Cats away day 4

 

Wore black nylon chastity cage today.

Came home for lunch and it was a very warm day so stripped naked and ate my lunch on the screen porch. Wearing a leather ball harness with two hanging straps with rings on them. Used snap hooks to attach them to the chair, which stretched my balls the whole time I ate. After lunch, added 4 brass rings to the straps, swaying from my balls.

Went outside and cleared leaves from Mistress water feature and cleaned filter. Naked in the sunshine with slave rings clanging. Found cane in garden and whipped my thighs. Left nice welts that will probably bruise.

That evening I dressed up in blue lace bra and thong set with breast inserts in bra. Also wore gold necklace with heart key for cage. Wore short cage with urethral tube.

Went to Panera for dinner. Sadly did not see any hot women and had no close enough encounters that anyone might see my stuffed bra.

Came home and used Estim device to shock torture my cock. Was fun for awhile but got somewhat boring.

Put every belt that I could find on my body from nipples to knees, total of eighteen belts plus leather collar. With nipple suckers on.

Then inserted wolf tail butt plug. Whipped ass while on all fours on the floor with butt up for beating.

Took off belts and went to bed with nipple suckers on (all night) wearing silky red nightie with legs and one arm restrained with under bed restraint cuffs.

Cat's away day three

 

Day 3 cats away.

Have done so many things this week it is getting difficult to remember what happened when, especially a few days later.

Wore tiny pink SISSY chastity device all day. This one is not even a cage. It’s nearly flat with a vertical slit that has “labia” on each side of the slit. Over the slit it says SISSY. I do like it!

That evening I did some self torture including using clover clamps on the foreskin that was sticking out of the slit like labia minora. Also used the tiny shaft vibrator to fuck my tiny pussy.

Used rubber band on my chest to make two T marks by my nipples. 

I hope that Mistress will be inspired to use the rubber band to leave her own marks on me.

Cat's away day two

 

Wore a full size steel chastity cage all day. It has a 3 inch long urethral tube that I inserted in the evening, this screws into the end of the cage.

Put larger glass butt plug in and slept with it all night.

Put screw suction nipple pumps on.

Bound cock and balls in cage.

Caned ass and thighs.

Took off cage and inserted a urethral spreader. This has a screw opens the spreader like reverse tweezers.

Took off nipple pumps and nipples were nice and big. So big I could barely fit them between the jaws of the clover clamps with attached rings that I put on.

Opened spreader more, opening up my cock from within.

Then put snap hooks on clover clamp rings and added 3 brass rings and another snap hook to each nipple. Nipples were getting brutally stretched with the swaying weight.

Used a large rubber band to snap on my skin. Have marks on my chest and belly. Gave it 4 hard snaps on my inner thigh and the blood came right to the surface. Left a bright red stripe so I made another one across the top of to make a letter T.

Did another T on my belly but had trouble holding the band so it didn’t mark too well. Planning on doing more of these in the next few days so I will have T marks all over my body for my Mistress T.

Cat's away day one

 

Cat’s away day one

Cock was locked in a black nylon cage all day.

Beat my ass with a big wooden stirring paddle at lunch

Put on my leather collar and kept it on all night

Whipped my ass with a belt numerous times.

Inserted my smallest glass butt plug and kept it in all night.

Put Terrible Toys nipple clamps on which I kept tightening throughout.

Tied a shibari style rope around my upper torso and through my crotch.

Clover clamps on foreskin that was sticking out of the tip of the cage.

Clothes pins on my tight balls down to the taint

Took off clamps and pins and used vibrator with tiny shaft shoved into my urethra.

Used large rubber band to snap on my chest, left marks for over 24 hours. Plan to do this again and

make T marks for my Mistress T all over my body.

Tightened nipple clamps to excruciatingly tight crushing pain on nipples.

Beat ass one last time with belt with 65 lashings.

Went to bed with collar and nipple suckers on, butt plug in ass, pretty blue nightie and no panties.

While the Cat is away...

 My wife Mistress T will be away this week visiting our daughter. 

I read a blog post by Miss Bossy Bitch's Boy regarding his Mistress going out of town for a week and a list of activities he will do while she is gone.

I generally engage in some serious self play and torture when T is away so inspired by MBBB I came up with my list of things I plan to do this week:

Despite numerous edgings, I will not cum. My Mistress made me cum last week after a wicked session with her fingernails allover my body.

I will self spank (whip, cane, etc.) to leave marks that she will see upon return.
I will feminize as much as possible including dressing in the evening, going out wearing bra, panties and stockings.
One intense self bondage session.
Lots of nipple clamps and suctioning.
Toe nail polish in pink or bright red.
Daily ass training and stretching.
Urethra stretching.
At least one night of sleeping with legs and one arm fastened to under bed restraints.
Collared while at home.
Locked in chastity if my Mistress does not do so before leaving. I hope that she does lock me and I will request she does when I present her with the new key (heart shaped) necklace that I bought for her.

I had self locked in chastity since the beginning of October. T had shown some interest in this but was upset that I somehow injured my penis and had several scabs. She instructed me to stop caging until it was healed and "maybe then I will let you lock up again."

With that encouragement I bought a necklace with a chastity cage key with a heart shaped portion at the top. Last night she asked if I was healed and inspected my penis. She pronounced it healed and said that I could lock it up while she was away. This was the perfect time to present her with the necklace. She then went to the bedroom with me to witness me locking up. I laid out most of my assortment of about 8 chastity devices. She chose the heavy metal one that completely encloses my penis. It's a tight fit and made more difficult as I was getting aroused and semi-erect. I managed to squeeze it on and lock it. She put the necklace on and said this was better than having the key in her bra as she would be more aware of it now. She planned to sleep with it also. After she had multiple orgasms as I fingered her g-spot she settled in to sleep as I tried to settle down with my locked semi-erect penis. 

She left this morning with instructions that I could stay locked 24/7 but with permission to take it off  if it was causing excess pain or discomfort. I am allowed and encouraged to arouse myself with the cage on, but may not cum. She will call to check on me and maybe talk me into a state of aroused denial.

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I will self spank (whip, cane, etc.) to leave marks that she will see upon return.

I will feminize as mush as possible including dressing in the evening, going out wearing bra, panties and stockings.

One intense self bondage session.

Lots of nipple clamps and suctioning.

Toe nail polish in pink or bright red.

Daily ass training and stretching.

Urethra stretching.

At least one night of sleeping with legs and one arm fastened to under bed restraints.

Collared while at home.

Locked in chastity if my Mistress does not do so before leaving. I hope that she does lock me and I will request she does when I present her with the new key (heart shaped) necklace that I bought for her.

nize as mush as possible including dressing in the evening, going out wearing bra, panties and stockings.

One intense self bondage session.

Lots of nipple clamps and suctioning.

Toe nail polish in pink or bright red.

Daily ass training and stretching.

Urethra stretching.

At least one night of sleeping with legs and one arm fastened to under bed restraints.

Collared while at home.

Locked in chastity if my Mistress does not do so before leaving. I hope that she does lock me and I will request she does when I present her with the new key (heart shaped) necklace that I bought for her.

espite ingernails allover my body.

I will self spank (whip, cane, etc.) to leave marks that she will see upon return.

I will feminize as mush as possible including dressing in the evening, going out wearing bra, panties and stockings.

One intense self bondage session.

Lots of nipple clamps and suctioning.

Toe nail polish in pink or bright red.

Daily ass training and stretching.

Urethra stretching.

At least one night of sleeping with legs and one arm fastened to under bed restraints.

Collared while at home.

Locked in chastity if my Mistress does not do so before leaving. I hope that she does lock me and I will request she does when I present her with the new key (heart shaped) necklace that I bought for her.

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Femmed and fucked

I haven't posted in some time, mainly because I haven't had the opportunity to write up a full post.
So I will just do a quick reminder of what we did last night as I don't want this to be lost,

I put the "new" stainless chastity cage on myself Saturday morning.  That stayed on till Sunday night.
Sunday morning she plucked all the hair from around my nipples, making my nearly hairless chest completely hairless. She talked about feminizing me. Yum!

Finally had play time Sunday evening.
T bound me to bed using under bed restraints.  Tickled me all over and tormented me.
Then caned my ass hard, ouch!
Dribbled cold lube on my ass hole and finger fucked me.  She pounded my "pussy" as she used her hip to make me feel like I was really being fucked.
She asked if I wanted more and I said bigger. She then used her glass dildo and fucked me very well and deep with that. I pleaded with her to fuck her bitch hard. I moaned in excitement and humiliation when she said that my locked up cock was just a useless appendage
She left me bound and plugged as she used the magic wand on herself. That wasn't working and she released my bonds and told me to eat her pussy.

That got her going and she had a squirting orgasm as I finger fucked her pussy.
What a great time!  As I cleaned up she gave me the key to release her cock from the cage.
No orgasm for me but I was very satisfied!

Shaved and whipped

A brief summary of some recent highlights as I sit here in a short steel cock cage. T is working late so I am tormenting myself. I had purchased two plastic chastity devices last year, but T did not have much interest in having me wear them. I recently succumbed to temptation and bought this steel cage. It was quite cheap, but the quality is not bad. It is only about 2 inches long, so I have to get it on very fast before I get aroused. I certainly know it is there, between the tight fit and the weight hanging on my cock and balls.

Last week we went on a trip for a week to a conference. It was a fun time in a fun city. Of course I was hoping for some hot hotel monkey sex and got that!

I managed to slip the new cane into T's luggage. One evening she put a pair of over the door cuffs on me and strung me up naked from the bathroom door. Then she used the cane to good measure on my ass. It was an extra thrill when a group of people walked down the hall outside our room. It was only about 6 feet from the door of the room to where she was whipping me. She kept on caning me and I wondered if they could hear the rhythmic whacks from under the door as they walked by. I hope they did!

The last couple years T has shaved my legs either in January or in the Fall. Last fall she shaved my legs, but only trimmed my mound to a stubble and announced that it would stay that way. Come spring when she told me stop shaving my legs, she told me to grow my mound too. I was allowed to continue shaving my cock, balls and ass.

The bathroom in our hotel room had a big marble countertop. I hinted very strongly that it was big enough for someone to lay on it and get shaved at the sink. I also bought a new package of razors.

Fortunately she took that hint and had me get up there naked. She used the razor to shear off my pubic mound, then lathered it up and shaved it clean. Now I have a lovely smooth white mound. She said that she would let me shave my legs after shorts season was over. We had a hot spell last week, but I think I am done with shorts and hope she lets me shave my legs soon.

This morning she said something about putting nail polish on. She said that it was just to protect one damaged fingernail and not because she was femmy enough to maintain polished nails. Then she tweaked my nipple and said “unlike some people!”. Then she hinted that she may put polish on my nails sometime. She has done my toenails a few times and it was wonderful.

She does surprise me at times, which she loves to do. I generally kneel at take her shoes off when she comes in the house or is undressing for bed. The other day she had just put her shoes on when she snapped her fingers and pointed down. I was so confused since she had just put her shoes on. I gave her a questioning look and she pointed down again. I knelt down and she said she just did that to give me a little thrill. She kissed me on top of the head and told me to carry on with what I was doing. I stood and pointed to the partial erection already showing through my pants and told her that she had indeed thrilled me.

A few weeks ago she had me get naked in the bedroom. She got a scarf and tied it around my head as a blindfold, then had me stand against the mirror on the back of the door with my hands over my head. She used her leather belt to whip my ass, then had me turn around and whipped my pubic mound hard.

“You like it hard there don't you?” she asked. I groaned that I did indeed and hoped that it was becoming nice and red. Then she surprised me when I heard the buzz of her magic wand and the sudden application of it's relentless vibrations to my cock. She got me dangerously close to coming and asked if I wanted to come. Oh yes, I wanted release, but we both knew that I would rather be denied until we went away on vacation. She put clamps on my nipples and left me standing there while she used the wand to bring herself to orgasm.

Another time recently we were home alone and she was doing laundry. She gave me a pile of damp jeans and told me to hang them on the clothesline outside. She told me that for every clothes pin I used to hang something that I was to place a pin on myself. I came back in the house with a dozen pins on my cock, balls and nipples. She seemed amused and pleased and left them on me for nearly an hour. Eventually she took them off slowly and enjoyed watching my reaction to the pain of the release.

Later she had me bring in the laundry and of course I had to wear each pin that I took off the line.

We have had a few sessions over the years where I scrubbed the wooden kitchen floor. By hand, on my hands and knees, naked, ball harness with a full soda bottle hanging from my nuts. A few months ago, we had a quiet morning at home and she said it would be a good time to do the floor. She put a leather dog collar around my neck and put on the ball harness. First I had to vacuum the floor. We were in the process of moving the table so I could vacuum under it when our daughter showed up at the kitchen door. It has a large glass window in at and she was very surprised to see me there naked. We both fled in opposite directions and I don't know how much she saw. Although she is our youngest, she is very free thinking and just laughed it off.

My wife would never allow it, but I wish that I could tell my daughters of the benefits of a female led relationship and encourage them to train their boyfriends or husbands to be a good submissive for them. I think that the benefits are great and only wish I had known about this many years ago.

Misbehaving and eating it

After I wrote my last post about “behaving” myself I went to the bedroom before showering. I took off the screw vacuum suckers off my nipples. The were plump and red and I could not resist putting some nipple clamps on while the were so big. The lead to applying every pair of clamps that I had to some part of my body. I also attached a pair of clover clamps to the ring of the glass butt plug, then attached a chain leash to that. I pulled the leash up my back and wrapped it around my neck. I had clamps on my scrotum, my cock head, two pair on my nipples, one on my lower lip and one on my tongue. I arched my back and shook all the chains hanging from the clamps. Oh what a naughty boy! I had to be punished and I whipped my lower belly and my thighs with a leather belt. I looked to have left some nice welts. Of course, despite all this arousal, I could not have an orgasm, so I took everything off, pulled the big plug out and took my shower.

After the shower I put a pink chastity device on my penis, put the red jeweled plug up my ass and waited for T to get home, still wearing the white cloth tape on my chest and ass.

She did not get home until about 5 pm and she promptly went for a walk in her gardens. I followed along, waiting for the moment to tell her what I was wearing. I finally broke the ice and told her about the pink panties I had on and the other objects that I had on besides. She of course was very tired after her trip, but I did not expect anything from her, I just wanted her to know what I had on.

That evening, she sat on the bed and had me kneel before her naked and instructed me to tell her what I had done while she was gone. Of course this was embarrassing and humiliating, but very exciting to me. I did my best to give her all the details. When I was done she asked if she should remove the device from the cock. I told her that she had the key and it was her choice. She chose to leave it on for the night, which I was very happy about.

The next morning she removed the device from me and played with my penis till it was erect. Then she told me to lay on my back as she climbed on top of me and sat on my cock. After all the arousal I had put myself through in the past two days, I could not last long. She told me that if I came I would be required to eat my cum. This only made me want to even more and I begged her to let me cum and make me eat it from her. She said that she would sit on my face and let it drain out into my mouth, then she told me that I could cum. I had a roaring climax.

As I tried to recover from the orgasm, she told me to get up out of her spot on the bed. Then she laid back, spread her legs and told me to clean up my mess. Of course, my enthusiasm for doing so had drained out with my orgasm, but I dutifully began licking and swallowing. T then got her Magic Wand and used that on her clit. As she orgasmed she totally released and I drank her piss as quickly as I could. I am happy that I can help her have the most pleasure possible by not having to feel inhibited about completely letting go while I am licking her.

Interestingly, one morning this week T got up and said she had to pee and made a comment to the effect that she could just stay in bed and take care of it. This was as she went out the door and it took me a moment to realize that she meant that she could have me drink it for her. I have told her that I would be interested and willing to drink her nectar when she was not having an orgasm. I think she may do that someday and I wonder when and where it will happen. In the shower, outside in the garden, in bed?

behaving myself

Home alone equals free time to abuse my body. T is away for two nights and she told me to behave.

She did not say to behave well. She did give me a short list of things I am not to do including burning or piercing, both of which I have done when alone in the past. I confessed both of these to her. I would be very happy to have her do them to me and much more.  

I had placed a cock and ball restraint on last night and slept with it. The morning erection was painful as my cock could not grow and pulled on my balls. Nice. White cloth bandage tape pulled my chest up around my nipples and made them stand out while.  Lit a small red candle and poured hot wax onto the under side of my cock head, filling my slit with a plug of  molten wax, then pulled the hardened plug out of the weeping red eye of  my useless cock.

I had also put a red jeweled butt plug in my ass and slept with that in.

I took the butt plug out this morning and put vacuum suction devices on my nipples after removing the tape.

Rope tied to the cock ring tied my cock back between my legs and pulled my balls up in front, nicely twisted situation.

Tied my feet together with rope and pulled my feet to a ring over my head. I flogged my ass with a small flogger, my cock was flogged as well.

Feet still tied together I rolled off the bed onto the floor. Ass up and head down I whipped my ass brutally with a heavy leather belt. Rolled on my back and whipped my thighs and belly.

Put a worn pair of T's panties over my head and tied them in place with a rope that wrapped around my head through my open lips, under my nose and across my eyes.

Gagged and blindfolded I whipped my ass for another 60 hard strikes.

Crawled blindly around the room to get a towel, bottle of lube and glass butt plugs.

Took the panties off my head, lubed the first plug and shoved it up my ass. This one is thin with ridges and I pumped it in and out. Next plug is smooth with a bulb at the end. Milked my prostate with that and watched my cock streaming a steady flow of fluid.

Got out a big clear glass plug with a ring on the end. Had to work very hard to get that one in, but eventually it popped inside me. Tied it in place with a rope through the ring, though I don't think it can come out without being pulled.

Placed a pink chastity device on my cock and locked it on with the goal of keeping it on until T comes home and unlocks it.

Took off the nipple suckers that had been on for an hour. Put a pair of nipple clamps with big silver rings onto my plump nipples. They have been on for an hour and a half now as I write this.

I am sitting on a chair now with the glass plug up my ass, grinding on the loop holding it in. I am wearing my favorite leopard patterned nighty and T's silky light blue robe.

What else will I do to myself while “behaving” today?

New Year chastity

Happy New Year!
Although we did not accomplish what I had hoped for this year, that being renewing our wedding vows for our 30th anniversary with a FLR twist, it was a good year for gradual advancement.
T is feeling more confident and more accepting of things that used to be out of the picture.  She is more skilled and willing to whip me and her control of my orgasms (very rare) is common.
She has gone from acceptance to occasionally enabling my cross dressing and feminization.

This weekend, after taking advantage of my morning wood for some intercourse, T actually said that she wanted to have me wear the chastity device.  I was very surprised since she had little interest in it when I first bought one. I put it on and offered her the lock. She still thinks it is fairly ridiculous, too much effort and that I have a screw loose, but she did lock it. I wore it all day while doing some fairly physical work. I also requested that she put my leather collar on my neck.  I then slaved for her all day.
That evening she unlocked it and took the device off even though I would have been willing to wear it all night. She asked if I was okay to wear it the next day, of course I was.
This morning, she had to work and I had the day off, so I slept in and we did not put the chastity device on me before she left. She only worked half a day and we did some more heavy house work (digging and carrying buckets of dirt).  After that we showered before I made dinner. I have two different devices and I put the other one on, or was struggling to get it on when she entered the room.
She remarked that she thought that I was crazy to put it on since I still had a sore spot from the previous day. "But this one fits differently", I reasoned, as I tried to squeeze my balls through the ring.
I got it on and offered her the lock. She snapped the lock on and tossed the keys in the box. "There's the keys if you have to get out while I am working this evening". I told her that if it wasn't the first full day wearing it I would request that she take the keys with her.
It is my idea to wear the device so she is certainly not worried or even concerned at all about whether I take it off my self.  I am already in a state of self control of masturbation and request that she not allow me to orgasm for extended periods so that I can serve her better. I also have learned that sex is better for me with fewer, much better orgasms.
I don't know if she will have me wear the chastity device again any time soon, but feel that her telling me to wear it this weekend is progress.
She also said that she would reward me for working so hard for her this weekend and mentioned that after my doctor appointment this week, perhaps we could paint my toe nails.  That sounds very exciting.  During intercourse this week, she was whispering fantasies to me and talked about going someplace for a week where I could spend the whole time dressed up female and paint my finger nails too.  Sometimes those fantasies eventually become a reality!
She also whispered about telling other women about me scrubbing her kitchen floor while naked on my hands and knees. That would be so humiliating, but incredibly exciting.  Her fantasy was about telling her best friend and then having her come over to see me at work. That is one of my hottest fantasies, being dominated by my wife and her friend.

Cage time

Last Sunday I put the purple chastity device on my cock and presented myself to T.  "I took the liberty of taking my liberty away.", I said to her as I handed her the keys and asked her to lock me up.
She did and kept the keys.  I wore the cage all day.  Being the first time I wore it for so long was interesting.  First time peeing with the cage on.  I had to sit of course, but I am already to trained to do that all the time.  It wasn't bad, although it's strange being wet in the tube all day.  I put one of T's shields in my pink panties to catch the drips.
In the evening she unlocked my cock and played with it. She got me hard and on the edge, then left me that way.  She said that she doesn't really like the device because it doesn't let her play with my cock.  Not like she is doing that all the time!  She said she finds the device "intimidating".
Perhaps we won't make it a regular thing.  After fantasizing for years about it, this was somewhat disappointing.
Well, I want her to be in control, so if she doesn't like me wearing it, I won't.
There are many other things she does for me.

Locked up at last

As my wife's surgery and our period of abstinence drew near we enjoyed our last chance and I actually began to anticipate the required chastity. I have been interested in male chastity devices ever since reading a blog called “The key is on my nipple ring” years ago. The blog has long since disappeared, but the introduction to enforced chastity along with the alluring thought of a woman keeping the key to her husband's cock attached to her body in such a location was exciting.

I began to think that maybe our chastity period might be the time to try out a device and I finally ordered not one but two on Amazon. One was suggested by Hannah at http://dominant-wife.blogspot.com/

This is a entry level silicone model. Nice and cheap to try this stuff out. The other one is also a cheap silicone model, slightly more secure by design. One is pink, the other purple. Very feminine colors.

On Valentines day, T asked what I was planning to do that day. I said “What ever you tell me to do”.

So I was hoping to be her subbie for the day. Fortunately, she started by taking me to the bedroom to dress me appropriately. I presented her with a bag containing the two boxes of chastity devices.

She was quite surprised, since she had never even seen such a thing before. We opened them and checked them out, then fitted the pink one on to my cock and balls. I was thrilled when she snapped the lock shut and kept the keys.

This was several weeks ago and I don't remember all we did that day. I did get her an ice cream cake with “I'm Yours” on the top.

We did finish the day by going to bed early and releasing me from the cage and having some great sex including orgasms for both of us.

Potentially the last time for at least 6 weeks.