Maid to slave

 

We have made a sex scene out of my cleaning the kitchen floor, which we get to play out about once a year. This past weekend we took advantage of having the house to our selves to get the floor clean.

I dressed up in my very short black and white maid dress and slip on black 2” wedge heels for the prep and vacuuming. It was a rare treat to be able to dress up feminine like this, there is always someone here.

After the vacuuming was done I changed into my slave outfit. Naked with a wide leather belt around my waist, leather collar around my neck with a chain leash and leather ball leash tightly around the base of my balls. This has two hanging straps from which a leather device with three steel rings was hung. A leather paddle stuck in the belt at my back. A pair of tweezer clamps on my nipples with a connecting chain. That was the moment that T came into the bedroom to inspect my progress. She asked if I should be butt plugged also. I really wanted to but my system was not happy this morning and I said it was not a good time.

I put warm water and soap in a bucket and got down on my hands and knees with a rag and started scrubbing. T sat in a chair and browsed on her phone while “supervising”. Half way through she pulled the leather paddle out and paddled my ass while I tried to continue scrubbing. It was probably during this beating that I told her I had been fantasizing about her putting me outside on the patio naked in the chill air and leaving me out there until she decided to let me back in the house. She thought that sounded awfully mean but asked if I really wanted to do that and I assured her that I foolishly did hope she would.

When I got done scrubbing the floor she told me to dump the bucket outside, naked of course.

I came back in the kitchen and she asked if I still wanted to spend more time outside. I assured her that I wanted to and she had me kneel down before her. She tied a blindfold around my head and tugged my leash and had me stand and follow her out the door. I felt for the door frame with my hands and for the steps with my feet. She coached me down the steps to the stone patio which was quite cold under my bare feet. She led me for a tour around the patio and down the steps to the lawn. A short tour through the cold wet grass and back to the patio. It was breezy and chilly.

Then she used a few sprigs of a sea holly plant to flog me. This plant has seed pods that are like thistles with sharp little spikes. She used this to whip my ass, nipples and cock. She had me sit my bare ass on an aluminum chair and told me to pretend that my hands were tied to the chair and that I was required to stay there until she returned. She did give me tacit permission to use the sea holly if I was getting cold and needed to get my blood flowing.

I was getting cold but certainly not unbearable. Despite not being bound, not being able to see and being under the control of T made me feel wonderfully helpless. I eventually felt for the sea holly on the table in front of me and started flogging myself on my nipples. Wow, those things did sting but I moved down to my cock and tightly bound balls. Of course that was when the door opened and I was caught in the act. T came over to check on me and exclaimed “You’re bleeding!”. That was the end of this fun as she pulled off the blindfold and I saw the blood flowing down by tightly bound and shaved balls. She is a nurse and blood always stops any play, much to my disappointment. She had me undo the buckle and release my aching balls.

Then she led me back into the nice warm kitchen where she cleaned up the blood on my balls. I thought the fun was over but she surprised me when she took the leash and lead me up the stairs, blindfolded again. We made our way to our bedroom where she used a thin rope to tie my hands spread wide over my head to hooks I had installed in the ceiling. Then she warmed me up with a full body flogging with a leather flogger. She really gave it to me from ass to back, nipples to nuts with powerfull thudding impacts. It was awesome, but not as awesome as the feeling of the vibrator that she then pressed to my cock head. That thing is relentless and my first thought was that I wanted her to deny me any orgasm. Within minutes I was at the edge of coming and begging her “please may I come?” She barely said yes and I came with a roar and scream. It was so intense as I hung from the ropes and she held the vibrator relentlessly on my super sensitive cocklet.

She released my bonds and wiped the cum off. Then she went from Mistress to Angel of Mercy and helped me lay down on the bed to recover.

Wax on, wax off

 

Hot hotel monkey sex used to be the thing. Now we are making amazing Air Bnb sex a thing when we travel to visit our daughter. We stayed in a sweet cottage last week. On the way there we visited a gift shop and I succumbed to temptation and bought 5 tea candles in various colors and scents with the hope that the hot wax would get dripped on my naked body.

By the time we got to the cottage it was late and we were stuffed from a big dinner and very tired. I did not want to push for any action but T asked me where the candles were. I got them out and lit a light colored one. We couldn’t just start out with kinky stuff so I kissed and fondled T to try and get her in the mood. I don’t remember the details of how everything went but she did ask me to get my belt. She wasn’t satisfied ( thankfully) with the heft of it and told me to get hers. I did one better and got the heavy leather slapper out of my bag. She likes that one as she can control it better. I do love when she is in control!

She told me to kneel on the bed and bed over, then she began gently spanking my ass. Soon she started beating me harder and I was getting excited. She stopped spanking and told me to get the candle and bend over. I thought she would start waxing me on the front where my pubic mound was shaved smooth. I hoped that she would progress to my ass and maybe even fill my ass crack with wax.

Better yet, she started with my ass, pouring the hot wax right into the top of my ass crack. The heat trickling down my crack was awesome. My ass is clean shaven so the wax flowed in with no obstruction. I did my best to lift my hips and spread my cheeks in an obscene invitation to wax my sensitive hole and she did just that. The hot wax filling my hole was amazing! She did the back side of my balls, then told me to kneel up as she set the candle aside. She picked up the strap and began spanking my front side from my nipples to my balls and all points in between. When she whips my cock and it gets harder she knows it’s good.

She took a break then and laid on her back and used her vibrator to bring herself to an orgasm while I knelt before her like a good slave.

T had me lay on my back then and started by dripping wax on my nipples. Yow, that stung after the whipping they had received, but I was grateful for the abuse. She waxed my nipples, my smooth, hairless mound and my cock. It was literally very hot! She let the wax cool and harden as she used the vibrator to tease me. She gave me the paddle and told me to kneel before her and use it on myself while she gave herself another O. I beat the wax off my nipples, off my belly and off my hard cock. I was whipping my cock mercilessly as she came hard.

She then had me use the vibrator on my cock. I was about to cum when she told me to stop. She dripped some wax on my cock, then told me to use the vibrator again until I was on the edge and had me stop. She was really enjoying controlling me in this way and I was loving being controlled by her. She made me stop about four times, then she began pouring wax on the top of my cock while she held the vibrator on the underside of the head. I begged her please to let me come and she said yes. I had a mind blowing orgasm as she coated my cock head with wax.

It was a mess to clean up all the dried wax, but so worth it! The next day I found that my cock whipping had left me with bruises on my cock. A reminder that I would cherish for the next few days.

I still have four more candles and can’t wait to have them poured on my naked skin again!

Open invitation

 

Two quick episodes this week that were very exciting to me.

I was wearing an older nightgown to bed that I had previously torn two holes in right at my nipples. I put clover clamps on my nipples through the holes with the connecting chain on the outside and knelt on the floor waiting for Mistress to come to the bedroom. She was of course somewhat surprised to find me this way but took it in stride. I usually unclasp her bra and scratch her back each evening. I did this and was kneeling behind her. She then led me on my knees to in front of the mirror and got out a rope. She tied the rope to the ceiling ring and the other end to the chain on the clamps. Not tight, but taught enough that the clamps pulled my nipples upward. Then she left me kneeling there, looking at myself in the mirror, to suffer in pain and wonder how long she would leave me as she got on the bed and proceeded to watch videos on her phone. I do love nipple torture, but all I could think about was the intense pain in my nipples. My hands were free and I could have easily released them, but no, she had put me there and I would not move until she let me go. After a few minutes she came over and asked how I was doing. “In pain” I said. She laughed and said I had done it to myself.

Then I saw that she had a leather paddle in her hand. She yanked my panties up into my ass crack and tucked my nightgown up into the back of my panties.

Then she spanked my ass with the paddle. She beat me good, but it was starting to actually feel good when she stopped. She asked if I had enough and I said no. I can actually handle quite a lot from this paddle. It is narrow, about a foot long and she can hit where she wants quite well. She gave me a good beating now and eventually took hold of the nipple clamp chain and would give it a tug with every smack to my ass. I loved the initiative that she was taking here as she knew that she was free to use and abuse me as I have begged her to do so many times. Finally she stopped and released my crushed nipples. Time for bed and sleep.

As we lay there in bed I told her that this had really affected me. I found it so exciting to be strung up by my nipples and left there at her mercy as she went about her business.

I was so glad that she took the opportunity that I offered by having the clamps on, and then took that a step further and gave me the beating that she knows I crave so much.

I thought about this scene often the next day and pressed my luck when I got ready for bed before she came to the room. This time I put a pair of screw type nipple suction devices on, with the cylinder inside my nightgown and the screws through the holes. Then I knelt at the foot of the bed with my back to the bed and fastened my arms to a pair of under the bed restraints. So there I was, knees spread, arms spread and feeling very vulnerable. She looked me over and asked what she should do with me. I licked my lips and waggled my tongue at her, hoping she would get the hint and sit on my face. She got undressed and then she did plant her pussy on my face. I was so happy to lick her hot wet pussy. It was a somewhat difficult position for her and after a minute or so she turned around and straddled me from behind. This was even better as her pussy was plastered on my mouth and my nose was right in her ass hole. I could only breath through my mouth when I took a break from eating her pussy. It was sooo exciting and I had a pretty firm erection. She noticed this and began slapping my cock hard. Then she moved down to straddle my crotch and managed to get my cock in her pussy. She was fucking as well as she could in this position and I thought she would make me cum as I imagined her sitting on my face and making me eat my cum from her pussy. Unfortunately she could not maintain that position for long and she got up.

I was feeling very vulnerable as my arms were spread wide and now my knees were too. She beat my cock some more and then to my surprise and “pleasure” she began to kick me in the crotch. I have fantasized for a long time about her kicking me in the balls and she did now. I was so aroused that I did not feel pain so much as pleasure. Some of the kicks were planted low on my ass crack and some higher on my hard cock. Finally She released my wrists from their cuffs and told me I could get up now. I could barely get up as my knees were now in such pain from kneeling with my legs spread wide.

Both of these scenes were fairly quick, had no orgasm for either of us, but were deeply affecting to me.

I told her how much it affected me, not that I liked it, but it affected me. I have thought about it many times since then. I told her that I did not want her to feel obligated to do something to or for me when I put myself in these predicaments and that she could just consider it an open invitation to do what or if she pleases. I am thrilled that she seems to be becoming more dominant and cruel to me as time goes by. She says that she is a bully and I don’t discourage her from bullying me if that’s how she feels.

The more she controls and abuses me, the more I love her.

I love, honor, respect, obey, serve and submit to her as I am only a slave and it is a privilege to serve her.

Burn me up

 

It has become an annual tradition in our Femdom relationship to treat me to a Fall emasculating hair removal from my neck to toes. My legs are shorn and shaved. My pubic hair is burned off. Yes,

set on fire with a lighter in an exciting, somewhat terrifying and often painful flaming inferno.

This generally occurs anytime from late September to January and I greatly look forward to it.

This year it was late March and I had a lot of long hair that I was eager to get rid of. My Mistress usually tells me when to stop shaving my legs in the Spring to get things growing in before shorts season and I feared that I would not get to have smooth legs at all this year.

After teasing me a few times she did finally say that it was time, that is if I wanted to do so.

Did I ever! I had presented her with a new lighter a few weeks earlier and hoped that would inspire her. Now she had me put on cuffs and collar. I also got out a spreader bar and ropes. She lit a few candles and turned out the lights. She had me stand in front of the back of door mirror and and spread my legs, then attached the bar to my ankle cuffs. Hands over my head and the wrist cuffs were tied to a ring in the ceiling.

Then she set me on fire!! A little bit to start at the top of my mound. Then bigger sections that sometimes burned and made me squeal as she swatted out the flames. She burned off my mound, then the hair on my belly and around my left nipple. I was loving it despite the occasional burns that were leaving red spots but she stopped there and said she was saving the rest for another time.

I was disappointed but I did have something to look forward to. She did give me permission to shave my legs and the next day I used hair clippers to shear the fur off them. Then I shaved them smooth.

A week later I had gotten in bed before her and “prepped” myself with a double ended dildo gag. I hoped she might take the hint and decide to fuck herself with the dildo while it was on my face, but instead she asked if I was ready to get rid of the rest of the hair. I nodded yes and she told me to get in position in front of the mirror. I did so and she strung my hands up over my head.

She started out by burning the hair off my balls, some hot times there. Then cleaned up some sthat she had missed on my mound. Burned off the hairs around my right nipple and played the flame around my nipple, enough to scare me and slightly burn my nip. Then she asked about my underarms and I nodded yes. She did one armpit, then untied me and had me lay on the floor.

She tied my hands straight up in front of me to a ceiling ring, then tied the spreader bar between my ankles up to another ring. The mirror did not go all the way to the floor so I could not quite see as she burned the hair off my ass and crack, but I sure felt it. The heat of the flame around my asshole was actually very arousing. She finished up by burning off the hair in the other armpit.

She cleaned me up then but left me tied up. To my surprise and delight she got a magic wand vibrator and began using that on my cock. I was already so aroused from the fire shave that I was close to coming very soon. She put me over the edge when she started pinching my nipple very hard. I came with a roar and she untied my arms and legs. I just laid there on the floor, totally wiped out.

It was a long wait, but so worth it, particularly when she said that removing my hair was taking away my masculinity.  I so appreciate her  supporting my craving for emasculation. I love my Mistress so much.

Hotel fun and you cum you eat

 

Sitting in a hotel room as I write this with a butt plug up my ass. The plug has a ring for attaching a leash which right now has about 6 various metal clasps and fittings attached to it that are grinding into my ass as I sit on the desk chair. The magic green string tied around my waist is binding my balls down ward and I am sitting on my bound balls. I have a dildo gag strapped tightly into my mouth and nearly into my throat. My wrists are bound with the red chinese rope cuffs. Last night I had the same gag in my mouth as I drooled over my chest. Hotel clothes hangers hung from my nipples, with two more hangers dangling from them. Another hanger was clamped to the soft skin at each side of my lower belly and one more clamped to my taint and just past my asshole which was plugged with the butt plug with the leash attached and dragging from it as I hung from the closet pole with all the rest of the hangers hanging from the ones attached to me. I suffered there in the dark of the closed closet in my self imposed torture as I imagined being left there until released by my Mistress.

Recently purchased another dildo gag that is double ended. A short 3 inch cock gag strapped tightly into my mouth and a 5 inch cock dildo sticking obscenely out of my face. My Mistress enjoyed this very much as I used it to fuck her sweet cunt as she used her vibrator. I loved fucking her with my head as she came and only regretted that I could not drink up her piss as she came on my face. After she had 3 orgasms she had me kneel up in front of her. She used the vibrator on her clit while I placed my cock on top of that vibrator and then used another one on my cock which was sandwiched between those two fiendish devices. We both came as she watched the cock waving from my face as the other one was firmly planted in my mouth.

Several years ago we had a play session in the garden shed where she hung me from the rafters and shoved green cherry tomatoes up my ass then caned me. A few weeks ago I picked 4 tomatoes and hopefully left them in the kitchen. Mistress had me bring the tomatoes to the bedroom. I placed them on the bed along with a butt plug and some surgical gloves and lube. She had me bend over the bed and whipped me with the braided leather whip. Then she finger fucked my ass hole. She asked if I was ready and I said yes please. She pushed the tomatoes up my receptive ass, then finished with the plug to hold them in. Then she had me lay on my back on the bed with my legs pulled up and spread. The whip was then used on my inner thighs, belly, chest and cock. When she placed the vibrator on my cock I knew that I could not hold out. I begged her that if she allowed me to cum that she please make me eat my cum. She told me that I must do so and that was all it took for me to lose control and cum. Eating cum after the orgasm is not as pleasant as imagined before the orgasm happens, but I was happy that she followed through and dribbled the cum into my mouth, then made me lick it from her fingers and finally rubbed her slimy cummy hand over my face.

I recently bought a wooden humbler after lusting for one ever since I first saw one. At the first opportunity I got it out and was putting it on when she entered the room. She was very curious about it and not quite understanding why I would want to put myself to such discomfort, but she knows that I am a kinky slut who gets off on pain. I showed her how the humbler forced my balls behind my ass and the pain prevented me from standing up straight. She got her belt off the hook and asked if I wanted more pain. I was also wearing a ball gag that has nipple clamps on chains that were clamped on my nipples. I managed to speak around the gag and asked her to please hurt me. She did so as she gave me a full body whipping. She finished by teasing me with the vibrator on my cock, bringing me to the edge several times but warning me that I was not allowed to cum.

Last weekend we were at a hotel and I put on the over the door cuffs. Mistress said that it looked like I needed some door time. I expected to be hung up to the bathroom door as she has done before, sometimes making me put the cuffs over the door when I am in the bathroom and she then pulls the door shut, locking me in the bathroom helplessly until she opens the door, in the meantime she watches videos and relaxes as I happily suffer. This time though she surprised me as she directed me to the room door and opened it a crack and had me put the cuffs over the door. She shut the door with the bars that hold the end of the straps on the outside of the room where anyone going down the hall would see them. Most people would probably not know what they were, but anyone who did know would also know that someone was hanging helplessly on the inside of the door.

She left me there to ponder that and listen for anyone passing down the hallway. After a few minutes she released me from that door and hung me up from the bathroom door. I had brought a flogger which she used to flog me front and back. She beat me from knees to neck with apparently no concern for how loud it was and whether anyone would hear me getting flogged as hard as she could. It was glorious!

Time to replace this dildo gag with the big cock dildo and put some clover clamps on my nipples. I plan to fuck my ass with the big dildo suctioned to the bath tub when I shower.

6 month report, fire and dildo fuck & suck

 

Recap of some activities over the past 6 months.

T used ball gag with attached nipple clamps on me. Whipped me in front of the mirror. Then had me get down on the floor on my knees, hands extended on floor over my head. Whipped my ass and balls.

At one point she put her foot on the back of my head and held me down on the floor as she whipped me. So hot.

Then she sat on the foot of the bed and told me to kiss her foot. She held her foot out of reach so as I stretched my neck to nuzzle her foot with my gagged mouth I was tugging the nipple clamps and stretching my nipples.

Last year when she told me to stop shaving so my hair could grow in she said it wanted to grow in well on my cock and balls as she was looking forward to burning it off. I had been shaving my cock and balls year round and shaving my mound for while after she burns it off.

Sometimes she burned my hair off as early as September. She finally did so in February so there was a lot of hair. She had me stand in front of the mirror so I could watch. When she lit my mound it created big fire since I was standing upright. I suffered a few burns, but it was worth it as she burned off my pubic mound, my cock and balls hairs. She did the few hairs around my nipples but not my ass or armpits and said they would be done later. I had already shaved my legs a few weeks earlier (with permission) so there was none to burn there. When I cleaned up with a razor I did my ass, will probably do my armpits myself soon.

While staying at a hotel by myself recently I did the usual hotel kink including placing the spring clamp clothes hangers on my nipples and putting myself in the closet. This closet had a mirror on the inside of the door. I had brought my new silicone realistic cock dildo with suction cup base so I stuck that to the mirror, secured my wrists to the closet bar and shut the door with the dildo in my mouth. It was very hot to be shut in the closet and made to suck cock as my nipples were tortured.

I also got the chance to put the dildo on the glass shower wall. I sucked it, then put it lower on the wall, lubed it up with conditioner and tried putting it up my ass for the first time. It was a little tricky since it has a lot of flex but I got it in there and fucked that thing hard and deep. It was awesome.

Next day I did another clothes hanger session with another hanger clamped to my scrotum.

I hung the hair dryer from the one on my nipples and the clothes iron on the one from my nuts.

Then I hung from the closet bar and suffered in the dark. I did get a small tear in my scrotum that bled for a while.

I had a long talk with T as we traveled back from conference and once again confessed my desire (need) to submit to her and asked that she please spank and whip me on a regular basis. I told her that I have always been fascinated with slavery and truly wished to consent to being her slave. I told her that we are both tending to the cross over on our genders and I could see us switching gender identity. I would love to be her maid or wife dressed in stockings and bra with my cock in chastity or tucked into a non visible state. Being emasculated and feminized excites me so and seems like my rightful status.

She has whipped me a few times since then and sometimes thinks to make me kneel and take her shoes off. I always kneel before her at bedtime and take off her shoes and socks, release her bra and scratch her back.

I have been trying to do some special things for her like fix the clock, replace the outdoor post light and she does appreciate those efforts for which she did reward me with a belt whipping.

While the Cat is away...

 My wife Mistress T will be away this week visiting our daughter. 

I read a blog post by Miss Bossy Bitch's Boy regarding his Mistress going out of town for a week and a list of activities he will do while she is gone.

I generally engage in some serious self play and torture when T is away so inspired by MBBB I came up with my list of things I plan to do this week:

Despite numerous edgings, I will not cum. My Mistress made me cum last week after a wicked session with her fingernails allover my body.

I will self spank (whip, cane, etc.) to leave marks that she will see upon return.
I will feminize as much as possible including dressing in the evening, going out wearing bra, panties and stockings.
One intense self bondage session.
Lots of nipple clamps and suctioning.
Toe nail polish in pink or bright red.
Daily ass training and stretching.
Urethra stretching.
At least one night of sleeping with legs and one arm fastened to under bed restraints.
Collared while at home.
Locked in chastity if my Mistress does not do so before leaving. I hope that she does lock me and I will request she does when I present her with the new key (heart shaped) necklace that I bought for her.

I had self locked in chastity since the beginning of October. T had shown some interest in this but was upset that I somehow injured my penis and had several scabs. She instructed me to stop caging until it was healed and "maybe then I will let you lock up again."

With that encouragement I bought a necklace with a chastity cage key with a heart shaped portion at the top. Last night she asked if I was healed and inspected my penis. She pronounced it healed and said that I could lock it up while she was away. This was the perfect time to present her with the necklace. She then went to the bedroom with me to witness me locking up. I laid out most of my assortment of about 8 chastity devices. She chose the heavy metal one that completely encloses my penis. It's a tight fit and made more difficult as I was getting aroused and semi-erect. I managed to squeeze it on and lock it. She put the necklace on and said this was better than having the key in her bra as she would be more aware of it now. She planned to sleep with it also. After she had multiple orgasms as I fingered her g-spot she settled in to sleep as I tried to settle down with my locked semi-erect penis. 

She left this morning with instructions that I could stay locked 24/7 but with permission to take it off  if it was causing excess pain or discomfort. I am allowed and encouraged to arouse myself with the cage on, but may not cum. She will call to check on me and maybe talk me into a state of aroused denial.

I 

I will self spank (whip, cane, etc.) to leave marks that she will see upon return.

I will feminize as mush as possible including dressing in the evening, going out wearing bra, panties and stockings.

One intense self bondage session.

Lots of nipple clamps and suctioning.

Toe nail polish in pink or bright red.

Daily ass training and stretching.

Urethra stretching.

At least one night of sleeping with legs and one arm fastened to under bed restraints.

Collared while at home.

Locked in chastity if my Mistress does not do so before leaving. I hope that she does lock me and I will request she does when I present her with the new key (heart shaped) necklace that I bought for her.

nize as mush as possible including dressing in the evening, going out wearing bra, panties and stockings.

One intense self bondage session.

Lots of nipple clamps and suctioning.

Toe nail polish in pink or bright red.

Daily ass training and stretching.

Urethra stretching.

At least one night of sleeping with legs and one arm fastened to under bed restraints.

Collared while at home.

Locked in chastity if my Mistress does not do so before leaving. I hope that she does lock me and I will request she does when I present her with the new key (heart shaped) necklace that I bought for her.

espite ingernails allover my body.

I will self spank (whip, cane, etc.) to leave marks that she will see upon return.

I will feminize as mush as possible including dressing in the evening, going out wearing bra, panties and stockings.

One intense self bondage session.

Lots of nipple clamps and suctioning.

Toe nail polish in pink or bright red.

Daily ass training and stretching.

Urethra stretching.

At least one night of sleeping with legs and one arm fastened to under bed restraints.

Collared while at home.

Locked in chastity if my Mistress does not do so before leaving. I hope that she does lock me and I will request she does when I present her with the new key (heart shaped) necklace that I bought for her.

Weights and chains and floggers, oh my!

 

Sometimes I get frustrated with what feels to me like lack of sexual activity in our relationship.

But usually when I am feeling like it is all over, T will do something amazing that makes it all wonderful again.

Recently we were visiting out daughter. Considering we were staying at her house and it was rather chilly in the room I did not expect anything sexual to happen. T surprised me when she came back to bed in the morning and went under the covers to attack my sleepy cock with her mouth. I really did not think it was up to getting hard at that point. It did start to rouse and just to help things along she straddled me and sat on my face. Her pussy was already damp and swollen. I licked and sucked and occasionally managed to pull in a breath of air. I love this position as her asshole is right over or right on my nose. Every breath that I struggle to pull into my nose is breathed from her ass. I love the feeling that my struggle to stay alive is fought with my nose in her asshole. With this in mind I totally lost control and came. There was no thought or even capability to ask permission. T kept me from screaming out loud by keeping her ass cheeks secured around the sides of my face.

When she did release me I was again surprised by my wonderful wife when she appeared before my face and kissed me. I” did not think she would want to kiss me after I had eaten her pussy and nose fucked her asshole. I was even more surprised when she released my load of come from her mouth into mine. We had stated at one time that if I came without permission I would be required to eat my come.

So I swallowed it down.

This past Saturday T was working. It was a warm day for this time of year and I played a little bondage in the woods with some rope tied tightly around my swollen cock and balls and wrapped tight around my chest. My leather belt was used to whip my ass, my cock and my chest.

That evening I went out to a movie theater by myself wearing fishnet stockings, black panties, a cock and ball ring and nipple suckers. After the movie I tortured myself. Attached a leather harness to my balls that has hooks hanging from it to attach weights. Tied ropes tight around my chest above and below my big pumped nipples. I have a bunch of brass rings that I usually wear around the base of my cock and balls and two “gates of hell” ring devices. All these I hung from my balls. Clover clamps on my nipples and finished up with two heavy ball stretching weights hung from my straining balls. My cock needed to suffer also and I covered it with clothes pins. As I stood in front of the mirror swinging the weights viciously back and forth my wife pulled into the driveway. How fast could I get all this stuff off myself? I rushed to pull off ropes, clamps and straps and had it all off by time she came to the bedroom.

Of course I was very aroused by then but it was very late and I could not expect her to want to do anything then. She had mentioned the day before that she might have me take a viagra and then have some play. I slept naked just to be ready.

The next morning I got up and made coffee and her diet Coke, then brought a snack of sliced bananas and oranges to bed for a snack. As we had our morning snack she commented upon my having slept naked and asked what I was in the mood for. Of course I said that I wanted to submit to her and be abused. She asked if I had done anything the day before. I sheepishly gave her a run down of all that I had done in her absence. She considered that then told me she wanted to see what all I had put on myself. Okay! She asked for it so I proceeded to put on all those weights and the nipple clamps. Clothes pins up the underside of my cock and around the head, a few more viciously clamped the rosebud of my asshole. She told me to get out what I wanted her to use on me. I got a leather belt, a leather paddle with red “SLAVE” written on it. She said that she thought I would get out the flogger, so I got that too. Glad I did!

She grabbed the weighted chains and swung them around. The clover clamps had hooks on them and she attached a pair of clover clamps with a chain connecting them to the hooks. She clipped the few remaining clothes pins to the chain.

She told me to bend over, but I had another idea. I had seen a picture of someone restrained with a device that is a 2 foot long bar with 4 velcro cuffs on it. I happen to have one and got that out. She had never seen it before. I knelt on the foot of the bed and helped her cuff my ankles to the outer pair. Then I put my head down and put my hands between my legs and put my wrists on the cuffs. She secured my wrists. I was helpless and at her mercy.

T started with the leather paddle and it felt great as she warmed up my ass. She spanked all over my ass and between my cheeks. After a few minutes she switched to the belt. She did not fold it over as I would but used it full length so it was quite stingy. I squirmed some with that but she really whipped me very long and hard. She said that would leave some marks and I thanked her for marking me.

Next came the leather flogger. This was very “thuddy”, the weight of it really making an impact. I really felt the impact when she used it on my back. The weight of it on my back just pounded me so well, I really enjoyed it almost like it was a massage.

Through all of this the weights were hanging from my balls down the foot of the bed. The clover clamps on my nipples burned painfully as my chest ground on the bed. It was awesome. This is what I crave for her to do. She said that she doesn’t want to hurt me but knows that I do this to myself so felt that is what I want and I certainly do. This session was probably the most pain she has ever dealt me and I am so proud of her for doing so.

T then released me from the cuffs and helped me unfold myself. She took off the clothes pins (ouch!) and had me take off the weights and ball harness. Then she told me to stroke my cock. I masturbated for her and got it good and hard. She told me to put on the “magic green string” a length of paracord which I tied around the base of my cock and balls. That always gets and keeps me hard.

She laid back on the bed and spread her legs, then told me to get her wet. I dove into her already wet pussy and licked and sucked it. I was laying on my chest and the clover clamps were tearing at my nipples, but I focused on making her feel good. After a few minutes she pulled my head away and said she wanted that hard cock in her.

I knelt up and put my hard cock in her wet pussy, she moaned in pleasure and I began fucking her. I was so aroused after all the activity of the day before and this day that I was soon groaning and struggling to not come. She asked if I wanted to come or be denied. I said that my body wanted to come, but my mind really wanted her to control me and not let me come. She said “That’s good, because you are not coming today, I am!” She then made me stop fucking her and get her vibrator.

I went down on her again and she used the magic wand on her clit. This tends to leave no room for my tongue on her pussy, but I don’t mind as I am pushed aside and left with having to tongue her asshole.

That’s what I did, licking her rosebud, pushing my tongue in her ass just as far as I could until she had a massive orgasm, releasing her pee that I sucked up out of her ass crack.

What an incredible session. I did buy her a bouquet of flowers as a thank you!

Balls on Fire!

 

In my last post I briefly described the scene when T used a lighter to burn my pubic hairs off. She said at that time that it was a shame that I did not have hair on my cock and balls that she could have burnt off too. I stopped shaving right then and grew out nice long hair in anticipation of the day that she would decide to light me up again. I even gave her a lighter for Christmas as a reminder that I was hairy and ready.

She gave me permission to shave my legs, which I have been doing every winter for about 5 years, so I did that.

Last weekend she told me to turn on the heat in the bedroom and strip. She told me to get out a rope then she tied my wrists together and had me stand with my back to the door and put a knot over top of the door and closed it. She put down a towel to catch the ashes and asked if I really wanted this. I assured her that I had been eagerly looking forward to it since summer.

She then sparked the lighter into flame and brought it to my genitals. We were both amazed at how much the hair would flare up and spread the fire
Several times the fire got pretty hot and I whimpered and jumped in surprise and pain.

She burnt the hairs of my balls then my pubic mound
After she had singed off my hair to a stubble she used a wet wipe to clean up the ashes.

The room smelled terribly of burnt hair, a lasting reminder that would linger for days.

She noted that she had missed a few areas and said that we would have to have another session. I was happy to do that!

The following weekend we slept late. T told me to get the spreader bars and some rope. I got out wrist and ankle cuffs and she attached them to the spreaders, lie on my back and hold my legs up so that my crotch was exposed and very vulnerable. She gave me a small mirror to hold so that I could see what she was doing. Then she lit the flame and burnt the hair off the underside of my balls, the taint and then burnt my ass crack clean. It was scary and exciting to feel the flame between my cheeks.

She then did clean up to burn off the pubic mound even closer, then the hairs up to my navel. I don’t have any hair on my chest other than a few around my nipples. It was scary to see the flame of the lighter right before my eyes as she played it around my nipples and singed off those few hairs. I had been looking forward to her burning off my armpit hair, but the position didn’t work and she said I would have to shave them.

That evening I did shower and shave from my neck to my toes. I am delighted to look at my smooth hairless body in the mirror.

T said that the pyro in her had fun doing that. I certainly hope that she will do so again and despite loving my hairless body I will grow that hair right back if she tells me she wants to set me on fire again!

Hot time in the Summer

 

sexual highlights of summer 2021

While camping T tore nipple holes in my worn thin blue nightie, then put clothes pins on my nips then...

Major highlight—T used a lighter to burn my pubic mound off!!!. She also burned some hair off my thighs.

Very exciting to me and she thought it was fun too. She said if my balls weren’t shaved she could burn that off too. Have not shaved my cock and balls since then and will not until she burns it off me.

Leather whip was sticking out from under mattress one night and T pulled it out and had me bend over for a whipping. I think it was the first time she used it on me.

May have been the same day that I left whip and some other toys on bed with door open. She was angry that son may have seen them. She caned my ass with no warm up, so painful! Will not do that again.

While on our cruise I told her my fantasy of being tied up naked in our cabin and having her leave me there to go talk with people, maybe even standing on the roof right over my head.

She put clothes pins on my nipples and tied up my balls and cock with the “magic” green string which was then tied to my wrists over my head. She sucked my cock and got it very hard.

She gagged me with her used panties and left me to suffer.

When she returned she told me it had been 20 minutes. I thought she was just checking up on whether I was ok and I was prepared to ask her to leave me longer. An hour sounds exciting but would probably get boring. She told me to release myself and get dressed and come out then left me to my own devices,

A week later we had sex at my mother’s house. She can’t hear anything without her hearing aids.

T whipped my ass, then tied up my cock with the green string. She sucked me till I was dying to come then she mounted me and rode me until I did come. Then she sat on my face and I ate my cum from her pussy.

Anniversary day sex I had on a steel ball ring T sucked me till very hard. She pinched both nipples and I asked if I could please cum, she said that she hadn’t had her fun yet and mounted me. She fucked me so well and I begged to cum. She looked me in the eye, smiled and said NO.

Then she rolled off me and told me to get her vibrator out. I fucked her with a glass dildo as she brought herself to a great orgasm. Then I went to sleep frustrated and loving her so much for controlling me.

New normal?

 

After my last orgasm at the end of November, T joked about not letting me come again that year. I held out for a goal the end of the year. We got that and then some. As the weeks and months passed by with no orgasm for me she joked about not letting me come at all this year. I found that to be scary yet very exciting. I thought perhaps a Valentines day come would welcome. Secretly I wondered if it could be possible to be denied for a whole year. I know it is possible, but would she do it?

I found out on March 14.

Finally after months of no privacy at home, out adult son went away for the day. I hinted that this would be a good day for the kitchen floor to be cleaned. In the past there have been a few times that I scrubbed the floor while naked on my hands and knees with my balls restrained and weighted. It has been a few years since we did this game and the last time we did our college aged daughter showed up in the middle of it. We had locked the front door, but she showed up at the kitchen door to see her Dad naked but for a collar around his neck. She fled, I fled and we never mentioned it.

So today we had a chance to play. I vacuumed the floor, then got my scrub bucket and rag.

I stripped naked, put a harness on my balls with attached hooks and rings, also a set of tweezer clamps on my nipples. I presented myself to T with my collar and riding crop. She placed the collar around my neck and I swooned. This is what I crave.

I also had a remote controlled vibrating butt plug. I put a condom on it and placed it up my ass, then presented the remote control to T.

I got down on my hands and knees and scrubbed the floor as she “supervised” and distracted me by switching the action of the plug. At one point I spilled some water on the floor and earned a serious punishment with the crop.

When I finished, T picked up the action including kicking me from behind. I have long fantasized about her kicking me in the balls and she did that now along with kicking my asshole. She cropped my balls and cock which was very hard. I was still down on the floor on my knees with my ass up in the air. She started fucking my ass with the plug and reached around to stroke my cock. The sensations were just too good and I begged her to let me come. At the same time I did not want to come like this. After all these months, I wanted to orgasm while we were making love. But there was just too much stimulation. My nipples were screaming in pain, my ass was loving the fucking and she was threatening to make me come on my clean floor.

I came in a roaring, screaming, mind blowing orgasm.

My last orgasm, 19 weeks ago, was brought about the same way. The vibrating plug up my ass, T stroking my hard cock and forcing me to cum whether I wanted to or not.

Is this the new normal?

Craving control

I posted a response to a blog post on one of my favorite blogs "Male Chastity Journal".
It got a bit long so I thought I would copy it here.


Just like so many men, I am excited by the feeling of submission brought about by my wife having control over me.  This is enhanced by doing humiliating things or being "forced" to do or wear something.
I wear panties all the time now.  Yes, it just becomes forgotten about when they are under my pants just like any underwear.  There may be a momentary reminder when I go to the bathroom and see them, but that's it.
Years ago I read of men who were required to wear panties, even having all their men's underwear disposed of, leaving no choice.  Oh, how I craved to have my wife control me in that way. Oh well, most women don't really care about these things so I bought my own panties and replaced my briefs with them.
So many times, in the heat of passion, I have implored my wife to own me, use me, abuse me even in any way she desires. No time for that when life is taken up with TV, facebook and sewing projects.
Am I complaining here?  I suppose so, but when she does take an interest it is wonderful, so I shall appreciate what I have, continue to love and serve her as best I can and enjoy reading about other people wearing purple panties and bunny tails.
I do have a nice long fox tail, she has never made me wear it. pout

Birthday whipping boy

Our kinky play started many years ago with birthday spankings. After a few years I really began to look forward to our birthdays and the opportunities to either give or receive a spanking. Eventually we did not need the excuse of a birthday spanking, but it was still often a special spanking occasion.

More recently the birthday spanking has not always happened due to busy schedules and home life. We talked about a birthday spanking for T recently including discussing whether she would get spanked or if her spanking boy (me) would take the spanking for her.

Last weekend we had the rare occasion of a Saturday morning with no kids at home. I suggested that it might be a good time for her birthday spanking. She asked if I wanted to give or receive. I really do love to be spanked and am always the one to get spanked now. Years ago, T was the one who got spanked. I asked if she would actually want to be spanked, just because she never gets to. She said that was fine, she felt no need to be spanked and that I could take it for her. Okay with me!

T told me to get out some spanking implements. I put out on the bed the following: small flogger, large flogger, riding crop, “rooster” leather fly swatter and two leather belts. She said I was missing something and it took me a moment or so to realize that she meant the switch that she had cut in the woods a few weeks ago. It's gives quite a sting!

T then used a bandana to blindfold me and used a scarf to tie my hands behind my back. Wow, a kinky spanking! She then started out by stroking the flogger gently and teasingly over me. She does love to tease! Then she began lightly flogging me all over, then working up to whapping me hard with the small flogger. This led to using the larger flogger, then the crop. I am not sure if she used everything since I could not see. Usually a birthday spanking is either the number of years on each body part to be spanked or the number of years with each implement. If she was counting at all I could not tell and I was just as happy to receive as many swats as she felt like giving me. She did give me swats, hits, whipping and beatings on my ass, thighs, back, nipples, belly, cock, balls and asshole. I am such a pain slut as I really encouraged her to whip my balls, telling her that they were useless and only good for torturing. She replied to that by getting out a bunch of clothespins and putting them on my scrotum, such delicious pain.

A month or so ago she had spun a fantasy about removing the hair from around my nipples. That is the only place on my chest that has hair. I heard her getting something from the bathroom and was excited when she returned and I felt her using tweezers to pull on the hairs, then yanking them out of my chest.

She did a very thorough job and got every hair. I told her that I really wanted to have her remove these signs of masculinity from my body. After all the hairs was plucked from my nipples, she moved down and pulled some from my pubic mound. My cock and balls are completely shaved already, but she did pluck some from my inner thighs.

She then told me to get down on the floor on my back. She kicked my legs apart and made me spread my arms. I felt very vulnerable like this and she took advantage of this as she whipped my chest, cock and balls. She then told me to pull my knees up so she could inspect my ass hole. She used the tweezers to yank some hairs there that I had missed while shaving then whipped my wide spread hole.

She then left me on the floor and I heard the buzz of the magic wand vibrator as she used it on her pussy. I was left naked and blindfolded on the floor with my balls covered with clothespins as she brought herself to an orgasm while I shook those pins as hard as I could. I love when she has her pleasure while I am suffering in pain.

I was still blindfolded as she straddled my face and placed her wet pussy on my mouth. I was only too happy to eat her! After a minute or two of that I was happily shocked to feel the magic wand vibrator on my cock. She used it to vibrate the clothespins that were still on my scrotum. Then she used it on my cock head.

I put my arms under her legs and at first she thought I was trying to push her away, then realized I reacted positively when my wrist was pinned down. Yes, that's what I want, to be pinned down helplessly on the floor, her pussy grinding on my face, as she tortures my cock. This was just so intense along with that relentless magic wand that I had no ability to even think about not coming. It was happening whether I wanted to or not. She made me come with a roar and scream, then she kept up the relentless vibrations in what was becoming excruciating post orgasm torture. The orgasm was so great, but I just wanted it to stop. I got what I deserved though, as she dominated me and tortured me.

Finally she removed the wand and wiped up my cum. I had completely forgotten about our recent “rule” that if I orgasm, I must eat my cum. Next thing I knew, she was using her fingers to feed my my cum and wipe it all over my lips. This was very degrading and submissive, but I loved it.

I was shocked back to reality when she took the first clothespin off. They always hurt most coming off and even more so when it after the orgasm! She said, “ Oh, I should have thought to take these off when you were coming.”

I was so satiated that I just wanted to stay there on the floor and sleep. What a great birthday spanking that turned out to be and I was so happy to be her whipping boy.

Come come again

Despite being in a typical state of orgasm denial I have been granted orgasms about every other week recently. Seems like less than that!

My past two orgasms were memorable.

We were in the bedroom when T decided that I need some whipping and told me to get naked. I did so and waited for her to instruct me to bend over if that was what she wanted rather than just doing so automatically. I am glad I waited for instructions as she told me to get down on the floor, head down, ass up. She then used her belt to whip my ass. She gave me a very good whipping, finishing up with standing front of me with her feet at my face. I kissed and licked her feet as she whipped me hard. I was in total submissive joy! But that wasn't the end as she spread my cheeks and whipped deep in the crack and right on to my hungry ass hole. She surprised me then by fingering my puckered hole. She asked if I wanted this and I grunted “yes please”. Then I heard packaging opening as she opened a pair of rubber gloves and snapped them on. She is a nurse, so cleanliness is super important to her. Then she fingered my ass, putting a finger inside and fucking me gently with first one, then two fingers.

Then she got out my jewelled steel plugs and had me select one from the bag of two. She lubed my hole and pressed that plug against my man pussy and it was eagerly sucked in. She fucked it in and out. I was loving this and wanted more. I did not want to “top from the bottom”, but asked helpfully if I could get out something else for her to use. I got out my glass dildoes and selected a blue one with a slender shaft and a bulbous head. She worked that in and began fucking me with it. It was sooooo goood. But it got even better when she began tugging my balls hard, oh I love to be tortured! But she gave me pleasure then as she began stroking my hard cock with her lube covered gloved hand. This was too good and I gasped out that she was going to make me come! I was completely beyond control and came like a wild man. She did not stop then, no she kept on stroking me with agonizing post orgasmic torture. She loves to tease, but I don't know if she realized how much I just wanted it to stop right then. But she is in control so I just had to squeal like a piggy and endure it.

She pulled the plug out of my ass with a plop and wiped my come into my ass crack. Well I would not be eating my come this time.

The next orgasm, two weeks later, came during lovely, very standard intercourse. I was fucking away and managing to do so quite well without feeling compelled to need to come too quick. Then T started talking about me coming. Damn, just thinking about it made me feel like I wanted to right then. I was doing okay until she started talking about how she was not going to let me come anyway, but if she did, I would be required to eat my cum. Then she said that she wanted to come also so that I would have to eat our mixed juices. This was all too much and I begged to please be allowed to come and made to eat it. She said that I could and I came with a roar. Then T let me have a nice settling time after as I collapsed. I thought that was very nice until she said that she wanted to let me come down from my high and be completely over my orgasm and ready to nap when she made me eat my cum from her pussy. Then she pushed me down to her crotch as she got the magic wand vibrator out and applied it to her clit. I began licking her pussy and swallowing my cum. I was not so keen on eating it now, but kept at it until she came and I drank down her pee which was rather strong flavored today. I licked up every drop as I thought of how I was drinking our mixed fluids in a sign of my devotion and our loving relationship.

Owned and whipped and marked

This past weekend we attended a family wedding at which I was wearing a pair of peach colored panties under my slacks. I had brought numerous “toys” with which I asked if T would like to attach anything to my cock and balls. She said maybe later.

The wedding was lots of fun and we danced all night. Several times we went out to the restrooms together and one time T told me that I must sit like a girl when I pee. I loved hearing her refer to me in a way that related me to being a girl!

Another time she told me that I should do my Kiegel exercises while I waited for her, so the whole time I waited I was concentrating on contracting the muscles in my groin, at her direction.

The next morning we were at her families camp and she said that she was going to boss me around all morning. I told her that I loved being under her control. She told me to get out my “toys” so that she could pick something to put on me while I worked for her.

She put on a leather strap around the base of my cock and balls that has a small lock. She put the key in her bra and I just swooned. How I love the concept of her locking me up and making me her property.

Speaking of, I had purchased a temporary tattoo that says “Property of T__” and placed it on my chest just over my left nipple. Right over my heart.

After she put the strap on my parts, she had me stand in the lean to and hold on to a couple ropes that hung from the rafters. “Pretend you are tied up there”, she said.

I had left about six various lengths of parachute cord with the other toys and she used them to tie all around my waist and chest, creating a rope corset. I told her that I had been looking at corsets on line and thought one would help me be very womanly.

She went outside and came back with two dead sticks, about 3 feet long. Then she started hitting me with the sticks on my thighs. After a number of smacks she had me turn around and whipped my ass and the back of the thighs. It was not too painful and I was getting warmed up when she suddenly said “oh my God, you're bleeding!”.

Apparently there were some sharp little points on the sides of the sticks that had poked me a few times.

It did not really hurt and there were just a few drops of blood, but it caused her to call a complete halt to that action. I was so disappointed.   She told me to pull up my panties (hot pink) and pants and help her with a few chores.

A short time later she had walked up the driveway into the woods without me. I followed after her and took off my shirt  before I caught up to her as I still had the rope corset on. She said that she wanted me to carry some stones back to our campsite. As I looked for a sizable stone, she cut a small limb off a live tree and trimmed the leaves and branches off. It was about 3 feet long and the tip was very slender. She then began to whip me anyplace she liked including my ass, thighs, back, chest and belly. She told me to pick up the rock and start walking. She encouraged me along in my walk carrying the rock by keeping up a regular whipping on my bare skin or on my ass which was covered by my shorts.

When I bent over to put the rock in the place she indicated she whipped my ass. I stayed bent over longer than necessary so she could whip my ass more. Then she told me to go back and get another rock. Whipping me all the way there and back. That little tip really stung when it wrapped around and stung my sides. After that rock was placed she told me to pull down my shorts and panties and lean against a big tree, ass out. She then whipped my ass, thighs and back. After a few good stingers she had me turn around and lean my back against the tree and whipped my chest and belly. She even gave my hard cock about a dozen strokes. She finished off by having me grind my chest and cock into the tree as she whipped my ass. I was definitely gasping and squirming with some of those hits. It was very stingy and raised some wicked welts. These marks were going to last more than a few hours.

She said that was her limit and stopped. I have fantasized about being whipped long and hard to find and exceed my limit. After this whipping, she said “be careful what you wish for” and I really had enough for then.

She then instructed me to kneel in the dirt and stones before her and thank her. I did thank her very gratefully for loving me enough to be willing to do this for and to me. I told her that having her dominate me is the absolutely most exciting thing in the world to me.

30 hours later, I still have sprays of red marks on my hips and ass. I love it! I told her when she finished that I would love for her to keep me marked in some way at all times.   

Christmas panties

I have bought fancy panties for my wife for Christmas for many years. This year she bought panties for me for our anniversary.
When I went Christmas shopping for her I bought a pack of "boy short" panties and a six pack of standard cotton panties in pastel colors. I included a note "from Santa" when I wrapped the six  pack stating that she may feel free to "sentence" her subby hubby to a full week of panty wearing with this gift.
She tried on the boy short panties and did not like they way they fit, so she told me to put a pair of those on for Christmas day.
I hope she does not forget about the panty week. We are going to a business conference in January, perhaps that will be an opportune time for my panty clad week.

Please whip me

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Anniversary island vacation

Last week was our long anticipated anniversary trip to an island retreat. Unfortunately I don't have time to give a detailed narration but I do want to at least make an outline of most of the things (sexually) that we did.

One of my top goals was to be shaved and T used her tiny crochet scissors to cut off all my pubic hair and painstakingly snip the hair from my legs. It took forever and I give her great credit and much thanks for doing so. After that, I got in the shower and she shaved me. The visibility was poor so there was a bit of clean up to do the next day, including shaving the tops of my toes, which I have never done before. So girly! I love the look and feel of my smooth legs and going out in public in shorts that way was really not a big deal after all.

The first night in the hotel, T presented me with a gift of a nighty and a pair of black lace panties. The nighty is black and brown print like leopard skin, so animal! It has lace at the top of the chest and all the way around the hem. It is mid thigh length, rides up just to my crotch when I pull my legs up in bed. I love it and wore it every night.

She also gave me two pairs of nylon panties, one is black to be worn as a bathing suit and the other hot pink. I wore the swim suit when we were swimming off the boat in private, unfortunately I did not get a tan line that showed what I had been wearing. I brought the white crochet bathing suit, but never did wear it.

T found a palm frond stem on the ground outside of our cottage. It looked a lot like a riding crop and she put it in the cottage for later use.

T decided that she needed to buy a pair of cheap flip flops to wear to the waterfront and we went to the local K-Mart.  She found a pair that had a black woven style toe strap and a white and black pattern on the top of the foot pad.  She had me try on a pair there in the store and decided that we should have matching flip flops.  At first glance they don't look too feminine, but they certainly are women's, and I delighted in wearing them out in public.

One day in the boat, she used a whole pack of clothes pins on my cock and balls. After she took them off, I playfully put one on her labia through her bathing suit. She didn't tell me to stop, so I put a few more on. She pulled down the suit and let me place the whole pack of them on her labia with one on each nipple and the last right on her clit. Then I took them off one by one and kissed and licked each spot that was revealed.

One afternoon on the boat she was licking my cock. I was getting very hard and worked up. I have not come in a month, so it does not take much to get me to the edge. I also really needed to pee. Suddenly, I felt like something was letting loose and I frantically pulled out of her mouth and grasped my cock hard and said “I really have to pee!”. I was surprised to see that the few drips that escaped were not pee, but cum! I certainly did not cum, so maybe it was a ruined orgasm.

The last night there, I dressed up in garter belt, thigh high black stockings, bra and black women's flat shoes. I did the dishes and packed some of our luggage. T then took me into the spare bedroom and had me take of the bra. I don't remember exactly the sequence of events, but she used velcro straps to secure me to the bunk bed ladder and used the palm stem to whip my ass and thighs. She inserted a jewelled metal plug up my ass, then had me sit in a chair and tied my wrists and ankles to the chair.

She put the clothes pins on my cock and balls, with two on my nipples. Then she placed the palm stem whip in my upturned bound hands and said she was going outside to look for meteor showers.

She left me there tied to the chair, covered in clothes pins and grinding on the plug up my ass, for however long she wished. She came back in five minutes, I really hoped she would leave me there to suffer for even longer. She untied me from the chair, put me up against the ladder and whipped my ass and thighs again. Then she had me turn around and beat the front of my thighs, my inner thighs, my cock and even a few smacks to my balls that had me groaning and writhing.

The next day I had numerous red welts on my thighs; back, front and inner. Not a mark on my leather ass though, darn! She was appalled to see what she had done to me, but I was thrilled to see that she had left her marks on my body and thanked her profusely. In a few days, they were big, dark bruises.

It was a great trip altogether. I got shaved, wore panties all week, got a new nighty, dressed up like her slave wife one night, got my ass whipped, wore a little monokini to swim in and got clothespinned.

A few things I had hoped for that did not happen: I did not wear the white one piece crochet bathing suit and I did not get whipped with her leather belt.

Months ago, I had hoped that we might renew our vows and take new vows of my submission to her and her ownership me, but we did not do that. Maybe someday. Considering what we are doing now compared to a few years ago, who knows what we will be doing a few years in the future.

ps:  While she was whipping me she was telling fantasies about me being tied to the post at the end of the pier, naked, and being whipped in public, including allowing other people to whip me. What a hot fantasy! Then she also told a fantasy about using a fish hook and piercing my nipple with it. Wow! That is a very hot fantasy for me, maybe someday it will happen. I would so love to have her put hooks in my nipples, then pull them up with a fishing line.