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Nasty, kinky animal in the woods

I have in past had some nasty play time while alone in the woods. I enjoy tying myself up to trees, whipping my ass with a belt or stick, getting down and dirty.

I had a chance to play like this today and it was very dirty, even for me.

I came upon a spot where young people apparently partied, based on the evidence of a bonfire and a couple beer cans. They had made some rough benches around the fire pit with logs.

I used one of those benches to sit and take off my shoes and socks, then stood up and stripped completely naked there in the forest.

There was a path nearby, but it was highly unlikely at this time that anyone would come by.

I had brought along an 8 foot length of rope for a little bondage.

First things first, used my heavy leather belt to whip my ass.

Then I sat down in the leaves and used a small stick to whip my pubic mound and nipples.

I had seen a fetlife posting recently of a woman posing half naked bent over a log.

I sprawled over a granite boulder and enjoyed the rough rock surface grinding into my body as I hung on the rock.

The stem of a small fern was shoved into my pre-cum weeping cock.

I used my belt to secure myself to a sapling.

Then laid down on the ground and bound my feet together with the rope and pulled my feet up off the ground. Used my belt to cinch my wrists together, then laid there pretending that my mistress had left me here, naked and helpless, wondering when she would return.

I found a small tree with a branch at the right height for me to bite the branch, then used the rope to bind my head to the branch, then tied the rope around my head and eyes, leaving me feeling very helpless indeed.

I had a very nasty idea, released myself and found a stick about half and inch in diameter and gingerly stuffed it up my ass. Then I bit the stick again and bound my head to the branch, with my eyes blindfolded by the rope.

I used the belt tightly around my neck, then put my hands behind my back and pretended that I was left to suffer helplessly. It was so exciting!

There were a few other minor things before the finale.

The partiers had left a hatchet (small axe) in a stump. It had an hammer head on the back side which they had been using to pound nails in the stump for a drinking game.

I just had to try and get that up my ass. I sat down on it and spread my cheeks. Then I spit on the hammer for some lube and tried again. I imagined that I was being forced to lift my feet and let my body weight cause me to be impaled. Yes, force fucked, raped with a hammer up my slutty boy pussy!

After I unfucked myself from that, I bent over the log, ass up for a final ass whipping with the belt .

I saw a piece of trash on the ground and picked it up to see what it was. It was a tampon, still in the wrapper.

I have read of sissies having to wear a tampon in their boy pussies to make them have a semblance of a feminizing “period” What a wonderful find! Yes, I had to open the package and inspect it. Then, I had to try inserting it in my nasty pussy. \Yes, it went in, the applicator came out and I was showing the tell tail signs of a string dangling from my crotch! I could only imagine the hot college girl who had dropped this here and dreamed of her making me wear it. My mind flew to visions of her catching me in the act, stealing my clothes, and forcing me to be her sissy slave.

But the rain was approaching, time to end this nasty play.

I did wear the tampon for the rest of the evening while I went to a brewpub for dinnner.

It was very strange to feel something like that inside me.

If my wife was interested in feminizing me, I would encourage her to do this to me.

Alas, she does prefer to have a manly man and would probably be freaked out at the suggestion that she use tampons in me.

It was a fun, nasty time in the woods.

Punished

I recently brought up the concept of “maintenance” spankings with T. I explained that I understood that she found it difficult to “hurt” me due to her medical career but that I “needed” to receive spankings and whippings. If she didn't give them to me, I would do it to myself.

I talked to her about having a routine “scheduled” time to give me regular spankings. For one thing this would help her become more accustomed to hurting me, it would help remind us both of our roles as dominant and submissive and by having it scheduled, would help keep it going and not forgotten about. Then I hopefully waited for something to happen.

She did give me a few unexpected canings, to my delight (maybe not at the time!).

I basically always wash the dishes. I usually put away leftovers, then go to the bedroom to “prepare” for dishes. This means putting something on my cock and balls. Sometimes a sex toy, often just a brass ring or two or more around the base of my cock and balls. I then present myself for “inspection”, before proceeding with the dishes.

I was putting away leftovers last night when T asked if I was “dressed” for that. I said “not yet” and she told me to go get dressed for dishes. She asked if I was inspired to serve her and I said “yes Ma'am.” I went to the bedroom, put two brass rings around the base of my cock and balls and a smaller one around just my balls. Then I put a pair of supple nip suckers on my nipples. I presented myself for inspection, then did the dishes. Towards the end I accidentally splashed water on the window sill over the sink. I don't know if I made an exclamation or if T saw it but she ordered me to “come here”

She asked if I had gotten water on her window sill. I tried to lamely explain that it was an accident.

I was surprised when she actually scolded for it, then told me to bend over her lap. I did so rather awkwardly. She then used a lint brush to spank my ass. It made a funny hollow sound, but wasn't very painful.

She told me to get up and finish the dishes and to not be such a duck in the future.

This was a step forward as she chose to punish me for something, and not just spank me sexually.

Somewhat scary, but exciting.

Sexually, I was denied an orgasm from January 1 till February 23. Not nearly a record, but fairly long.

T provided me a great scene that weekend when she had me get the under bed restraints out, secured me to the bed, then used a back scratcher on me, all over including my balls and asshole. She then lubed my ass and put something up it. It felt great as she fucked my happy boy pussy. Even better when she used her magic wand vibrator to force me to orgasm without permission. To top it off she caught my cum in her hand and fed it to me.

Last weekend I wore a ball stretching weight over night and had it on when we showered the next morning. T surprised me by stroking my cock in the shower. She got me very erect, then lubed my cock with conditioner. She pumped me hard and pulled on my weighted balls. The pain was glorious and when she bit my nipple I knew I was not supposed to come, but could not stop. I groaned “no, no, no” as she forced me to cum. I was left slumped against the shower wall, totally shattered.

Craving control

I posted a response to a blog post on one of my favorite blogs "Male Chastity Journal".
It got a bit long so I thought I would copy it here.


Just like so many men, I am excited by the feeling of submission brought about by my wife having control over me.  This is enhanced by doing humiliating things or being "forced" to do or wear something.
I wear panties all the time now.  Yes, it just becomes forgotten about when they are under my pants just like any underwear.  There may be a momentary reminder when I go to the bathroom and see them, but that's it.
Years ago I read of men who were required to wear panties, even having all their men's underwear disposed of, leaving no choice.  Oh, how I craved to have my wife control me in that way. Oh well, most women don't really care about these things so I bought my own panties and replaced my briefs with them.
So many times, in the heat of passion, I have implored my wife to own me, use me, abuse me even in any way she desires. No time for that when life is taken up with TV, facebook and sewing projects.
Am I complaining here?  I suppose so, but when she does take an interest it is wonderful, so I shall appreciate what I have, continue to love and serve her as best I can and enjoy reading about other people wearing purple panties and bunny tails.
I do have a nice long fox tail, she has never made me wear it. pout

vibed and controlled

It has been quite some time since I wrote anything. That usually indicates either a lull in the activities or just all is good and proceeding. Sex life has taken a hit over the past year and a half since our oldest son moved home, followed not long after by our youngest daughter who is attending college near enough to commute. So much for empty nesting!

There have been some occasional hot sex scenes that I have not written up since I really didn't get a chance to at the time. One of the reasons for writing this journal was to remember these scenes. I will try to capture the basic activities of a few that I remember, even though it won't be a detailed story.

First off though, I have read about people doing “chemical torture”, meaning applying some type of lotion to the skin that may cause a reaction. Usually this is something menthol like BenGay or IcyHot.

I have been curious about this since reading about a woman who used this to punish her husband when she could not spank him when the kids were home. She would tie him to the bed naked, apply IcyHot to his cock and balls and leave him locked in the bedroom for an hour to ponder his burning bits and better behavior in the future.

I bought a tube of icy hot today. I put some on my balls, spread it all around. It does cause an interesting cold burning sensation. Of course my cock got aroused at this and started to erect, so I put some icy hot on the head, then spread it all down the shaft. Might as well jump right in! So I am writing this as my cock and balls are burning. It is not too bad, tolerable, but a very constant reminder.

I think I will offer the tube to T and see if she would be interested in tormenting me with it. She does like to tease!

Just the other day we had just got out of the shower in the morning. I was naked and hoping for some attention. T picked up a back scratcher that I got recently. It is shaped like a tiny metal hand, with fingers to scratch with. She gently scratched it on my balls, then cock. She eventually got to scratching my cock pretty hard with and and using the little metal fingers to pull wide the opening on my cock head. I was very excited!

She then had me turn around and bend over. She scratched my ass very well, then moved between my legs, eventually getting right in there and scratching my ass hole. She spread my rosebud wide with the little metal fingers. I was soo hot, then she flipped the tool around and poked my ass hole with the handle. She put it in my and fucked me in the boy pussy. My cock was super hard and dripping precum, which she wiped off and fed to me.

She had my fuck her then. Then she had me eat her. At one point she was playing with my cock and sucking the head while she spanked my ass. She had me eat her again and she came, squirting into my mouth.

Last month I bought a new sex toy, a vibrating butt plug with a remote control. I thought it would be very fun to give T control of something like that. I do love giving her control of things to do with my body. I have a ritual now of “dressing” to do dishes. This means putting something on my cock and balls. I usually present myself to T for inspection to show her what I have put on before starting the dishes. This night she told me to get dressed for dishes. She said to put the new vibrating plug in, put on a flowered apron and bring the remote control to her.

She had a great time tormenting me while I did the dishes, turning the vibration on and off, changing the pattern. She especially liked surprising me when she switched it on and watching me jump.

After the dishes were done we watched tv for awhile during which she would occasionally switch on the vibe just to watch my reaction.

We went to bed and she played with the vibe and got me hard. She had me give her a good fucking then. Of course no cumming allowed for me.

This is exactly what also happened on New Years Day but that time she ran the vibe in my boy pussy and told me to come hard in her. I had a roaring orgasm. She said that since it was on New Years day she would be able to know how long she was denying me in the new year.

I do hope it will be for a long time in a tiny cage.

Femmed and fucked

I haven't posted in some time, mainly because I haven't had the opportunity to write up a full post.
So I will just do a quick reminder of what we did last night as I don't want this to be lost,

I put the "new" stainless chastity cage on myself Saturday morning.  That stayed on till Sunday night.
Sunday morning she plucked all the hair from around my nipples, making my nearly hairless chest completely hairless. She talked about feminizing me. Yum!

Finally had play time Sunday evening.
T bound me to bed using under bed restraints.  Tickled me all over and tormented me.
Then caned my ass hard, ouch!
Dribbled cold lube on my ass hole and finger fucked me.  She pounded my "pussy" as she used her hip to make me feel like I was really being fucked.
She asked if I wanted more and I said bigger. She then used her glass dildo and fucked me very well and deep with that. I pleaded with her to fuck her bitch hard. I moaned in excitement and humiliation when she said that my locked up cock was just a useless appendage
She left me bound and plugged as she used the magic wand on herself. That wasn't working and she released my bonds and told me to eat her pussy.

That got her going and she had a squirting orgasm as I finger fucked her pussy.
What a great time!  As I cleaned up she gave me the key to release her cock from the cage.
No orgasm for me but I was very satisfied!

Shaved and whipped

A brief summary of some recent highlights as I sit here in a short steel cock cage. T is working late so I am tormenting myself. I had purchased two plastic chastity devices last year, but T did not have much interest in having me wear them. I recently succumbed to temptation and bought this steel cage. It was quite cheap, but the quality is not bad. It is only about 2 inches long, so I have to get it on very fast before I get aroused. I certainly know it is there, between the tight fit and the weight hanging on my cock and balls.

Last week we went on a trip for a week to a conference. It was a fun time in a fun city. Of course I was hoping for some hot hotel monkey sex and got that!

I managed to slip the new cane into T's luggage. One evening she put a pair of over the door cuffs on me and strung me up naked from the bathroom door. Then she used the cane to good measure on my ass. It was an extra thrill when a group of people walked down the hall outside our room. It was only about 6 feet from the door of the room to where she was whipping me. She kept on caning me and I wondered if they could hear the rhythmic whacks from under the door as they walked by. I hope they did!

The last couple years T has shaved my legs either in January or in the Fall. Last fall she shaved my legs, but only trimmed my mound to a stubble and announced that it would stay that way. Come spring when she told me stop shaving my legs, she told me to grow my mound too. I was allowed to continue shaving my cock, balls and ass.

The bathroom in our hotel room had a big marble countertop. I hinted very strongly that it was big enough for someone to lay on it and get shaved at the sink. I also bought a new package of razors.

Fortunately she took that hint and had me get up there naked. She used the razor to shear off my pubic mound, then lathered it up and shaved it clean. Now I have a lovely smooth white mound. She said that she would let me shave my legs after shorts season was over. We had a hot spell last week, but I think I am done with shorts and hope she lets me shave my legs soon.

This morning she said something about putting nail polish on. She said that it was just to protect one damaged fingernail and not because she was femmy enough to maintain polished nails. Then she tweaked my nipple and said “unlike some people!”. Then she hinted that she may put polish on my nails sometime. She has done my toenails a few times and it was wonderful.

She does surprise me at times, which she loves to do. I generally kneel at take her shoes off when she comes in the house or is undressing for bed. The other day she had just put her shoes on when she snapped her fingers and pointed down. I was so confused since she had just put her shoes on. I gave her a questioning look and she pointed down again. I knelt down and she said she just did that to give me a little thrill. She kissed me on top of the head and told me to carry on with what I was doing. I stood and pointed to the partial erection already showing through my pants and told her that she had indeed thrilled me.

A few weeks ago she had me get naked in the bedroom. She got a scarf and tied it around my head as a blindfold, then had me stand against the mirror on the back of the door with my hands over my head. She used her leather belt to whip my ass, then had me turn around and whipped my pubic mound hard.

“You like it hard there don't you?” she asked. I groaned that I did indeed and hoped that it was becoming nice and red. Then she surprised me when I heard the buzz of her magic wand and the sudden application of it's relentless vibrations to my cock. She got me dangerously close to coming and asked if I wanted to come. Oh yes, I wanted release, but we both knew that I would rather be denied until we went away on vacation. She put clamps on my nipples and left me standing there while she used the wand to bring herself to orgasm.

Another time recently we were home alone and she was doing laundry. She gave me a pile of damp jeans and told me to hang them on the clothesline outside. She told me that for every clothes pin I used to hang something that I was to place a pin on myself. I came back in the house with a dozen pins on my cock, balls and nipples. She seemed amused and pleased and left them on me for nearly an hour. Eventually she took them off slowly and enjoyed watching my reaction to the pain of the release.

Later she had me bring in the laundry and of course I had to wear each pin that I took off the line.

We have had a few sessions over the years where I scrubbed the wooden kitchen floor. By hand, on my hands and knees, naked, ball harness with a full soda bottle hanging from my nuts. A few months ago, we had a quiet morning at home and she said it would be a good time to do the floor. She put a leather dog collar around my neck and put on the ball harness. First I had to vacuum the floor. We were in the process of moving the table so I could vacuum under it when our daughter showed up at the kitchen door. It has a large glass window in at and she was very surprised to see me there naked. We both fled in opposite directions and I don't know how much she saw. Although she is our youngest, she is very free thinking and just laughed it off.

My wife would never allow it, but I wish that I could tell my daughters of the benefits of a female led relationship and encourage them to train their boyfriends or husbands to be a good submissive for them. I think that the benefits are great and only wish I had known about this many years ago.

Birched

I have not posted anything in many months.  This seems to be a typical problem with blogs that after some time the blogger gets less enthused about writing.  What was once new and exciting has become a, hopefully happy, routine.  So though things have been happening I just have not paused to write about it. 
T continues to control my orgasms, which can range from weekly to several months apart. She does not whip me as frequently as she sometimes has, but when she does they tend to be more severe.  Also she seems to be using less of the belt and more of the cane.  I suppose that may be influenced by my purchasing a real cane after the garden bamboo stick broke.

This past weekend we were at her family camp and the rest of the family had left.  I was hoping that just maybe we could have replay of the last time we were at camp and she switched me with a stick.
She then picked up a small branch from the ground and said we should take a walk to the wooded are of the site.  She playfully switched my bare calves as we walked.  Once we got to our campsite she told me to drop my shorts and lean against a big tree. She whipped my ass and thighs, with the tip wrapping around with a painful sting. She really gave it to me good and had me writhing in pain.
Then she told me to turn around and present my front.  She whipped my thighs and pubic mound, then brought the switch down on my partly erect cock. To her amusement, that only made it become harder the more she whipped it. 
Glutton for punishment, I pulled up my shirt and offered my nipples for her abuse.  She whipped them harshly and I writhed in pain against the rough bark of the tree. The tip of the switch wrapped around and repeatedly struck the side of my chest below my armpits, a very tender spot.  Afterward, there was a pattern of marks left in this area.
At one point she said something about what type of  tree the branch was from and I told her it was birch, then I gave her some background on the use of a "birch" in the Victorian days and the book that influenced my sexuality as a teen, "Birch in the Boudoir".
After she had raised sufficient marks and the mosquitoes had started to devour us, she gave the switch to carry and told me to pull up my pants.  I brought the switch home as she seemed to indicate I should. I told her that contrary as it seemed, I loved her so incredibly much after she whipped me hard.

That night as we readied for bed, I had left the switch on the bed.  I was wearing my very short red lace nightie and she inspected my marks.  She said that one side was not as evident as the other and picked up the switch from bed.  "Are you looking to get whipped again?" she asked.  I tried not to appear to eager to say yes.  Much to my initial joy, and eventual temporary regret, she gave me another serious switching with the birch including whipping my cock into erection. 

T then put the switch in my mouth for me to hold between my teeth as she laid back on the bed and spread her legs.  I happily used my hardened tool to enter her and gave her the nice fucking that she craved.  I was so happy that she became aroused while whipping me hard.
I wondered if she would let me come, since had let me during our last fuck, although she did not follow through and have me eat my cum from her.
She pinched my nipples and I thought of how I had told her of another blogger who signalled to her husband to cum by pinching his nipples.  T told me this time that she knew I wanted that to be my trigger to cum but she did not want it to be because she wanted to pinch my nipples hard and not have me come.  She wants to be able to torment them at well and I brought myself closer to the edge of losing it as I told her that my nipples were hers to torture and use in any way. I thrust into her and said that my nipples need to be pinched hard, clamped, twisted, bit, stretched, whipped and even pierced.
Then she told me stop. She was tired and sore and it was time to sleep.  I stopped and pulled out slowly.  I so love when she controls me in any way, and especially when she controls me sexually.
I kissed her lovingly, then asked if I may kiss her pussy.  She said yes, just a little bit.
I kissed her sweet, wet, just fucked pussy.  I tried to kiss just a little bit, but could not stop myself from licking and sucking her.  But she grabbed my by the hair and pulled me away.
"Time to sleep" she said and she was soon asleep as I lay there hard and horny, red and marked.

Bed bound

This past weekend, T and I got away for the weekend to a small resort. Of course, my plans were to have lots of kinky sex. Unfortunately the rustic room did not encourage too much, between the tiny shower stall and the proximity of neighbors through thin walls. Too bad, that heavy posted bed frame really stoked my fantasies.

I had come prepared with a new toy, a butt plug with a fox tail. I was hoping that T would put that in me and treat my like a dog, complete with collar and chain leash. Alas, that did not happen. I did present T with a temporary tattoo that said Property of T. She put it on my chest, over my heart.

Last year at this time, we took a vacation to the Florida Keys. We had awesome sex, including T trimming all the hair off my legs and pubes, then shaving me clean. I was hoping that she would be ready for me to be shorn and brought the electric hair trimmers.

She had me get those out and I got naked. She asked if I was sure that I wanted to do this. “Yes, please!”, I said. She trimmed off all the hair on my legs, then did my pubes all the way to my navel. “This will stay a five oclock shadow”, she said, “but get in the shower and shave your legs. I want it perfect!”.

I did my best in the poorly lit, tiny shower stall. Fortunately, she was not inspecting closely.

After that she had me get out some ropes and tied my hands over my head to the bed frame. She then straddled me and placed her wet pussy on my face. I ate her pussy with gusto. She ground on me and smothered me as my nose was deep between her ass cheeks. She teased my cock with her magic wand, then switched around and tried to ride my cock. For some reason, we just could not get it in to her pussy, even with a dollop of lube. Finally she untied me from the bed and had me stand up. She then used the rope to whip my ass. Some of the whipping caught my balls from behind. Then she had me turn around and whipped my cock with the rope. It got very hard now, even when she intentionally hit my balls. Some of those strikes were quite painful, but I kept on offering them up for more.

She then laid down on the bed and said that she wanted my to put my cock in her pussy now. I did so and gave her a nice fucking. I am so lucky that she does enjoy this as I have read of some dommes who do not allow their subs to enter them anymore. It is a hot fantasy to be made a born again virgin for the rest of my life, but I do like getting to have intercourse.

I was getting close to cumming and T pushed me off. She used her magic wand to bring herself to tow orgasms. After she came, I licked her pussy gently.

She drifted off to sleep, but of course I was still ready to go! I have hinted to T in the past that if she was not interested in sex, she could just tie me up or put me in some sort of torture while she watched tv or read. I put a pair of nipple suckers on and put a jewelled butt plug up my ass. Then I used a set of chinese handcuffs ( red ropes looped togther) to tie my hands over my head to the bed post. They were very tight to get my hand through and I knew that I could not get them off myself. I was naked and helpless until she woke to release me. I writhed on the butt plug as our neighbors talked loudly on the porch outside our door. What would they think if they knew a naked man was tied to the bed less than ten feet away?

I think I may have dozed a little, but mainly I was awake. My shoulders ached, but this was something I have craved, to be helplessly bound for more than just a few minutes. Finally T woke up. She was somewhat surprised to see my state, but it was not something totally unexpected. She rolled over and put her knees up in front of me. She knows that I have a strange kink of grinding my balls on her knees. I strained in my bonds and pressed my balls against her. She apparently finds this to be soothing and drifted off to sleep again. I ground my balls against her for over half an hour. The next time she woke and looked at the clock and realized we needed to be getting to dinner. She released my hands and I got up to dress. She asked if I could wear the plug for dinner. I was only to happy to do so. I dressed in black thigh high stockings with red lace tops and a black garter belt. A tight gray shirt showed off my stretched nipples. No panties for the evening. Such a slut.

Pee like a girl

While traveling recently, T asked me to find a bathroom stop for her. I pulled into a Dunkin Donuts and we both went in. She headed to the women's and I to the mens. The green vacant symbol was showing on the door as I turned the knob and opened the door. A man inside exclaimed in panic”There's someone in here!”. “Sorry” I said as I shut the door. I waited outside of the door until T came out of the women's room. She apparently had heard what happened. She told me “Use the women's”. I was rather surprised at this and did not respond. “I mean it”, she said, “ Go in the women's bathroom and pee like a girl!”. I hesitated for a moment, glanced around quickly, and went in.

I usually pee sitting down anyway these days when I am using a coed toilet, like at home and at my office. I am wearing panties, so it does make sense to sit. I dropped my jeans and panties and sat to pee, "like a girl".

I came out of the bathroom warily, wondering what I would say if there should be a woman waiting to enter. The only one there was T, enjoying my embarrassment.

This was certainly a step forward in her control, and in placing me in a position of potential public humiliation. Rather scary, but exciting.

Using the bathroom at Dunkin Donuts will never be the same.  

Birthday whipping boy

Our kinky play started many years ago with birthday spankings. After a few years I really began to look forward to our birthdays and the opportunities to either give or receive a spanking. Eventually we did not need the excuse of a birthday spanking, but it was still often a special spanking occasion.

More recently the birthday spanking has not always happened due to busy schedules and home life. We talked about a birthday spanking for T recently including discussing whether she would get spanked or if her spanking boy (me) would take the spanking for her.

Last weekend we had the rare occasion of a Saturday morning with no kids at home. I suggested that it might be a good time for her birthday spanking. She asked if I wanted to give or receive. I really do love to be spanked and am always the one to get spanked now. Years ago, T was the one who got spanked. I asked if she would actually want to be spanked, just because she never gets to. She said that was fine, she felt no need to be spanked and that I could take it for her. Okay with me!

T told me to get out some spanking implements. I put out on the bed the following: small flogger, large flogger, riding crop, “rooster” leather fly swatter and two leather belts. She said I was missing something and it took me a moment or so to realize that she meant the switch that she had cut in the woods a few weeks ago. It's gives quite a sting!

T then used a bandana to blindfold me and used a scarf to tie my hands behind my back. Wow, a kinky spanking! She then started out by stroking the flogger gently and teasingly over me. She does love to tease! Then she began lightly flogging me all over, then working up to whapping me hard with the small flogger. This led to using the larger flogger, then the crop. I am not sure if she used everything since I could not see. Usually a birthday spanking is either the number of years on each body part to be spanked or the number of years with each implement. If she was counting at all I could not tell and I was just as happy to receive as many swats as she felt like giving me. She did give me swats, hits, whipping and beatings on my ass, thighs, back, nipples, belly, cock, balls and asshole. I am such a pain slut as I really encouraged her to whip my balls, telling her that they were useless and only good for torturing. She replied to that by getting out a bunch of clothespins and putting them on my scrotum, such delicious pain.

A month or so ago she had spun a fantasy about removing the hair from around my nipples. That is the only place on my chest that has hair. I heard her getting something from the bathroom and was excited when she returned and I felt her using tweezers to pull on the hairs, then yanking them out of my chest.

She did a very thorough job and got every hair. I told her that I really wanted to have her remove these signs of masculinity from my body. After all the hairs was plucked from my nipples, she moved down and pulled some from my pubic mound. My cock and balls are completely shaved already, but she did pluck some from my inner thighs.

She then told me to get down on the floor on my back. She kicked my legs apart and made me spread my arms. I felt very vulnerable like this and she took advantage of this as she whipped my chest, cock and balls. She then told me to pull my knees up so she could inspect my ass hole. She used the tweezers to yank some hairs there that I had missed while shaving then whipped my wide spread hole.

She then left me on the floor and I heard the buzz of the magic wand vibrator as she used it on her pussy. I was left naked and blindfolded on the floor with my balls covered with clothespins as she brought herself to an orgasm while I shook those pins as hard as I could. I love when she has her pleasure while I am suffering in pain.

I was still blindfolded as she straddled my face and placed her wet pussy on my mouth. I was only too happy to eat her! After a minute or two of that I was happily shocked to feel the magic wand vibrator on my cock. She used it to vibrate the clothespins that were still on my scrotum. Then she used it on my cock head.

I put my arms under her legs and at first she thought I was trying to push her away, then realized I reacted positively when my wrist was pinned down. Yes, that's what I want, to be pinned down helplessly on the floor, her pussy grinding on my face, as she tortures my cock. This was just so intense along with that relentless magic wand that I had no ability to even think about not coming. It was happening whether I wanted to or not. She made me come with a roar and scream, then she kept up the relentless vibrations in what was becoming excruciating post orgasm torture. The orgasm was so great, but I just wanted it to stop. I got what I deserved though, as she dominated me and tortured me.

Finally she removed the wand and wiped up my cum. I had completely forgotten about our recent “rule” that if I orgasm, I must eat my cum. Next thing I knew, she was using her fingers to feed my my cum and wipe it all over my lips. This was very degrading and submissive, but I loved it.

I was shocked back to reality when she took the first clothespin off. They always hurt most coming off and even more so when it after the orgasm! She said, “ Oh, I should have thought to take these off when you were coming.”

I was so satiated that I just wanted to stay there on the floor and sleep. What a great birthday spanking that turned out to be and I was so happy to be her whipping boy.

Come come again

Despite being in a typical state of orgasm denial I have been granted orgasms about every other week recently. Seems like less than that!

My past two orgasms were memorable.

We were in the bedroom when T decided that I need some whipping and told me to get naked. I did so and waited for her to instruct me to bend over if that was what she wanted rather than just doing so automatically. I am glad I waited for instructions as she told me to get down on the floor, head down, ass up. She then used her belt to whip my ass. She gave me a very good whipping, finishing up with standing front of me with her feet at my face. I kissed and licked her feet as she whipped me hard. I was in total submissive joy! But that wasn't the end as she spread my cheeks and whipped deep in the crack and right on to my hungry ass hole. She surprised me then by fingering my puckered hole. She asked if I wanted this and I grunted “yes please”. Then I heard packaging opening as she opened a pair of rubber gloves and snapped them on. She is a nurse, so cleanliness is super important to her. Then she fingered my ass, putting a finger inside and fucking me gently with first one, then two fingers.

Then she got out my jewelled steel plugs and had me select one from the bag of two. She lubed my hole and pressed that plug against my man pussy and it was eagerly sucked in. She fucked it in and out. I was loving this and wanted more. I did not want to “top from the bottom”, but asked helpfully if I could get out something else for her to use. I got out my glass dildoes and selected a blue one with a slender shaft and a bulbous head. She worked that in and began fucking me with it. It was sooooo goood. But it got even better when she began tugging my balls hard, oh I love to be tortured! But she gave me pleasure then as she began stroking my hard cock with her lube covered gloved hand. This was too good and I gasped out that she was going to make me come! I was completely beyond control and came like a wild man. She did not stop then, no she kept on stroking me with agonizing post orgasmic torture. She loves to tease, but I don't know if she realized how much I just wanted it to stop right then. But she is in control so I just had to squeal like a piggy and endure it.

She pulled the plug out of my ass with a plop and wiped my come into my ass crack. Well I would not be eating my come this time.

The next orgasm, two weeks later, came during lovely, very standard intercourse. I was fucking away and managing to do so quite well without feeling compelled to need to come too quick. Then T started talking about me coming. Damn, just thinking about it made me feel like I wanted to right then. I was doing okay until she started talking about how she was not going to let me come anyway, but if she did, I would be required to eat my cum. Then she said that she wanted to come also so that I would have to eat our mixed juices. This was all too much and I begged to please be allowed to come and made to eat it. She said that I could and I came with a roar. Then T let me have a nice settling time after as I collapsed. I thought that was very nice until she said that she wanted to let me come down from my high and be completely over my orgasm and ready to nap when she made me eat my cum from her pussy. Then she pushed me down to her crotch as she got the magic wand vibrator out and applied it to her clit. I began licking her pussy and swallowing my cum. I was not so keen on eating it now, but kept at it until she came and I drank down her pee which was rather strong flavored today. I licked up every drop as I thought of how I was drinking our mixed fluids in a sign of my devotion and our loving relationship.

Owned and whipped and marked

This past weekend we attended a family wedding at which I was wearing a pair of peach colored panties under my slacks. I had brought numerous “toys” with which I asked if T would like to attach anything to my cock and balls. She said maybe later.

The wedding was lots of fun and we danced all night. Several times we went out to the restrooms together and one time T told me that I must sit like a girl when I pee. I loved hearing her refer to me in a way that related me to being a girl!

Another time she told me that I should do my Kiegel exercises while I waited for her, so the whole time I waited I was concentrating on contracting the muscles in my groin, at her direction.

The next morning we were at her families camp and she said that she was going to boss me around all morning. I told her that I loved being under her control. She told me to get out my “toys” so that she could pick something to put on me while I worked for her.

She put on a leather strap around the base of my cock and balls that has a small lock. She put the key in her bra and I just swooned. How I love the concept of her locking me up and making me her property.

Speaking of, I had purchased a temporary tattoo that says “Property of T__” and placed it on my chest just over my left nipple. Right over my heart.

After she put the strap on my parts, she had me stand in the lean to and hold on to a couple ropes that hung from the rafters. “Pretend you are tied up there”, she said.

I had left about six various lengths of parachute cord with the other toys and she used them to tie all around my waist and chest, creating a rope corset. I told her that I had been looking at corsets on line and thought one would help me be very womanly.

She went outside and came back with two dead sticks, about 3 feet long. Then she started hitting me with the sticks on my thighs. After a number of smacks she had me turn around and whipped my ass and the back of the thighs. It was not too painful and I was getting warmed up when she suddenly said “oh my God, you're bleeding!”.

Apparently there were some sharp little points on the sides of the sticks that had poked me a few times.

It did not really hurt and there were just a few drops of blood, but it caused her to call a complete halt to that action. I was so disappointed.   She told me to pull up my panties (hot pink) and pants and help her with a few chores.

A short time later she had walked up the driveway into the woods without me. I followed after her and took off my shirt  before I caught up to her as I still had the rope corset on. She said that she wanted me to carry some stones back to our campsite. As I looked for a sizable stone, she cut a small limb off a live tree and trimmed the leaves and branches off. It was about 3 feet long and the tip was very slender. She then began to whip me anyplace she liked including my ass, thighs, back, chest and belly. She told me to pick up the rock and start walking. She encouraged me along in my walk carrying the rock by keeping up a regular whipping on my bare skin or on my ass which was covered by my shorts.

When I bent over to put the rock in the place she indicated she whipped my ass. I stayed bent over longer than necessary so she could whip my ass more. Then she told me to go back and get another rock. Whipping me all the way there and back. That little tip really stung when it wrapped around and stung my sides. After that rock was placed she told me to pull down my shorts and panties and lean against a big tree, ass out. She then whipped my ass, thighs and back. After a few good stingers she had me turn around and lean my back against the tree and whipped my chest and belly. She even gave my hard cock about a dozen strokes. She finished off by having me grind my chest and cock into the tree as she whipped my ass. I was definitely gasping and squirming with some of those hits. It was very stingy and raised some wicked welts. These marks were going to last more than a few hours.

She said that was her limit and stopped. I have fantasized about being whipped long and hard to find and exceed my limit. After this whipping, she said “be careful what you wish for” and I really had enough for then.

She then instructed me to kneel in the dirt and stones before her and thank her. I did thank her very gratefully for loving me enough to be willing to do this for and to me. I told her that having her dominate me is the absolutely most exciting thing in the world to me.

30 hours later, I still have sprays of red marks on my hips and ass. I love it! I told her when she finished that I would love for her to keep me marked in some way at all times.   

Misbehaving and eating it

After I wrote my last post about “behaving” myself I went to the bedroom before showering. I took off the screw vacuum suckers off my nipples. The were plump and red and I could not resist putting some nipple clamps on while the were so big. The lead to applying every pair of clamps that I had to some part of my body. I also attached a pair of clover clamps to the ring of the glass butt plug, then attached a chain leash to that. I pulled the leash up my back and wrapped it around my neck. I had clamps on my scrotum, my cock head, two pair on my nipples, one on my lower lip and one on my tongue. I arched my back and shook all the chains hanging from the clamps. Oh what a naughty boy! I had to be punished and I whipped my lower belly and my thighs with a leather belt. I looked to have left some nice welts. Of course, despite all this arousal, I could not have an orgasm, so I took everything off, pulled the big plug out and took my shower.

After the shower I put a pink chastity device on my penis, put the red jeweled plug up my ass and waited for T to get home, still wearing the white cloth tape on my chest and ass.

She did not get home until about 5 pm and she promptly went for a walk in her gardens. I followed along, waiting for the moment to tell her what I was wearing. I finally broke the ice and told her about the pink panties I had on and the other objects that I had on besides. She of course was very tired after her trip, but I did not expect anything from her, I just wanted her to know what I had on.

That evening, she sat on the bed and had me kneel before her naked and instructed me to tell her what I had done while she was gone. Of course this was embarrassing and humiliating, but very exciting to me. I did my best to give her all the details. When I was done she asked if she should remove the device from the cock. I told her that she had the key and it was her choice. She chose to leave it on for the night, which I was very happy about.

The next morning she removed the device from me and played with my penis till it was erect. Then she told me to lay on my back as she climbed on top of me and sat on my cock. After all the arousal I had put myself through in the past two days, I could not last long. She told me that if I came I would be required to eat my cum. This only made me want to even more and I begged her to let me cum and make me eat it from her. She said that she would sit on my face and let it drain out into my mouth, then she told me that I could cum. I had a roaring climax.

As I tried to recover from the orgasm, she told me to get up out of her spot on the bed. Then she laid back, spread her legs and told me to clean up my mess. Of course, my enthusiasm for doing so had drained out with my orgasm, but I dutifully began licking and swallowing. T then got her Magic Wand and used that on her clit. As she orgasmed she totally released and I drank her piss as quickly as I could. I am happy that I can help her have the most pleasure possible by not having to feel inhibited about completely letting go while I am licking her.

Interestingly, one morning this week T got up and said she had to pee and made a comment to the effect that she could just stay in bed and take care of it. This was as she went out the door and it took me a moment to realize that she meant that she could have me drink it for her. I have told her that I would be interested and willing to drink her nectar when she was not having an orgasm. I think she may do that someday and I wonder when and where it will happen. In the shower, outside in the garden, in bed?

behaving myself

Home alone equals free time to abuse my body. T is away for two nights and she told me to behave.

She did not say to behave well. She did give me a short list of things I am not to do including burning or piercing, both of which I have done when alone in the past. I confessed both of these to her. I would be very happy to have her do them to me and much more.  

I had placed a cock and ball restraint on last night and slept with it. The morning erection was painful as my cock could not grow and pulled on my balls. Nice. White cloth bandage tape pulled my chest up around my nipples and made them stand out while.  Lit a small red candle and poured hot wax onto the under side of my cock head, filling my slit with a plug of  molten wax, then pulled the hardened plug out of the weeping red eye of  my useless cock.

I had also put a red jeweled butt plug in my ass and slept with that in.

I took the butt plug out this morning and put vacuum suction devices on my nipples after removing the tape.

Rope tied to the cock ring tied my cock back between my legs and pulled my balls up in front, nicely twisted situation.

Tied my feet together with rope and pulled my feet to a ring over my head. I flogged my ass with a small flogger, my cock was flogged as well.

Feet still tied together I rolled off the bed onto the floor. Ass up and head down I whipped my ass brutally with a heavy leather belt. Rolled on my back and whipped my thighs and belly.

Put a worn pair of T's panties over my head and tied them in place with a rope that wrapped around my head through my open lips, under my nose and across my eyes.

Gagged and blindfolded I whipped my ass for another 60 hard strikes.

Crawled blindly around the room to get a towel, bottle of lube and glass butt plugs.

Took the panties off my head, lubed the first plug and shoved it up my ass. This one is thin with ridges and I pumped it in and out. Next plug is smooth with a bulb at the end. Milked my prostate with that and watched my cock streaming a steady flow of fluid.

Got out a big clear glass plug with a ring on the end. Had to work very hard to get that one in, but eventually it popped inside me. Tied it in place with a rope through the ring, though I don't think it can come out without being pulled.

Placed a pink chastity device on my cock and locked it on with the goal of keeping it on until T comes home and unlocks it.

Took off the nipple suckers that had been on for an hour. Put a pair of nipple clamps with big silver rings onto my plump nipples. They have been on for an hour and a half now as I write this.

I am sitting on a chair now with the glass plug up my ass, grinding on the loop holding it in. I am wearing my favorite leopard patterned nighty and T's silky light blue robe.

What else will I do to myself while “behaving” today?

no, no, no don't make me cum

We recently went for a short vacation. This included a hotel stay, which I am always hopeful will include HHMS, hot hotel monkey sex. This was a very busy tourist type vacation, so we did not have much time or energy for sex play. The last morning there we had an hour or so to spare and that was the time! T wanted to take a shower before sex, so we got in the shower. I was already half erect in anticipation. She soaped up my cock and started stroking it. I was getting very aroused when she rubbed the bar of soap over my asshole. This was getting way too good. It had been nearly 3 months since my last orgasm and she was making it feel too good. I did not want to cum as that would likely put an and to any more sex play that morning. “You are going to make me cum”, I moaned, but she kept up the action on my cock and stroked my ass hole more insistently. I lost it, “no, no, no” I sobbed, practically crying in my desperation and disappointment in the way my body was betraying me.

Worse yet was that my cum was mixed with soap and getting washed down the drain. The last time I had cum, we discussed making it a new “rule” that if I came I would eat my ejaculate. This was to be the first time since then and now I had literally blown it.

We got out of the shower and dried off. The sex was done with for the day.

fingering and fucking

A few weeks ago, we had a little session that began, as is becoming more common, with me bent over the foot of the bed as T whipped my ass with her belt. This time though, after whipping me for a minute or so, she stopped and went to get something. I thought it was a different implement to whip me with, that would be fun. Then I realized she was getting latex gloves and the bottle of lube.

She dripped some lube on my upturned ass, then stroked my ass hole. This was a pleasant surprise since she finds anal play less than appealing, but she knows I really like it. Then she put a finger in and began stroking in and out. This progressed to two fingers.
With her other hand she was stroking my hard cock. After a couple minutes of this bliss she stopped an removed the glove. She laid back on the bed and told me to use that hard cock in her. I moved up and put it in her hot pussy. I was so aroused that I was on the edge in no time and had to pull out for fear of having an orgasm without permission. She said, okay, we're done, go clean up. That was it for that session. Nobody needed to or got to have an orgasm and it was just very delightful.

New nightie

It was about 18 months ago (Oct 2015) that I wrote about T getting fabric to make me a new nightie. That was a very exciting scene wherein the fabric was wrapped around my cock and balls and then pins were stuck into the fabric and me.

Last week, T decided that it was time to get a pattern and make the nightie. She started out by checking the size by pinning the paper pattern pieces to the shirt I was wearing. There were a few slight pokes t the pin to my skin that reminded me of the last time she used pins on me and some ended up stabbed into my hard cock. I was really hoping that she might stick me good this time, but she didn't.

She is a skilled seamstress and in short order she had the fabric pieces cut out. I helped by running some of the edges through the serger. Once it was mainly put together she had me try it on. She wanted to cut it to length and she decided to match the V at the plunging neckline with a reverse V at the crotch, leaving that area peeking out. She decided the length to trim, then I think she cut it five inches shorter. The V in the front left my cock, balls and pubic mound completely exposed at all times. My ass cheeks were just peeking out of the hem at the back when I stood up straight and the slightest bend over showed my ass. Very slutty. I love it!

She liked it so much that she made one for herself with a more modest fabric and a looser, longer fit.

Mine is mainly sheer with a pattern of velour fabric that doesn't cover much, so it's basically see through.

I slept in it that night and the next morning she had me bend over the bed and she whipped my ass with her belt. After a few minutes my legs were shaking, so she had me get up on the bed on my knees and bend over. She got a riding crop out and started to use that on me but the leather slapper on the end flew right off. That would not do so I got the leather rooster for her. I guess it is supposed to be an Amish fly swatter. It is heavy leather cut in the shape of a rooster and firmly attached to a 18 inch long wooden handle. It can really pack a wallop and she gave me a serious ass warming with it. I have told her that I really crave being beat long and hard enough to leave marks. I long to have her make lasting marks on my body and she gave it a good attempt this time. I was left with a hot red ass, but it must be a tough ass since there were no bruises there the next day.

Beat me

I just returned to work from lunch at home.  I knew that T was home today so I went home hoping maybe we would get to take advantage of the empty house.  We had a nice lunch and chat during which I mentioned that I had been checking my blog and found that I had been posting to it for over 10 years now. Wow!  I also mentioned that some of the earliest posts were about coming home for lunch and having sex along with blogs about spanking.  Mainly me spanking her.  I don't know when I last spanked her. I know very well when she last whipped me.

As I was getting ready to head back to work T asked if I was interested in a little something like a spanking while there.  Of course I was!  She told me to go upstairs and wait for her in the bedroom.
I wasn't sure if I should just wait or be prepared.  I decided to go ahead and drop my pants and bend over with my belt draped on my lower back for her .
She seemed to be happy with that and began a warm up with gently strikes with the belt, building up to a fairly hard whipping that had me gasping on some hits to sensitive spots.  I went back to work with a rosy red ass after kneeling before her and saying thank you.

I think that was my third belt whipping this week. She said yesterday that I should be careful what I wish for as she told me to drop my pants in the garden before using my belt to administer a very stingy whipping with no warm up.  So far I am not at all sorry that I wished for this.

Chair bound and ass fucked

Despite the fact that our joyous empty nest did not last long before our oldest child “boomeranged” back home again, we do still get some chances to have wild sex.

The last time I came was an example. This was at least a few weeks ago so I don't remember the details other than it ended with me standing next to the bed and T giving me wonderful oral sex.

She brought me to the edge and over the top to a stunning orgasm as she crushed my nuts against her knees. I'm not sure how she managed to do that, or how I managed to stay standing through it, but it was great. That was my first orgasm this year, probably about a month to six weeks since my last.

This past weekend, we had an “empty house” on Saturday night. Did I mention that now our youngest has decided to move home from her nearby college after 2 years? So much for my cross dressing lifestyle!

Since we had a rare opportunity, I thought we should make use of it have immediate sex games. That did not happen and I was rather sulky by Sunday morning.

Fortunately, the kids stayed away over night and we had some time for fun the next day. T had been asking me to repair a dining room chair for several weeks and I just did not get to it. She finally did it herself on Saturday and I found the chair very bound up with one of my long sailing ropes. I told her that I had long been coveting that rope with thought of being bound up like that chair was.

Sunday morning she told me to bring the chair and rope to the bedroom. I unbound the chair.

T had me bend over the chair and used her belt to punish my ass for not fixing the chair.

She told me to get out a butt plug. When I got out my jeweled plug she asked if I were sure that was what I wanted. I did not need another invitation to get out a bigger glass plug with nubs the whole length and a loop at the end. She had me bend over the chair again as she put on a pair of latex gloves, she is a nurse after all. She put cold lube on my asshole, then fingered me. I was in heaven as she pushed a finger in me. She filled my ass with her finger and then fucked me hard, slamming her hand against my ass. Then she pushed the plug in me, filling me with the cold hard glass. I moaned and groaned in appreciation.

Once I was full, she had me put a towel on the seat of the chair and sit down, then she used the whole 30 feet of rope to tie me to the chair, finishing up by binding my cock and balls and put the end between my teeth. Then she used her belt to whip my thighs and belly, cock and yes my balls. Then she left me in the chair while she went downstairs. “Don't go anywhere” she said as she left the room.

I certainly could not. I believe she only left me for a few minutes, she knows this is something that I fantasize about, being bound and left and not knowing for how long.

When she returned, she used her Magic Wand vibrator on my cock and balls to bring me right to the edge of cuming, then stopped. She laid down on the bed then and used the wand to bring herself to a squirting orgasm as I fucked my ass on that glass dildo.

After she recovered, she untied me and told me to kiss her feet.  As I did so she whipped my ass with her belt. I felt so incredibly submissive during this and just felt that THIS what I truly wanted to be, her slave on the floor, worshipping my Mistress while she beats me.

When she stopped whipping me she grabbed my hair and pulled my head to her.  I hugged her around the waist and murmured "Thank you".

She told me to clean up and crawl to the bathroom for my shower.