Showing posts with label cbt. Show all posts
Showing posts with label cbt. Show all posts

Monday, November 10, 2025

Maid to slave

 

We have made a sex scene out of my cleaning the kitchen floor, which we get to play out about once a year. This past weekend we took advantage of having the house to our selves to get the floor clean.

I dressed up in my very short black and white maid dress and slip on black 2” wedge heels for the prep and vacuuming. It was a rare treat to be able to dress up feminine like this, there is always someone here.

After the vacuuming was done I changed into my slave outfit. Naked with a wide leather belt around my waist, leather collar around my neck with a chain leash and leather ball leash tightly around the base of my balls. This has two hanging straps from which a leather device with three steel rings was hung. A leather paddle stuck in the belt at my back. A pair of tweezer clamps on my nipples with a connecting chain. That was the moment that T came into the bedroom to inspect my progress. She asked if I should be butt plugged also. I really wanted to but my system was not happy this morning and I said it was not a good time.


I put warm water and soap in a bucket and got down on my hands and knees with a rag and started scrubbing. T sat in a chair and browsed on her phone while “supervising”. Half way through she pulled the leather paddle out and paddled my ass while I tried to continue scrubbing. It was probably during this beating that I told her I had been fantasizing about her putting me outside on the patio naked in the chill air and leaving me out there until she decided to let me back in the house. She thought that sounded awfully mean but asked if I really wanted to do that and I assured her that I foolishly did hope she would.


When I got done scrubbing the floor she told me to dump the bucket outside, naked of course.

I came back in the kitchen and she asked if I still wanted to spend more time outside. I assured her that I wanted to and she had me kneel down before her. She tied a blindfold around my head and tugged my leash and had me stand and follow her out the door. I felt for the door frame with my hands and for the steps with my feet. She coached me down the steps to the stone patio which was quite cold under my bare feet. She led me for a tour around the patio and down the steps to the lawn. A short tour through the cold wet grass and back to the patio. It was breezy and chilly.

Then she used a few sprigs of a sea holly plant to flog me. This plant has seed pods that are like thistles with sharp little spikes. She used this to whip my ass, nipples and cock. She had me sit my bare ass on an aluminum chair and told me to pretend that my hands were tied to the chair and that I was required to stay there until she returned. She did give me tacit permission to use the sea holly if I was getting cold and needed to get my blood flowing.


I was getting cold but certainly not unbearable. Despite not being bound, not being able to see and being under the control of T made me feel wonderfully helpless. I eventually felt for the sea holly on the table in front of me and started flogging myself on my nipples. Wow, those things did sting but I moved down to my cock and tightly bound balls. Of course that was when the door opened and I was caught in the act. T came over to check on me and exclaimed “You’re bleeding!”. That was the end of this fun as she pulled off the blindfold and I saw the blood flowing down by tightly bound and shaved balls. She is a nurse and blood always stops any play, much to my disappointment. She had me undo the buckle and release my aching balls.


Then she led me back into the nice warm kitchen where she cleaned up the blood on my balls. I thought the fun was over but she surprised me when she took the leash and lead me up the stairs, blindfolded again. We made our way to our bedroom where she used a thin rope to tie my hands spread wide over my head to hooks I had installed in the ceiling. Then she warmed me up with a full body flogging with a leather flogger. She really gave it to me from ass to back, nipples to nuts with powerfull thudding impacts. It was awesome, but not as awesome as the feeling of the vibrator that she then pressed to my cock head. That thing is relentless and my first thought was that I wanted her to deny me any orgasm. Within minutes I was at the edge of coming and begging her “please may I come?” She barely said yes and I came with a roar and scream. It was so intense as I hung from the ropes and she held the vibrator relentlessly on my super sensitive cocklet.


She released my bonds and wiped the cum off. Then she went from Mistress to Angel of Mercy and helped me lay down on the bed to recover.


Wednesday, May 14, 2025

Wax on, wax off

 

Hot hotel monkey sex used to be the thing. Now we are making amazing Air Bnb sex a thing when we travel to visit our daughter. We stayed in a sweet cottage last week. On the way there we visited a gift shop and I succumbed to temptation and bought 5 tea candles in various colors and scents with the hope that the hot wax would get dripped on my naked body.


By the time we got to the cottage it was late and we were stuffed from a big dinner and very tired. I did not want to push for any action but T asked me where the candles were. I got them out and lit a light colored one. We couldn’t just start out with kinky stuff so I kissed and fondled T to try and get her in the mood. I don’t remember the details of how everything went but she did ask me to get my belt. She wasn’t satisfied ( thankfully) with the heft of it and told me to get hers. I did one better and got the heavy leather slapper out of my bag. She likes that one as she can control it better. I do love when she is in control!


She told me to kneel on the bed and bed over, then she began gently spanking my ass. Soon she started beating me harder and I was getting excited. She stopped spanking and told me to get the candle and bend over. I thought she would start waxing me on the front where my pubic mound was shaved smooth. I hoped that she would progress to my ass and maybe even fill my ass crack with wax.

Better yet, she started with my ass, pouring the hot wax right into the top of my ass crack. The heat trickling down my crack was awesome. My ass is clean shaven so the wax flowed in with no obstruction. I did my best to lift my hips and spread my cheeks in an obscene invitation to wax my sensitive hole and she did just that. The hot wax filling my hole was amazing! She did the back side of my balls, then told me to kneel up as she set the candle aside. She picked up the strap and began spanking my front side from my nipples to my balls and all points in between. When she whips my cock and it gets harder she knows it’s good.


She took a break then and laid on her back and used her vibrator to bring herself to an orgasm while I knelt before her like a good slave.


T had me lay on my back then and started by dripping wax on my nipples. Yow, that stung after the whipping they had received, but I was grateful for the abuse. She waxed my nipples, my smooth, hairless mound and my cock. It was literally very hot! She let the wax cool and harden as she used the vibrator to tease me. She gave me the paddle and told me to kneel before her and use it on myself while she gave herself another O. I beat the wax off my nipples, off my belly and off my hard cock. I was whipping my cock mercilessly as she came hard.


She then had me use the vibrator on my cock. I was about to cum when she told me to stop. She dripped some wax on my cock, then told me to use the vibrator again until I was on the edge and had me stop. She was really enjoying controlling me in this way and I was loving being controlled by her. She made me stop about four times, then she began pouring wax on the top of my cock while she held the vibrator on the underside of the head. I begged her please to let me come and she said yes. I had a mind blowing orgasm as she coated my cock head with wax.


It was a mess to clean up all the dried wax, but so worth it! The next day I found that my cock whipping had left me with bruises on my cock. A reminder that I would cherish for the next few days.


I still have four more candles and can’t wait to have them poured on my naked skin again!

Thursday, December 26, 2024

Happy Holidays lunch

I see that it has been over a year since I last posted. It has been a busy year with not too much happening. 

I am looking forward to getting my pubes burnt off soon as Mistress T discussed doing so within the next month.

I did go home for lunch today as Mistress was home. Our "tenants" left the premises shortly after we finished lunch and she asked if I needed to get back to work or stay and play. Of course I could play so I turned up the heat in the bedroom and got out her vibrators.

We started out with some kissing and she playing with my nipples. I was getting hard and she suggested I put on something to keep it that way so I put on an elastic band.

She was lying on her back and told me that she wanted to do 69. I don't know when we last did 69 with me on top but I was happy to give it a go. It was very good as I licked and tongued her pussy and she tormented my balls while sucking my cock. Finally she pushed me away and had me lube her pussy and my cock. Then we had a wonderful fuck, finishing with and awesome cum for me as she pinched my nipples very hard with her finger nails.

After a moment to recover, she used the magic wand on her pussy and I fucked her with a glass dildo to a wonderful orgasm for her. Too bad we couldn't just go to sleep after that! Finally had to get dressed and go back to work with my face smelling like pussy. Yum!!! 

Wednesday, November 06, 2024

Burn my pubes off and fuck this hairless bitch

 

Recap on recent events.


I did not shave my pubes all summer in hopes of getting another fire trim.


Last month we were away at a hotel.

Just before the trip I presented her with a “zapper” dog trainer that I bought to use on me.

I put it on with the contacts under my scrotum. She found it to be great fun to zap me and see the reaction. I wore it for the 4 hour drive and she occasionally reminded my of it with a zap. She thought it great fun to use when I was in the men’s room at the rest area.


I had brought a lighter just in case T decided to burn my pubes off and I believe she had hinted it might happen.

She had me strip naked and put a ball gag with attached chains to nipple clips on me. The gag has holes in it so I ended up with drool all over my chest.

She used the over the door cuffs to hang me up from the bathroom door.

Then she burned my pubic hairs off with the lighter. Some of them flamed up quite a bit and burned me, but I told me myself this is what I wished for. The room did smell pretty bad of burned hair afterward.

After she burned all the hair off my front, she had me turn around and whipped my ass.

Then she brought herself to an O while I licked her ass.


A few days later we were at our daughter’s house. She and her husband had left for work and we were leaving later that morning.

I was hoping that we might do something that morning and was happily surprised when T told me to get naked. She blindfolded me with a bandana then used an extension cord to do a shibari style tie around my chest and tight around my nipples. Then she used a thin leather belt from the dress to truss up my cock and balls.

She had me bend over the bed and whipped my ass with her belt. She then used the zapper on the underside of my cock and the magic wand vibrator on my cock head. This was all too much for me and I came for the first time in 3 months.


A few weeks ago T asked if I wanted to do some play on a Sunday morning and had me take a viagra before making breakfast. Of course I did and she asked if was interested in anal play, even maybe pegging. Yes of course, so I dug out the strap on.

She first got me very hard and had me tie my cock tight with a rope.

Then she had me lick her pussy to get it wet, then put some lube on and had me fuck her. After a while she switched to doggy position and I fucked her from behind. With thoughts of the days before I was submissive, I scratched her back and ass like I used to do. I then spanked her ass. This was too much for me and I had to pull out, but I knew that my cock was already trying to spasm although I could not ejaculate with the tight rope on.

T then put on the strap on, had me bend over and fucked my boi pussy. I enjoyed it and was rocking back against her. She put the zapper on my balls and somehow got the vibrator on my cock too. We were both talking about how she was fucking me like I was her bitch It was amazingly stimulating, but even with the Viagra and the still hard cock I just could not organize a full orgasm. Too much going on at once. We stopped fucking and used the magic wand to bring her orgasm out as I licked her asshole.

Saturday, October 28, 2023

Cats away day 4

 

Wore black nylon chastity cage today.

Came home for lunch and it was a very warm day so stripped naked and ate my lunch on the screen porch. Wearing a leather ball harness with two hanging straps with rings on them. Used snap hooks to attach them to the chair, which stretched my balls the whole time I ate. After lunch, added 4 brass rings to the straps, swaying from my balls.

Went outside and cleared leaves from Mistress water feature and cleaned filter. Naked in the sunshine with slave rings clanging. Found cane in garden and whipped my thighs. Left nice welts that will probably bruise.

That evening I dressed up in blue lace bra and thong set with breast inserts in bra. Also wore gold necklace with heart key for cage. Wore short cage with urethral tube.

Went to Panera for dinner. Sadly did not see any hot women and had no close enough encounters that anyone might see my stuffed bra.


Came home and used Estim device to shock torture my cock. Was fun for awhile but got somewhat boring.

Put every belt that I could find on my body from nipples to knees, total of eighteen belts plus leather collar. With nipple suckers on.

Then inserted wolf tail butt plug. Whipped ass while on all fours on the floor with butt up for beating.

Took off belts and went to bed with nipple suckers on (all night) wearing silky red nightie with legs and one arm restrained with under bed restraint cuffs.

Thursday, October 26, 2023

Cat's away day two

 

Wore a full size steel chastity cage all day. It has a 3 inch long urethral tube that I inserted in the evening, this screws into the end of the cage.

Put larger glass butt plug in and slept with it all night.

Put screw suction nipple pumps on.

Bound cock and balls in cage.

Caned ass and thighs.

Took off cage and inserted a urethral spreader. This has a screw opens the spreader like reverse tweezers.

Took off nipple pumps and nipples were nice and big. So big I could barely fit them between the jaws of the clover clamps with attached rings that I put on.

Opened spreader more, opening up my cock from within.

Then put snap hooks on clover clamp rings and added 3 brass rings and another snap hook to each nipple. Nipples were getting brutally stretched with the swaying weight.

Used a large rubber band to snap on my skin. Have marks on my chest and belly. Gave it 4 hard snaps on my inner thigh and the blood came right to the surface. Left a bright red stripe so I made another one across the top of to make a letter T.

Did another T on my belly but had trouble holding the band so it didn’t mark too well. Planning on doing more of these in the next few days so I will have T marks all over my body for my Mistress T.

Wednesday, October 25, 2023

Cat's away day one

 

Cat’s away day one


Cock was locked in a black nylon cage all day.

Beat my ass with a big wooden stirring paddle at lunch


Put on my leather collar and kept it on all night


Whipped my ass with a belt numerous times.


Inserted my smallest glass butt plug and kept it in all night.


Put Terrible Toys nipple clamps on which I kept tightening throughout.


Tied a shibari style rope around my upper torso and through my crotch.


Clover clamps on foreskin that was sticking out of the tip of the cage.


Clothes pins on my tight balls down to the taint


Took off clamps and pins and used vibrator with tiny shaft shoved into my urethra.


Used large rubber band to snap on my chest, left marks for over 24 hours. Plan to do this again and

make T marks for my Mistress T all over my body.


Tightened nipple clamps to excruciatingly tight crushing pain on nipples.


Beat ass one last time with belt with 65 lashings.


Went to bed with collar and nipple suckers on, butt plug in ass, pretty blue nightie and no panties.


Thursday, April 07, 2022

Weights and chains and floggers, oh my!

 

Sometimes I get frustrated with what feels to me like lack of sexual activity in our relationship.

But usually when I am feeling like it is all over, T will do something amazing that makes it all wonderful again.


Recently we were visiting out daughter. Considering we were staying at her house and it was rather chilly in the room I did not expect anything sexual to happen. T surprised me when she came back to bed in the morning and went under the covers to attack my sleepy cock with her mouth. I really did not think it was up to getting hard at that point. It did start to rouse and just to help things along she straddled me and sat on my face. Her pussy was already damp and swollen. I licked and sucked and occasionally managed to pull in a breath of air. I love this position as her asshole is right over or right on my nose. Every breath that I struggle to pull into my nose is breathed from her ass. I love the feeling that my struggle to stay alive is fought with my nose in her asshole. With this in mind I totally lost control and came. There was no thought or even capability to ask permission. T kept me from screaming out loud by keeping her ass cheeks secured around the sides of my face.

When she did release me I was again surprised by my wonderful wife when she appeared before my face and kissed me. I” did not think she would want to kiss me after I had eaten her pussy and nose fucked her asshole. I was even more surprised when she released my load of come from her mouth into mine. We had stated at one time that if I came without permission I would be required to eat my come.

So I swallowed it down.


This past Saturday T was working. It was a warm day for this time of year and I played a little bondage in the woods with some rope tied tightly around my swollen cock and balls and wrapped tight around my chest. My leather belt was used to whip my ass, my cock and my chest.


That evening I went out to a movie theater by myself wearing fishnet stockings, black panties, a cock and ball ring and nipple suckers. After the movie I tortured myself. Attached a leather harness to my balls that has hooks hanging from it to attach weights. Tied ropes tight around my chest above and below my big pumped nipples. I have a bunch of brass rings that I usually wear around the base of my cock and balls and two “gates of hell” ring devices. All these I hung from my balls. Clover clamps on my nipples and finished up with two heavy ball stretching weights hung from my straining balls. My cock needed to suffer also and I covered it with clothes pins. As I stood in front of the mirror swinging the weights viciously back and forth my wife pulled into the driveway. How fast could I get all this stuff off myself? I rushed to pull off ropes, clamps and straps and had it all off by time she came to the bedroom.


Of course I was very aroused by then but it was very late and I could not expect her to want to do anything then. She had mentioned the day before that she might have me take a viagra and then have some play. I slept naked just to be ready.


The next morning I got up and made coffee and her diet Coke, then brought a snack of sliced bananas and oranges to bed for a snack. As we had our morning snack she commented upon my having slept naked and asked what I was in the mood for. Of course I said that I wanted to submit to her and be abused. She asked if I had done anything the day before. I sheepishly gave her a run down of all that I had done in her absence. She considered that then told me she wanted to see what all I had put on myself. Okay! She asked for it so I proceeded to put on all those weights and the nipple clamps. Clothes pins up the underside of my cock and around the head, a few more viciously clamped the rosebud of my asshole. She told me to get out what I wanted her to use on me. I got a leather belt, a leather paddle with red “SLAVE” written on it. She said that she thought I would get out the flogger, so I got that too. Glad I did!

She grabbed the weighted chains and swung them around. The clover clamps had hooks on them and she attached a pair of clover clamps with a chain connecting them to the hooks. She clipped the few remaining clothes pins to the chain.


She told me to bend over, but I had another idea. I had seen a picture of someone restrained with a device that is a 2 foot long bar with 4 velcro cuffs on it. I happen to have one and got that out. She had never seen it before. I knelt on the foot of the bed and helped her cuff my ankles to the outer pair. Then I put my head down and put my hands between my legs and put my wrists on the cuffs. She secured my wrists. I was helpless and at her mercy.


T started with the leather paddle and it felt great as she warmed up my ass. She spanked all over my ass and between my cheeks. After a few minutes she switched to the belt. She did not fold it over as I would but used it full length so it was quite stingy. I squirmed some with that but she really whipped me very long and hard. She said that would leave some marks and I thanked her for marking me.


Next came the leather flogger. This was very “thuddy”, the weight of it really making an impact. I really felt the impact when she used it on my back. The weight of it on my back just pounded me so well, I really enjoyed it almost like it was a massage.


Through all of this the weights were hanging from my balls down the foot of the bed. The clover clamps on my nipples burned painfully as my chest ground on the bed. It was awesome. This is what I crave for her to do. She said that she doesn’t want to hurt me but knows that I do this to myself so felt that is what I want and I certainly do. This session was probably the most pain she has ever dealt me and I am so proud of her for doing so.


T then released me from the cuffs and helped me unfold myself. She took off the clothes pins (ouch!) and had me take off the weights and ball harness. Then she told me to stroke my cock. I masturbated for her and got it good and hard. She told me to put on the “magic green string” a length of paracord which I tied around the base of my cock and balls. That always gets and keeps me hard.

She laid back on the bed and spread her legs, then told me to get her wet. I dove into her already wet pussy and licked and sucked it. I was laying on my chest and the clover clamps were tearing at my nipples, but I focused on making her feel good. After a few minutes she pulled my head away and said she wanted that hard cock in her.


I knelt up and put my hard cock in her wet pussy, she moaned in pleasure and I began fucking her. I was so aroused after all the activity of the day before and this day that I was soon groaning and struggling to not come. She asked if I wanted to come or be denied. I said that my body wanted to come, but my mind really wanted her to control me and not let me come. She said “That’s good, because you are not coming today, I am!” She then made me stop fucking her and get her vibrator.


I went down on her again and she used the magic wand on her clit. This tends to leave no room for my tongue on her pussy, but I don’t mind as I am pushed aside and left with having to tongue her asshole.

That’s what I did, licking her rosebud, pushing my tongue in her ass just as far as I could until she had a massive orgasm, releasing her pee that I sucked up out of her ass crack.


What an incredible session. I did buy her a bouquet of flowers as a thank you!


Friday, November 12, 2021

Hot time in the Summer

 

sexual highlights of summer 2021


While camping T tore nipple holes in my worn thin blue nightie, then put clothes pins on my nips then...

Major highlight—T used a lighter to burn my pubic mound off!!!. She also burned some hair off my thighs.

Very exciting to me and she thought it was fun too. She said if my balls weren’t shaved she could burn that off too. Have not shaved my cock and balls since then and will not until she burns it off me.


Leather whip was sticking out from under mattress one night and T pulled it out and had me bend over for a whipping. I think it was the first time she used it on me.


May have been the same day that I left whip and some other toys on bed with door open. She was angry that son may have seen them. She caned my ass with no warm up, so painful! Will not do that again.


While on our cruise I told her my fantasy of being tied up naked in our cabin and having her leave me there to go talk with people, maybe even standing on the roof right over my head.

She put clothes pins on my nipples and tied up my balls and cock with the “magic” green string which was then tied to my wrists over my head. She sucked my cock and got it very hard.

She gagged me with her used panties and left me to suffer.


When she returned she told me it had been 20 minutes. I thought she was just checking up on whether I was ok and I was prepared to ask her to leave me longer. An hour sounds exciting but would probably get boring. She told me to release myself and get dressed and come out then left me to my own devices,


A week later we had sex at my mother’s house. She can’t hear anything without her hearing aids.

T whipped my ass, then tied up my cock with the green string. She sucked me till I was dying to come then she mounted me and rode me until I did come. Then she sat on my face and I ate my cum from her pussy.


Anniversary day sex I had on a steel ball ring T sucked me till very hard. She pinched both nipples and I asked if I could please cum, she said that she hadn’t had her fun yet and mounted me. She fucked me so well and I begged to cum. She looked me in the eye, smiled and said NO.

Then she rolled off me and told me to get her vibrator out. I fucked her with a glass dildo as she brought herself to a great orgasm. Then I went to sleep frustrated and loving her so much for controlling me.

Monday, July 12, 2021

Belt whipped because she can

 My wife really does not spank me for cause, unless I leave the wipes container open! She recently belt whipped me with no sexual context at all, which she did find somewhat remarkable. So did I. For the next few days whenever she thanked me for doing a chore I told her that doing the chore was a thank you for the whipping. Last night she told me to bend over the bed and whipped my ass, then had me stand up and whipped my hard cock. She said it was a thank you for all I had done for her that day. I suppose that means it wasn’t a “just because” spanking. Whatever the reason, I am thrilled that she is feeling that she can whip my ass without it being a sexual scene, then just carry on with life.

I desperately crave to serve her and submit to every use and abuse that she is willing to bestow upon the body that i offer up to be owned by her.

Monday, September 28, 2020

Thursday, July 20, 2017

Come come again

Despite being in a typical state of orgasm denial I have been granted orgasms about every other week recently. Seems like less than that!

My past two orgasms were memorable.

We were in the bedroom when T decided that I need some whipping and told me to get naked. I did so and waited for her to instruct me to bend over if that was what she wanted rather than just doing so automatically. I am glad I waited for instructions as she told me to get down on the floor, head down, ass up. She then used her belt to whip my ass. She gave me a very good whipping, finishing up with standing front of me with her feet at my face. I kissed and licked her feet as she whipped me hard. I was in total submissive joy! But that wasn't the end as she spread my cheeks and whipped deep in the crack and right on to my hungry ass hole. She surprised me then by fingering my puckered hole. She asked if I wanted this and I grunted “yes please”. Then I heard packaging opening as she opened a pair of rubber gloves and snapped them on. She is a nurse, so cleanliness is super important to her. Then she fingered my ass, putting a finger inside and fucking me gently with first one, then two fingers.
Then she got out my jewelled steel plugs and had me select one from the bag of two. She lubed my hole and pressed that plug against my man pussy and it was eagerly sucked in. She fucked it in and out. I was loving this and wanted more. I did not want to “top from the bottom”, but asked helpfully if I could get out something else for her to use. I got out my glass dildoes and selected a blue one with a slender shaft and a bulbous head. She worked that in and began fucking me with it. It was sooooo goood. But it got even better when she began tugging my balls hard, oh I love to be tortured! But she gave me pleasure then as she began stroking my hard cock with her lube covered gloved hand. This was too good and I gasped out that she was going to make me come! I was completely beyond control and came like a wild man. She did not stop then, no she kept on stroking me with agonizing post orgasmic torture. She loves to tease, but I don't know if she realized how much I just wanted it to stop right then. But she is in control so I just had to squeal like a piggy and endure it.
She pulled the plug out of my ass with a plop and wiped my come into my ass crack. Well I would not be eating my come this time.


The next orgasm, two weeks later, came during lovely, very standard intercourse. I was fucking away and managing to do so quite well without feeling compelled to need to come too quick. Then T started talking about me coming. Damn, just thinking about it made me feel like I wanted to right then. I was doing okay until she started talking about how she was not going to let me come anyway, but if she did, I would be required to eat my cum. Then she said that she wanted to come also so that I would have to eat our mixed juices. This was all too much and I begged to please be allowed to come and made to eat it. She said that I could and I came with a roar. Then T let me have a nice settling time after as I collapsed. I thought that was very nice until she said that she wanted to let me come down from my high and be completely over my orgasm and ready to nap when she made me eat my cum from her pussy. Then she pushed me down to her crotch as she got the magic wand vibrator out and applied it to her clit. I began licking her pussy and swallowing my cum. I was not so keen on eating it now, but kept at it until she came and I drank down her pee which was rather strong flavored today. I licked up every drop as I thought of how I was drinking our mixed fluids in a sign of my devotion and our loving relationship.

Saturday, May 27, 2017

behaving myself

Home alone equals free time to abuse my body. T is away for two nights and she told me to behave.
She did not say to behave well. She did give me a short list of things I am not to do including burning or piercing, both of which I have done when alone in the past. I confessed both of these to her. I would be very happy to have her do them to me and much more.  

I had placed a cock and ball restraint on last night and slept with it. The morning erection was painful as my cock could not grow and pulled on my balls. Nice. White cloth bandage tape pulled my chest up around my nipples and made them stand out while.  Lit a small red candle and poured hot wax onto the under side of my cock head, filling my slit with a plug of  molten wax, then pulled the hardened plug out of the weeping red eye of  my useless cock.
I had also put a red jeweled butt plug in my ass and slept with that in.

I took the butt plug out this morning and put vacuum suction devices on my nipples after removing the tape.
Rope tied to the cock ring tied my cock back between my legs and pulled my balls up in front, nicely twisted situation.

Tied my feet together with rope and pulled my feet to a ring over my head. I flogged my ass with a small flogger, my cock was flogged as well.
Feet still tied together I rolled off the bed onto the floor. Ass up and head down I whipped my ass brutally with a heavy leather belt. Rolled on my back and whipped my thighs and belly.
Put a worn pair of T's panties over my head and tied them in place with a rope that wrapped around my head through my open lips, under my nose and across my eyes.
Gagged and blindfolded I whipped my ass for another 60 hard strikes.

Crawled blindly around the room to get a towel, bottle of lube and glass butt plugs.
Took the panties off my head, lubed the first plug and shoved it up my ass. This one is thin with ridges and I pumped it in and out. Next plug is smooth with a bulb at the end. Milked my prostate with that and watched my cock streaming a steady flow of fluid.
Got out a big clear glass plug with a ring on the end. Had to work very hard to get that one in, but eventually it popped inside me. Tied it in place with a rope through the ring, though I don't think it can come out without being pulled.
Placed a pink chastity device on my cock and locked it on with the goal of keeping it on until T comes home and unlocks it.

Took off the nipple suckers that had been on for an hour. Put a pair of nipple clamps with big silver rings onto my plump nipples. They have been on for an hour and a half now as I write this.
I am sitting on a chair now with the glass plug up my ass, grinding on the loop holding it in. I am wearing my favorite leopard patterned nighty and T's silky light blue robe.

What else will I do to myself while “behaving” today?

Saturday, April 22, 2017

New nightie

It was about 18 months ago (Oct 2015) that I wrote about T getting fabric to make me a new nightie. That was a very exciting scene wherein the fabric was wrapped around my cock and balls and then pins were stuck into the fabric and me.
Last week, T decided that it was time to get a pattern and make the nightie. She started out by checking the size by pinning the paper pattern pieces to the shirt I was wearing. There were a few slight pokes t the pin to my skin that reminded me of the last time she used pins on me and some ended up stabbed into my hard cock. I was really hoping that she might stick me good this time, but she didn't.

She is a skilled seamstress and in short order she had the fabric pieces cut out. I helped by running some of the edges through the serger. Once it was mainly put together she had me try it on. She wanted to cut it to length and she decided to match the V at the plunging neckline with a reverse V at the crotch, leaving that area peeking out. She decided the length to trim, then I think she cut it five inches shorter. The V in the front left my cock, balls and pubic mound completely exposed at all times. My ass cheeks were just peeking out of the hem at the back when I stood up straight and the slightest bend over showed my ass. Very slutty. I love it!

She liked it so much that she made one for herself with a more modest fabric and a looser, longer fit.
Mine is mainly sheer with a pattern of velour fabric that doesn't cover much, so it's basically see through.


I slept in it that night and the next morning she had me bend over the bed and she whipped my ass with her belt. After a few minutes my legs were shaking, so she had me get up on the bed on my knees and bend over. She got a riding crop out and started to use that on me but the leather slapper on the end flew right off. That would not do so I got the leather rooster for her. I guess it is supposed to be an Amish fly swatter. It is heavy leather cut in the shape of a rooster and firmly attached to a 18 inch long wooden handle. It can really pack a wallop and she gave me a serious ass warming with it. I have told her that I really crave being beat long and hard enough to leave marks. I long to have her make lasting marks on my body and she gave it a good attempt this time. I was left with a hot red ass, but it must be a tough ass since there were no bruises there the next day.

Monday, December 05, 2016

Friday, June 03, 2016

Blue balls

I haven't posted in some time, of course just so busy.  Though nothing extraordinary, there have been some things happening that were worth posting about.
Just a few days ago, T strung me up on the screen porch and used a bamboo stick to cane my ass and thighs.  With a little encouragement in the hot shower the next day, I have some nice bruises on the front of my thighs to remember my caning for while.

She has belt whipped me a few times as "punishment" for leaving the lid open on the wipes container.
With the warm weather I would love to be able to go naked in the evening or wear skimpy feminine wear, but the Little Princess is home from college, so our private time is again limited.
She is attending a college in the next town, living on campus, so we did see her often during the school year.  One such occasion was about a month ago. We were having some fun in the kitchen and T had me sitting on the kitchen counter, shorts down, as she sucked my cock.  I was trying desperately to not come with out permission when the dining room door burst open and Little Princess entered!  I leaped across the kitchen with erect cock waving.  I think she will make more noise before entering the house unexpected in the future.

T makes Ukranian Easter eggs with bright colors and recently was talking about needing to make up some new batches of dye.  Somehow we both got the idea of coloring my eggs.  The next morning after our shower she had me fetch the blue and red dye and a couple small paint brushes. She proceeded to paint my cock red and my balls blue! Now I literally did have blue balls.  I had no idea how long it would stay that way.  She presented me with a pair of lace panties to wear along with a panty liner.  The red did stain the panty liner, especially when I dribbled pre-cum.  The next day, she washed the dye off and sad to say it came off quite easily.  I really hoped it would last a week or more.

T does continue to appreciate having me do chores for her.  I tell her often that I don't mind and in fact enjoy when she tells me what to do.  I love to serve her and be owned by her.

Wednesday, February 10, 2016

You aren't dressed properly for dishwashing, you need to be disciplined

"You aren't dressed properly for dishwashing, you need to be disciplined" is what T said as she grabbed me by the belt buckle and pulled me away from the kitchen sink and towards the bedroom.
She stopped off at the bathroom and sent me on my way to the bedroom to start getting dressed properly.
Recently she saw that I had been wearing a restraint around my cock and balls at the end of the evening.  "I told you that I want you to show me when you wear these things" she said.  Last night I came to her before kitchen duty and displayed the 3 brass rings around my cock and balls.
Now I got undressed as far as just a T shirt when she entered the room.  She took 4 of her leather belts off the rack and presented them to me.  I thought maybe she was going to "dress" me by putting all 4 around my torso.  "Pick one", she said.  I chose the heaviest leather one.  She told me to take the shirt off and present myself.  She then whipped my ass with the leather belt as punishment for doing dishes without being "dressed properly".  Then she had me turn around and whipped my nipples smartly, then my smooth shaved white belly.  Of course my hardening cock was encouraged to become more erect by numerous strikes of the belt.  Lastly was half a dozen to my balls.

"Get dressed now and go back to the dishes", she said.  I put on three brass rings along with a heavy rubber band connecting my cock and balls.  Nipple suckers to enlarge my nips for a better target for her belt.  My sexy capri work out pants and topped off with a cute turquoise crop top.  I went downstairs and presented myself for inspection.  "Aren't you going to be cold in that?" she asked.
I told her I was feeling very hot and went to do the dishes.

After I finished we went to bed, me naked but for my restraints.  She fondled my cock and found it to be a drippy mess of precum.  She got me good and hard and kissed me good night.  I said "Thank you" and "I love you", then rolled over to take off the rings and things along with turning off the light and left the sheet a wet mess of precum as I rolled.
Funny how I get to sleep on the wet spot now.

Thursday, October 29, 2015

Pins & needles, oh my!

I have been doing some cross dressing for a few years now. I often wear panties and even bought a new pair for myself recently. A few months ago my wife said I needed something sexier to wear at home in the evening rather than baggy sweatpants and she gave me an old pair of her black yoga pants. I wear them nearly every day now. My interest in cross dressing has been getting stronger lately and I recently spent some time trying on several of my wife's dresses. This was very exciting.
She also gave me an old flannel night shirt of hers to wear. It was a Casper the ghost shirt, so not only is it feminine, but also juvenile. I have worn it to shreds and asked her recently if she could get me a new nightie for me birthday.
She is an avid sewer and bought some fabric to make me something. She showed me a pattern for a little baby doll nightie. With winter coming on I was thinking of something warmer, but in the red color fabric she bought, it should be hot!
Last night she showed me the fabric, then draped it around me to see how the color, (red with gold sparkles) would look on me. She fashioned a top, then a short skirt based on a leather belt buckled around my bare waist. Then she wrapped the fabric through my crotch to model a sort of panties. Things got interesting when she got her pin cushion and used straight pins to make some tucks and form the fabric tighter to my crotch. She pinned it up between my ass cheeks, then started pinning it formed around my cock and balls. I was having some very erotic thoughts about the pins poking me as she stuck them carefully through the fabric. I was breathing very heavily, maybe even moaning. She looked me in the eye and asked if I was good with this. “Oh yes”, I groaned. She pinned very close to my ass crack, then had me crouch down. The pins along the edges of the fabric poked me in the ass. It was so exciting! Then she pinned very close to my cock and balls and had me bend forward to make the pins poke me there. Unfortunately, they didn't really poke me much and I was hoping that she would just shove the pin through the fabric and stab me.
She was getting hot too and laid back on the bed and spread her legs wide for me to eat her pussy. As I did so the pins were stabbing me in the ass. Her pussy was super hot and wet and I was very excited to lap it up and lick and suck her clit. After a few minutes she pushed me away. She told me to prepare the bed and get the magic wand out. I put down a waterproof pad and a towel and got out the vibrator while she went to the bathroom.
When she came back I kissed her as she fondled my wrapped and pinned cock and balls. She started using the vibrator on herself and I pulled the pins out of the crotch cover and reinserted them straight in. Some of them did poke me as I did so. She was getting very hot and told me to take the ones from my ass out. I did so and put them in my mouth like a seamstress. When there were too many to fit in my mouth I started sticking them into the fabric around my cock and balls. There were several layers of fabric so I really had to shove them in.
My wife is a nurse and I have long fantasized about her sticking needles into my cock and balls. Now, as she built toward her orgasm I began sticking these straight pins through the fabric and into the skin on my cock and balls. She was trying to hold off her orgasm till I got all of them pulled out from around my ass and stuck in my crotch. It was obvious by my reactions that I was poking them in me.
When I had only one left, I asked her where I should put it. She pointed out a spot and said that there was nothing there. I stabbed that pin hard into the base of my cock. At that sight she began to orgasm. Her cries of pleasure were met by my cries of pain as I pushed several pins into my cock head.

As she came down from her orgasm, I pulled the pins out with grunts of pain for some that were stuck in more than others. She noticed a wet spot on the red fabric. “I think you are bleeding!”, she exclaimed. We unwrapped the fabric and there were several bloody spots on my cock and balls.
I didn't care, it was super exciting and I hope that the blood didn't scare her away from sticking pins and needles in my cock and balls in the future.

Of course, I did not have an orgasm during this. She did and we both happily fell asleep.
The next morning I was shocked to see that the whole underside of my cock was covered with purple bruises from scrotum to foreskin. Apparently this is what happens when you poke pins into a bofy part that has lots of  very full blood vessels.
What a badge of honor to remember this by until they fade. Every time I go to the bathroom I see a reminder.



I am looking forward to helping her sew my nighties. I have also hinted that a maids uniform might be useful!

Wednesday, June 03, 2015

boy toy

Recently, T mentioned to me that she was becoming more interested in playing with my ass, but that she wanted me to be very clean. Since she is a nurse, clean is like sterile. She indicated that I should strive to be clean at all times, just in case she decided to play that way. Since then, I have been very happy to have her play with my ass three times. This is amazing since she had said before that would only happen when at a hotel. Okay, maybe she meant that pegging would only happen at a hotel.

Last night, after coming home from the neighbor's hot tub, we had a little necking in the yard which included her pulling down her bathing suit top so I could suck her tits and pulling down my swim trunks so she could give me some great oral. We headed for the bedroom in the child free house!

We got naked and she laid back on the bed and told me to start by eating her pussy. I was only too happy to do so as she said she had not had an orgasm in quite a while. I ate her for a few minutes, then she asked if I was hard. I was, as kneeling before her usually gets me going. She wanted me inside her and I was happy to fuck her. During this she was teasing me by talking dirty. I got so close to coming but she told me I was not allowed to come. She had me going as she talked about controlling me and making me do all her chores the next day. The more she controls me, the more I love her.

She said “that's enough of that for now” and pushed me away. She told me to get a belt and as I presented it to her, she told me to kneel on the bed before her and put my hands behind my neck.
The first strike to the belt was to my left nipple. Since we had already warmed up well, she started out hard and asked if I planned to go without a shirt the next day. I told her that I loved when she marked me and encouraged to whip me hard. She whipped my chest and belly, leaving many long red stripes. Then she whipped my hard cock. I spread my legs wide and she whipped my balls, though not hard.

She told me to turn around and began whipping my ass. She was hitting more to the top of my ass, with no sign that she would whip my back, so I bent over to encourage her to whip the lower portion of my ass. She did so wonderfully and I bent over more exposing my ass crack for the belt. The belt fell on my wide spread ass hole and I repeatedly thanked her.
T stopped whipping and I felt her moving behind me. I was surprised when she began to finger my ass hole. She was toying with it like I would her pussy lips. To my delight, she started pushing her finger in and gradually shoved the whole length into my asshole. I thrust my ass back and spread my cheeks as wide as possible. It felt so good, but she really blew my mind when she reached between my legs and grabbed my hard cock. I was moaning and groaning and quickly at the edge of coming. It didn't help that she was talking dirty to me. I was surprised to hear her say that she was fucking my man pussy and fondling my clit. I moaned in agreement with her at this, as this was precisely what I was feverishly thinking. She recognized that I couldn't hold out any longer and released my clit and pulled her finger out of my tight man pussy.

T said “my turn” and had me turn around and eat her pussy again. This time she got the magic wand vibrator going on her clit. I put three fingers in her pussy and finger fucker her until she had a wonderful squirting orgasm. I was literally drinking her nectar as it gushed out and I slurped it up.

After she had a few minutes to recover, she had me kneel before her while she played with my cock and balls. She got me hard and had me fuck her again. I was able to hold out much longer without coming after all this action. When did pull out she stroked my cock hard while pulling my balls with the other hand. She told me I was not allowed to come as she pulled my balls harder. It was such glorious pleasure and pain! T stopped before I came though and we both collapsed together. This was such a great sex session that I truly felt like I must have come, even though I had not.

Later as we talked in the afterglow, I thanked T for treating (or mistreating) me so well. I told her that having her dominate and control me made me very happy and I thanked her again for being willing to go along with my kinks. She had to admit that she got some good benefits from it, like great orgasms and a very helpful, dutiful husband. She said that she did enjoy the power that she felt, particularly when she kept me from coming when I was desperately on the edge. I enjoyed hearing that she felt that way.
She also said that she had been thinking of something very dirty. She admitted that she had thought about peeing on me and thought it was nasty, but arousing. Earlier that evening as we had walked home from the hot tub, T had to pee really bad and squatted along the dark path and peed. I had thought briefly at the time about her peeing on me while I was laying on the grass. I told her that this was something that I found arousing too and indicated that it would be fine with me if she wanted to do this sometime. She talked about a time when she sat on my back while I was on all fours and she masturbated until she squirted on me and her juices ran down my ass. She and I both found that to be very hot. The fantasy talk then lead to her talking about me being staked out on the ground as she pees on my chest. I groaned in agreement as she described the pee splashing onto my face and my mouth. I was thinking about having her pee in my mouth, maybe someday!

We are both looking forward to more opportunities to be uninhibited at home when our youngest goes to college at the end of the summer. T said the other day that she can't believe that 2 years ago she said that she was getting old enough that she really had no interest in sex anymore. Now she is having great orgasms and our sex life is better than ever!

Thursday, November 13, 2014

Birthday Beating

Our journey into kinky sex started many years ago with giving each other mutual birthday spankings each year. I always looked forward to giving and getting these spankings. As the years progressed of course the number of spanks increased. Even the yearly increase was not enough and I usually went for the standard count applied numerous times over various body parts, or numerous counts with different implements. Sometimes there was an uncounted warm up spanking before the hard ones started to be counted.
As my birthday drew closer this year my wife and occasional mistress asked what I wanted for my birthday. She knew of course that all I wanted was a good spanking session. I was fantasizing about variations on the spanking that I would like to request such as those mentioned, but thought that would be topping from below and would be best to leave it to her. She usually surprises me in some delightful way! It worked out very well this year that she had the day off and I was able to come home for a long lunch on my birthday.

We made some personal sized Boboli pizzas and put them in the oven. I had recently confessed to T during a hot sex session while I was on the brink of coming that I sometimes came home for lunch and tortured myself. I told her that I would get naked, put a stretching harness on my balls and nipple stretchers on my nipples. Then I would eat lunch that way and maybe whip my ass before going back to work. She told me that while the pizza baked I should go and dress myself the way I do when home alone for lunch. I quickly stripped and put on the stretchers along with a toy that cinches around the cock head with two short chains dangling from it. I put my robe on as it was chilly and put several brass rings and hooks in the pocket.

We had lunch while I got stretched, then went to the bedroom and I took off the robe. She told me to get out the implement to be spanked with. I got out a small flogger, large flogger, riding crop and a heavy wide leather belt. I placed them on the bed and said I couldn't decide which one, so maybe she would have to use them all (hint hint) T went to my toy drawer and got out the over the door cuffs and a tie. She put the cuffs on my wrists and put them over the door and shut it, so I was strung up against the door. She then tied the tie around my head as a blindfold. This was very unusual and exciting as I couldn't see what she was doing anymore.
We often tell fantasies to each other while having sex. Recently I was talking about tying her up and had mentioned tying rope all over her body including her toes and tying knots on the soles of her feet so she couldn't get away. To walk she would have the knots digging into the delicate soles of her feet.
T brought my slippers over and had me put them on since I was standing on the tile floor. Surprisingly, there was rope knotted in them and I was now standing on the knots. Be careful what you tell your Mistress! She apparently also got the brass rings out of my robe pocket and hung those from the ball stretcher.

Now she started stroking the flogger over me, then began with light swishes of the flogger. We were both very aroused already so it didn't take her long to start flogging me in earnest. Apparently she was flogging my chest to knock the suckers off my nipples. She flogged my belly and my cock and balls. She flogged my sides and around to my ass. I thrust my hips forward so she could get both sides.
Being blindfolded, it was hard to tell sometimes what she was using to beat me with, but she did beat and whip me wonderfully. After a while she opened the door enough to release the cuffs and turn me around so she could do my back and ass in earnest. I believe she stripped during this time too.
She was whipping my ass and thighs hard when we heard a car come down the driveway. She had been expecting a delivery and she said it probably would not be left without her signing for it. She slipped on some clothes and opened the door. She closed the door behind her, leaving me helplessly hanging from the door, red assed and hard cocked. It was very interesting to be there like that, knowing that she was talking to the deliveryman while her husband was bound and naked in the middle of a beating. I suppose in an emergency I could have released myself from the velcro cuffs, but at the moment I felt very helpless as I waited for her to return. When she did, she stripped and had me turn around again so she could pay attention to my front. My cock was very hard and got more so when she belt whipped my nipples. Then she slapped my cheeks and told me to put my tongue out. I held my tongue out for her and she whipped my tongue, very lightly at first, then harder and harder. I was moaning and groaning and squealing when the belt hit my lips. Ouch, that really smarts and not in a good way.
Then T focused on my cock and whipped the hard head with the riding crop. I was so into this and thrust my hips forward as I arched my back and stood on my toes. She whipped my thighs hard and beat my white belly, leaving long red stripes. My balls were still in the stretcher and bulging tight and shiny as she hit them with the belt. I groaned out “Thank you Mistress”. My cock was incredibly hard when she took a piece of ice from her glass and placed it on my cock head. It felt incredible as the ice melted from the heat. She then told me that she was placing the slender piece of ice into the hole in the end of my cock. I could only imagine it as she said it looked like an icicle sticking out of my cock. This was very exciting for her and T was ready to have some pleasure herself.

She untied the blindfold and released me from the cuffs. She laid back on the bed and told me to put my hard cock in her. It felt so good to sink into her wet hotness. Unfortunately, I was way too worked up to give her a fast, hard fucking for more than a minute without risking coming and I pulled out. I pulled her magic wand vibrator out of the drawer and began eating her hot wet pussy while she applied the vibrator to her clit.
I started fingering her and put one, two then three fingers in her wet pussy. She said she wanted more and told me to get out her dildo. I put the small plastic one in her while I put her glass dildo in my mouth to warm it up. I gave her a good show of me sucking that glass cock. I then fucked her with the glass dildo while she brought her self to a squirting orgasm. I pulled the dildo out and she told me to lick her. I gently brought her down from her high while licking up her juices. We rested for a few minutes, then she told me I needed to get dressed and go back to work. My cock was still half erect as I followed her directions and got dressed, washed my face, kissed her goodbye and took my sexual frustration to work for the rest of the day.
What a great birthday beating!