Monday, May 11, 2015

Crow like a rooster

During my evening stretching exercises, T playfully whipped my bare ass with her belt. I was hoping she would do more, but she said that with the open windows, she didn't want to make too much noise that our daughter would hear.
A few nights later, out daughter was out for the evening and T asked if I wanted to watch some TV. I responded that I would rather make some noise since there was nobody home to hear. She said, “let's go upstairs then.”
I went to the bedroom and stripped while she freshened up. She came into the bedroom and asked what kind of noise making I had in mind. In my submissiveness, I try and let her call the shots and said whatever she would like. She told me to do my stretching and I began to do so as she gently whipped my with her belt. I usually count by the second, but this time I did my counts of 30 as she whipped me which took a bit longer.
After my set of 4, she laid back on the bed and told me to get the magic wand for her along with a towel. She put the towel under her, a sure sign that she planned to orgasm, and began using the wand on her clit. She told me to get some wipes and clean her feet. I cleaned her feet, then began to kiss them. Shortly she began getting very hot and I was licking and sucking her toes. She brought herself to orgasm as I slobbered over her feet and shoved her foot as deep as possible into my mouth. It was very hot for both of us.

She calmed down, then had me put the towel on the floor and sit on it. She then began to tease me with the vibrator on my cock and balls. I had recently seen a video that I now told her about. In it, a man was tied down naked and spread eagle while blindfolded. A magic wand vibrator was then suspended over his cock and he was teased with it. The caption that went with the video clip said that his mistress so enjoyed watching him wriggle and squirm while trying to get enough contact with his cock on the vibrator to make him come, that she left him there for hours until he finally did come. I told T that this was very exciting to me as she toyed with my cock, teasing me as I tried to chase the vibrator with my straining cock, never getting enough pressure on it to bring me off. She ground the vibrator into my balls as I groaned loudly. I lifted my ass up and she ground it hard against my asshole, spreading me open and pushing it into my eager boy pussy. She told me to roll over and get up on my knees so she could spread me wide. After getting me super hot she said that my ass needed her cock. I thought she meant her strap on, when my ass was struck hard with the leather rooster shaped fly swatter. She whipped my ass hard with this tool until it was hot and red.
She told me to stay there, then came back in a few minutes and surprised me with a cold ice cube stroked across my hot ass cheeks. T knows that I usually don't like cold things on my skin, but this skin was so hot it felt good. I did jump when she ran the cube across my ass hole, but I immediately began thinking that I really hoped she would put that ice up my ass. She kept running it around my ass, melting it down, and when it went over my asshole I would press back eagerly until she did press in and shove it right up into my grateful hole. I was flying high on endorphins by then and felt like I had an orgasm without it even happening. T told me to get up then and I had a tough time doing so. I staggered to my feet and hugged and kissed her, telling her I loved her and thanking her again and again.

Friday, May 08, 2015

making progress

A few new developments in the FLR.
A while back I was wearing my old baggy sweatpants around the house and T said I needed something more attractive to wear that fit my ass better.  I started thinking about women's yoga pants and even looked on line for some to order.  One day, T tossed me an old pair of her old paint spattered yoga pants and said I could wear these while we are home alone. I was very happy to do so and they fit my ass nicely.
Shortly after that I had a coupon for Kohls cash that was about to expire.  Last moment I went on line and ordered a pair of new women's yoga pants for myself.  There was money left after the pants so I found some nice panties, pinkish red with white lace backs and bought those also.  This is the first time I have outright bought women's panties for me although I have bought some as a gift for T that I fully intended for her to have me wear.  But these are mine, stored in my drawer, not hers.
I was a little apprehensive about wearing the new yoga pants and panties for her the first time, but she said they looked nice and she even offered to hem the pants for me as they were a little long.

I have taken to a routine of stretching in the evening to try and loosen up my upper back and shoulder.  I bend over at the waist for 30 sec. then stand up with hands up for ten.  I do 4 sets.
I have made a ritual of doing each set while thinking of T and my submission.
1. Face the door and think of being in bondage including being cuffed up to the over door restraints.
2. Face the mirror and think of T making me be either naked or dressed up in panties, etc. and being feminized.
3. Face the hook where T keeps her leather belts and think of being whipped on my ass, thighs, belly, chest and cock and balls.
4. Face the bed (with T usually sleeping there in the morning as I stretch) and think of being submissive to her, worshipping her, being dutiful and obedient.  I also fantasize at this point of her fucking my ass and making me her sissy ass slut.
I began doing this in the morning and now have begun doing them in the evening before bed also.  This is nice because I usually do them naked as T is getting ready for bed and she sometimes takes notice and gives me some fondling.  She has also told me to begin doing another stretch where I am to kneel down, bend over with my hands and forehead on the floor, then stretch one leg at a time up and back, then pull my knee up as close to my chest as possible, then switch legs.  I have only done this a few times now but it is nice as she sits on the bed behind me and enjoys the view of my ass and cock and balls.
As I was doing this last night she asked if I was clean.  I wasn't sure what she meant and she said that she was getting interested in doing something with my ass, but wants to be sure I am very clean there.
She told me to be sure and keep myself clean and ready for her in case she should feel moved to do something.  I was also told to get a new box of finger cots (rubber gloves for individual finger). Yes!!