Happy Holidays lunch

I see that it has been over a year since I last posted. It has been a busy year with not too much happening. 

I am looking forward to getting my pubes burnt off soon as Mistress T discussed doing so within the next month.

I did go home for lunch today as Mistress was home. Our "tenants" left the premises shortly after we finished lunch and she asked if I needed to get back to work or stay and play. Of course I could play so I turned up the heat in the bedroom and got out her vibrators.

We started out with some kissing and she playing with my nipples. I was getting hard and she suggested I put on something to keep it that way so I put on an elastic band.

She was lying on her back and told me that she wanted to do 69. I don't know when we last did 69 with me on top but I was happy to give it a go. It was very good as I licked and tongued her pussy and she tormented my balls while sucking my cock. Finally she pushed me away and had me lube her pussy and my cock. Then we had a wonderful fuck, finishing with and awesome cum for me as she pinched my nipples very hard with her finger nails.

After a moment to recover, she used the magic wand on her pussy and I fucked her with a glass dildo to a wonderful orgasm for her. Too bad we couldn't just go to sleep after that! Finally had to get dressed and go back to work with my face smelling like pussy. Yum!!! 

Burn my pubes off and fuck this hairless bitch

 

Recap on recent events.

I did not shave my pubes all summer in hopes of getting another fire trim.

Last month we were away at a hotel.

Just before the trip I presented her with a “zapper” dog trainer that I bought to use on me.

I put it on with the contacts under my scrotum. She found it to be great fun to zap me and see the reaction. I wore it for the 4 hour drive and she occasionally reminded my of it with a zap. She thought it great fun to use when I was in the men’s room at the rest area.

I had brought a lighter just in case T decided to burn my pubes off and I believe she had hinted it might happen.

She had me strip naked and put a ball gag with attached chains to nipple clips on me. The gag has holes in it so I ended up with drool all over my chest.

She used the over the door cuffs to hang me up from the bathroom door.

Then she burned my pubic hairs off with the lighter. Some of them flamed up quite a bit and burned me, but I told me myself this is what I wished for. The room did smell pretty bad of burned hair afterward.

After she burned all the hair off my front, she had me turn around and whipped my ass.

Then she brought herself to an O while I licked her ass.

A few days later we were at our daughter’s house. She and her husband had left for work and we were leaving later that morning.

I was hoping that we might do something that morning and was happily surprised when T told me to get naked. She blindfolded me with a bandana then used an extension cord to do a shibari style tie around my chest and tight around my nipples. Then she used a thin leather belt from the dress to truss up my cock and balls.

She had me bend over the bed and whipped my ass with her belt. She then used the zapper on the underside of my cock and the magic wand vibrator on my cock head. This was all too much for me and I came for the first time in 3 months.

A few weeks ago T asked if I wanted to do some play on a Sunday morning and had me take a viagra before making breakfast. Of course I did and she asked if was interested in anal play, even maybe pegging. Yes of course, so I dug out the strap on.

She first got me very hard and had me tie my cock tight with a rope.

Then she had me lick her pussy to get it wet, then put some lube on and had me fuck her. After a while she switched to doggy position and I fucked her from behind. With thoughts of the days before I was submissive, I scratched her back and ass like I used to do. I then spanked her ass. This was too much for me and I had to pull out, but I knew that my cock was already trying to spasm although I could not ejaculate with the tight rope on.

T then put on the strap on, had me bend over and fucked my boi pussy. I enjoyed it and was rocking back against her. She put the zapper on my balls and somehow got the vibrator on my cock too. We were both talking about how she was fucking me like I was her bitch It was amazingly stimulating, but even with the Viagra and the still hard cock I just could not organize a full orgasm. Too much going on at once. We stopped fucking and used the magic wand to bring her orgasm out as I licked her asshole.

hotel fun naked and closet bound

 

We recently took a trip to visit our daughter and stayed in a Airbnb on the way down to break up the trip. I was really hoping for some activity while we had the whole place to our selves and nobody would hear anything. After reading about some other couples kinky vacation stays I announced to T that I thought that I should be naked anytime we are in the hotel room during this trip. I started by getting naked here and staying so until I went out to get breakfast in the morning. I stripped as soon as I got back in the room. It was strange and somewhat exciting to sit at kitchen counter naked eating breakfast while my Mistress/Wife was fully dressed. I do love the naked male/dressed female status and only wish that our home life would allow us to be that way at all times.

We stayed at a hotel during our stay. One evening T flogged me harshly and loudly. I was surprised that she did not seem to be concerned about the noise because our room and a door connecting to the next room. The next morning I could hear a very young child in that room. Maybe they were asleep early and did not hear anything. T loves to spend lots of time watching youtube videos. I feel that she is wasting all that great time in the evening when we could be doing something kinky so I sometimes will just get myself naked and bound.

One evening at the hotel T was on her phone and I was of course already naked. She knows I love being bound up in the closet at the hotel and had done so for me a while back.

This night she asked if I needed to go in the closet and I said yes please!

She put the chinese cuffs on me, put the dildo gag in my mouth and put clamped a clothes hanger on my nipples. Then she put me in the closet with my hands bound over the rod and closed the door, leaving me to suffer in the dark as I pondered how long she would leave me there. I was surprised to hear the sound of her vibrator and moans of pleasure as she masturbated by herself. I thought that was wonderful that she got aroused by torturing me. Then she watched a whole episode of her show as I hung there in pain. It was at least 45 minutes to almost an hour later that she opened the door to find me on my knees hanging from my wrists. This was a wonderful experience for me. So many times I have been hanging in the closet myself and imagining being left there as long as my Mistress cared to.

I have an old undershirt that is very worn out with holes under the arms and on the back. I wore it last week and had it on when we went to bed. I had worn my “punishment pants” that evening. These are tight black shorts with cutouts on the ass cheeks. T knew I was looking for a whipping and she had me bend over the bed and whipped me with her belt. Then she pulled down the shorts and used her nails to scratch my ass, balls and back. She pushed the shirt higher up my back and I told her that she could rip it off me. She followed that suggestions and tore strips of it apart. She used the strips to tie my hands together, to bind my cock and balls, to blindfold me and to gag me. Then she had me lay on the bed on my side and used her magic wand on my balls and cock. She soon had me over the top and made me cum. I was very surprised when she used some of the strips from the shirt to clean up my cum and shoved it in my mouth and made me lick and suck it clean.

I don’t get to cum often and when I do I think that I should always be required to eat it like a good sissy.

Hotel fun and you cum you eat

 

Sitting in a hotel room as I write this with a butt plug up my ass. The plug has a ring for attaching a leash which right now has about 6 various metal clasps and fittings attached to it that are grinding into my ass as I sit on the desk chair. The magic green string tied around my waist is binding my balls down ward and I am sitting on my bound balls. I have a dildo gag strapped tightly into my mouth and nearly into my throat. My wrists are bound with the red chinese rope cuffs. Last night I had the same gag in my mouth as I drooled over my chest. Hotel clothes hangers hung from my nipples, with two more hangers dangling from them. Another hanger was clamped to the soft skin at each side of my lower belly and one more clamped to my taint and just past my asshole which was plugged with the butt plug with the leash attached and dragging from it as I hung from the closet pole with all the rest of the hangers hanging from the ones attached to me. I suffered there in the dark of the closed closet in my self imposed torture as I imagined being left there until released by my Mistress.

Recently purchased another dildo gag that is double ended. A short 3 inch cock gag strapped tightly into my mouth and a 5 inch cock dildo sticking obscenely out of my face. My Mistress enjoyed this very much as I used it to fuck her sweet cunt as she used her vibrator. I loved fucking her with my head as she came and only regretted that I could not drink up her piss as she came on my face. After she had 3 orgasms she had me kneel up in front of her. She used the vibrator on her clit while I placed my cock on top of that vibrator and then used another one on my cock which was sandwiched between those two fiendish devices. We both came as she watched the cock waving from my face as the other one was firmly planted in my mouth.

Several years ago we had a play session in the garden shed where she hung me from the rafters and shoved green cherry tomatoes up my ass then caned me. A few weeks ago I picked 4 tomatoes and hopefully left them in the kitchen. Mistress had me bring the tomatoes to the bedroom. I placed them on the bed along with a butt plug and some surgical gloves and lube. She had me bend over the bed and whipped me with the braided leather whip. Then she finger fucked my ass hole. She asked if I was ready and I said yes please. She pushed the tomatoes up my receptive ass, then finished with the plug to hold them in. Then she had me lay on my back on the bed with my legs pulled up and spread. The whip was then used on my inner thighs, belly, chest and cock. When she placed the vibrator on my cock I knew that I could not hold out. I begged her that if she allowed me to cum that she please make me eat my cum. She told me that I must do so and that was all it took for me to lose control and cum. Eating cum after the orgasm is not as pleasant as imagined before the orgasm happens, but I was happy that she followed through and dribbled the cum into my mouth, then made me lick it from her fingers and finally rubbed her slimy cummy hand over my face.

I recently bought a wooden humbler after lusting for one ever since I first saw one. At the first opportunity I got it out and was putting it on when she entered the room. She was very curious about it and not quite understanding why I would want to put myself to such discomfort, but she knows that I am a kinky slut who gets off on pain. I showed her how the humbler forced my balls behind my ass and the pain prevented me from standing up straight. She got her belt off the hook and asked if I wanted more pain. I was also wearing a ball gag that has nipple clamps on chains that were clamped on my nipples. I managed to speak around the gag and asked her to please hurt me. She did so as she gave me a full body whipping. She finished by teasing me with the vibrator on my cock, bringing me to the edge several times but warning me that I was not allowed to cum.

Last weekend we were at a hotel and I put on the over the door cuffs. Mistress said that it looked like I needed some door time. I expected to be hung up to the bathroom door as she has done before, sometimes making me put the cuffs over the door when I am in the bathroom and she then pulls the door shut, locking me in the bathroom helplessly until she opens the door, in the meantime she watches videos and relaxes as I happily suffer. This time though she surprised me as she directed me to the room door and opened it a crack and had me put the cuffs over the door. She shut the door with the bars that hold the end of the straps on the outside of the room where anyone going down the hall would see them. Most people would probably not know what they were, but anyone who did know would also know that someone was hanging helplessly on the inside of the door.

She left me there to ponder that and listen for anyone passing down the hallway. After a few minutes she released me from that door and hung me up from the bathroom door. I had brought a flogger which she used to flog me front and back. She beat me from knees to neck with apparently no concern for how loud it was and whether anyone would hear me getting flogged as hard as she could. It was glorious!

Time to replace this dildo gag with the big cock dildo and put some clover clamps on my nipples. I plan to fuck my ass with the big dildo suctioned to the bath tub when I shower.

6 month report, fire and dildo fuck & suck

 

Recap of some activities over the past 6 months.

T used ball gag with attached nipple clamps on me. Whipped me in front of the mirror. Then had me get down on the floor on my knees, hands extended on floor over my head. Whipped my ass and balls.

At one point she put her foot on the back of my head and held me down on the floor as she whipped me. So hot.

Then she sat on the foot of the bed and told me to kiss her foot. She held her foot out of reach so as I stretched my neck to nuzzle her foot with my gagged mouth I was tugging the nipple clamps and stretching my nipples.

Last year when she told me to stop shaving so my hair could grow in she said it wanted to grow in well on my cock and balls as she was looking forward to burning it off. I had been shaving my cock and balls year round and shaving my mound for while after she burns it off.

Sometimes she burned my hair off as early as September. She finally did so in February so there was a lot of hair. She had me stand in front of the mirror so I could watch. When she lit my mound it created big fire since I was standing upright. I suffered a few burns, but it was worth it as she burned off my pubic mound, my cock and balls hairs. She did the few hairs around my nipples but not my ass or armpits and said they would be done later. I had already shaved my legs a few weeks earlier (with permission) so there was none to burn there. When I cleaned up with a razor I did my ass, will probably do my armpits myself soon.

While staying at a hotel by myself recently I did the usual hotel kink including placing the spring clamp clothes hangers on my nipples and putting myself in the closet. This closet had a mirror on the inside of the door. I had brought my new silicone realistic cock dildo with suction cup base so I stuck that to the mirror, secured my wrists to the closet bar and shut the door with the dildo in my mouth. It was very hot to be shut in the closet and made to suck cock as my nipples were tortured.

I also got the chance to put the dildo on the glass shower wall. I sucked it, then put it lower on the wall, lubed it up with conditioner and tried putting it up my ass for the first time. It was a little tricky since it has a lot of flex but I got it in there and fucked that thing hard and deep. It was awesome.

Next day I did another clothes hanger session with another hanger clamped to my scrotum.

I hung the hair dryer from the one on my nipples and the clothes iron on the one from my nuts.

Then I hung from the closet bar and suffered in the dark. I did get a small tear in my scrotum that bled for a while.

I had a long talk with T as we traveled back from conference and once again confessed my desire (need) to submit to her and asked that she please spank and whip me on a regular basis. I told her that I have always been fascinated with slavery and truly wished to consent to being her slave. I told her that we are both tending to the cross over on our genders and I could see us switching gender identity. I would love to be her maid or wife dressed in stockings and bra with my cock in chastity or tucked into a non visible state. Being emasculated and feminized excites me so and seems like my rightful status.

She has whipped me a few times since then and sometimes thinks to make me kneel and take her shoes off. I always kneel before her at bedtime and take off her shoes and socks, release her bra and scratch her back.

I have been trying to do some special things for her like fix the clock, replace the outdoor post light and she does appreciate those efforts for which she did reward me with a belt whipping.

Cats away day 4

 

Wore black nylon chastity cage today.

Came home for lunch and it was a very warm day so stripped naked and ate my lunch on the screen porch. Wearing a leather ball harness with two hanging straps with rings on them. Used snap hooks to attach them to the chair, which stretched my balls the whole time I ate. After lunch, added 4 brass rings to the straps, swaying from my balls.

Went outside and cleared leaves from Mistress water feature and cleaned filter. Naked in the sunshine with slave rings clanging. Found cane in garden and whipped my thighs. Left nice welts that will probably bruise.

That evening I dressed up in blue lace bra and thong set with breast inserts in bra. Also wore gold necklace with heart key for cage. Wore short cage with urethral tube.

Went to Panera for dinner. Sadly did not see any hot women and had no close enough encounters that anyone might see my stuffed bra.

Came home and used Estim device to shock torture my cock. Was fun for awhile but got somewhat boring.

Put every belt that I could find on my body from nipples to knees, total of eighteen belts plus leather collar. With nipple suckers on.

Then inserted wolf tail butt plug. Whipped ass while on all fours on the floor with butt up for beating.

Took off belts and went to bed with nipple suckers on (all night) wearing silky red nightie with legs and one arm restrained with under bed restraint cuffs.

Cat's away day three

 

Day 3 cats away.

Have done so many things this week it is getting difficult to remember what happened when, especially a few days later.

Wore tiny pink SISSY chastity device all day. This one is not even a cage. It’s nearly flat with a vertical slit that has “labia” on each side of the slit. Over the slit it says SISSY. I do like it!

That evening I did some self torture including using clover clamps on the foreskin that was sticking out of the slit like labia minora. Also used the tiny shaft vibrator to fuck my tiny pussy.

Used rubber band on my chest to make two T marks by my nipples. 

I hope that Mistress will be inspired to use the rubber band to leave her own marks on me.

Cat's away day two

 

Wore a full size steel chastity cage all day. It has a 3 inch long urethral tube that I inserted in the evening, this screws into the end of the cage.

Put larger glass butt plug in and slept with it all night.

Put screw suction nipple pumps on.

Bound cock and balls in cage.

Caned ass and thighs.

Took off cage and inserted a urethral spreader. This has a screw opens the spreader like reverse tweezers.

Took off nipple pumps and nipples were nice and big. So big I could barely fit them between the jaws of the clover clamps with attached rings that I put on.

Opened spreader more, opening up my cock from within.

Then put snap hooks on clover clamp rings and added 3 brass rings and another snap hook to each nipple. Nipples were getting brutally stretched with the swaying weight.

Used a large rubber band to snap on my skin. Have marks on my chest and belly. Gave it 4 hard snaps on my inner thigh and the blood came right to the surface. Left a bright red stripe so I made another one across the top of to make a letter T.

Did another T on my belly but had trouble holding the band so it didn’t mark too well. Planning on doing more of these in the next few days so I will have T marks all over my body for my Mistress T.

Cat's away day one

 

Cat’s away day one

Cock was locked in a black nylon cage all day.

Beat my ass with a big wooden stirring paddle at lunch

Put on my leather collar and kept it on all night

Whipped my ass with a belt numerous times.

Inserted my smallest glass butt plug and kept it in all night.

Put Terrible Toys nipple clamps on which I kept tightening throughout.

Tied a shibari style rope around my upper torso and through my crotch.

Clover clamps on foreskin that was sticking out of the tip of the cage.

Clothes pins on my tight balls down to the taint

Took off clamps and pins and used vibrator with tiny shaft shoved into my urethra.

Used large rubber band to snap on my chest, left marks for over 24 hours. Plan to do this again and

make T marks for my Mistress T all over my body.

Tightened nipple clamps to excruciatingly tight crushing pain on nipples.

Beat ass one last time with belt with 65 lashings.

Went to bed with collar and nipple suckers on, butt plug in ass, pretty blue nightie and no panties.

While the Cat is away...

 My wife Mistress T will be away this week visiting our daughter. 

I read a blog post by Miss Bossy Bitch's Boy regarding his Mistress going out of town for a week and a list of activities he will do while she is gone.

I generally engage in some serious self play and torture when T is away so inspired by MBBB I came up with my list of things I plan to do this week:

Despite numerous edgings, I will not cum. My Mistress made me cum last week after a wicked session with her fingernails allover my body.

I will self spank (whip, cane, etc.) to leave marks that she will see upon return.
I will feminize as much as possible including dressing in the evening, going out wearing bra, panties and stockings.
One intense self bondage session.
Lots of nipple clamps and suctioning.
Toe nail polish in pink or bright red.
Daily ass training and stretching.
Urethra stretching.
At least one night of sleeping with legs and one arm fastened to under bed restraints.
Collared while at home.
Locked in chastity if my Mistress does not do so before leaving. I hope that she does lock me and I will request she does when I present her with the new key (heart shaped) necklace that I bought for her.

I had self locked in chastity since the beginning of October. T had shown some interest in this but was upset that I somehow injured my penis and had several scabs. She instructed me to stop caging until it was healed and "maybe then I will let you lock up again."

With that encouragement I bought a necklace with a chastity cage key with a heart shaped portion at the top. Last night she asked if I was healed and inspected my penis. She pronounced it healed and said that I could lock it up while she was away. This was the perfect time to present her with the necklace. She then went to the bedroom with me to witness me locking up. I laid out most of my assortment of about 8 chastity devices. She chose the heavy metal one that completely encloses my penis. It's a tight fit and made more difficult as I was getting aroused and semi-erect. I managed to squeeze it on and lock it. She put the necklace on and said this was better than having the key in her bra as she would be more aware of it now. She planned to sleep with it also. After she had multiple orgasms as I fingered her g-spot she settled in to sleep as I tried to settle down with my locked semi-erect penis. 

She left this morning with instructions that I could stay locked 24/7 but with permission to take it off  if it was causing excess pain or discomfort. I am allowed and encouraged to arouse myself with the cage on, but may not cum. She will call to check on me and maybe talk me into a state of aroused denial.

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I will self spank (whip, cane, etc.) to leave marks that she will see upon return.

I will feminize as mush as possible including dressing in the evening, going out wearing bra, panties and stockings.

One intense self bondage session.

Lots of nipple clamps and suctioning.

Toe nail polish in pink or bright red.

Daily ass training and stretching.

Urethra stretching.

At least one night of sleeping with legs and one arm fastened to under bed restraints.

Collared while at home.

Locked in chastity if my Mistress does not do so before leaving. I hope that she does lock me and I will request she does when I present her with the new key (heart shaped) necklace that I bought for her.

nize as mush as possible including dressing in the evening, going out wearing bra, panties and stockings.

One intense self bondage session.

Lots of nipple clamps and suctioning.

Toe nail polish in pink or bright red.

Daily ass training and stretching.

Urethra stretching.

At least one night of sleeping with legs and one arm fastened to under bed restraints.

Collared while at home.

Locked in chastity if my Mistress does not do so before leaving. I hope that she does lock me and I will request she does when I present her with the new key (heart shaped) necklace that I bought for her.

espite ingernails allover my body.

I will self spank (whip, cane, etc.) to leave marks that she will see upon return.

I will feminize as mush as possible including dressing in the evening, going out wearing bra, panties and stockings.

One intense self bondage session.

Lots of nipple clamps and suctioning.

Toe nail polish in pink or bright red.

Daily ass training and stretching.

Urethra stretching.

At least one night of sleeping with legs and one arm fastened to under bed restraints.

Collared while at home.

Locked in chastity if my Mistress does not do so before leaving. I hope that she does lock me and I will request she does when I present her with the new key (heart shaped) necklace that I bought for her.

bend over bitch

 

Recap on recent events.

I did not shave my pubes all summer in hopes of getting another fire trim.

Last month we were away at a hotel.

Just before the trip I presented her with a “zapper” dog trainer that I bought to use on me.

I put it on with the contacts under my scrotum. She found it to be great fun to zap me and see the reaction. I wore it for the 4 hour drive and she occasionally reminded my of it with a zap. She thought it great fun to use when I was in the men’s room at the rest area.

I had brought a lighter just in case T decided to burn my pubes off and I believe she had hinted it might happen.

She had me strip naked and put a ball gag with attached chains to nipple clips on me. The gag has holes in it so I ended up with drool all over my chest.

She used the over the door cuffs to hang me up from the bathroom door.

Then she burned my pubic hairs off with the lighter. Some of them flamed up quite a bit and burned me, but I told myself this is what I wished for. The room did smell pretty bad of burned hair afterward.

After she burned all the hair off my front, she had me turn around and whipped my ass.

Then she brought herself to an O while I licked her ass.

A few days later we were at our daughter’s house. She and her husband had left for work and we were leaving later that morning.

I was hoping that we might do something that morning and was happily surprised when T told me to get naked. She blindfolded me with a bandana then used an extension cord to do a shibari style tie around my chest and tight around my nipples. Then she used a thin leather belt from her dress to truss up my cock and balls.

She had me bend over the bed and whipped my ass with her belt. She then used the zapper on the underside of my cock and the magic wand vibrator on my cock head. This was all too much for me and I came for the first time in 3 months.

A few weeks ago T asked if I wanted to do some play on a Sunday morning and had me take a viagra before making breakfast. Of course I did and she asked if was interested in anal play, even maybe pegging. Yes of course, so I dug out the strap on.

She first got me very hard and had me tie my cock tight with a rope.

Then she had me lick her pussy to get it wet, then put some lube on and had me fuck her. After a while she switched to doggy position and I fucked her from behind. With thoughts of the days before I was submissive, I scratched her back and ass like I used to do. I then spanked her ass. This was too much for me and I had to pull out, but I knew that my cock was already trying to spasm although I could not ejaculate with the tight rope on.

T then put on the strap on, had me bend over and fucked my boi pussy. I enjoyed it and was rocking back against her. She put the zapper on my balls and somehow got the vibrator on my cock too. We were both talking about how she was fucking me like I was her bitch It was amazingly stimulating, but even with the Viagra and the still hard cock I just could not organize a full orgasm. Too much going on at once. We stopped fucking and used the magic wand to bring her orgasm out as I licked her asshole.

Weights and chains and floggers, oh my!

 

Sometimes I get frustrated with what feels to me like lack of sexual activity in our relationship.

But usually when I am feeling like it is all over, T will do something amazing that makes it all wonderful again.

Recently we were visiting out daughter. Considering we were staying at her house and it was rather chilly in the room I did not expect anything sexual to happen. T surprised me when she came back to bed in the morning and went under the covers to attack my sleepy cock with her mouth. I really did not think it was up to getting hard at that point. It did start to rouse and just to help things along she straddled me and sat on my face. Her pussy was already damp and swollen. I licked and sucked and occasionally managed to pull in a breath of air. I love this position as her asshole is right over or right on my nose. Every breath that I struggle to pull into my nose is breathed from her ass. I love the feeling that my struggle to stay alive is fought with my nose in her asshole. With this in mind I totally lost control and came. There was no thought or even capability to ask permission. T kept me from screaming out loud by keeping her ass cheeks secured around the sides of my face.

When she did release me I was again surprised by my wonderful wife when she appeared before my face and kissed me. I” did not think she would want to kiss me after I had eaten her pussy and nose fucked her asshole. I was even more surprised when she released my load of come from her mouth into mine. We had stated at one time that if I came without permission I would be required to eat my come.

So I swallowed it down.

This past Saturday T was working. It was a warm day for this time of year and I played a little bondage in the woods with some rope tied tightly around my swollen cock and balls and wrapped tight around my chest. My leather belt was used to whip my ass, my cock and my chest.

That evening I went out to a movie theater by myself wearing fishnet stockings, black panties, a cock and ball ring and nipple suckers. After the movie I tortured myself. Attached a leather harness to my balls that has hooks hanging from it to attach weights. Tied ropes tight around my chest above and below my big pumped nipples. I have a bunch of brass rings that I usually wear around the base of my cock and balls and two “gates of hell” ring devices. All these I hung from my balls. Clover clamps on my nipples and finished up with two heavy ball stretching weights hung from my straining balls. My cock needed to suffer also and I covered it with clothes pins. As I stood in front of the mirror swinging the weights viciously back and forth my wife pulled into the driveway. How fast could I get all this stuff off myself? I rushed to pull off ropes, clamps and straps and had it all off by time she came to the bedroom.

Of course I was very aroused by then but it was very late and I could not expect her to want to do anything then. She had mentioned the day before that she might have me take a viagra and then have some play. I slept naked just to be ready.

The next morning I got up and made coffee and her diet Coke, then brought a snack of sliced bananas and oranges to bed for a snack. As we had our morning snack she commented upon my having slept naked and asked what I was in the mood for. Of course I said that I wanted to submit to her and be abused. She asked if I had done anything the day before. I sheepishly gave her a run down of all that I had done in her absence. She considered that then told me she wanted to see what all I had put on myself. Okay! She asked for it so I proceeded to put on all those weights and the nipple clamps. Clothes pins up the underside of my cock and around the head, a few more viciously clamped the rosebud of my asshole. She told me to get out what I wanted her to use on me. I got a leather belt, a leather paddle with red “SLAVE” written on it. She said that she thought I would get out the flogger, so I got that too. Glad I did!

She grabbed the weighted chains and swung them around. The clover clamps had hooks on them and she attached a pair of clover clamps with a chain connecting them to the hooks. She clipped the few remaining clothes pins to the chain.

She told me to bend over, but I had another idea. I had seen a picture of someone restrained with a device that is a 2 foot long bar with 4 velcro cuffs on it. I happen to have one and got that out. She had never seen it before. I knelt on the foot of the bed and helped her cuff my ankles to the outer pair. Then I put my head down and put my hands between my legs and put my wrists on the cuffs. She secured my wrists. I was helpless and at her mercy.

T started with the leather paddle and it felt great as she warmed up my ass. She spanked all over my ass and between my cheeks. After a few minutes she switched to the belt. She did not fold it over as I would but used it full length so it was quite stingy. I squirmed some with that but she really whipped me very long and hard. She said that would leave some marks and I thanked her for marking me.

Next came the leather flogger. This was very “thuddy”, the weight of it really making an impact. I really felt the impact when she used it on my back. The weight of it on my back just pounded me so well, I really enjoyed it almost like it was a massage.

Through all of this the weights were hanging from my balls down the foot of the bed. The clover clamps on my nipples burned painfully as my chest ground on the bed. It was awesome. This is what I crave for her to do. She said that she doesn’t want to hurt me but knows that I do this to myself so felt that is what I want and I certainly do. This session was probably the most pain she has ever dealt me and I am so proud of her for doing so.

T then released me from the cuffs and helped me unfold myself. She took off the clothes pins (ouch!) and had me take off the weights and ball harness. Then she told me to stroke my cock. I masturbated for her and got it good and hard. She told me to put on the “magic green string” a length of paracord which I tied around the base of my cock and balls. That always gets and keeps me hard.

She laid back on the bed and spread her legs, then told me to get her wet. I dove into her already wet pussy and licked and sucked it. I was laying on my chest and the clover clamps were tearing at my nipples, but I focused on making her feel good. After a few minutes she pulled my head away and said she wanted that hard cock in her.

I knelt up and put my hard cock in her wet pussy, she moaned in pleasure and I began fucking her. I was so aroused after all the activity of the day before and this day that I was soon groaning and struggling to not come. She asked if I wanted to come or be denied. I said that my body wanted to come, but my mind really wanted her to control me and not let me come. She said “That’s good, because you are not coming today, I am!” She then made me stop fucking her and get her vibrator.

I went down on her again and she used the magic wand on her clit. This tends to leave no room for my tongue on her pussy, but I don’t mind as I am pushed aside and left with having to tongue her asshole.

That’s what I did, licking her rosebud, pushing my tongue in her ass just as far as I could until she had a massive orgasm, releasing her pee that I sucked up out of her ass crack.

What an incredible session. I did buy her a bouquet of flowers as a thank you!

Balls on Fire!

 

In my last post I briefly described the scene when T used a lighter to burn my pubic hairs off. She said at that time that it was a shame that I did not have hair on my cock and balls that she could have burnt off too. I stopped shaving right then and grew out nice long hair in anticipation of the day that she would decide to light me up again. I even gave her a lighter for Christmas as a reminder that I was hairy and ready.

She gave me permission to shave my legs, which I have been doing every winter for about 5 years, so I did that.

Last weekend she told me to turn on the heat in the bedroom and strip. She told me to get out a rope then she tied my wrists together and had me stand with my back to the door and put a knot over top of the door and closed it. She put down a towel to catch the ashes and asked if I really wanted this. I assured her that I had been eagerly looking forward to it since summer.

She then sparked the lighter into flame and brought it to my genitals. We were both amazed at how much the hair would flare up and spread the fire
Several times the fire got pretty hot and I whimpered and jumped in surprise and pain.

She burnt the hairs of my balls then my pubic mound
After she had singed off my hair to a stubble she used a wet wipe to clean up the ashes.

The room smelled terribly of burnt hair, a lasting reminder that would linger for days.

She noted that she had missed a few areas and said that we would have to have another session. I was happy to do that!

The following weekend we slept late. T told me to get the spreader bars and some rope. I got out wrist and ankle cuffs and she attached them to the spreaders, lie on my back and hold my legs up so that my crotch was exposed and very vulnerable. She gave me a small mirror to hold so that I could see what she was doing. Then she lit the flame and burnt the hair off the underside of my balls, the taint and then burnt my ass crack clean. It was scary and exciting to feel the flame between my cheeks.

She then did clean up to burn off the pubic mound even closer, then the hairs up to my navel. I don’t have any hair on my chest other than a few around my nipples. It was scary to see the flame of the lighter right before my eyes as she played it around my nipples and singed off those few hairs. I had been looking forward to her burning off my armpit hair, but the position didn’t work and she said I would have to shave them.

That evening I did shower and shave from my neck to my toes. I am delighted to look at my smooth hairless body in the mirror.

T said that the pyro in her had fun doing that. I certainly hope that she will do so again and despite loving my hairless body I will grow that hair right back if she tells me she wants to set me on fire again!

Hot time in the Summer

 

sexual highlights of summer 2021

While camping T tore nipple holes in my worn thin blue nightie, then put clothes pins on my nips then...

Major highlight—T used a lighter to burn my pubic mound off!!!. She also burned some hair off my thighs.

Very exciting to me and she thought it was fun too. She said if my balls weren’t shaved she could burn that off too. Have not shaved my cock and balls since then and will not until she burns it off me.

Leather whip was sticking out from under mattress one night and T pulled it out and had me bend over for a whipping. I think it was the first time she used it on me.

May have been the same day that I left whip and some other toys on bed with door open. She was angry that son may have seen them. She caned my ass with no warm up, so painful! Will not do that again.

While on our cruise I told her my fantasy of being tied up naked in our cabin and having her leave me there to go talk with people, maybe even standing on the roof right over my head.

She put clothes pins on my nipples and tied up my balls and cock with the “magic” green string which was then tied to my wrists over my head. She sucked my cock and got it very hard.

She gagged me with her used panties and left me to suffer.

When she returned she told me it had been 20 minutes. I thought she was just checking up on whether I was ok and I was prepared to ask her to leave me longer. An hour sounds exciting but would probably get boring. She told me to release myself and get dressed and come out then left me to my own devices,

A week later we had sex at my mother’s house. She can’t hear anything without her hearing aids.

T whipped my ass, then tied up my cock with the green string. She sucked me till I was dying to come then she mounted me and rode me until I did come. Then she sat on my face and I ate my cum from her pussy.

Anniversary day sex I had on a steel ball ring T sucked me till very hard. She pinched both nipples and I asked if I could please cum, she said that she hadn’t had her fun yet and mounted me. She fucked me so well and I begged to cum. She looked me in the eye, smiled and said NO.

Then she rolled off me and told me to get her vibrator out. I fucked her with a glass dildo as she brought herself to a great orgasm. Then I went to sleep frustrated and loving her so much for controlling me.

Belt whipped because she can

 My wife really does not spank me for cause, unless I leave the wipes container open! She recently belt whipped me with no sexual context at all, which she did find somewhat remarkable. So did I. For the next few days whenever she thanked me for doing a chore I told her that doing the chore was a thank you for the whipping. Last night she told me to bend over the bed and whipped my ass, then had me stand up and whipped my hard cock. She said it was a thank you for all I had done for her that day. I suppose that means it wasn’t a “just because” spanking. Whatever the reason, I am thrilled that she is feeling that she can whip my ass without it being a sexual scene, then just carry on with life.

I desperately crave to serve her and submit to every use and abuse that she is willing to bestow upon the body that i offer up to be owned by her.

New normal?

 

After my last orgasm at the end of November, T joked about not letting me come again that year. I held out for a goal the end of the year. We got that and then some. As the weeks and months passed by with no orgasm for me she joked about not letting me come at all this year. I found that to be scary yet very exciting. I thought perhaps a Valentines day come would welcome. Secretly I wondered if it could be possible to be denied for a whole year. I know it is possible, but would she do it?

I found out on March 14.

Finally after months of no privacy at home, out adult son went away for the day. I hinted that this would be a good day for the kitchen floor to be cleaned. In the past there have been a few times that I scrubbed the floor while naked on my hands and knees with my balls restrained and weighted. It has been a few years since we did this game and the last time we did our college aged daughter showed up in the middle of it. We had locked the front door, but she showed up at the kitchen door to see her Dad naked but for a collar around his neck. She fled, I fled and we never mentioned it.

So today we had a chance to play. I vacuumed the floor, then got my scrub bucket and rag.

I stripped naked, put a harness on my balls with attached hooks and rings, also a set of tweezer clamps on my nipples. I presented myself to T with my collar and riding crop. She placed the collar around my neck and I swooned. This is what I crave.

I also had a remote controlled vibrating butt plug. I put a condom on it and placed it up my ass, then presented the remote control to T.

I got down on my hands and knees and scrubbed the floor as she “supervised” and distracted me by switching the action of the plug. At one point I spilled some water on the floor and earned a serious punishment with the crop.

When I finished, T picked up the action including kicking me from behind. I have long fantasized about her kicking me in the balls and she did that now along with kicking my asshole. She cropped my balls and cock which was very hard. I was still down on the floor on my knees with my ass up in the air. She started fucking my ass with the plug and reached around to stroke my cock. The sensations were just too good and I begged her to let me come. At the same time I did not want to come like this. After all these months, I wanted to orgasm while we were making love. But there was just too much stimulation. My nipples were screaming in pain, my ass was loving the fucking and she was threatening to make me come on my clean floor.

I came in a roaring, screaming, mind blowing orgasm.

My last orgasm, 19 weeks ago, was brought about the same way. The vibrating plug up my ass, T stroking my hard cock and forcing me to cum whether I wanted to or not.

Is this the new normal?

Good times

 

Quick notes about some great action

Bought a new plastic chastity cage that came with an estim controller and a shock pad that goes at base of balls and an insertable that goes into the urethra to provide shock there.

This estim gives a wicked shock, so that even touching it with my finger was too much.

I thought it would be great to have that thing in my cock and being tormented with it, but I really was too afraid to try it.

Also got an electric vibrating butt plug that has writhing action too and a remote control. Thought that T would have fun with that and she did.

She had me get the “princess chair” that is a steel wire frame. She had me take the seat off and sit on it naked on the bare wire frame with that butt plug in. She tied me to the chair, then tormented me with that vibrating plug while playing with my cock. I am sure she did other things too that I don't remember now. Finally I had a mind blowing orgasm. Totally overwhelming sensations. I wasn't even sure if I was coming or what, but just had to do something.

Incredibly hot.

She let me orgasm a few weeks before Christmas. Had some great sex Christmas day and day after, lots of O for her, denial for me. She said that I might not orgasm until next year, which was next week.

It's now third week of January and I have not come yet. She tells me that I don't know when I will come again and she does not either. Maybe not this month, maybe not this year. It is scary exciting to consider that my denial this time could end up being a whole year.

Last weekend T was taking a shower in the evening and asked if I wanted to also. I thought might as well, at least be naked together. Before I got in shower she asked if I wanted to shave. It's that time of year when she let's me shave my legs. Of course I did. I got the electric trimmers and mowed all the fur off my legs. Then got in the shower and shaved them smooth. So exciting to be smooth and sexy.

Last time I shaved she told me to keep my pubic mound, so I left it this time. I was sure tempted to cut it all off while she was in the shower, but did not have permission. Got to leave something for her to do.

Later I wore fishnet stockings and a thong, caged cock and jeweled butt plug.

In the bedroom she scratched my back for me, then had me lay back on the bed and scratched my front harshly, leaving my chest, belly and thighs red. She had me pull my legs up and tortured my balls, stretching, squeezing and pinching them. I had a steel cage on my cock so she could only pinch the head. She got out a riding crop and cropped my inner thighs while I held my legs up and spread with a wooden spreader bar behind my knees.

Mind blown Anniversary

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Whipped lunch

I have not written anything here in ages, but this just happened so I will post it while it is fresh and I forget.

I went home for lunch, it’s a nice sunny spring day and my wife is home today.

She was working in her flower bed when I got there. She suggested that I might “get dressed” for lunch and eat outside where she was working. I looked a little puzzled and she said “I know you get naked and tie your balls to the chair when you are home alone for lunch, so you can do something”.

I quickly made my sandwich and “got dressed”. She sometimes complains when I do everything in self bondage and leave nothing for her, so I a tied a rope around my waist, cinched my balls then pulled up my pants with four feet of rope hanging out the fly and wrapped through my upper legs and crotch.

She was interested to see what I was wearing and asked if I was comfortable. “Yes”, I replied and she said that the idea was to be uncomfortable. I told her that I left the extra rope for her to apply the uncomfortable and sat down on the porch to eat my lunch.

As soon as I finished eating she had me stand alongside the porch and unwound the rope. She mentioned my belt and I hinted “use the belt”. She took my leather belt off, then used the excess rope that was tied to my balls to fasten my wrists to the porch railing. She pulled my pants and panties down, commenting on the panty shield that was in them.

She had me bend over as far as I could and stick my ass out. That made the rope from my balls pull on them, stretching them upward. Then she began whipping my ass with my belt. I have been craving a whipping lately and this was divine. It was so exciting to be whipped in broad daylight while helplessly restrained. She gave me a good solid belt whipping, but it never exceeded feeling good to me, although I secretly craved that she would make it so painful that I really wanted to be released. She fondled my cock until it dribbled precum and pulled my balls causing them to ache delightfully.

When she was satisfied with the redness of my ass she put the belt on the railing by my face and returned to her gardening. I was left panting and red assed with my pants and panties halfway to my knees. We were in the front yard, but we are a long way off the road and extremely unlikely that anyone would arrive. Still, I felt very exposed and helpless, wondering how long she would leave me there as the breeze cooled my hot butt. She commented about how nice it was to have her submissive close by at her beck and call, even if I could not respond to her call until she released me.

After 15 minutes she untied my wrists. She asked me who was her mistress. “You are”, I said as I looked in her eyes adoringly. The same question and answer for Queen, Goddess and boss.

I looked down to see precum streaming from my cock. “You better catch that before it drips on your pants” she said. I wiped it up with my finger and licked it off.

“Go get yourself dressed and take your red ass back to work” she said as she put my leather belt in my mouth to carry it.

Ass. ass ass

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