Don't know when she'll let me cum

It's been a very busy summer, we haven't both been home on a weekend for a month now.  The last great lovemaking weekend was when I got whipped twice and was allowed to come.  That was a super hot weekend, but be assured, life is rarely like that.

Last week I was home from work for a few hours to help my dear wife with a home project.  We took a shower afterward, then finding ourselves naked in the bedroom without a child in the house, took advantage of the opportunity for her to pull my head between her legs and eat her yummy pussy.  My cock was hard and dripping as I ate her while she wrapped her leg around the back of my head and ground my face into her wetness.  She was ready for an orgasm and grabbed the magic wand vibrator.  She loves that thing, but it is so big that it is difficult for me to lick her when she uses it.  Such is the life of a subby hubby, pushed aside by something bigger and better.  I continued to eat her as best I could, gradually moving down to her ass crack.  She was making approving sounding moans so I began licking her asshole.  I was eating her ass with vigor as she came, she came with a gush and I drank her nectar as quickly as I could swallow as it ran down her ass crack and into my mouth.

I licked her pussy clean as she recovered from her orgasm.  I was still hard and she told me to put my cock inside her and give her some fucking.  I did give her a good fucking that day and was impressed with my ability to keep from getting too close to the edge of coming.  I gave her some hard, pounding fucking, which she really enjoyed, but that drove me close to the edge and I had to stop.  She said "that's right, you aren't allowed to come until I say so."  It was great to hear her acknowledge that she controls my sex.  Then she said that I had done something to annoy her, but she couldn't remember what it was, however she didn't know when she would let me come because of it.
I was thrilled to hear that she was "punishing me" by controlling me.  Even though I love to come, I prefer to be kept in a state of arousal and long term denial, so not allowing me to come isn't really a punishment.
I was just happy to hear that she meant to control me and of course send me back to work with my softening erection, still horny and denied, with my face smelling like her cunt.

Whip it, Whip it good!

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Little pleasures

Last week we had a few minutes quiet time at home.  TW mentioned that she would really like some chocolate.  She has been dieting and exercising a lot, but I was happy to offer her some chocolate, always trying to please. She said she wanted something soft and gooey, like Nutella.  I got the jar out of the cabinet and knelt before her and asked where she wanted it.  She told me to stand up and take my pants down.
She took the spoon I provided and smeared some on the head of my rapidly rising cock.  I thought she would just put some on the head and lick it off, but as it got harder she kept on smearing more on and coating the whole thing right down to the base.  Then the delightful licking off!  It was sooo good for me.
She is a naturally talented cock sucker and loves to deep throat me.  I wanted to come in her mouth so bad, but she said, no, not time for you to come yet.
She grabbed hold of my pants and I thought she was going to pull them up, but she removed my belt.  Oh yes!  This is what I crave most of all, to be aroused, denied orgasm and then for her to inflict some wonderful pain.  She told me to bend over the counter, then whipped my ass with the belt.  After a good warmup she told me to stand up and used the belt on my cock and a few on my balls.  I was holding my shirt up and she whipped my belly and gave my nipples some wonderfully painful strokes.
Then she told me to get dressed and get on with my day.

This morning she had me put her belt on her. Nice tease. A little later she had me put on her socks. I knew she was in a hurry to leave this morning  so I didn't kiss her feet.  She said "no seduction" and I told her that my service to her was seduction for me.  I started getting hard just doing that, then she stood up as I knelt before her and told me to kiss her belt.  She said maybe she would use it on me later.  May not happen, but I am happy for whatever attention I get.

Not a record, but oh what an O!

Eight weeks since my last orgasm and I am really very horny. We have had some great sex in the past two months and TW has had quite a few orgasms. I think back to the line I first heard regarding male orgasm control and denial, “Be careful what you wish for.” When you get to 3 or 4 weeks you think no way could I go two months. I am really feeling ready for or an orgasm now, but still enjoying this and not regretting at all getting started with orgasm denial, even as I approach my record time of 8 weeks and 6 days.

Had some great sex yesterday while we had the house to ourselves, gave TW some great oral, fucked her then she used the magic wand to bring herself to orgasm while I used a glass dildo to fuck her.

This morning we were lucky enough to have the house to ourselves again and I was really looking forward to some hot sex. TW had me wear an old ripped T shirt and a torn pair of her panties to sleep in last night. I had to take LP to sports practice this morning and TW told me to wear the ripped undies under my clothes and hurry back to her. She was running on the treadmill when I got back so I had some breakfast after she told me that I should get out some toys on the bed for her when I was ready to clean the kitchen floor.

I put out two floggers and a riding crop on the bed. I put on the leather ball stretcher harness, strapped on as tight as possible, a leather belt around my waist and a set of tweezer style nipple clamps attached to my nipples through holes I ripped in the old t shirt. She was finishing in the shower by then so I went to present myself for inspection. She inspected me, then pulled my erect cock over the tub and soaped it up. “I don't know where this thing has been.” she said. She sucked my cock, then my shiny tight balls. I knelt on the floor and dried her feet, kissing and worshiping them. She stood and grabbed my hair, “follow me” she said. I crawled on my hands and knees behind her, my face right up against her ass. She stopped when she was one step up the stairs and bent over, pulling my face into her ass crack. I kissed her ass, then nuzzled in deep and kissed and licked her asshole. She went up another step and I kissed her wet pussy. She stood up and said the heck with cleaning the floor, get in the bedroom.

She came in the room and told me to get down on my hands and knees and show her how I would be scrubbing the floor. I got down on my knees and stretched my hands out in front of me, thrusting my ass out. She ripped the back of the t shirt to shreds and ripped the back of the panties into ribbons. I soon felt the flogger gently brushing over my ass. Gentle for a moment, then the welcome flogging began. She must have been feeling hot because she starting flogging me nice and hard. I was totally enjoying this “funishment”. After a few minutes she told me to roll over and I laid on my back so that she could flog my front. She flogged my nipples and one of the clamps slowly and painfully pulled off.

She sucked the nipple as the blood flowed again and left me writhing in delicious agony. She told me to take off the ball harness as my nuts were turning purple.

Then she flogged my cock and balls and inner thighs. I spread my legs and pulled my knees up so that she could have unhindered access. The flogging of my cock stopped and she put the handle of the flogger in my mouth for me to hold took my abused cock into her warm wet mouth. I thought sure I would come then. She wasn't letting that happen and let my throbbing cock out and took the other nipple clamp off, oh damn that hurt! She sucked the blood back into that nipple. Then she stood over me and flogged my cock and balls. She asked if I wanted to come today. I was so conflicted because I knew that if I held out another week I would break my record but I really really wanted to come. I moaned that I didn't want to, but I just wanted to do what ever she wanted. Next I felt her foot on my balls, grinding into them while she flogged by cock. That was sooo hot. She got me hard, then she sat on my face with her sopping wet pussy. She ground on to my face as I licked and sucked for all I was worth. Then she pulled off my face and dragged her pussy all the way down my chest and belly, leaving a wet trail and slid my cock into her. It felt soo good, I thought I would come immediately. She knew I was on the edge and she fucked me hard and deep. Then she started flogging my nipples and I totally lost it. I was nearly incoherent as it was and I had the most intense, roaring, screaming orgasm that I have ever had. Many times over the years I have said “that was the most incredible orgasm ever” and I have to say this was once again, the best I have ever had. I groaned and moaned for several minutes and she didn't let me off easy, continuing to hump me and clench her pussy on my spasming cock. I was completely wasted and just wanted to curl up in a ball and pass out. Eventually her knees gave out and she rolled off me onto the floor next to me.

She said she thought about letting me come in her mouth but decided she wanted to have me come in her whether I wanted to or not, so she fucked me. I totally felt fucked at that point.

I didn't break my orgasm denial record this time, but I didn't mind at all. This was some hot fuck!!!

Valentines forked

We made a wonderful seafood dinner for valentines day.  Just the two of us and a long,  dinner that we made together.  Toward the end of the meal TW brought up the topic of the previous weekend when she and our daughter came home while I was making dinner while dressed in slave attire, including being nude with a carrot up my ass and plastic wrap wound around my lower torso to hold the carrot in place.  Fortunately, TW came in the door first and I dashed upstairs without being seen by the little princess.  Whew!  That was too close and TW was very upset with me.

She had been giving me the cold shoulder all week and it was time to get it out in the open.  I knew that I should have gotten dressed sooner and all I could do now was apologize and promise to not let it happen again.  She told me that there will be no more activity of that nature that is not behind locked doors.

We also discussed honesty and my feelings that I felt that I could't talk about things that I knew she didn't agree with.  This came about when she expressed concern that I was still blogging and her concerns about that somehow becoming public knowledge.

I told her that everything was very anonymous.  I told her that I blogged initially just as a way to journal my sex life without storing it on my personal computer.  Although a few people have commented, it's not like I have a social life on line.

For some reason TW has a jealous streak and she worries that I will strike up an on line relationship.  I told her that it is difficult not to be able to talk to anyone about what is a very important part of my life now.

She encouraged me to talk with her more, which would be the best for our relationship.

We took our desert to bed with us, cherry cheesecake, with lots of cherries.  We ate our cake, both saving some cherries for later.  After some foreplay to warm up, T used her fork to spread some of that sweet, sticky cherry on my cock and licked it off.  She used the fork to hold my cock as she sucked and licked.  I was getting very excited to see and feel her poking the tines of the fork into the side of my cock. Then she smeared some cherry on my nipples and licked it off.  She dragged the fork over my nipples then. I made happy sounds to encourage more of that and she poked at my nipples and raked the tines across my chest.

She gave me the fork and I scooped some sticky cherry filling and capped it on her breast and licked it off.  Then I took another scoop and smeared on the other breast, then sucked it off her hardening nipple.  Years ago I had read a Penthouse magazine letter where someone had used a fork on a woman's nipples and I always thought it was one of the hottest things ever. I was so excited to use the fork on her nipples now. I raked the fork down the upper slope of her soft white breast, leaving pink stripes. The tines stopped at the top of the nipple and dug in, causing the nipple to tilt upward as if it were asking to be forked. The fork climbed up the hard nipple, catching on the nubbly bumps, causing her to gasp in response. I pulled up on the top of her breast as the fork raked down the delicate underside.  This was repeated several times, then I switched to the other breast and tortured that one with the fork, finishing each with jabbing the fork time straight into the nipple. She said that she wouldn't have done it so hard on me if she knew what it felt like.  I assured her that my nipples could happily withstand much  more abuse.  Hers had enough though and  she wanted me on top and fucking her. We rolled over and I slid my hard cock into her very wet cunt.  She had both forks now and raked them down my chest and over both nipples.  I was really ready to come and asked if I could. TW said I could and she stabbed both forks hard straight into my nipples.  I yelled out "Pierce my nipples!" and came with a roar.

Wow!  Happy Valentine's day!

Taking charge

Timing my arrival for just after TW had gotten out of the shower, I walked into the bathroom with my hard cock sticking out of the leg of her pretty camisole pj set I had been sleeping in.  She took notice of my state and said "Go get a box of tissues out of the closet."  Woah, that was not just a request, that was a command.
I brought back the tissues as she was finishing drying off.  She commented that she had told me what to do, "That's the way you wanted it, right?".  She held her hand up to me, I was clueless for a moment, then realized she wanted me to put her robe on her.  I helped her get it on, then she sat and offered me a foot to dry as I knelt before her.  I finished one foot, placed her slipper on, and switched feet.
"What, no kissing?", she asked.  I guess I was not awake yet.  I tried to explain that I wasn't thinking about kissing her lovely feet because I was thinking about whether she would want lotion this morning.
She stood up and pulled her robe open, inviting me to give her pussy a good morning kiss.  I joyfully did so, then she pushed me away and told me I was not to wear her jammies again since they needed to be washed before I got them all yucky from wearing them too many times. Yes, please control me.

Pretty little sub used for wife's pleasure

I slept in her pretty little pajama set again last night.  I don't know how long I should wear these, but I guess I will continue to until TW tells me to wear something different. She has teased me about looking pretty in them.  I'm sure she is just saying that to give me a little charge, and it works.
This morning she rolled over and presented her knees so I dutifully planted my balls on them and pressed hard.  I'm sure that nobody could understand why I would want to painfully crush my nuts on my wife's knees like this.  TW probably doesn't know why I do it, but I grind them as I moan in pain and pleasure.
She usually just let's me do this with no response from her, today however she apparently decided that since I was dressed as the wife I should get some attention from the husband.  Her hand found it's way to my side of the bed and stroked my nipple through the silky camisole I was wearing.  After a very brief warmup (about all a man would typically provide) she pushed my shoulder, rolling me on my back, and straddled me.  I helped my cock find it's way and she took it into her pussy.  She was warm and wet.  She began fucking me as she told me that this is how the wife gets taken.  No foreplay, just fucked when her husband wants it, used for his pleasure.  I tried to react like a willing wife, spreading my legs so she could fuck me deep, then pulling my knees up as I imagined myself being spread open wide and taken.  Of course after not having cum for over seven weeks I was ready to do so quickly and she had to pause for me to calm down.  She brought me to the edge several times, then rolled off me, leaving me hard and frustrated.  "That's what the wife feels like when her husband get's his satisfaction and leaves her wanting more", she said.  Of course, with my requested orgasm denial I am used to that feeling, but it was interesting to have it presented in this context while wearing her cute pajamas.
After her shower, I dried and kissed her feet.  I hugged her waist as I knelt before her.  I thanked her for fucking me like a pretty wife.  She said something to the effect of that is way it is now.  I don't know if she was "throwing me a bone", or if she really means that.  She has been doing lots of teasing and giving me attention that she knows I like and I really appreciate that.  She does seem to be enjoying some of it too, and I find that exciting and a little scary.  I'm sure that my long term denial and ramped up dopamine level makes me a little irrational at times, but I really like the way things are going in our relationship and hope that it is a true and lasting path that we continue to follow.

Sleep well dressed

Last night TW hinted that if we went to bed early she might develop interest in "doing something".  I couldn't shut off the lights and get up the stairs fast enough.  I stripped and got ready for bed before she came in the room.  I didn't want to be too forward so I got out a pair of silky boxers and a t shirt to sleep in rather than starting out nude.  TW eventually came to bed wearing just panties.  Looking good!  She was chilly though and asked me to get her flannel nightgown out of her dresser.  I got it for her and helped her put it on.  Then she told me to open the other drawer on her dresser and get out one of her summer pjs for me to wear.  Silky, loose shorts and a camisole style top.  I put them on and modelled them and my stiffening cock for her, then got in bed.  I cuddled up with her to help her get warm and stroked her back.  She said that she was Aunt Jemima and I was Fifi.  Sounded good to me!  She was feeling comfy and drowsy now and apologized for giving me false hopes.  I told her that it was perfectly okay, when we have sex is up to her and I thanked her for tossing me a bone.

lunch at home and then some

Just finished lunch at home. I live close to work, so often go home for lunch, but usually alone and today TW was home.  I have blogged in the past about some wonderful "lunches" when we have the house to ourselves and have some great sex then.  I was hopeful, but not expecting anything today.
After lunch, we talked about taxes, what a lust killer that is.

  We had seen a movie last night wherein the knight told his lady that he vowed to protect, honor and obey her.  As I stood before my wife today she grabbed my waist and pressed me down to my knees before her.  "What did that knight vow to his lady?", she asked.  I told her all that I would do for her, stressing the obey part as I knelt before her.  She told me to stand and she felt the growing erection tenting my pants.  "So kneeling before me still makes you hard?", she asked. "Show me how hard it is." she said.  I unzipped and pulled down my pants as my semi erect cock popped out.  She pulled it to her mouth and lightly kissed it.  "I bet you would like me to take this into my mouth" she said. I moaned a yes. "What would you offer to do for me if I did?" she asked.  I tried to think of something to do that I was not already doing; dishes, laundry, cooking.   She said that I could build a fire for her in the woodstove, while I had no pants on, as she took my cock into her warm mouth.  She got the fire going in me and left me with a hard wet cock and told me to go get the fire going.  I went outside with my cock flopping in the cool breeze and brought in wood.  I got the fire going and warmed my cock and balls in front of it.  I reported back to her, "My Lady, I have started the fire, as you commanded."

She leaned against the kitchen counter and told me to pull her pants down and start her fire.  I pulled them down and knelt before her once again, this time to kiss her pussy as well as I could with her standing with her legs together.  She wasn't going to let me get her too far along.  She grabbed my ears and pulled me away from her pussy.  I looked up at her with love told her that I was happy to obey, but I had been thinking about one thing that I needed from her.  I told her that for me to obey I need her to command me.  She commanded me to stand and pull her pants up.  My cock had swelled again and she told me to put my pants on and get back to work.  As I kissed her goodbye she asked if, by commanding me, that meant she didn't need to say please.  I told her that she can certainly say please, but without a "would you".  Be nice about it, but tell me what to do.  Be the boss, not necessarily bossy.  Don't have to be a bitch, but control me, please.
I love her so.

Small steps

As we were getting in bed last night TW said that she has been thinking about my requests that she control me and that she has an idea for a method that would give us both what we want.  She said that rather than me doing housekeeping chores, she would prefer that I do home improvement projects.  She would reward me with sexual activity.  She said that we could work together on some of these, giving us more time together and possibly providing opportunities for dominant activities while we are working together.
Okay, this is not exactly what I had in mind for serving her.  Being a submissive house maid in panties is more exciting than a typical husband doing home repairs in jeans.  She prefers that I behave more manly though, and although she sometimes indulges me by making me sleep in panties, she isn't really interested in feminizing me.  At least not now, maybe we will get there eventually.

In my last post I mentioned a short article called Training Your Man.  It clearly points out that what the man desires and what the woman wants is generally very different and that, as with all good relationships, compromise is what makes it work.

Last weekend I worked all weekend on making a folding shelf for her laptop computer and wiring a new outlet so that she can watch videos while jogging on the treadmill.  There were times that the project was very challenging, but knowing that I was doing it for her made my attitude better.

My attitude adjustment this morning started when TW returned to the bedroom from the shower and planted her warm, moist pussy on my face as I was pinned under the covers by her knees.  I was quickly erect, as she felt when she reached back to check.  She got off my face and pulled the blankets down, then sat down on my erect cock.  It felt so good and she reminded my to keep quiet as our son had come home for a quick visit and was in the next room.  She quickly talked me to the edge of orgasm, but told me I couldn't come as she did not want to have my scent in her all day.  She kept me right on the edge as she described the warm, wet white come dripping out of her.  I told her I could just imagine the taste of it.  She said that I would only imagine it as she hopped off me, leaving my erect cock bobbing desperately in the cool air.  No orgasm today, just like the past five weeks and who knows how many more.

Female Led Relationship?

Last week I had been reading a blog post about maintaining a female led relationship for the longer term, like beyond the initial excitement.  There was also some discussion about whether the wife is really on board with this type of relationship and enjoys it or just does it to make her husband happy.
I had just read this when TW came home early, surprising me.  I was a little flustered since I had come home for lunch, and as is my secret tradition, had trussed up my cock and balls while eating lunch.  TW was surprised to find me home too and apparently she had been thinking about sex too as she grabbed my crotch to see if I was interested.  She knew something was hard, but it was not what she expected.  She has told me in the past that if I put on any cock and ball toys that she wants me to tell her so she can at least appreciate that I am in that state.  So I decided that I should confess and opened my pants to show her the two neoprene rubber straps that were constricting my cock and balls.  My balls were looking fairly purple and she was more concerned about the color than the fact that I was doing this alone.  I ripped them off and she said that if I hurt them and had to go to the doctor it better be one in another town where nobody knows her or me.
The topic from the blog was just eating at me so I had to mention it to her.  I wasn't too clear about what I meant (not sure now what it was either), but she did get the gist of my question as to whether she was getting into the femdom or just doing it for me.  I was disappointed to have confirmed what I thought, my wonderful wife was doing this for me.  Oh well, at least she is making an effort to make me happy in my kinks.
That night as I was going to get a pair of boxers to wear to bed she tossed a pair of lacy panties on the bed and told me to wear them. I was amazed and delighted as I put them on. I gave her a nice backrub then and bought flowers for her the next day.  She asked if the flowers were due to the panties and I said yes and thank you.
I recently found an article on the website Talkfemdom.com, called Training Your Man. I thought it was really excellent and I related to it completely. I hand wrote the first paragraph *(see it below) and left it on TW's bedside table. She went to bed before I did since she had to get up early the next day. She asked me to bring up her jeans when the dryer finished and I forgot. I woke up in the morning after her shower and she asked if I had brought up her jeans. I said no and jumped out of bed and went to get them. She said I didn't have to, unless I really wanted to, which she guessed I did. She told me that she found my note, read it twice and still wasn't quite sure what it was about. She said something like “I guess you will get me into this yet”. I hope so. Later, I found a list of things for me to while she was gone. I mentioned to her yesterday that I needed guidance and being told what to do. She is good at that anyway!

Saturday morning after her shower she sat at the foot of the bed and spread her legs for me to give her a quick pussy worship.  I ate her till I was hard, then she told me to give her a quickie fuck.  Just a quickie, though, she didn't have time for an orgasm and I didn't have permission.  Seems that lately we have sex on weekend mornings, I am kept denied to maintain my submissive, servant state for later in the day, then we never due have any sex later.  So my period of orgasm denial continues, five weeks now.

Last night as we were getting ready for bed, TW had just taken off her shoes and socks.  She wears socks to bed and she directed me to put them on for her.  I was wearing a brass ring around the base of my cock and balls and a pair of silky panties.  I gave her a nice foot rub and put her socks on. It was late and we went to bed.  This morning I had just gotten out of the shower and she directed my to put on her running shoes so she could hit the tread mill.  I knelt before her naked and put her shoes on as my erection swelled.
Seems like she is making an effort to have me do things for her.

*Train your man
In order to train your man you will need to establish an agreement of the things you want him to learn, the rules you want him to practice and eventually stick to. Unless your only ambition is part-time bedroom play, if you have no ‘female led relationship’ agreement or relationship strategy you are not ready for training or creating profound changes in your relationship. Fact is, the more you demand, the more you will eventually receive. Your regular and playful, but firm acknowledgement of him as the submissive party in your relationship will very quickly encourage your man to become far more service-oriented than you could ever have imagined.

She makes it hot

Haven't posted in ages, but that doesn't mean that we haven't been having some great sex at times.  Just not time or inclination write about it.
Last two memorable experiences were:
At home on  a lazy Sunday morning.  T had me eat her while she was sitting at the edge of the bed. Then she had me stand in front of the mirror, whipped me all over with her belt.  Blindfolded me and placed 11 clothespins on my cock and balls.  Had me get down on my knees, then bend down in slave position with my hands extended out on the floor in front of me.  She then sat on my upraised ass and used the Hitachi magic wand to bring herself to orgasm, her pee running down my ass crack as she came.
AFter that she used the vibrator on my balls, then ground it into my wide spread ass hole. No coming for me though.

Two weeks later at a hotel where I was looking forward to hot hotel sex. She didn't feel good and it didn't happen till the last morning.  I put the ball stretcher on my nuts, she used the vibrator to bring herself to orgasm, then used it on me.  That thing is just relentless and I knew I couldn't stop from coming.  I asked if she wanted me to come and she asked how did I want it?  In her hand? I said yes, in your hand and make me eat it.  It was a mind blowing orgasm and I licked my cum from her hand as she smeared it over my face.

Bouncing balls

This past weekend we were home so I hoped to be of service to TW and she thought that would be good too. We had some nice sex in the morning, she came, I was not given permission. After we showered, she handed me a rather small pair of her panties to wear for the day. Yummy!

There were some teases here and there during the day. In the evening TW was on the couch watching a show and I sat down with her. She mentioned that if she told me to I would be willing to take off my pants right there and show her the panties, right? I said I certainly would. Then she said if I was tied up there I couldn't do anything about that other than enjoy it. I told the that I fantasized about just that, having her bind my cock and balls and then just keep me by her while she enjoyed her show. Perhaps having me massage her feet while I sat on the floor before her. She told me to go get some string. I couldn't find any string right away, but returned with a 6 foot length of ¼ inch rope.

She led me into the bathroom off the living room and closed the door since our daughter was home. Then she had me drop my pants and show her the panties. She pulled them down and proceeded to bind my balls and cock. My balls were separated, hard and shiny and my cock was rock hard. She pulled the panties up over my cock with my balls sticking out each side and told me to try and get my pants up over that. Then we returned to the couch and watched the rest of the show.

After it was over we went to bed. She had me eat her pussy as she used the magic wand to bring herself to orgasm. Then she wanted my cock inside her and I gave her a nice fucking. AT one point she had her hand down there in a way that as I thrust in her my bound balls were pounding against her hand. This felt so good, and it was a mind trip as when I thrust deep into her my balls would get hurt.

I told her that this really touched on the core of my current sexual yearnings which have been focusing on my balls and torturing them.

She pulled her hand away and I fucked her hard and she told me that she wanted me to come. I was so ready to come, but I gasped out a request, “hit my balls!”. She started smacking them hard. I don't know if she was hitting or punching them, but this was something I have been fantasizing about and craving for some time. I came pretty fast then, and once I had done so the pain quickly became too much and fortunately she stopped hitting them.

We untied my cock and balls and before we dropped off to sleep she put on the panties that I had worn all day. I slept naked like a good sub.

Brief review of a couple other recent FD actions:

Sunday afternoon and we went to the bedroom for some afternoon delight. The room was chilly so I turned on a small space heater. We both got naked and I bent over to warm my hands in front of the heater. This did leave my bare ass sticking up in the air and I was thrilled that TW took advantage of this to start whipping it with her belt. She gave me a great all over body whipping and then she laid down on the bed and told me to eat her pussy. I ate her and she used the magic wand on her clit until she came, her pee squirting into my mouth as I drank it down.

She told me to lye down on the bed next to her and as I came around the end of the bed she tossed my pillow to the foot of the bed. I laid down with my head to the foot of the bed and massaged her foot. The other foot found it's way to my neck and pinned me down. I licked and kissed her toes until she had me eat her pussy to another squirting orgasm.

Controlled and Cathetered Anniversary date

Not much to write about lately, some decent sex, nothing noteworthy.

Then our anniversary came about. 27 years and the little princess was going to a friend's for an overnight. Yippee!

It had been a long week and we were both tired. Didn't feel that we could make dinner out worthwhile, so I got take out Chinese and a bouquet of flowers along with a very nice card and we had a nice quiet candlelit dinner, just the two of us.

After dinner, T asked why I didn't get the chop sticks out. I think she meant for more that just eating with. I built a fire in the wood stove (first time this season) so we could be warm enough to be naked for a while. T asked what I had in mind for our anniversary and I told her truthfully that I wanted to serve her and hopefully have some kinky sex. She told me to collect the chicken eggs and I put on my ball stretcher along with nipple suckers. I went out naked and came back with the egg basket hanging from my balls. That got her attention!

She brought some cushions, blankets and pillows to the living room and made a bed on the floor.

Then she told me to get some toys including the over the door cuffs. The cuffs were in one of my two toy boxes so I brought both along with a bag containing 2 floggers, a crop and some ball vices.

I got an extension cord and plugged in her Hitachi magic wand.

First things first, she laid back and told me to eat her pussy. I love doing this and hadn't given her a good eating in a while. Then she used the vibrator on her clit and had her first orgasm. When she really lets go, she has become comfortable enough with my submission to release her bladder along with everything else and I drank her urine as it flooded my face. I hoped I would orgasm tonight, but it had only been a week, so I wasn't desperate at all, not yet.

After T recovered, she had me get out the cuffs and put them on my wrists. I'd been wearing the nipple suckers for well over an hour by then and she asked if I wanted them pulled off or flogged off. Of course I chose the flogging. She then had me stand with my back to the door and my hands up and put the over the door part of the cuffs behind the door and shut it. I was not going any where.

She then used the small black flogger on the front of my body, trying to knock the nipple suckers off.

I thought they would pop off right away, but they held up to some healthy flogging to my chest. She also flogged my belly and my cock. I arched my back and encouraged her to flog my balls from below.

That also made my ass accessible and she managed to flog that too. I was practically standing on my toes trying to offer as much as my body as possible for her to flog. It was great and I was super aroused.

Then T said that since I wanted her to control my cock she planned something to do to me that would control me intensely. She said that would control whether I could fuck her. That made me a little curious as I didn't think she knew anything about male chastity devices. She left me hanging from the door and told me to close my eyes. I could hear noises like packages being opened. I guessed that she might be planning to use a catheter on me since she had talked about that recently and she even had one at the time. I was really surprised that she brought up the idea. She is a nurse and had used them on patients, but that usually means it's off limits for sexual activity. She had talked while we were having sex and she was teasing me to the edge of coming about putting a catheter up my cock and controlling my ability to pee. Maybe even making me beg to be allowed to pee. This was a really hot fantasy to me.

Now she was kneeling down in front of me and spreading open my dick head. For some reason I kept my eyes shut as she started to insert the catheter. It did hurt some as she pushed it in. Then it apparently came back out to my relief. I suggested she use lube and she said that she had, but would use more, then she pushed it in again. Less pain this time, then as it went deep it felt amazing as it went deep into my body. She was inside of me, not with her body, but all the same, I had been penetrated deeply, through my sex. I'm sure that I was shaking all over, it was so intense.

While my eyes were closed she used a syringe to inflate the balloon at the end that would prevent the catheter from coming out. It would stay in until she removed it from me. I was under her control.

She showed me the clamp that would prevent me from peeing, but did not put it on. Instead she attached a plastic bag to my leg and fitted the catheter to that so that any urine would go in the bag. I would not be using the bathroom.

I was in such a state that I was thanking her for doing this to me. Then she picked up the flogger and started whipping me all over my body. I arched my back and stood on my toes so she could flog me from my back to my ass, my chest to my thighs. She flogged my belly and my cock and balls. It was incredible to see the tube of the catheter sticking out the end of my erect cock.

Then she opened the door and released my. She lay down on her back and pulled my face into her pussy. I licked, sucked and ate that hot wet pussy. I was delirious as I pleasured my Queen. In between licks I was telling her how much I loved this, how happy I was that she would do this for me. I told her that I may be drunk on my sexual high, but I thought that we should do our marriage vows again. This time I would vow to love, honor, obey, worship, serve her. I really meant that I wanted to have our relationship be truly female led, not just an occasional game. I worked a finger into her pussy and finger fucked her, first one, then two and four fingers shoved deep into her. I was in her and she was in me with the control of her catheter, up my cock and into my bladder.

She got the vibrator and brought herself to an orgasm that sprayed over my shoulder and landed in the middle of my back. We cleaned up, then collapsed in sleep.

I woke up a few hours later and felt like I needed to pee. There was none in the bag, but it didn't seem to be coming out. I tried getting up on me knees, hoping gravity would help. I pushed and it felt like there was a shuddering going on and some urine did show up in the bag. It hurt some to pee, but I felt better afterward and went back to sleep, marveling at the tube sticking out of my penis.

A few hours later I woke, feeling like I really needed to pee. I was standing and trying to get some out when T woke up and asked if I was okay. I told her that I had passed a little urine, but it didn't seem to be coming out. The clamp was not on so it should have just run into the bag, without my having any control. She was fiddling with the catheter and suddenly it hurt a lot! Next thing I know, she had taken it out. I hadn't expected that, but she is in charge and she is the nurse too.

I went to the bathroom then and was able to pee with some discomfort.

When we woke in the morning, she asked if I was okay. Then she asked if I could get hard as she wanted to fuck. She got up on her hands and knees and said that I could scratch her back like I used to. I started scratching her, leaving long red marks, getting hard as I did. I scratched her ass, including all around her wide spread ass hole. Then I started fucking her. It felt so good and I really wanted to spank that red striped ass. I had not given her a birthday spanking this year. Mostly too busy, but also a little tricky to do when I am trying to be submissive to her.

I know she does sometimes miss my being aggressive with her and now I started giving her that overdue spanking. 50 spanks on her ass. Then I grabbed that small black flogger and flogged her back 50 times. Spread her ass wide and spanked her ass hole. Pulled her up and spanked her tits: top, bottom, sides and nipples.

Fucked her some more, then spread her legs and spanked her thighs. Then I spanked her hot wet pussy, counting out the 50 smacks as I spread her pussy lips and slapped her clit.

Since she was on her knees, her feet were in position for me to spank the soles of her feet, the same feet that I have been kissing and sucked her toes lately.

Some more fucking to keep her in the pleasure zone, then pulled out and spread her ass cheeks so that I could spank her stretched wide ass hole. 50 spanks on that tender pink pucker.

My cock back inside her for more fucking, I was really getting close to coming now and had to pull out. She said that I had to give her 50 strokes with my cock and started counting. I pulled out again and she said that now the counting would start over! I slid back in and tried to control myself, but knew that I couldn't. T had told me recently that if I couldn't hold back she wanted me to just let go and really enjoy it. So I started spanking her ass again and drove for the finish, coming with a roar.

We collapsed in a heap and rested for a while, but couldn't go back to sleep as there were things to do and people to see.

My cock was a little sore during the day, but in the evening I noticed blood in the toilet when I urinated. Okay, that would probably be expected. Next time there was more. When we got home I was shocked to see that the inside front of my black boxer briefs were covered with sticky drops of blood. This was rather unnerving and I nervously told my wife nurse about it. There was a fair amount of blood in the slit of my cock and we cleaned that up to see that there was no damage there. She said we would see how it was the next day.

The next morning there was a little blood and she told me to drink a lot of water and juice to flush things out. By that afternoon there was no blood, much to my relief.

T was very concerned that she had hurt me or caused damage and as a nurse she blamed herself. I assured her that I had totally enjoyed the experience and despite the pain and the blood I would be very willing to do it again. She said it has been many years since she placed a catheter and it was certainly not in the half dark with a man standing with hands restrained over his head. Next time, if there is one as I hope, she says it would be with me lying down, with lights on and her with gloves on.

This was a rather extreme activity for us and we have both thought about it a lot since then and talked about it some. She had planned to keep the catheter in me all night and most of the next day. She told me afterward that she planned to control my peeing and make me wear the bag on my leg when she sent me out to run an errand. I found the whole activity extremely exciting and do hope that she will do this to me again.

What an anniversary!

I finally came, why am I not happy?

Almost nine weeks, I went 8 weeks and 6 days without orgasm.

I was hoping that my first O would be after a hot monkey sex session. Or maybe after a strict session of domination with spanking, bondage and CBT. Or one of those fantasy sessions that TW whispered in my ear as I was desperately trying not to come and she was doing her best to keep me right on the edge.

TW went to a bridal shower over the weekend and gave an anonymous gift of a bag of cherry life savers and instructions to use them as a vaginal suppository before her man goes down on her.

Ever since she did that she was thinking of doing the same.

While she was at the shower she had given me instructions to clean the kitchen floor. Naked. Balls weighted. Nipple suckers on. On my hands and knees. She did not tell me to use her wide leather belt to whip myself, but I did. She did not tell me to wear the belt around my waist, in case I needed to be punished for spilling water, but I did and I was. I vacuumed my nipples, my cock and balls and the floor. Then I scrubbed the floor as I crawled around with a full bottle of soda dragging from my bound balls. Once again, I was left hot, horny and denied any relief.

So the next day after 8 weeks and 6 days of not coming, TW put a cherry life saver in her pussy and bade me to go down on her. If you have never tried this, it certainly provides extra incentive to eat that pussy when it tastes so sweet.

I licked and sucked and ate and ate. It was great and I couldn't get enough.

Eventually she used her magic wand to give herself an orgasm.

But my love does enjoy getting fucked too, so she pulled me up and had me give her a fucking. I was of course very hard and ready. In no time I was ready to come and she was not helping as she told me tales of how she would make me eat my come out of her pussy. Then she had us roll over and she was on top, fucking me. I wanted so badly to come after all the weeks of arousal and denial. I wanted to wait one more day and make that 9 weeks, but I knew that I wanted even more to come in her pussy and eat my come from her. I also knew that our daughter was home, hopefully asleep, but I couldn't have a roaring orgasm. I asked if I could come. TW said yes and I came up into her, pumping nearly 9 weeks of frustration into her, yet still frustrated as I came silently, with a whimper, not a roar.

She didn't give me much time to recover, pulling her pussy off my throbbing cock and plastering it with a vengeance onto my face. Now I was licking up not just cherry life saver, but cherry cum. That is the way to eat your own come! Yummy! I licked and sucked and did my best to clean every drop of my come out of her pussy.

The wedding was the following weekend and we discussed what our week should be like. My opinion was that I should be teased and denied to encourage my service to TW. She agreed, and I was teased to arousal all week.

The morning of the wedding, I had a morning erection which she welcomed into her warm pussy. It had been less than a week since my orgasm, but I was ready to come in less than a minute. I struggled to maintain control, pulling out a few times. But, that wonderful woman was spinning more incredible fantasies. She was talking about what our vows could be now if we did them over again. How I could love, honor, cherish, obey, worship, serve, and be ruled, controlled, teased, denied, punished, tortured and abused. Then she talked about the kinky wedding we could have, dressed in kinky black leather lingerie. Me collared and cuffed. AS I struggled not to come she talked about how my nipples would be pierced prior to the wedding and now I would have rings in them, connected by a chain. All the women would see what a good submissive I was and want their men to be like that. Then I would be bent over the altar with a weight attached to the chain pulling my nipples up as it hung over the other side. My ass would be flogged, whipped and cropped. My back and my thighs too would be beaten red. Then I would be turned over and the front side would be whipped from my chest to my cock and balls and down my inner thighs. I would be taking all this as a tribute to my new wife and my love and devotion to her.

I was edging constantly now, desparate to come as she talked about the receiving line at the back of the church. All the women would be allowed to touch and fondle me as they passed, squeezing my cock, tugging my balls, tweaking my pierced nipples, but they couldn't kiss me, as that was reserved for my love. My cock spasmed as she said this and I pulled out of her. But it was too late, the cum was flowing. I tried to catch it in my hand, but it was too much and made a big mess on the sheets. I tried to not let her know that it happened, but she could tell by the noises I was making. I was so frustrated as I did not want to come. I wanted to go to the wedding on an orgasm denial peak, and be on my best submissive behavior all day. It was a silent, ruined orgasm and I was disappointed in myself.

We talked afterwards and TW said that from now on if I can not stop my self that she wants me to let go and enjoy my orgasm. I suppose with my orgasms as few and far between as they are that I should enjoy it when I can, although my submissive side wants to go without and be denied the pleasure if I don't have permission.

TW wants me to learn to beg for my orgasm. If she would enjoy that, then I will be happy to cut short my orgasm denial marathons and beg for her to let me come as often as she likes.

2 Months!

Yes, I haven't had an orgasm in two months.  That doesn't mean I haven't had any sex, in fact we have been have lots of great sex and my loving wife is having more orgasms than she ever had before and is loving it.  I am loving it too.  Like I said, we are having more, better sex than ever while I am not coming for months now.
Recent highlights included 3 orgasms in one day for her, unheard of in the past.  During one of these she had total release including her bladder and she peed in my mouth as she came and I drank her nectar.  As we were having loving intercourse the other night she had me writhing on the edge of orgasm as she told me tales of what she would do to me in the future.  One of these was putting something up my urethra.  A few months ago she slid a chop stick deep into my hard cock and it was one of the most incredible things we have ever done.  She said she plans to put a catheter in me all the way into my bladder.  She is a nurse with experience in doing this with patients, but I never thought she would allow it to be a sexual activity.  She said that she will use one with an inflatable balloon at the end which will keep it in and prevent me from peeing.  She said that she would make me depress the syringe that inflates the balloon myself.  Then she will lead me around by my "leash" and make me drink lots of water so that I am desperate and begging to be allowed to pee.  The thought of her having such intimate control of my body is very arousing.
After we finished our lovemaking I found out that this is not just a fantasy as she showed me the catheter that she had stashed under her pillow.  She said I can anticipate that when I least expect it she will use it on me.

We also had a good talk the other night about our sex life and my desire for a wife led marriage.  I was happy to hear that she is enjoying her end of it, particularly the many orgasms and my serving her.
She said that at first it seemed like a big responsibility and a lot of work, but that it really isn't.  I am so relieved to hear that this is a positive thing for her and she is not just going through the motions to please me.  She is feeling more like it is ok to cause me pain and knows that I like it.
I told her that I would enjoy if she spanked or flogged me on a regular basis, a maintenance spanking, as I crave it so much that I do it to myself.  I also told her that I would enjoy having some ritual adoration of her including kneeling before her at least once a day and kissing or licking her pussy daily if she allows it.

She is encouraging me to communicate more, which is difficult for me, but I am so glad that she is willing to talk about these things since I think about it all the time!

Edit: Upon reviewing my orgasm calendar a week or two later, I find that I was prematurely celebrating my milestone.  This post was actually made at the 7 week mark.  I have since reached 8 weeks and 5 days and it is now Labor day weekend.  I just finished scrubbing the kitchen floor, naked with my balls weighted, nipple suckers on, at T's request.  There is still a full day of the holiday weekend. I don't know if she will grant me permission to orgasm or keep me denied and at her service for the whole weekend.  I have struggled so hard to not cum as we have intercourse and she tells me nasty stories of things she could do to me just to make me even more on the edge.

6 weeks

Yes, as of tomorrow, it will be six weeks since my last orgasm.  A new record for me.  It's been a busy summer with scout camp, family reunion camping week, weekend at the shore.  Many times we have thought that if I didn't get to cum that day it wouldn't happen till after the upcoming event, pushing it off for another week.  Sometimes that was incentive to deny me, knowing that not coming today would stretch it out another week.
Sometimes I have been extremely horny and eager to come, especially when we were having sex and I was hanging on the edge and trying so hard not to orgasm.  I think that T generally doesn't care too much about denying me, so it is my own struggle to not cum.  There are some times that she does intentionally not allow me to when she wants me to be attentive to her in the following days as she has learned how attentive I am to her when I have been aroused and left unsatisfied.
I actually prefer to stay in that state and I think I am getting to the point where I prefer to go much longer periods of time without orgasm.  Everyone has there own feelings on this, but I am at the point where 1 week is the minimum time I feel I need to go and with some trepidation I yearn for once a month or less.  2 or 3 weeks is now common.
I have read of some more extreme tease and denial couples who have gone a year without letting the man orgasm.  So if I am at a month and a half now, could I get to that point in a few years?  Maybe, if T continues to learn to enjoy dominating me and enjoying the state that my orgasm denial keeps me in. I don't think it would ever get to that point because she enjoys my orgasms as much or more than I do now.  I mean, I love to orgasm, but I am usually the one who chooses not to.

During the past month we have had some hot quickie sexual encounters where we didn't go to orgasm, usually because we needed to keep quiet or T did not have her vibrator.  No O for her in my mind means no O for me. During those times we have had some good sex talk though.
One time she was talking about dominating me including shaving me.  She did some fantasy talk about shaving me from my nipples to my knees.  I was struggling very hard not to come as she teased me with talk of taking me to the small local beach in a small bathing suit after that shave.  Then she said that she would have to whip my ass first so that my red cheeks were showing, also have me wear nipple suckers right up to the time we got to the beach so that my nipples would be sticking out with red rings around them.  Then she would show me off at the beach so that any women there would know that she owned me and used me.  This was soo hot.
Another day she talked about peeing on me. I don't remember the details or how the topic came up, but I told her that I would be okay with that.  She is a nurse and it goes against her grain to do something like that, which makes it even hotter to me that she would do that to me.
I told her about a couple I read about.  The wife made her submissive husband kneel down with his face near her crotch while she peed.  THen she said that she didn't need toilet paper since she had him there to lick her pussy clean.  She pulled his mouth to her crotch and he licked up the droplets of urine.  She held his face to her crotch and squeezed out a few more squirts into his mouth.
That went over well, so the next time she just pissed on him from the start, from his cock to his face and in his mouth.
I related this story to T hoping that she would recognize my approval of this activity and maybe take these ideas to heart. She indicated that sometime she might likely surprise me with this.  I love to eat her pussy when she comes.  Sometimes she squirts and apparently she sometimes releases urine when she comes and I lap it all up.  Recently I was eating her early during her monthly period and licking very deep in her cunt and tasted her menses.  Maybe someday she will use me by making me lick her when she is in the middle of her period.  Not something I really find attractive right now, but in the right state of mind I might think differently.

Although she does occasionally whip me with a belt or flogger briefly, I do wish that would become a more common activity and hope that she will continue to become more comfortable with inflicting more pain on me as that is something I deeply crave.  If she doesn't do it, I will even whip myself, though it is much better when she does it to me.  I also crave more bondage and to be made to either wear something to remind me of her and my submission or to be kept marked in some way.
I would also love to establish some sort of regular devotional rituals, be it kissing her pussy daily or kneeling before her at least once a day or being spanked regularly.

Maintain submission

We have had some super hot sex in the last few weeks, including a big fantasy enactment of a bondage, whipping and torture session in the shed.  But no orgasm for me for 3 weeks now.  I'm not complaining, just keeping tracking.  Maybe bragging, certainly enjoying and encouraging my continued denial.
Last night my sleep was broken by the sudden placement of TW's knees very close to my crotch.  I wasn't sure if it was accidental or an offering and request for response, but I dutifully jammed my balls against my love's knees.  I was immediately swept up with the feelings and was throbbing with lust.  Heavy breathing from me occurred as I fantasized about my submission.  Soon enough heavy breathing indicated that TW had drifted off to sleep.  She finds it so relaxing to have my balls grinding on her knees.

Later in the night I awoke again to what appeared to be offered knees and I hastened to respond.  I'm not sure what was where, but I ended up with what felt like her leg against my belly and my balls grinding something else.  Having something pressed against my belly was a new sensation and surprisingly arousing.
I pressed my belly harder as I fantasized about her pinning me down with a shin to the belly.  It was all very hot until she rolled away.

I woke this morning as TW thrust her ass in my direction.  Her bare ass at that and I know she was wearing panties last night.  I thankfully was sporting morning wood and immediately began fondling that naked ass and grinding my hard cock into her crack.  Obviously she wanted some fucking, so I wet my cock with saliva and made haste to get it in her pussy.  We had a nice fucking session as we talked about upcoming events and whether I would get to come in the near future, like today.

We are going on a weeklong family reunion camping trip in two days and she talked about how subservient I would be to her if I didn't come before then.  I tried to encourage her without appearing too eager.  She talked about practicing knot tying and having me wear a sailors bracelet on my wrist and on my cock as a constant reminder to both of us that I was her servant.  She talked about making me kneel in front of her to put her socks on while the whole family was there to see.  This was really bringing me to the edge of coming so I had to pull out.

The thought of more openly demonstrating my submissiveness to TW is scary, but I hope that she will push me to do it.  I am so happy since I opened up and talked with her about this and she has taken an active role in making my submissiveness be real.  She has really enjoyed my service to her and I love serving and worshipping her.  I think all the couples in our family should try female led marriage and I hope to lead by submitting to my wife.

I was now happily licking and sucking her pussy.
"Time to get ready for work", said TW as she pushed me away.  I rolled back on the bed with my hard cock waving in the air and silently thanked her for once again not letting me come.  Four weeks sounds great.

Be careful what you wish for, ouch that hurts!

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fuel on the fire

After a weekend away from home separately, we were both eager to reconnect. TW got home late Sunday night and I was already asleep with a leather strap velcroed around the base of my cock and balls. I barely awoke enough to see that she got in bed apparently nude. The next morning I woke aroused and ground my nuts against her knees for a few minutes before getting up. After she got out of the shower I was there promptly to dry her feet. She invited me to move to the bedroom “if you have some time”. I was making time for sure!

She lay back on the bed and spread her legs, inviting me to dive into her wide spread pussy with my eager tongue. I ate her out with three days of absence having made my heart and lust grow fonder. After several minutes she rolled to the side and presented her ass for me to kiss. I love kissing her ass and my cock was getting super hard doing it. I gave her a good ass licking, but had to get going to work. I stood up and she fondled my hard cock, getting it super hard before sending me off to work. I had taken the leather strap off during my shower and I now took it out of my pocket and presented it to her. She strapped it on me tightly and I staggered out of the room and off to work, with hopes of carrying on at lunch time.

I did come home for lunch. I had high hopes as this was the last day of school and therefore maybe the last good chance for some afternoon delight with our daughter at school. TW told me that after I left for work in the morning she did have herself an orgasm. I'm very happy to hear that she is not going without while I am “enjoying” my orgasm denial.

We had a very normal lunch and I was standing up to prepare and leave, wondering if this was going to be it, when TW pulled me to her and fondled my crotch. I started getting hard very quickly as she opened my fly and pulled my pants down. She pulled out my erect cock and started licking it, then giving it some wonderful deep sucking. I can't describe all the wonderful things she was doing to me, but I don't know how I was able to stay on my feet for it. Along with the great cock sucking she was fondling and tugging my balls along with sucking them into her mouth and biting them.

Fortunately she does love intercourse and she got up, pulled her pants off and bent over the kitchen table. I fucked her there, sprawled across the table for as long as I could hold out. I was still wearing the strap and she was enjoying the way it held my balls out and they bumped against her ass with each stroke.

I was very ready to come and pulled out a few times and humped her ass crack. Then a few more pumps inside and quick pull out before I.....my pulsing cock back in her ass crack. I think I caught it in time. No, looking a little wet, there. Is that come? I get down on my knees and lick her ass crack. Oh yeah, that tastes like come. Not much of it, apparently a ruined orgasm as I didn't feel much.

I licked her ass clean, then moved down to lick her pussy. Not a good angle so I pulled her up from the table as I turned and leaned my head back on the kitchen and pulled her pussy down on to my face.

Her sloppy pussy was plastered on my face as I licked and sucked. As I gasped for air, TW grabbed my cock and balls. When she started slapping my cock I was overwhelmed. I have been reading recently some other blogs in which the men had their balls slapped, usually just as they were on the brink of coming. I really wanted to see what it would feel like to have TW slap my balls so I thrust my hips forward and hoped she would get the hint.

Yes, she did slap my balls. Fairly light, then back to slapping my cock, alternating back and forth. Slapping my cock really hard now as I struggled for air as she sat on my face, pinning me to the chair.

She has been learning to be much more aggressive with my nuts as she sees how much I can take. At times like this I am rather amazed at what we do to my nuts compared to the coddling they have received in the past.

Then a series of harder smacks to my right nut, oh, that is really smarting now, and I'm really having a tough time breathing. My sounds of distress cause her to stop slapping and rise up off my face. I take a huge breath and then slump in what feels like post orgasmic bliss.

There I am sprawled out on the kitchen floor with my pants around my ankles in the middle of the day.

My cock is extremely hard and red. Neither of us has come, but we both feel spent. I struggle to me feet and she says I better wash my face before I go back to work.

She blows my mind yet again when she says if I wasn't going back to work and she was worried about leaving marks that she would have slapped my face too!!!

As some of my fellow bloggers have stated, she is learning to be more mean!