Thursday, July 12, 2012

I'll tell you when you want to come

Yes, TW has been taking to the FLR more all the time.  We were at a wedding last weekend and we got separated in the crowd at the reception for the first 20 minutes or so.  When we got together she told me that I was to tell her where I was going if I left her for the rest of the evening.
She was away for three nights last week and told me that I should think about sex with her as much as possible, particularly when I was in places that usually did not involve sex.  So I thought of her as I scrubbed the kitchen floor on my hands and knees, naked, balls bound and dragging a full 20 oz bottle from them and my ankles hobbled.  And with a riding crop to my ass when I spilled water.
Or naked in her garden weeding.
I masturbated often, to the edge without orgasm, until I accidentally went too far.  I brought myself to the edge and thought if I squeezed my balls it might stop the cum, but instead it gave me a mindblowing orgasm.

I told TW of my accidental cum when she returned and "suggested" that I needed to be disciplined.  She thought that teasing and denial for longer was appropriate since I desperately wanted to have fulfilling sex with her after her absence.  But what I really want is for her to take control and deny orgasm.
She did that on our last night together before I left for 3 nights at scout camp. She had said before the wedding that she expected to let me come before I went away.  I really wanted to as we had some great foreplay all afternoon, but I hoped that she would make it go longer.

That evening we had some great sex, oral for both of us, intercourse, and eventually she pushed me away and said "no coming for you!"  I thanked her for taking control and told her that I really enjoyed her taking ownership of my cock and balls and hoped that she would lock them up often.

I'm now back from my 3 nights away.  My last orgasm was 11 days ago when I had the accident.  The last time with TW I'm not sure, but has been at least 14 days since she allowed me to come.  Will I come today or in a few days?  She will tell me when.

Thursday, July 05, 2012

laundry service

I was ready to leave for work recently when TW called down the stairs and asked if I could do a favor for her.  "Of course dear" I said, thinking that if we had a real female led, femdom relationship she would tell be what to do rather than asking.  I would be happy to serve her.  Little did I know.
She asked me to bring the small basket of clothespins from the front porch upstairs.  This was curious.
When I entered the bedroom she told me (not asked) to take my pants off. The she told me that there were towels in the washer that needed to be hung on the line.  She then took 6 clothes pins and placed them on my cock and balls and sent me on my way. She was nice enough to say that I could move any of them that got too painfull.  I hang the towels and the only pins I moved were some that became loose.  I came back upstairs and she removed the pins, kissing and licking each spot she removed from.  I was hot and hard and she told me to get dressed and go to work.  Oh, I love this woman!

Fake it!

Well, I haven't had a chance to write in a few weeks or so, but there has been some great sex action including some female control/led/dom.  After that last session where she fingered my ass hole till I came, I told her it was terrific and I owed her.  The next day I brought her flowers to let her know that I really enjoyed it.  Then she has had numerous orgasms to my few.  I have kissed and licked her pussy nearly every day before leaving for work, just to start her day off well.

Last night she came home from a 4 day trip out of town with our daughters.  She had told me that I should bring myself to the edge often and not come. ONe time though while I was trying to edge my self and stop the orgasm by squeezing my balls, I came anyway, really hard and loud. 
When we went to bed last night we were both very tired, but she came to bed without panties, usually an invitation.  She put her knees up in front of her and I responded by grinding my cock and balls against them.
I told her that I had missed her and her knees.  She asked if I had been able to hold off while she was away and I confessed that I had slipped up and come once.  She said that maybe I needed to be disciplined for that and I agreed that I should.  I had scrubbed the kitchen floor for her while she was away, naked, bound, and on my hands and knees.  She thought I should do that again as discipline. I agreed that I should and suggested that she might also deny my orgasm for some time.  She thought that would be interesting too.
After getting us all worked up, we agreed that we needed to get to sleep, kissed passionately and turned out the light. 
During the night I woke to find her sleeping face down, bare assed.  I couldn't resist giving her a kiss on the ass check when I returned from the bathroom and left it at that.  She made a little sound and then asked if I wouldn't like to hop on her right now?  I would and kissed her ass thoroughly as my hard on woke up, then I got behind her and slid my cock in her pussy.  I gave her a good fucking, but I certainly didn't want to come now since I was due for some denial.  She asked if I was close to coming and I gave a positive indication.
"Good", she said, "I want you to pretend you are coming and then stop."  Wow, that's a new one, and hard to comply with at this point, but I used every bit of my self control to pretend I was coming complete with hard fucking and moans and groans and neck biting.  Then I stopped.  AFter a moment she said "that was fun and now I could have you fuck me again right away!"  I don't know how long that would last, but she told me instead to try and go to sleep now.  I thought I would never get to sleep, but I did pulled out, rolled over and eventually did sleep. 
I'm looking forward to her teasing and finding out how long my disciplined denial will last.