we did not do that. Maybe someday. Considering what we are doing now compared to a few years ago, who knows what we will be doing a few years in the future.

ps:  While she was whipping me she was telling fantasies about me being tied to the post at the end of the pier, naked, and being whipped in public, including allowing other people to whip me. What a hot fantasy! Then she also told a fantasy about using a fish hook and piercing my nipple with it. Wow! That is a very hot fantasy for me, maybe someday it will happen. I would so love to have her put hooks in my nipples, then pull them up with a fishing line.

Tropical dreams

My wife and I will be going to Florida at the end of this week. We will be staying at a nice cottage on the island with a sailboat there to use whenever we wish.
Last night as I was doing my evening stretches, which included her spreading my legs wide and high, she mentioned going skinny dipping while out sailing.  Then she said it would be fun to have me wearing one of her bathing suits.  I replied that was just what I had been fantasizing about that morning.  I actually salvaged a white crochet one piece bathing suit that she was getting rid of and kept it to wear myself someday.  Maybe this will be the time.  I dream of getting some very feminine tan lines!

I have also been looking forward to the cooler weather and end of shorts season when she has indicated that she may shave my legs again.  This trip has been loosely identified as when that may happen.  But we will be in Florida with temps in the 80s (F), so I will likely be wearing shorts and revealing my shaved, womanly legs. OMG, I am so excited at the thought of being exposed like that!

I have been allowed to keep my cock and balls shaved all the time, but not my pubic mound.  A few days ago while shaving, I shaved the small amount of hair growing from my belly to waist band.  When I told T about this she was disappointed as she wanted to be the one to remove that hair in an area that would be visible if I went without a shirt.  Several years ago, when she shaved my pubes, it was very exciting when she went "above the line".  She checked out my shave job while stretching me and found that I did a lousy job anyway, so she can certainly still shave there.

I will definitely be packing the electric hair clippers so she can make me as clean shorn as possible.

Dress me up

I brought my wife home from the hospital after surgery six weeks ago. She had a hysterectomy including removal of the uterus and cervix. The surgery went well as did the recovery eventually.

We knew that she would be out of work for six weeks and there would be no intercourse for that long either. I did hope that there would be some sexual activity during that time and there has been including some oral for me, a few belt whippings, some anal probing of me, and some cross dressing.

I have not been allowed an orgasm during this time, although she just had her first two days ago.

I noted previously that I had shaved my legs and would be keeping them shaved for the six weeks. I have enjoyed doing so, but yesterday she said it was time to grow the hair back before shorts season.

I feel that if she wanted me to keep them shaved I would have done so, even though someone, at least my doctor, would have to notice. She does not want anyone to know what we do in the bedroom. Well maybe someday that will change and she will wish to out me as a shaved cross dresser.

I mentioned in my last post the great time I had when she dressed me for dinner. After wearing the garter belt and stockings to bed, the next morning the stockings got a hole. I shopped on Amazon for new thigh highs and found some nice ones, also bought a garter belt that has an attached crotchless thong. The package arrived when I wasn't home so I had to confess to T what was in the package, then wait for the right time to try them out.

Two nights ago, T saw an e book that I had open on my tablet and started reading it. It was the very last chapter of “My husband is my maid”. I had hoped that she would read it someday, but not to start at the last chapter and scare her off. I then read the prologue to her. She didn't have much to say about it although she was already okay with me doing some crossdressing and doing most of the household duties.

The next night when I got home from work she told me to change work clothes, do my outdoor chores, then change into what she had put out for me on the bed. I was so excited to see that she had laid out the new garter belt and stockings, a grey sparkly tight fitting sweater of hers and a knee length flowing black skirt.

It was with some anxiety that I presented myself to her for inspection in my feminine attire. She smiled and had me turn to show her. My hard cock was tenting the skirt. Then she sent me to finish preparing dinner. We had a lovely dinner together, her in sweats and me in sweater and skirt.

After dinner she said I could clean up the kitchen, but first she pulled the skirt up and tucked it into the waistband so that it was mini skirt length and she could see my stocking tops and garters.

I cleaned up and then reported to her assignment of a few chores. After doing them I went to her with my tablet in hand. She asked if I wanted to read to her. I said yes, if she would like to hear more.

She said she would listen while looking at a craft catalog. I read her another chapter about becoming a submissive maid to your wife. When I got up from the couch I left a drop of precum which she told me to lick up.

We went up to bed then. She found that I had left the box of moist wipes open earlier. She took a leather belt off the hook and told me to bend over the bed. I did so, pulling the skirt up to my waist.

She whipped my ass, the first six moderate, then much harder for the next few. I don't know if they were that much harder than she has done before or if I was just not warmed up yet, but they hurt!

She said that might teach me to do better. I agreed that I needed lots of training and thanked her for punishing me.

I went to bed then wearing my garter belt and stockings. It was a restless night, but every time I woke I thrilled at my sexy lingerie.

Shaving follow up

Follow up to how long I will be hairless.  My wife will be having surgery in 2 weeks. Hysterectomy, so there will be no vaginal sex for awhile.  I am fine with that as there are so many other things to do.
She will be out of work for about 6 weeks and she told me that she thinks I should keep myself shaved for at least that long.
I am sure she will have little interest in sex during that time, so it will be up to me to keep up the interest and pretend I am being denied.
Two nights ago she got me hard as we were going to bed.  She had me fuck her for a few minutes.  She said we have to do that while we can.  As we fucked we were talking about the last time we had sex as she ass fucked me as I lay on my back with my clean shaven legs spread wide.  She was using the magic wand on here clit and brought herself to orgasm as we said things like I was a slut for her to fuck and how she fucked the cum right out of me.  I don't know how I managed to control myself and not come as I told her I wished to be her slave wife.
After she came and recovered a little she told me that "these things" are really turning her on more now.  I presume that these things are me being her submissive and having my boi pussy  fucked.
"New pathways", she said.
Then she told me to take my hard cock out of here and go to sleep.
sweet dreams

shaved 2

While showering with T this morning I was shaving my legs when she asked me how long I was going to keep up with doing that. “I don't know”, I said.

A few minutes later she asked me for the soap, I thought maybe she was going to wash my back but then she pushed my arm up and I realized she had the razor in her hand. I put my hands behind my neck and presented my arm pits to her.

When she shaved my legs last week I had hinted that it would be okay to completely shave me and in fact she had runt the clippers over the hairs around my nipples.  But she had said maybe she would do that another time.

Once again, she removed hair in a place that has not been hairless for over 40 years. As she finished the first side she looked down to see my penis becoming erect, “It's working” she said with a grin. She had me rinse off the soap and hair, then I hugged her and pulled her under the hot water. “I will keep up with it until you tell me to stop”, I told her.

I have given her control of when I will be allowed to have hair on my body again.

Shave and a peg

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No sex for me, doesn't mean none for her

No sex for me, that doesn't mean none for her, that's what T told me after a quickie in the shower the other day.  We were showering together and I got hard when she lathered me up for my shaving, then spanked my ass.  I am pleased to see that she has been shaving her pussy too.  She said she keeps up with it to prevent itching.  I like to think she is keeping it ready and easily accessible for me to eat her.  Anyway, she had her period over the weekend, just when we had the house to ourselves, so not much sexual activity except in the shower.  She let me put my penis in her and fuck her for a few minutes during which time I took a chance and spanked her ass.  After a half dozen good smacks she said that was enough, besides I hadn't been given permission to do that.
Then she had me kneel down in the tub and eat her pussy.  Knowing she had her period I didn't eat too low down.
After we got out of the shower she told me that she had considered making me eat her while out of the shower and her menses was flowing but she took pity on me and didn't.  I told her that when it comes to having me do things like that, don't take pity on me, make me do it!
I am thrilled that she would consider making me do this just because she can and knows that the humiliation would be exciting to me.

A few weeks ago she was away for an overnight and I slept in a pair of her old pantyhose.  I was completely surprised when, a few days later, she told me to put on the pantyhose.  She had no idea that I had worn them a few days before.  After I got them on and she got me as hard as I could be while encased in them, she got a small utility knife and told me to stand still as she cut hole for my cock to pop out through.  I trust her implicitly, but I was a little anxious as she cut right next to my penis.

Another day recently she was verbalizing some fantasies while we were having some casual sex about dressing me in tight female underclothes to conceal my male parts "like a eunuch".  She mentioned making me wear her tight panty girdle.  A couple days later, she presented that to me and told me to put it on.  I squeezed into it and then she had me put on a tight fitting sports bra.  Then she gave me a list of chores to do.

I enjoyed that so much that the next time she was away for a day and I was doing chores for her I wanted to dress as her maid. I lubed up a small butt plug and put it up my ass.  I needed something to hold it in so I put on an old pair of panty hose with the panty girdle over that. Then I put one of T's old bras over my nipple suckers.  I thought that a maid uniform would be nice and did the best I could by wearing her short black skirt and a sleeveless red and white checked blouse.  Then I cleaned and vacuumed.  Later I took off the skirt and blouse and wore sweat pants and shirt over the bra, panties and stockings while I went to the trash transfer station and the hardware store.  Butt plug and nipple suckers still in place.

No orgasm for me for 4 weeks now, none until I catch 10 mice, I am at 6 now.  Four weeks is nothing now, I've gone twice that long in the past.  I'm just always aroused!

I kneed denial

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Locked for love

I”ve been reading about male chastity along with tease and denial for awhile. The blogs I have read have generally presented this activity as being an overall positive experience for the couples involved, although one well known writer on the topic warns to “be careful what you wish for”.

Many people, including my wife, don't understand how a male who generally strives to achieve orgasm as often as possible would wish to be denied this pleasure. I am sure that some of the attraction to this activity is gained with age. We learn that it is more enjoyable to prolong the pleasure over time rather than rushing to the finish.

We have had a few scenes recently that included some orgasm denial play and I have really enjoyed it. One night I told her that I would find it very sexy to have her enjoying her orgasm while I was receiving no pleasure, or even suffering some pain in contrast to her pleasure. She obliged me by tying my hands together, placing several clothes pins on my scrotum and then enjoying her magic wand vibrator while I was lying next to her naked and in pain. After she was done she teased me about whether or not I should come then. I kind of wanted her to say that I couldn't and would have to go without till at least the next day but she thought I had suffered enough. I say too much is not enough!

On our anniversary trip to an out of town hotel I was determined that she would come before me and do so at least 3 times before I would. In the past she would many times not orgasm at all during a sexual scene and 3 times might take awhile this time. I started by saying that I really would like to relive our island vacation where she tied me up to the bathroom door and shaved my pubes. She thrilled me by doing just that. She gave a very clean shave while I watched in the mirror. When she was done I said that she should go masturbate while I “hung out” in the bathroom. She left me strung up there to listen while she had a noisy orgasm on the bed with the Hitachi wand. After she let me down I ate her out to another orgasm before we went out to dinner. Unfortunately she wasn't feeling well after dinner so I was chaste till the next day when we took care of her orgasm and didn't have time for mine until after breakfast. But then I had a few more during the next few days and she had none!

Locked at Last!

She joined me for an overnight at a hotel this week where I was attending a conference. Yeah, time for some hot hotel monkey sex! I brought along a bag of “toys”, just in case. The first night I did some kinky solo play, but refrained from orgasm so I could save it for her.

When we finally got to the room the next night she was feeling tired, I was feeling very horny, but resolved to not press on the kinky sex if she was not interested. She mentioned whether I had any new toys and joked about the first time she said “show me something new” during our dating days and I pulled a rope out of my bag. I did have some new toys including a leather cock and ball strap complete with a small lock. It was the one thing I had really wanted to present to her, hopefully earlier in the day so she could have put it on me before we went to dinner. I went and got the strap from my bag and brought it to her, showing her the lock after she had seen the rest. I said this is for locking up “your” cock and balls. When the lock is on they will belong to you. She did seem to find this rather appealing and had me place the strap on so that nothing would get pinched in the process. She put the lock on and we kissed lovingly. Then she said she knew what she wanted and spread her legs. I said that I love your pussy and want to kiss it all the time. I ate her like a man possessed, just could not get enough of having my face in her wet snatch and giving as much pleasure as possible.

While I was pleasuring her she talked about what she could do while I was locked up including making me wear it while we went to breakfast in the morning. After she came she said she was ready to sleep and that I would have to wait till morning. She did tell me to take off the strap for the night since it was pretty tight, but I was to replace it as soon as I woke in the morning.

I was very aroused, but it was late and I did get to sleep soon. When I woke up in the morning I retrieved the strap from under my pillow and locked it on. T woke up and found me already locked and ready. Unfortunately I had to go to a meeting in the morning so we didn't have time for prolonged play.

She got me good and hard and headed for the shower. I asked if I could take the strap off before showering since the water wouldn't do the little lock any good. I was planning on putting it back on for breakfast, but that great big shower stall was too much fun and we ended up fucking in there and she let me come then. It was very hot, but I was really hoping that she would be keep me aroused all day in hopes of a release that evening.