About six weeks after our watersports initiative we snuck away for a weekend at camp. We had the place to ourselves and felt like honeymooners.

That afternoon we went back to our campsite with mischief in mind. We had joked about needing to go back in the woods to collect some firewood. I mentioned that back in the Victorian days the miscreant was sent out to cut their own birch branches to be whipped with.

I brought along a brush nipper just in case.

When we got back to the camper Mistress had me strip naked and then she told me to go collect my fagot of sticks to be used on my ass. I actually found a nice little stand of black birch saplings and collected a variety of sizes. I trimmed the branches off but left one with the twigs on and leaves. I remember reading stories of beating using a branch that started with leaves and continued until all the leaves broke off.

We have a very long standing tradition of Birthday “spankings” which started as spankings for the birthday celebrant but for the past 10 years I receive her spankings also. I was hoping to get those spanks.

She told me to strip and put my hands over my head holding onto the camper awning. She then gave me a very thorough and hard birching. I was impressed with how hard and long she did whip me and yes she did beat all the leaves off that one branch. One of the sticks had a fork in the end and she tried to use it to prop up my cock and balls. It wasn’t quite long enough and she sent be back to the woods to cut a longer one. She then placed my cock and balls in the fork of the stick with the end on the ground. A shorter twig was woven through the fork to hold my parts tightly in place. When it came time to release them they were really stuck in there tightly!

Mistress then told me to kneel on the ground and lean back with my eyes closed. She went in the camper for something and I wondered what she had in mind.

She always surprises me and I was amazed to feel warm wetness spraying on my crotch as she pissed on me! Then I was really surprised when she told me to open my mouth and pissed in my mouth with a solid stream. I opened my eyes to see that she was using her “Lady J” women’s portable urinal to funnel the piss into my mouth. I had fantasized about her pissing in my mouth with it but thought it would be too “nasty” for her to consider. But here she was, peeing in my mouth. I closed my lips around the spout and drank it down as she emptied herself into me. I was so excited thinking that fluid, even waste fluid, was going from her body into mine. Such intimate sharing! After she finished, I knelt up and hugged her as she patted my head.

I was thrilled that this, unlike many other wonderful things she has done, was not a one time event. I can only hope that it becomes a regular one!

It was wonderful but I really had been looking for a good birthday beating. I don’t want to top from the bottom but I hesitantly asked if she would put clothespins on my nipples and whip me 62 times with the belt. She did give a look like I was crazy, which she knows I am when it comes to kinky sex, and went for the clothespins. She started out light and worked up to the last few being real zingers. I was so aroused from all the previous activity that I was disappointed that she didn’t make it full force for the whole count. But I was still satisfied to have received her birthday spanking. And a birthday drink as well!

waterspots

 

In my ongoing goal or obsession with having a female led relationship or should I say femdom, I have brought up the subject numerous times with my Mistress/wife. This is usually during long car rides if she is not immersed in her phone. I have been looking for the right time for quite a while and finally opened the conversation a few months ago while we camping at the family camp.

It’s been a few months and unfortunately don’t even remember most of what I discussed. I did tell her that I really hoped that we could renew our vows this year for our 40^th anniversary but with my vow being to love, honor, respect, obey, serve and submit. I really wish that we could formalize our status of a FLR.

Somehow the topic of watersports came up. We have both recognized for some time that she occasionally pees during orgasm. This is often while I am giving her oral sex and I have learned to enjoy drinking her pee when it does. I have told her that I fantasize and desire that she would just pee on me when we are in the shower or better yet would be if I were naked on my back outdoors as she pissed all over me.

Later that day she led me on a short walk to the rear section of the camp. She was looking for just the right tree as I wondered what she had in mind. She led me to a 6 inch diameter tree that was leaning over significantly. She told me to get naked and straddle the tree, making sure that my cock and balls were trapped against the tree. In the meantime she found a hemlock twig and then began switching my ass with it. I was grinding my cock and balls on the rough bark of the tree as she whipped me until there were nice stripes on my ass and then told me to get up and straddle the tree from the back and to be sure that my ass was spread wide when I did so my asshole was grinding on the rough bark. Then she whipped the front of my body with the twig with special attention on my cock and balls. While she was whipping me good I made sure to grind my asshole all over that tree.

It was such a hot session and I was so impressed with how hard she was abusing me. Of course I was loving it.

She had me stand up and display the marks, which unfortunately revealed a spot of blood on my scrotum. Any blood always ends the whipping, sadly.

Then she told me to lie down on my back on the ground. This was in the woods and the ground was covered with twigs, leaves and small hemlock cones. But I could not complain when she was actually telling me what do! I sat down gingerly and laid back. Mistress told me to close my eyes. I anxiously awaited whatever she had in mind.

Much to my surprise I felt warm wet sprinkles on my crotch. She was peeing on me! Openly and deliberately pissing on my cock and balls. I was thrilled and delighted. She stopped and asked me if was ok, and I said very much so. Then she told me that there was more to come. She began peeing up my chest and to my face. I opened my mouth in a clear invitation for her to piss in my mouth. When my mouth was full and I swallowed, the excess trickled down my cheeks into my ears and hair. Of course I had my eyes closed so I did not get to watch her stream leaving her heavenly spout and spraying on to me.

When she finished I thanked her for making a dream come true for me.

She told me I could get up then. We found that all sorts of forest debris was stuck to my back and ass.

She helped wipe it off and saw that it had left a beautiful imprint on my skin of the cones and twigs. So picturesque that she took a photo.

We walked back to our campsite, me naked and dripping. Once we got there she very kindly helped clean me up. Good enough until we went swimming.

For the rest of the week I could not stop thinking about being a piss slut. I told her how much I enjoyed it and that I hoped it would not be a one time happening.

Emasculated

 

Losing my masculinity.

Where to start? This time it was a month ago when Mistress burned off my pubic hair and gave me permission to shave the rest. The next day I used the hair clippers to finish off the pubic hairs and completely shear my legs and arm pits. Then to the shower to shave it all smooth and clean.

Hairless as a babe or maybe a girl.

Tonight, I would be feminized and made a shadow of a man.

First off, fish net stockings with garter belt. Black women’s pumps with a 2 inch heel.

Suction devices on my nipples to make then as long as possible.

Steel chastity cage on my cock with a 3 inch long steel urethral tube penetrating my cock. First penetration of the evening.

Then a 9” silicone dildo in a strap on harness strapped tightly around my waist and hips, over the cage and swollen balls.

Next penetration a penis shaped glass butt plug up my willing ass, held in place by the strapon harness.

Time for caning my ass and my shaved pubic mound.

Removed the nipple suction and painted my nipples bright red with nail polish.

Leather collar around my neck with a chain leash attached.

Third penetration is a 3” penis gag strapped into my mouth with an 8” dildo protruding from that.

Now my own penis is locked away in a cage and I offer two cocks for use that I can not feel.

Two cocks sticking straight up, permanently erect. Unlike my useless little caged appendage.

Naked on my back on the bed with my legs spread by under the mattress straps.

Rope chinese cuffs on my wrists. A nicely scented pair of Mistress panties perfectly placed over my nose so every breath has her scent, the same panties serve as a blindfold.

I secure my arms over my head to an eyebolt over the headboard.

Then I imagine Mistress finding me here like this. Expecting her husband getting ready for bed and finding an emasculated slave suffering for her attentions.

I wait and suffer but she is not here tonight, my efforts are in vain and I suffer in solitude.