2 Months!

Yes, I haven't had an orgasm in two months.  That doesn't mean I haven't had any sex, in fact we have been have lots of great sex and my loving wife is having more orgasms than she ever had before and is loving it.  I am loving it too.  Like I said, we are having more, better sex than ever while I am not coming for months now.
Recent highlights included 3 orgasms in one day for her, unheard of in the past.  During one of these she had total release including her bladder and she peed in my mouth as she came and I drank her nectar.  As we were having loving intercourse the other night she had me writhing on the edge of orgasm as she told me tales of what she would do to me in the future.  One of these was putting something up my urethra.  A few months ago she slid a chop stick deep into my hard cock and it was one of the most incredible things we have ever done.  She said she plans to put a catheter in me all the way into my bladder.  She is a nurse with experience in doing this with patients, but I never thought she would allow it to be a sexual activity.  She said that she will use one with an inflatable balloon at the end which will keep it in and prevent me from peeing.  She said that she would make me depress the syringe that inflates the balloon myself.  Then she will lead me around by my "leash" and make me drink lots of water so that I am desperate and begging to be allowed to pee.  The thought of her having such intimate control of my body is very arousing.
After we finished our lovemaking I found out that this is not just a fantasy as she showed me the catheter that she had stashed under her pillow.  She said I can anticipate that when I least expect it she will use it on me.

We also had a good talk the other night about our sex life and my desire for a wife led marriage.  I was happy to hear that she is enjoying her end of it, particularly the many orgasms and my serving her.
She said that at first it seemed like a big responsibility and a lot of work, but that it really isn't.  I am so relieved to hear that this is a positive thing for her and she is not just going through the motions to please me.  She is feeling more like it is ok to cause me pain and knows that I like it.
I told her that I would enjoy if she spanked or flogged me on a regular basis, a maintenance spanking, as I crave it so much that I do it to myself.  I also told her that I would enjoy having some ritual adoration of her including kneeling before her at least once a day and kissing or licking her pussy daily if she allows it.

She is encouraging me to communicate more, which is difficult for me, but I am so glad that she is willing to talk about these things since I think about it all the time!

Edit: Upon reviewing my orgasm calendar a week or two later, I find that I was prematurely celebrating my milestone.  This post was actually made at the 7 week mark.  I have since reached 8 weeks and 5 days and it is now Labor day weekend.  I just finished scrubbing the kitchen floor, naked with my balls weighted, nipple suckers on, at T's request.  There is still a full day of the holiday weekend. I don't know if she will grant me permission to orgasm or keep me denied and at her service for the whole weekend.  I have struggled so hard to not cum as we have intercourse and she tells me nasty stories of things she could do to me just to make me even more on the edge.

6 weeks

Yes, as of tomorrow, it will be six weeks since my last orgasm.  A new record for me.  It's been a busy summer with scout camp, family reunion camping week, weekend at the shore.  Many times we have thought that if I didn't get to cum that day it wouldn't happen till after the upcoming event, pushing it off for another week.  Sometimes that was incentive to deny me, knowing that not coming today would stretch it out another week.
Sometimes I have been extremely horny and eager to come, especially when we were having sex and I was hanging on the edge and trying so hard not to orgasm.  I think that T generally doesn't care too much about denying me, so it is my own struggle to not cum.  There are some times that she does intentionally not allow me to when she wants me to be attentive to her in the following days as she has learned how attentive I am to her when I have been aroused and left unsatisfied.
I actually prefer to stay in that state and I think I am getting to the point where I prefer to go much longer periods of time without orgasm.  Everyone has there own feelings on this, but I am at the point where 1 week is the minimum time I feel I need to go and with some trepidation I yearn for once a month or less.  2 or 3 weeks is now common.
I have read of some more extreme tease and denial couples who have gone a year without letting the man orgasm.  So if I am at a month and a half now, could I get to that point in a few years?  Maybe, if T continues to learn to enjoy dominating me and enjoying the state that my orgasm denial keeps me in. I don't think it would ever get to that point because she enjoys my orgasms as much or more than I do now.  I mean, I love to orgasm, but I am usually the one who chooses not to.

During the past month we have had some hot quickie sexual encounters where we didn't go to orgasm, usually because we needed to keep quiet or T did not have her vibrator.  No O for her in my mind means no O for me. During those times we have had some good sex talk though.
One time she was talking about dominating me including shaving me.  She did some fantasy talk about shaving me from my nipples to my knees.  I was struggling very hard not to come as she teased me with talk of taking me to the small local beach in a small bathing suit after that shave.  Then she said that she would have to whip my ass first so that my red cheeks were showing, also have me wear nipple suckers right up to the time we got to the beach so that my nipples would be sticking out with red rings around them.  Then she would show me off at the beach so that any women there would know that she owned me and used me.  This was soo hot.
Another day she talked about peeing on me. I don't remember the details or how the topic came up, but I told her that I would be okay with that.  She is a nurse and it goes against her grain to do something like that, which makes it even hotter to me that she would do that to me.
I told her about a couple I read about.  The wife made her submissive husband kneel down with his face near her crotch while she peed.  THen she said that she didn't need toilet paper since she had him there to lick her pussy clean.  She pulled his mouth to her crotch and he licked up the droplets of urine.  She held his face to her crotch and squeezed out a few more squirts into his mouth.
That went over well, so the next time she just pissed on him from the start, from his cock to his face and in his mouth.
I related this story to T hoping that she would recognize my approval of this activity and maybe take these ideas to heart. She indicated that sometime she might likely surprise me with this.  I love to eat her pussy when she comes.  Sometimes she squirts and apparently she sometimes releases urine when she comes and I lap it all up.  Recently I was eating her early during her monthly period and licking very deep in her cunt and tasted her menses.  Maybe someday she will use me by making me lick her when she is in the middle of her period.  Not something I really find attractive right now, but in the right state of mind I might think differently.

Although she does occasionally whip me with a belt or flogger briefly, I do wish that would become a more common activity and hope that she will continue to become more comfortable with inflicting more pain on me as that is something I deeply crave.  If she doesn't do it, I will even whip myself, though it is much better when she does it to me.  I also crave more bondage and to be made to either wear something to remind me of her and my submission or to be kept marked in some way.
I would also love to establish some sort of regular devotional rituals, be it kissing her pussy daily or kneeling before her at least once a day or being spanked regularly.

Maintain submission

We have had some super hot sex in the last few weeks, including a big fantasy enactment of a bondage, whipping and torture session in the shed.  But no orgasm for me for 3 weeks now.  I'm not complaining, just keeping tracking.  Maybe bragging, certainly enjoying and encouraging my continued denial.
Last night my sleep was broken by the sudden placement of TW's knees very close to my crotch.  I wasn't sure if it was accidental or an offering and request for response, but I dutifully jammed my balls against my love's knees.  I was immediately swept up with the feelings and was throbbing with lust.  Heavy breathing from me occurred as I fantasized about my submission.  Soon enough heavy breathing indicated that TW had drifted off to sleep.  She finds it so relaxing to have my balls grinding on her knees.

Later in the night I awoke again to what appeared to be offered knees and I hastened to respond.  I'm not sure what was where, but I ended up with what felt like her leg against my belly and my balls grinding something else.  Having something pressed against my belly was a new sensation and surprisingly arousing.
I pressed my belly harder as I fantasized about her pinning me down with a shin to the belly.  It was all very hot until she rolled away.

I woke this morning as TW thrust her ass in my direction.  Her bare ass at that and I know she was wearing panties last night.  I thankfully was sporting morning wood and immediately began fondling that naked ass and grinding my hard cock into her crack.  Obviously she wanted some fucking, so I wet my cock with saliva and made haste to get it in her pussy.  We had a nice fucking session as we talked about upcoming events and whether I would get to come in the near future, like today.

We are going on a weeklong family reunion camping trip in two days and she talked about how subservient I would be to her if I didn't come before then.  I tried to encourage her without appearing too eager.  She talked about practicing knot tying and having me wear a sailors bracelet on my wrist and on my cock as a constant reminder to both of us that I was her servant.  She talked about making me kneel in front of her to put her socks on while the whole family was there to see.  This was really bringing me to the edge of coming so I had to pull out.

The thought of more openly demonstrating my submissiveness to TW is scary, but I hope that she will push me to do it.  I am so happy since I opened up and talked with her about this and she has taken an active role in making my submissiveness be real.  She has really enjoyed my service to her and I love serving and worshipping her.  I think all the couples in our family should try female led marriage and I hope to lead by submitting to my wife.

I was now happily licking and sucking her pussy.
"Time to get ready for work", said TW as she pushed me away.  I rolled back on the bed with my hard cock waving in the air and silently thanked her for once again not letting me come.  Four weeks sounds great.

Be careful what you wish for, ouch that hurts!

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fuel on the fire

After a weekend away from home separately, we were both eager to reconnect. TW got home late Sunday night and I was already asleep with a leather strap velcroed around the base of my cock and balls. I barely awoke enough to see that she got in bed apparently nude. The next morning I woke aroused and ground my nuts against her knees for a few minutes before getting up. After she got out of the shower I was there promptly to dry her feet. She invited me to move to the bedroom “if you have some time”. I was making time for sure!

She lay back on the bed and spread her legs, inviting me to dive into her wide spread pussy with my eager tongue. I ate her out with three days of absence having made my heart and lust grow fonder. After several minutes she rolled to the side and presented her ass for me to kiss. I love kissing her ass and my cock was getting super hard doing it. I gave her a good ass licking, but had to get going to work. I stood up and she fondled my hard cock, getting it super hard before sending me off to work. I had taken the leather strap off during my shower and I now took it out of my pocket and presented it to her. She strapped it on me tightly and I staggered out of the room and off to work, with hopes of carrying on at lunch time.

I did come home for lunch. I had high hopes as this was the last day of school and therefore maybe the last good chance for some afternoon delight with our daughter at school. TW told me that after I left for work in the morning she did have herself an orgasm. I'm very happy to hear that she is not going without while I am “enjoying” my orgasm denial.

We had a very normal lunch and I was standing up to prepare and leave, wondering if this was going to be it, when TW pulled me to her and fondled my crotch. I started getting hard very quickly as she opened my fly and pulled my pants down. She pulled out my erect cock and started licking it, then giving it some wonderful deep sucking. I can't describe all the wonderful things she was doing to me, but I don't know how I was able to stay on my feet for it. Along with the great cock sucking she was fondling and tugging my balls along with sucking them into her mouth and biting them.

Fortunately she does love intercourse and she got up, pulled her pants off and bent over the kitchen table. I fucked her there, sprawled across the table for as long as I could hold out. I was still wearing the strap and she was enjoying the way it held my balls out and they bumped against her ass with each stroke.

I was very ready to come and pulled out a few times and humped her ass crack. Then a few more pumps inside and quick pull out before I.....my pulsing cock back in her ass crack. I think I caught it in time. No, looking a little wet, there. Is that come? I get down on my knees and lick her ass crack. Oh yeah, that tastes like come. Not much of it, apparently a ruined orgasm as I didn't feel much.

I licked her ass clean, then moved down to lick her pussy. Not a good angle so I pulled her up from the table as I turned and leaned my head back on the kitchen and pulled her pussy down on to my face.

Her sloppy pussy was plastered on my face as I licked and sucked. As I gasped for air, TW grabbed my cock and balls. When she started slapping my cock I was overwhelmed. I have been reading recently some other blogs in which the men had their balls slapped, usually just as they were on the brink of coming. I really wanted to see what it would feel like to have TW slap my balls so I thrust my hips forward and hoped she would get the hint.

Yes, she did slap my balls. Fairly light, then back to slapping my cock, alternating back and forth. Slapping my cock really hard now as I struggled for air as she sat on my face, pinning me to the chair.

She has been learning to be much more aggressive with my nuts as she sees how much I can take. At times like this I am rather amazed at what we do to my nuts compared to the coddling they have received in the past.

Then a series of harder smacks to my right nut, oh, that is really smarting now, and I'm really having a tough time breathing. My sounds of distress cause her to stop slapping and rise up off my face. I take a huge breath and then slump in what feels like post orgasmic bliss.

There I am sprawled out on the kitchen floor with my pants around my ankles in the middle of the day.

My cock is extremely hard and red. Neither of us has come, but we both feel spent. I struggle to me feet and she says I better wash my face before I go back to work.

She blows my mind yet again when she says if I wasn't going back to work and she was worried about leaving marks that she would have slapped my face too!!!

As some of my fellow bloggers have stated, she is learning to be more mean!

mind blower

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hot hotel monkey sex part 2

The next day we needed to get going fairly early so there wasn't much sex play in the morning. It was a very busy day ending with dinner out with our college kids. I usually don't drink when I am hoping for a big sex night, but it was a drinking type of place and I was not planning on much that night since I knew that TW would be tired, so would I, and I was looking forward to the really big sex marathon to be the next morning, so I did have a beer.

I did mention someplace along the way as we were driving that I had brought something of hers to play with, and it wasn't her panties, but I would show her when we got back to the hotel. That something was her wide leather belt which I showed her when we got back to the room.

She got in bed and said she wanted me to lotion her legs again. I gladly did so, but it only got me hornier and her more relaxed. Eventually she was ready to go to sleep and I asked if it would be okay if I put on some bondage. Of course she didn't care as long as I didn't bother her. I put on the gates of hell, tied a rope harness around my chest, leather wrist cuffs, a chinese bondage rope tying my hands together and put on the nipple suckers. I got out all my whipping implements and set them in easy reach, just in case. Then I crawled into bed with my head under the covers as close as I could to her crotch. After a few minutes she rolled over and placed her ass by my face, which actually worked better. She fell asleep soon and after about half an hour I was feeling rather claustrophobic under there and crawled out. I slept all night with all that on, although the nipple suckers did get rubbed off eventually.

The next morning I got up and prepared breakfast in bed for TW and served it while naked. After we finished eating she asked me for the belt. I placed the handful of belt, floggers and crop on the bed. She said “Wow, you are really ambitious!”. She took the belt and told me to stand with my back to her. She said that I needed to be punished for bringing her belt without permission. It wasn't much of a reason for a whipping, but it would do! She whipped my ass quite well, then told me to turn around and spread my legs so she could whip my thighs. She belt striped my thighs, then started whipping my cock and balls. She was using an up swing to catch my balls and cock on the same stroke, then on my cock head on the down stroke. It was the hardest she had ever beat my cock and balls, the pain was delicious but it was just about all I could take then.

She was feeling rather dominant now and had me kiss her feet. I was thinking about what she had talked about the day before and just had to put her toe up my nose. This really got me going and I was frantically licking and sucking her toes, then managed to get a toe up each nostril while I sucked on her big toe. This basically cut off my breath and I kept it up until I was desperate to breath and took a gasping breath. So I was bringing this on my self and the only thing keeping me from breathing was opening my mouth, but it was still hot thinking I was being suffocated by her toes as I fantasized about her plugging my nose with her toes and planting her foot firmly across my mouth. The ultimate control, that of my breathing. What incredible trust that entails. Maybe someday, she will do that to me.

I'm not sure now what happened next but TW fixed the ropes tied around my chest since they had gotten loose. She did a much better chest harness, nice and tight that left red marks when it came off later. Then she had me lie on my back on the bed and checked to see what I had in my “toy” bag. She pulled out a vice I made with 2 two foot long dowels that clamp together with a bolt and wing nut at each end. She also got out the Aneros prostate massager and a handful of clothespins. She asked if I was up to some anal and I said “oh Yes!”. She also got another length of rope which she used to tie my hands spread up to the headboard and my feet spread wide to the foot of the bed. I don't know if she has ever tied me spread eagle like this before, but this was really hot and I told her I liked it a lot.

She put a couple clothespins on my scrotum, then started using the floggers on me from my chest to my thighs, with plenty of time in between flogging my cock and balls.

She then untied my feet and had me pull my legs up so she could get at my ass. She stroked the plug around my ass hole for a while then lubed me up and slowly inserted the plug. It felt terrific and I moaned with pleasure as she slowly stroked it in and out.

She got the riding crop and used that on me, knocking one of the nipple suckers off and giving my balls some good swats as she knocked the clothespins off them. She placed a clothespin on my nipple and I groaned in pain.

Now she put the vice on the base of my cock and balls and tightened the screws. I told her she could make it as tight as she wanted to as she put it on me in a vertical direction between my legs. My cock and balls were hard and swollen sticking out from the clamp. She pulled and twisted it from side to side. TW is so creative, she continues to surprise me after all these years. Now she took a rope and tied it to the nub at the end of the aneros, tied it around the vice at each and then put the loose end in my mouth for me to hold between my teeth. I could pull my head up and yank my cock and balls and tug the plug in my ass. This was mind absolutely mind blowing, but my wonderful wife then managed to climb on top of me and bury my engorged cock in her wet hot pussy. I was so far gone, I don't think anything could have topped that moment as she told me to come now as she rode me like a cowgirl. And I came like I have never come before. Absolutely incredible!

I don't know what happened next, but somehow TW managed to climb off me and we got all the ropes disengaged and the vice off my parts. Of course she had not come yet and she got started by putting her tits in the vice, looking very good I might add. Then she got the magic wand humming and I finger fucked her to her well deserved orgasm.

And THAT is what I call Hot Hotel Monkey Sex!!!!

very nice

Started this Saturday morning sleeping late, then humping T's knees. After she went to the bathroom and closed the door behind her when she came back she started fondling my cock and asked if I had enjoyed my knee riding. I had placed a large steel ring around my cock and balls last night and slept naked with that on. I was eager to have some fun this morning. When she started talking about what were my favorites parts of the past weekends hotel sex, I got hard and ready to go. She rolled over into spoon position and encouraged me to enter her. The talk about last week's hotness had me ready to come in no time at all and I had to mentally distract myself as I knew I couldn't come this soon and certainly not without permission.

We continued fucking until we both were both too close and took a little break. Then changed position and screwed some more. Finally she pushed me away and I used my fingers on her but after a few minutes she stopped me and said she was not going to come either. During the screwing she asked if I had written about last weekend's sex and I told her I was only half done. She said that maybe after I got done writing about it I could come, in fact she wanted to read it and make sure I hadn't missed anything, then have me read it to her while I was coming.

As we were dressing after our shower I admired the silky blue panties she was putting on. “You're just jealous that you're not wearing them.” she said. Then she dug through her drawer and pulled out a pair of panties for me to wear. The rear and sides are burgundy with white polka dots, the front and crotch are white with pink and burgundy flowers with lace inserts in between the front and sides along with lace trimming the legs and waist finished off with two red bows. Very femmy, not so comfy. I've been wearing them all day along with the steel ring. Now I better finish writing about last weekend if I want any chance to cum this weekend.

HHMS 1

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Mothers Day service

Mothers Day was a wife led relationship day this year. When TW asked me what I planned to do that day I responded “Whatever makes you happy”.

I did feel that I owed her since I had a whole day of me time the day before. I went to a meeting in the north country on Friday morning and stayed over that night. This was in an area which we have been often in the past and I revisited several memorable spots. This was while kayaking along a river that we have camped along in the past. I went to our favorite spots and had some solo sex play as I remembered what we had done, masturbating to at least an erection at each place and sometimes some nasty kinky play. Some of which is a little more extreme than I will detail here.

The memorable times that TW and I shared in the past included the time I had her tied up with ropes in the tent when we heard a motorboat cruising slowly along the shoreline and panicked when we thought for some reason somebody might come ashore to check on things. The other memory was when we beached our canoe at a very small island and she was on her knees sucking my cock when we noticed the tour boat coming up the river at the same time we realized our canoe was drifting away. TW was a great sport about going right in the water to retrieve it while I got my cock back in my pants.

So I had several masturbation sessions during the day and that night I did some cock and ball torture and bondage. Of course there would be no satisfaction for me since I have put myself on the honor system and will not come with out TW's permission. So I had lots of pent up desire when we got to Mothers day.

When I got home late Saturday night we had a little cuddle session but were looking forward to the real deal the next day when the little princess would be away for a few hours.

After she left, TW and I finally got some time alone together and she asked if I would like to clean the kitchen floor for her. “Naked?” I asked. She smiled and said “Of course, but first get the vacuum cleaner and use that. I got the vacuum and cleaned the floor. When I was done and coiling up the cord she said that I wasn't done and to plug it back in. “Now drop your pants” she ordered. I couldn't get them off fast enough. She started the vacuum and slowly started running it up my leg. I pulled my shirt off and she approached my nipples and sucked them up with the hose. It looked hot and felt great, and she let the hose hang from my chest held in place with the suction. It left a red mark which unfortunately didn't last very long.

Next she sucked my cock head with the hose. She even used her finger to shove my whole cock head in to the hose, which was very hot. Then she sucked the hose on to my nuts one at a time. That is pretty intense. The first time we used the vacuum it was actually kind of scary, but now that I have found it to not be too painful I wish the thing had more suction, particularly when used on my nipples.

So enough playing, it was time to get to work. TW instructed me to go get some restraints on first. I returned with the ball stretcher harness with the gates of hell and 3 other rings hanging from it. She could sure hear me coming down the stairs with all those rings clanging together between my legs as I walked very awkwardly. For good measure I also had the nipple suckers on.

I got down on the floor and began scrubbing with a rag. The whole time I worked on my hands and knees the rings were dragging on the floor sounding like slave chains. By the time I got done it was almost time to go get LP, but after I took off the ball harness TW rewarded me with a quick cock sucking, leaving me hard and frustrated.

That evening I went down on her pussy and she used the magic wand to bring herself to a Mothers Day orgasm. Then she said I could try and go to sleep as I ground my nuts against her knees.

The next evening she told me she had worn special panties all day and had been thinking about sex. She got in bed before me so I didn't get to see them. She left her feet sticking out from under the covers and told me to change her socks for her. I pulled off her day socks and massaged her feet. I was getting hard and horny just doing this and couldn't resist kissing them and then making my way up her leg. I did find out what the panties looked like before eating her pussy. I finger fucked her as she used the wand to have her orgasm. I went to sleep hard and horny.

The next day I came home for lunch and after we ate we went up to the bedroom. She had worn a see through black blouse with a sweater over top of it on Mothers Day and I told her I really liked it and would love to see her braless. WE had spun a fantasy of her wearing that blouse with her tits tied and having her go someplace public. She was now wearing that blouse braless and used some strings to bind her breasts up into nice muffin tops. Her tits looked so hot like that with her nipples straining through the sheer fabric. I spent a lot of time playing with her tits and nipples, eventually using another rope to tie her bulging tits down. She had matching black panties on and we got them off and somehow she ended up bent over on the bed in front of me with her pussy spread and ready for her cock. I started fucking her, but her ass was so tempting that I started spanking it as I fucked her. I gave her a good long hard spanking, her ass becoming nice and rosy red as I spit into her ass crack to provide extra lube for my cock. It was feeling great, but we had talked about whether I should hold off on coming till the next weekend when we would be having some great Hot Hotel Monkey Sex!!!!

So, no coming for me and the pent up frustration keeps building. Writing this is not helping either.

After she came she said she wanted to send me back to work with her panties to smell. I asked if she would like me to wear them and she said she would and that she would also wear my jockey briefs for the afternoon. She put them on and they did look good on her, the crotch was tight and the ass was yummy. I put on her little black panties and went back to work.

That evening when we went to bed I was still wearing them along with a velcro strap around the base of my cock and balls. She was reading and showing no interest, but did peek under the covers before settling and upon seeing what I was wearing she rammed her foot into my crotch and let me grind against it as she drifted off to sleep.

Tomorrow we go to the hotel and we have fantasies of some sex play during the 5 hour drive up. But she is enjoying my attentiveness and lust for her during my tease and denial and I don't expect to be allowed release for another 2 or 3 days.

I have found that the extended period of arousal is better than orgasm and truly enjoy when I am not allowed to come through numerous sex sessions.

GOOD morning

This morning I went to say goodbye to TW before heading off to work.  I try to time this for when she just gets out of the shower in hopes that I will get to kiss her feet or pussy.  She was moving right along this morning, looked like I wouldn't get a chance when I noticed that she had been talking to me while sitting on the bed in her robe and had not put her panties on yet. 
I took the initiative and said "Is there a reason you haven't put your panties on yet?" as I pushed her back on the bed and moved in for a kiss.
I moved down pulled open her robe and suckled her nipple.  This always sends a direct message to her clit.  After a few minutes of that I moved down to her pussy and dove in.  Clean and moist.  I gave her a good licking until she urged me to use my fingers and put them inside her.  I gave her a good fingering while licking.  Then I stopped eating so I could focus on finger fucking her with 4 fingers. 
She asked if I had time for her to cum and I said of course.  She got the magic wand and buzzed her clit while I pumped my hand in her cunt till she had a nice gooey orgasm. 
I toweled her off and helped her calm down.  She stroked my hard cock through my cock and I thought she would send me off to work hard.  I wouldn't mind that, but it is April and her goal was for me to come as much as possible and we had no sex over the past weekend.
She got up and started opening my fly and pulled my cock out.  Her mouth felt terrific as she sucked and licked me.  After a few minutes I struggled to pull my pants down so she could have better access to my cock and balls. 
This was feeling too good, too fast and I gasped out a request of "can I come" and took her grunt to be a yes and had a screaming orgasm.  For such a quick time it was an absolute mindblower and left me wrecked and certainly not feeling like pulling myself together and going to work.
But that's what I had to do.
She sent me an email a few hours later and asked if I was extra tired at work.

After the great plans last month of having lots of orgasms in April, with lots of them in the last 2 weeks of March, there has only been 4 so far in April and only a week left.  TW is taking the girls on a trip this weekend so there will be no sex then.

She was teasing me tonight about April being orgasm month and how I will look forward to it in the future.  Then she hinted about only cuming then.  Would I want to have all the orgasms I could manage in one month and then have none for the rest of the year?   I like tease and denial and have read of men who have gone a year or more in denial so I suppose I could do it. 
TW really likes it when I come though, so I probably won't have to worry about it.
Hot fantasy anyway.

This evening I was at the kitchen sink doing dishes and TW came up behind me and asked if I was fantasizing about being tied by the balls to the cabinet.  I told her I always think of that while at the sink and she said yes and how about if I were whipping your ass for splashing so much water out of the sink.  At that I intentionally splashed water on the window sill.  She spanked my ass hard about six times.  She said how can I discipline you if you like it?  I told her she needed to do it harder and I wouldn't find it so fun.

GOOD Vibrations!

We were settling in to bed a few nights ago and TW used her Hitachi Magic Wand for it's vanilla purpose of trying to work a stiff spot out of her shoulder.  After she got done she placed it in my crotch.  I was almost asleep at that point and didn't really think she would get much reaction, but it did feel good.  She put it in my hand and I worked on developing a stiff spot down there.  Damn, that thing really does feel good, and I was moaning and groaning which got TW aroused.
She took the vibrator back and used it on her crotch.  She had her period and was wearing a super, huge extra thick maxi pad and I didn't think she could even feel anything through it, but apparently the pad just distributed the vibes around more.  She was getting very worked up and I helped out by fondling her nipples.  She then had what sounded like quite a good orgasm.

She turned off the magic wand and handed it to me.  I had been grinding on her leg as she built up through her orgasm so I was still hot and horny.  I applied the magic wand to my cock and balls. Damn, that thing is relentless and I hoped that she would let me come, because I don't know if I could stop.  She was talking sex to me now and said something about me coming on her leg, then she mentioned me coming in her hand and that got me thinking.  She said it was ok for me to come and I managed to groan out a request that she make me eat my cum.  She gave an affirmative answer and I had a mind blowing orgasm.  Somehow TW had got ahold of the wand and kept using it on my cock.
This was the most intense, unbearable post orgasmic torture I ever felt.  I didn't want to tell her to outright stop, but I was sort of pleading and actually said ow, ow ouch.

Finally she turned the wand off.  Then she brought her hand up to my mouth.  I have asked her before, during pre-orgasmic bliss, to make me eat my cum, but she doesn't follow through.  This time she certainly did and I licked and sucked my cum out of her palm and fingers.  I licked between her fingers and she told me I missed some and I sucked them clean.  It wasn't the best stuff I've tasted, but I probably eat and drink some things that might be considered unpleasant by some, so what the heck.

It was a wonderfully surprising evening and I hope it happens again.  Having read enough fem-dom blogs, I now fantasize that any time I am allowed to come that I would be made to eat it, whether from her hand, pussy, mouth, feet, ass or  my hand,

Well Worth the Wait

So it's been four weeks since my last orgasm.  TW has decided to play a game of telling me that the next time I can come it will be when she is giving me oral. So she has been teasing me more often than previously, but she is also giving me more oral as part of the tease!  That's ok with me!
Friday evening the little princess was going on her first real date.  She was very nervous and excited. I was excited too since we would have the house to ourselves for a few hours.  I picked up some fresh flowers and take out Chinese food on the way home.  I was hoping to have some chopstick play.  Little did I know how that would work out.
Before we had our dinner, TW said she was going to change into something more comfortable so I chimed in that I would change into something uncomfortable.  I stripped naked, put nipple suckers on and the gates of hell harness on my cock and balls.  Then went to dinner wearing my robe.  TW got out some nice lacquered chop sticks and we enjoyed our Chinese, although without any sex play considering what I was wearing. 
While I was cleaning up from dinner she told me to open my robe so she could check on my condition.  She pulled her leather belt from her pants as she approached me and proceeded to give me a nice belt whipping. She whipped my ass, then had me turn around and did my front including lots of cock whipping and a few swings from below onto my bulging balls. 
After all that, she wanted to keep me waiting and went to watch a movie.  I put on some sweatpants since our daughter would be home soon.  I kept the suckers and gates of hell on though.  By time I took them off later I had them on for about 3 hours.

When we went to bed TW took her little black panties off and tossed them to me with instructions to keep them close at hand so I could immediately show her where they were during the night.
We did wake during the night to go to the bathroom and when we got to bed we had a quick fuck, but no coming for me since I can't come until she gives me permission during oral sex.

When I woke up in the morning I put the black panties on my head covering my face and waited for TW to wake up and notice.  She thought it was amusing.

AFter showering I made breakfast while nude and wearing the ball stretcher harness.  I set the table with an assortment of clasps and weights to be added to the rings hanging from the stretcher.

AFter we finished eating TW had me stand in front of her and added the weights to my balls as I stood in front of her.  She played with my cock and got me hard, hot and horny.

Then she picked up a couple of the chop sticks from last nights dinner and used them to tweeze and tease my cock.  This was fun and got better when she starting probing around the hole.  This was looking like cock torture!  She really surprised me when she started to push the chopstick inside, carefully inserting about an inch inside my hard cock.  She looked at me to see if I was ok, was I ever!  She pulled it out and had me lick off the precum and inserted it again, this time slowly shoving it into me almost to the base.  I really didn't know how far in it was until she held the stick and pulled it out so that I could see how long the section was that had been in me, about 5 inches.  The base of my cock was constricted by the ball harness or she may have been able to go deeper.  She then put the chopstick in my mouth and gave me the same depth.  I gave it my best effort to keep it in that full depth, holding it in place with my teeth as she took my cock into her mouth.  She sucked me wonderfully and I was soon feeling a huge urge to come.
It had been a month and I was getting the required oral sex, would she let me?
I gasped out "can I come?" and she managed to give me a yes around her mouthfull of cock.
And come I finally did, filling her mouth to overflowing as several gobs dropped to the floor.
What an orgasm that was and the wonder of it was that I somehow managed to stay standing through it. 

After we recovered and cleaned up, TW said she thinks that this month she will see how many times I can come in a month.

The next day I woke up with a hardon and we fucked, I came. 

That's twice, two more were to come during the following week.

As I add this last bit 3 weeks later I can say, it did not keep up at that pace.
I loved that out of this world orgasm, well worth the wait, and now I crave the denial again.

breakfast of champions

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tied and denied again

A few scattered FLR moments lately. We were at the bathroom sink and apparently I left quite a few splashes when TW grabbed me by the hair and pulled my head down to show me the splashes. That got my attention!

One evening we had gotten in bed and I was just starting to grind my nuts into her knees when she suddenly pulled away, rolled over, and planted her cold feet into my crotch.

Last night we had just gotten to bed after TW had been walking on the treadmill. TW said she really didn't have energy to do anything but when I said my feet were still chilly, she told me to get some socks on as she had something in mind. I was already nude and jumped up and got the socks on and got back in bed. She told me to get my head under the covers. I wriggled my way down and placed my cheek on her thigh, my feet now sticking out by my pillow. I had noticed a thin rope on the bed earlier and she then tied my wrists together with about a foot of cord between. Then she tied the other end of this 4 foot cord around my cock and balls. It felt like one of my balls slipped away before being tied and I thought of telling to her not let it have any mercy, but I was busy licking her pussy. She gave me a quick blowjob, and I had a slim hope that might lead to my getting to come since she most recently said that the next time I am allowed to come it will be oral

Alas, TW pulled me up and said she wanted me inside her. We had some great fucking while she pulled the rope attached to my cock and balls. She had fun using the rope to drag it over my nipples.

After a few minutes she pushed me away and said she wanted to sleep now. I think she wouldn't have minded getting fucked a little longer but I appreciate that she was willing to stop me before I could work up to orgasm and kept me denied.

I slept fitfully through the night with the rope still tied to my cock and balls and my hands. I woke up once to take a leak and pulled my other ball down into bondage.

She jumped up quickly in the morning as she had places to go, so no fun then.

When I got up later and took a shower, I did so with the ropes still tied. A little challenging to shave and shower with your hands tied a foot apart. I had some masturbation fun using some hair conditioner for lube, looks just like cum. I almost did come when I put a finger deep into my ass hole. I finally managed to get 3 fingers in, though not too deep. I was careful not to come though, that must be saved for when TW tells me that I may, in her mouth.

I hope that she will think to share it with me with a deep wet kiss and make me swallow my come.

All and nothing

Quick update on recent happenings.

Last weekend I managed to have 2 orgasms in one day. Quite out of character for someone with a lack of orgasm calendar. Had a quickie fuck with orgasm in the morning, then that evening while home alone had a very kinky session of self bondage, flogging, and eventually masturbation with orgasm.

That doesn't happen much anymore, basically not at all. Usually if I do get a chance for a self kink session like that I still don't let myself come, saving myself for TW. This time it was just too much as my cock and balls were bound as I lay on my back with my legs pulled up and used a sharp point to poke at my bound sack. I came and then was shocked to find that there were numerous bloody spots on my scrotum. I cleaned up the blood and put on some antibiotic and hoped I wouldn't get an infection.

It was all good the next day.

During the week we were having a little grope session when we first got in bed. I was enjoying it but my cock was just not getting hard. That tends to be more of a problem as I get older and by time we get to bed I am just too sleepy. TW said “This isn't working, I think you need to kiss my ...” and my mind was already racing ahead and thinking that yes I'm always happy to eat your pussy, “...knees.”, she said.

That's okay too and I got under the covers and worshiped the knees that give my balls such welcome pain and discomfort on a regular basis.

After loving her knees for a few minutes, they began to spread and I made my way up her thigh to her pussy and ate her out. I did start to get hard when I was grinding my balls on her foot. TW grabbed my hair and pulled me up. I knew she wanted her cock inside her pussy and worked it in. We had a good fucking during which she said that I had been coming too much lately and that I was not allowed to come tonight. However since I had been so good swallowing her juices the last time she would let me come in her mouth the next time I came. That means no coming in her pussy till then and even if she does grant me the rare treat of putting my cock in her mouth, it may just be a tease as she will tell me when I may come.

I love this woman!

Had some great fucking this morning in which I was able to hold off for a very long time while continuing the thrusting. We finally got in a crossed position where she had one leg pulled up in front of her and I was almost perpendicular to her. I could really grind in to her this way. Somehow she managed to get her foot against my balls and grind them. Then she put her foot against my ass and spread my cheeks and ground her heel into my ass. The crowning achievement was as she somehow managed to probe my ass hole with her big toe. That was so hot as I felt like she was trying to fuck me while I fucked her. We didn't have time to carry on much more so she made me stop without either of us coming. Of course I was not allowed to come anyway.

WE were hoping for some afternoon delight while the daughters are out at the store but TW came down with a migraine headache and is out of action.

Caught and Punished

We were just getting ready for bed when T dumped a load of laundry on the bed. “let's get this folded before bed” she said, “and take your clothes off first”. This was sounding like more fun than chore as I quickly stripped. She turned to me with the locking leather strap. “Put this on”. I fumbled with it as I was already starting to get hard. After I finally got it buckled in place she told me to put the nipple suckers on too.

I did a nice job of folding her panties making sure to kiss each one. She gave me reinforcement by spanking my bare ass each time I kissed a pair. She had pointed out in the past a time that I had left a pair inside out and I was a bad boy this day as I intentionally left one pair like that this time. I wondered what she would think when she found that pair, hoping it might earn me a punishment.

By the time we got done folding the spanks had resulted in my having a nice erection which she thought should be put inside her. I obliged by doing just that and giving her a good fucking. Somewhere along the way the strap came off. T apparently thought I was deserving an orgasm and gave me permission to do so and I enjoyed a good one.

A week later we had just gotten showered in the morning when I entered the bedroom to see T with a shirt on but no panties yet. This was unusual so I sort of waited to see if I might get to kiss her pussy good morning. Then I noticed the inside-out panties on the bed along with her wide leather belt. Could it be that she intended to punish me for my transgression? “What do you see there?”, she asked.

“Inside-out panties?” I said, “and your belt”.

“Bend over the bed”. I did so and she gave me about a dozen smacks with it. I stood up and told her I was sorry for doing her panties improperly. Then I confessed that I had done it on purpose to see if she would notice and punish me. I admitted that I enjoyed the “punishment” that I had brought upon myself. “Bend over again, you haven't had enough”. She gave another dozen stripes on the ass, then told me to stand up. My cock was hard and streaming pre-cum. She used the belt to whip my cock about 20 times. Then she wiped the precum off on me.

“I really would like to come now” she said, but our daughter was downstairs and she was worried that she might come up. I offered to go make sure that she stayed there so T could enjoy her time with the magic wand. I did and she apparently made the most of it.

The next day she asked me to put lotion on her legs when we got in bed. I did so and noticed that she wasn't wearing any panties. That got me started but I was also just getting aroused stroking her legs and fondling her knees. My erection was growing and finally she spread her legs and told me to put that thing inside her. It felt great to be inside her sweet pussy. I told her that I had enjoyed my “punishment” the day before. She started talking about different little scenes related to laundry and punishments and general kinky play including some really hot ones with me hanging her laundry on the line while naked. She really got me going when she mentioned the time she had me outside naked and laying over the doghouse with my nipples grinding on the shingles as she flogged me ass. I was really having a tough time holding off from coming as she fantasized about sending me out to hang her panties on the clothesline with the necessary clothespins attached to my body. I would certainly be hanging them up as quick as I could to get the pins off.

Then T said that I had been good lately and that she wanted me to have a good come. I did just that and had a roaring orgasm.

After I recovered somewhat though I mentioned that she hadn't come, but she said she didn't need to come every time, and that it was more my goal than hers. So true, but still I owe her one or 2 or ...

Hot hotel sex

For the last four or five years TW has been joining me at my annual professional conference.  I always look forward to this opportunity for some HHMS, hot hotel monkey sex. 
This year I was fighting a bad cold and didn't really feel too much like having sex, even though I brought along a toy bag. 
We slept late one morning and had some sex play; but decided to not let me orgasm so we could have some suspense for the evening.  TW had a squirting orgasm while we fantasized about her domming me at the banquet that evening.  She was on top of me at the time and I got down there and pulled her dripping pussy down on to my face and ate her like a wild man.
The banquet was very nice although other than getting her a drink there was no service or dom happening. 
We went back to the room and got ready for bed. 
TW sat on the edge of the bed and asked if I would take off her panty hose. She wasn't wearing any panties under them and I had been hot for her ass since she put them on. I knelt by the bed naked and took them off her, then worshiped her feet.  She then got up and lit some candles and produced an eye mask like you use for sleeping and slipped it over my head.  Wow!  She does surprise me.
Then she had me get up and led me over to the full length mirror.  OF course I couldn't see anything.   Then she stroked me with something cool and smooth and asked if I could tell what it was.  "YOur leather belt?"
A belt stroke across my ass was my answer.  She gave me a quick whipping but couldn't do it too hard without making too much noise.  We could clearly hear people walking down the hallway on the other side of the door.  Then she took a clothes hanger and clipped it on my nipple.  Unfortunately the other hook on the hanger was not the right distance to clip it on my other nipple.  This was a lightweight plastic hanger from home.  Perhaps the next time she will feel bold enough to use one of the heavy wooden hotel hangers with the vicious metal alligator clamps.

TW then led me to the bed and knocked me over backward onto the soft bed.  She sucked my cock then straddled my face and had me eat her pussy.  AFter while she rolled over and got the magic wand and brought herself to an orgasm. Then she used the magic wand on my cock and I almost came right away.
After I gained my composure she had me mount her.  She pulled the blindfold down over my mouth like a surgical mask to try and keep me from spewing germs on her face.  She told me she wanted me to fuck her hard and come like I wanted to.  I did just that, the hotel neighbors be damned, I had a roaring orgasm, finally getting my release from five weeks of pent up need.

Happy New Year!

It was a happy new year.  I planned on  a nice romantic dinner with just the two of us, but college son was home and was not going out till later.  It was still a nice dinner that I prepared.  He finally left sometime after 10 pm and I wondered if we would even stay awake till midnight.
Yes we did, and I don't know quite what we were doing when the ball dropped, suffice it to say hot sex was happening through the new year and we didn't even know what time it was time much later.
Now if only I could remember what we did!   That's why I write this blog, because I want to remember all the exquisite details, or at least the basic idea of what was done.
Ok, now it's coming back to me.  I thawed out a package of cocktail franks along with 3 full size hotdogs and I put a dozen of the little franks up TW's pussy.  Then I put two hot dogs in and got down and sucked on the hotdogs as they protruded from her crotch.  It was very hot.
Then I knelt at the side of the bed and bent over while she whipped my ass with her wide leather belt.  AFter that it was my turn to be stuffed with little franks as TW inserted 6 up my eager ass.  Then she lubed up a medium size butt plug and started working up my ass.  I don't know if I was too full already or she tried to go too fast but it caused too much pain and she had to stop.
I was happy that she took on the initiative to use it on me though since I would really like to have more anal sex.
After all this we did go back to fucking her while she had the franks in her cunt and I had them up my ass.  It was really intense and I was still trying not to cum.  I was too close though and she said it was okay.  I did come them but it was almost accidental, certainly not a roaring release. 
It was my first real orgasm in a month, but I don't really feel like I had the big one.

You said you want to wait till....

Browsing around a few tease and denial oriented blogs I see that there are at least a few men looking forward to the possibility of a long delayed orgasm over the holidays, be it a Christmas gift or a New Year, "wait until next year" goal.

Some are waiting anxiously, maybe feeling desperate in their countdown, and there are some who seem to have the attitude of maybe not wanting the end, and ironically perhaps looking forward to holding out even longer.

As I said to TW last weekend, the anticipation is so great, what is left to enjoy after it is all over.  Just like those long awaited Christmas gifts of your youth, will the opening of that big box be all it was hyped up to be and will that long denied orgasm be as mind blowing as you hoped for.

I've only gone three weeks as of this coming weekend and I truly feel that is a minimum time for me to strive for.  Bring on the new year, yes, make it a full month.

Last night as were getting in bed she said "you weren't expecting anything were you?".  "Because you told me you didn't want it yet".  Well I must have had a very shocked look on my face as I mumbled about not wanting orgasm yet but any other level sex was very good. There was none of that either.

 I think TW misses my orgasms more than I do.  Good thing or I might be in big trouble.
When I lust for a month of denial and think that if I did that all year long I would only come 12 times a year that sounds crazy.  TW thinks I am crazy to want this at all.  But then she also can't see how I find pleasure in crushing my nuts against her knees, being spanked and belted or being tied up and left to suffer in the closet.  Fortunately she seems to have come to accept that is the way I am and is willing to accommodate my kinks to a certain extent as a way to please me.

All I want for Christmas is hot kinky sex.

 

All I want for Christmas is hot kinky sex.

That's what I told TW and she provided some over the last few days.

Friday night we got in bed and she offered up her knees for me to grind against. She does this a few nights a week. It facilitates my masochistic activities of grinding my balls against her knees and getting my jollies without her having to take an active part in “hurting” me.

I was really grinding hard when she began fondling my cock. It was getting hard and she said she wanted that inside her. I got on top and we had some good screwing, although I felt that I was ready to come after about the fourth stroke. I managed to regain my control by thinking about work and other mundane things to keep from coming since I certainly was no where near having permission to do so.

She apparently was looking forward to our both being home the next day and the benefits of my being aroused and denied. She told me it was time to stop fucking as we didn't want to ruin our arousal for the next day. She included herself in this orgasm denial which was interesting since my goal and usually hers is for her to orgasm as often as possible while I don't.

I had at one point this evening been assuring her that I liked being denied and staying horny for long periods of time and related it to looking forward to Christmas when you are a kid, anxiously awaiting the moment when you can open your gifts, but then having the huge let down when it is all over. Just like how it feels after orgasm. So deny me please!

I mentioned to her recently that maybe for Christmas I could have an orgasm, hinting that she might deny me till then. While we were fucking she was talking about how I could not come then and said maybe she wouldn't let me till after New Years. “Yes, I think maybe you won't come till next year” she said. That really makes it sound like a long time!

After I rolled off her I again humped her knees with my swollen balls. She played with my cock again and began using her fingernails to pinch my foreskin and cock head, really hard! I don't know if she realized how much pain it was causing, but if it did she has really come a long way. She did mention some time over the weekend that she had become less worried about hurting me since she saw how much I could take and that I seemed to enjoy it so much. She also used her nails to pinch my nipples hard. She seemed to enjoy the dents that left in my skin. Eventually she said it was time for us both to go to sleep frustrated and save it for the next day.

Next morning I woke her by fondling her naked ass. We had a little morning sex then had to get up and shower since she had to meet someone. Before I got dressed she surprised me by placing the locking leather strap around the base of my cock and balls. I love it when she snaps that lock shut and claims her ownership and control of my sex!

We didn't get much chance to tease and play all day. In the early evening she called me into the downstairs half bath. She said it was time to change what I was wearing and had me drop my pants and she unlocked the strap. She pulled a pair of her panties out her pocket and told me to put them on for a holiday decoration. They were small and red plaid with lace and red bows. I told her I would be her little sexy slut with them on.

Finally late that evening I was leaning against the mantle warming my ass by the woodstove and pulling my sweatpants down to reveal the panties. That finally got her attentions and we started making out there. WE gradually pulled our pants down and played with each others parts. I stuffed 4 fingers in her cunt as the front of her body got very hot by the fire. It was dark in the room and she told me to get a candle off the table. I wasn't sure what she had planned for it but I took the lead and slowly inserted in her hot wet cunt. I fucked her with that long candle and rubbed her clit. I thought for sure she would come. Then she told me to get the other candle. She took it from me and lit it. Then she held it over me and dripped hot wax on my belly, then proceeded down and dripped it up my hard cock.

It was really fucking hot! I moaned, gasped and breathed very heavily. She then dripped it on my nipples, ouch! She took the candle out of her cunt and gave it to me to lick her juices off. Then she lit that candle while it was in my mouth. I leaned back and let the wax drip on my nipples. It was literally very hot to be doing that to myself at her bidding. I dripped it on my cock as well as I could, but eventually my legs were cramping from doing a back bend.

She handed me the candle and offered her breast to me. I held her tit from the underside and dripped the wax on it. I held the candle much higher than she had, knowing that her pain tolerance was not like mine. I put about eight drips around and on her nipple when she said that's enough.

TW then said that she wanted me to go outside in the cold to let the wax get hard so it could be flaked off and not make a mess in the house. I went out naked while she was dressed again and she scraped the wax of my nipples and hard cock.

Then we dashed to bed to get warm. She immediately got her magic wand vibrator and used it on her clit while I finger fucked her. She had a great, squirting orgasm after which I went down on her and licked up her juices.

Then we slept, her satisfied and me hot and horny.

"you asked for it"

Yes I suggested that perhaps an orgasm for me would be a nice Christmas gift.  It's been almost 2 weeks since my last one so that would be just over 3 weeks if we go till Christmas.  I've gone that long before, but I'm really starting to want it now and who KNOWs really if I will get to come then or with all the holiday buzz going on if it may just easily extend to the new year.
You know what the saying is: "be careful what you wish for"!

so many blogs, so little time

Have been reading way too many blogs lately and came upon a list of the top 100 sex bloggers of 2012.     http://www.betweenmysheets.com/top-100-sex-bloggers-of-2012
THis led me to a very interesting blog called THe Domme Chronicles written by a young woman named Ferns.  She had a really good post about invoking and maintaining submission of your partner.
Basically it says that without the dominant working at it also, the submissive cannot carry on alone.
I've read this concept before but it was nice the way she related this to any loving partnership and noted that it is always something that both partners have to be invested in and working at to make it happen.
Here's the link to her post  http://www.domme-chronicles.com/2012/11/invokingmaintaining-his-submission.html

Bend over and butter up

Saturday morning I woke horny and daydreamed of sex as T slept. Finally she woke at nearly 10am. We really needed that extra sleep. I told T that I had been thinking of making breakfast for her while nude and perhaps she could encourage me around the kitchen with a wooden spoon. We had our shower and she got dressed while I only put on my robe. I made her breakfast and she teased me a few times as I worked at the stove and counter. After breakfast as I wiped the counter she came up behind me and pointed out some spots I had “missed”. She fondled my ass as I bent over further. Then she opened a drawer and got out a spatula and started spanking my ass with it. I was getting aroused quickly. She tried a few different implements and I finally took off my robe entirely. She kept getting more things out to use on me including spatulas and wooden spoons including some very big heavy ones. I was totally enjoying it as she paddled my ass very rosy red. She even spread my cheeks and paddled right into my crack. I was up on my toes trying to open my self as much as possible. She was blowing air on my ass hole as I panted in lust. The big surprise was when she got out the butter dish and put a big glob of butter on my asshole. She smeared it around and it started to melt. She was looking for something with a useable shape and finally settled on the plastic handle of a spatula and started working it into my ass. She started out slow and it soon started to feel really good to me. Then she started spanking my ass, my cock and even my balls as she worked that handle into my ass. I was so excited as I thought of a recent story I read by Strict Julie where she played doctor with her husband and spanked him hard as she worked a series of dildoes up his ass.

T then got down in front of me and had me hold the spatula up my ass. She took a scoop of frosting off the cake on the counter and smeared it on my hard hot cock and then stuffed it in her mouth. She sucked me wonderfully as I fucked my ass with that handle. I must have been getting my prostate pretty well because I had the most incredible orgasm ever. I was yelling out loud for the longest most intense come ever. I don't know how I ever remained standing through it.

After I came back to the real world T helped pull the spatula handle out of my ass and wiped it off. She said I could take a shower to clean up the butter from my ass. I decided to wash the dishes that had been used on my ass while I was still naked and servile before showering.

I guess my service manner didn't last all day and T mentioned a few times when she indicated she wanted me to do something and I was hesitant to react. That evening she got out the leather cock strap and locked it on me. An hour later we were folding laundry and she said the she expected me to fold her underwear and in the proper way. So I made sure that I knew how she wanted them folded as I usually don't fold things the same way she does. After I got all done she came over and said “You didn't kiss them!” and tossed them back in the basket for me to do over . I was quite surprised at this response. I had briefly thought of doing so but decided she might think it was foolish. Apparently her dominance was lasting longer than my submissiveness today. After I kissed, folded and stacked each one she said that I hadn't kissed them in the crotch of the panties and threatened to make me do it all over again. Wow! There is hope here yet. She really is naturally dominant and she just needs to get over the attitude that it is not proper for a wife to dominate her husband. We are certainly making progress there although I don't think I would want her to be as harsh to me as she is with our daughter. I wore the locked cock and ball strap through the night and she took it off me the following morning before our shower.

We talked a few times in the following days about my attitude after coming. She said “ Does that mean if I want you to do the things I want that I have to keep you from coming?”. I agreed that it would probably help. Anytime that I comment on my state of denial she reminds me that it was my idea. As the saying goes “Be careful what you wish for”.

She does seem to be gaining more of a dominant attitude towards me though, including feeling less guilty about causing me discomfort from denial or pain from spanking. She says that it helps to have positive feedback from me that it's okay with me too, so I made a point of thanking her several times for this session including bringing her a bouquet of flowers.

For some reason I deeply crave being spanked, paddled, flogged and cropped by her and can only imagine if things continue to progress as they have in the past year where we may be a few years from now.

We are having fun with great sex and totally love and respect each other.

Tied & Denied

Thursday is not a typical day for us to have sex, with work and meeting schedules. I had a rare occasion to have dinner with my sister at which I had a beer. In my middle age I am finding that alcohol and end of day tiredness can inhibit my sexual response.

I was surprised when we went to bed that T was appearing to be sexually interested. She hinted when I went upstairs that I could bind myself up or something. It was chilly in the room and my penis was hiding to say the least so I put on the hollow strapon over it. When she got in bed and found me already large and very had she was surprised. After a few minutes of intercourse I penetrated her with the dildo and fucked her for a few minutes but she doesn't really enjoy the strapon that much. No problem, she got her magic wand vibrator and started using that. I got out some rope and bound my cock and balls. My cock got hard then and with the tightness of the rope it got super hard and engorged. It became so tight it was shiny. I fucked her with that super hard cock. Then I pulled out and moved up to her face and put it in her mouth. It was super sensitive as she licked and sucked. I put my swollen balls in her mouth and had the inspiration to release enough rope to wrap around her head a few times and by doing so tied her mouth in place with my balls in her mouth. This was super hot as she was being force fucked in the mouth with my balls and my super hard cock rubbed up and down on her nose. Finally I untied her and popped my shiny, hard balls out of her mouth. She rolled over and I fucked her from behind. She got her magic wand vibrator and used that on her clit. The vibrations were getting me close so I pulled out and fucked her ass crack. She orgasmed as I humped her ass crack hard enough to bruise my cock as I found out later.

After she had a few minutes to recover she looked at my hard, frustrated cock and said that she thought this would be a permission night. I was excited to think this meant I might get permission to come, even though it had been less than week since my last come. Then she told me that I was to ask permission every time I needed to get up and pee and that I would also need to kiss her pussy each time. Then she had me untie my cock and balls and use the rope to tie a leash around my waist attached to her wrist. We said good night and I tried to sleep despite my aching cock and swollen balls

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The first time I woke in need I wasn't sure how best to go about waking her and decided just to go for the pussy kissing first. I wriggled around and got my face down to her pussy without tugging the rope on her wrist and dove in to her sloppy wet cunt. She woke up fairly quickly and enjoyed my method.

She needed to pee also and lead my to the bathroom by my leash. I had to listen to her peeing which made my need more urgent. Then she waited for me to go. I am still a little shy about doing this in her presence which is silly considering some of the other things we do together. It was easier in the dark and I told her that I would need more training to become better at peeing for her.

Twice more I woke during the night and woke T by going down on her. She had me untie her wrist since she didn't need to get up then.

An O., a D.

Some fun activities the past few weeks. One morning after a extra long goodbye “kiss” on T's pussy I was very aroused too and ended up with quite a wet spot in my underwear from precum. I mentioned that later to T and said I needed a panty shield. The next day after she had me aroused in the afternoon and was sending me on my way with a hard on, she said wait, and got out a panty shield and stuck it in the front of my boxer briefs. It was extra tough zipping up my jeans with that and the hardon in there.

I kept the shield attached to my shorts all day and it was a pleasant reminder everytime I saw it of my arousal and of my submissiveness to T. I think it would be very interesting if she makes me wear a full size sanitary pad someday. That would cause a bulge in my shorts!

On Saturday morning I woke up very aroused and started thinking about the time that T made me sleep with my head down by her crotch. I decided to just go for it and wriggled my body under the covers, letting my legs fold up at the bottom of the bed. My head was completely under the covers and I couldn't see a thing. I pressed my face forward and was surprised to bump up against bare bottom. By this time T had finally figured out what the heck I was doing behind her. I started kissing her ass and finally made my way down to her pussy and kissed and licked it. I gave her a good pussy eating, including tonguing her asshole. Finally she pulled me up and had me fuck her for while, then she got out the vibrator and got herself off.

That evening we were both tired but started to cuddle and got aroused. She got out the vibrator and used it on my cock. It was very intense, now I know why she cums when she puts that thing on her clit.

She wanted me to fuck her and I did. I was thinking that I didn't want to come yet so that I could be good and submissive for her the next day. But then I started to fantasize about eating my come out of her pussy the next morning and that got me really close to coming. T knew I was close and said it was okay to come. I had only been fucking for a very short time and yet I came very hard.

The next morning we slept late and there was no time for any pussy eating, even if she somehow thought of me doing that. WE had a very busy, stressful afternoon of hard work with a honey bee hive. In the evening I was talking my pants off outside since they were too dirty and sticky to wear in the house. The joys of living in the country! T asked if my underwear was sticky too and pulled them down. She fondled my cock and them gave me some oral foreplay. About then I noticed a honey bee landing on her hair and the dog was approaching us with interest. If it's not kids getting in between us it's the darn dog! So, too many distractions and I got my bare ass in the house.

I went to the bathroom and when I came back her wet panties were under the covers by my pillow.

She said I had not paid enough attention to her panties that day since they were special ones. She said I could wear them, but I might stretch them out with my hardon. She hinted that I could put them on my head. I gave them a good sniff. Then I told her that one time when she was away I put her used panties on my head all night. She said she knew that. Well, now I just had to place them on my face with the damp crotch right over my nose.

I turned out the light and fell asleep that way with my balls against her knees. I woke once during the night when she got up to go to the bathroom and I still had them over my nose. Next time I woke though, they had fallen off.