Tuesday, April 22, 2014

Not a record, but oh what an O!

Eight weeks since my last orgasm and I am really very horny. We have had some great sex in the past two months and TW has had quite a few orgasms. I think back to the line I first heard regarding male orgasm control and denial, “Be careful what you wish for.” When you get to 3 or 4 weeks you think no way could I go two months. I am really feeling ready for or an orgasm now, but still enjoying this and not regretting at all getting started with orgasm denial, even as I approach my record time of 8 weeks and 6 days.

Had some great sex yesterday while we had the house to ourselves, gave TW some great oral, fucked her then she used the magic wand to bring herself to orgasm while I used a glass dildo to fuck her.
This morning we were lucky enough to have the house to ourselves again and I was really looking forward to some hot sex. TW had me wear an old ripped T shirt and a torn pair of her panties to sleep in last night. I had to take LP to sports practice this morning and TW told me to wear the ripped undies under my clothes and hurry back to her. She was running on the treadmill when I got back so I had some breakfast after she told me that I should get out some toys on the bed for her when I was ready to clean the kitchen floor.
I put out two floggers and a riding crop on the bed. I put on the leather ball stretcher harness, strapped on as tight as possible, a leather belt around my waist and a set of tweezer style nipple clamps attached to my nipples through holes I ripped in the old t shirt. She was finishing in the shower by then so I went to present myself for inspection. She inspected me, then pulled my erect cock over the tub and soaped it up. “I don't know where this thing has been.” she said. She sucked my cock, then my shiny tight balls. I knelt on the floor and dried her feet, kissing and worshiping them. She stood and grabbed my hair, “follow me” she said. I crawled on my hands and knees behind her, my face right up against her ass. She stopped when she was one step up the stairs and bent over, pulling my face into her ass crack. I kissed her ass, then nuzzled in deep and kissed and licked her asshole. She went up another step and I kissed her wet pussy. She stood up and said the heck with cleaning the floor, get in the bedroom.
She came in the room and told me to get down on my hands and knees and show her how I would be scrubbing the floor. I got down on my knees and stretched my hands out in front of me, thrusting my ass out. She ripped the back of the t shirt to shreds and ripped the back of the panties into ribbons. I soon felt the flogger gently brushing over my ass. Gentle for a moment, then the welcome flogging began. She must have been feeling hot because she starting flogging me nice and hard. I was totally enjoying this “funishment”. After a few minutes she told me to roll over and I laid on my back so that she could flog my front. She flogged my nipples and one of the clamps slowly and painfully pulled off.
She sucked the nipple as the blood flowed again and left me writhing in delicious agony. She told me to take off the ball harness as my nuts were turning purple.
Then she flogged my cock and balls and inner thighs. I spread my legs and pulled my knees up so that she could have unhindered access. The flogging of my cock stopped and she put the handle of the flogger in my mouth for me to hold took my abused cock into her warm wet mouth. I thought sure I would come then. She wasn't letting that happen and let my throbbing cock out and took the other nipple clamp off, oh damn that hurt! She sucked the blood back into that nipple. Then she stood over me and flogged my cock and balls. She asked if I wanted to come today. I was so conflicted because I knew that if I held out another week I would break my record but I really really wanted to come. I moaned that I didn't want to, but I just wanted to do what ever she wanted. Next I felt her foot on my balls, grinding into them while she flogged by cock. That was sooo hot. She got me hard, then she sat on my face with her sopping wet pussy. She ground on to my face as I licked and sucked for all I was worth. Then she pulled off my face and dragged her pussy all the way down my chest and belly, leaving a wet trail and slid my cock into her. It felt soo good, I thought I would come immediately. She knew I was on the edge and she fucked me hard and deep. Then she started flogging my nipples and I totally lost it. I was nearly incoherent as it was and I had the most intense, roaring, screaming orgasm that I have ever had. Many times over the years I have said “that was the most incredible orgasm ever” and I have to say this was once again, the best I have ever had. I groaned and moaned for several minutes and she didn't let me off easy, continuing to hump me and clench her pussy on my spasming cock. I was completely wasted and just wanted to curl up in a ball and pass out. Eventually her knees gave out and she rolled off me onto the floor next to me.
She said she thought about letting me come in her mouth but decided she wanted to have me come in her whether I wanted to or not, so she fucked me. I totally felt fucked at that point.
I didn't break my orgasm denial record this time, but I didn't mind at all. This was some hot fuck!!!

Sunday, April 13, 2014

Valentines forked

We made a wonderful seafood dinner for valentines day.  Just the two of us and a long,  dinner that we made together.  Toward the end of the meal TW brought up the topic of the previous weekend when she and our daughter came home while I was making dinner while dressed in slave attire, including being nude with a carrot up my ass and plastic wrap wound around my lower torso to hold the carrot in place.  Fortunately, TW came in the door first and I dashed upstairs without being seen by the little princess.  Whew!  That was too close and TW was very upset with me.
She had been giving me the cold shoulder all week and it was time to get it out in the open.  I knew that I should have gotten dressed sooner and all I could do now was apologize and promise to not let it happen again.  She told me that there will be no more activity of that nature that is not behind locked doors.

We also discussed honesty and my feelings that I felt that I could't talk about things that I knew she didn't agree with.  This came about when she expressed concern that I was still blogging and her concerns about that somehow becoming public knowledge.
I told her that everything was very anonymous.  I told her that I blogged initially just as a way to journal my sex life without storing it on my personal computer.  Although a few people have commented, it's not like I have a social life on line.
For some reason TW has a jealous streak and she worries that I will strike up an on line relationship.  I told her that it is difficult not to be able to talk to anyone about what is a very important part of my life now.
She encouraged me to talk with her more, which would be the best for our relationship.

We took our desert to bed with us, cherry cheesecake, with lots of cherries.  We ate our cake, both saving some cherries for later.  After some foreplay to warm up, T used her fork to spread some of that sweet, sticky cherry on my cock and licked it off.  She used the fork to hold my cock as she sucked and licked.  I was getting very excited to see and feel her poking the tines of the fork into the side of my cock. Then she smeared some cherry on my nipples and licked it off.  She dragged the fork over my nipples then. I made happy sounds to encourage more of that and she poked at my nipples and raked the tines across my chest.
She gave me the fork and I scooped some sticky cherry filling and capped it on her breast and licked it off.  Then I took another scoop and smeared on the other breast, then sucked it off her hardening nipple.  Years ago I had read a Penthouse magazine letter where someone had used a fork on a woman's nipples and I always thought it was one of the hottest things ever. I was so excited to use the fork on her nipples now. I raked the fork down the upper slope of her soft white breast, leaving pink stripes. The tines stopped at the top of the nipple and dug in, causing the nipple to tilt upward as if it were asking to be forked. The fork climbed up the hard nipple, catching on the nubbly bumps, causing her to gasp in response. I pulled up on the top of her breast as the fork raked down the delicate underside.  This was repeated several times, then I switched to the other breast and tortured that one with the fork, finishing each with jabbing the fork time straight into the nipple. She said that she wouldn't have done it so hard on me if she knew what it felt like.  I assured her that my nipples could happily withstand much  more abuse.  Hers had enough though and  she wanted me on top and fucking her. We rolled over and I slid my hard cock into her very wet cunt.  She had both forks now and raked them down my chest and over both nipples.  I was really ready to come and asked if I could. TW said I could and she stabbed both forks hard straight into my nipples.  I yelled out "Pierce my nipples!" and came with a roar.

Wow!  Happy Valentine's day!

Friday, April 11, 2014

Taking charge

Timing my arrival for just after TW had gotten out of the shower, I walked into the bathroom with my hard cock sticking out of the leg of her pretty camisole pj set I had been sleeping in.  She took notice of my state and said "Go get a box of tissues out of the closet."  Woah, that was not just a request, that was a command.
I brought back the tissues as she was finishing drying off.  She commented that she had told me what to do, "That's the way you wanted it, right?".  She held her hand up to me, I was clueless for a moment, then realized she wanted me to put her robe on her.  I helped her get it on, then she sat and offered me a foot to dry as I knelt before her.  I finished one foot, placed her slipper on, and switched feet.
"What, no kissing?", she asked.  I guess I was not awake yet.  I tried to explain that I wasn't thinking about kissing her lovely feet because I was thinking about whether she would want lotion this morning.
She stood up and pulled her robe open, inviting me to give her pussy a good morning kiss.  I joyfully did so, then she pushed me away and told me I was not to wear her jammies again since they needed to be washed before I got them all yucky from wearing them too many times. Yes, please control me.

Thursday, April 10, 2014

Pretty little sub used for wife's pleasure

I slept in her pretty little pajama set again last night.  I don't know how long I should wear these, but I guess I will continue to until TW tells me to wear something different. She has teased me about looking pretty in them.  I'm sure she is just saying that to give me a little charge, and it works.
This morning she rolled over and presented her knees so I dutifully planted my balls on them and pressed hard.  I'm sure that nobody could understand why I would want to painfully crush my nuts on my wife's knees like this.  TW probably doesn't know why I do it, but I grind them as I moan in pain and pleasure.
She usually just let's me do this with no response from her, today however she apparently decided that since I was dressed as the wife I should get some attention from the husband.  Her hand found it's way to my side of the bed and stroked my nipple through the silky camisole I was wearing.  After a very brief warmup (about all a man would typically provide) she pushed my shoulder, rolling me on my back, and straddled me.  I helped my cock find it's way and she took it into her pussy.  She was warm and wet.  She began fucking me as she told me that this is how the wife gets taken.  No foreplay, just fucked when her husband wants it, used for his pleasure.  I tried to react like a willing wife, spreading my legs so she could fuck me deep, then pulling my knees up as I imagined myself being spread open wide and taken.  Of course after not having cum for over seven weeks I was ready to do so quickly and she had to pause for me to calm down.  She brought me to the edge several times, then rolled off me, leaving me hard and frustrated.  "That's what the wife feels like when her husband get's his satisfaction and leaves her wanting more", she said.  Of course, with my requested orgasm denial I am used to that feeling, but it was interesting to have it presented in this context while wearing her cute pajamas.
After her shower, I dried and kissed her feet.  I hugged her waist as I knelt before her.  I thanked her for fucking me like a pretty wife.  She said something to the effect of that is way it is now.  I don't know if she was "throwing me a bone", or if she really means that.  She has been doing lots of teasing and giving me attention that she knows I like and I really appreciate that.  She does seem to be enjoying some of it too, and I find that exciting and a little scary.  I'm sure that my long term denial and ramped up dopamine level makes me a little irrational at times, but I really like the way things are going in our relationship and hope that it is a true and lasting path that we continue to follow.

Wednesday, April 09, 2014

Sleep well dressed

Last night TW hinted that if we went to bed early she might develop interest in "doing something".  I couldn't shut off the lights and get up the stairs fast enough.  I stripped and got ready for bed before she came in the room.  I didn't want to be too forward so I got out a pair of silky boxers and a t shirt to sleep in rather than starting out nude.  TW eventually came to bed wearing just panties.  Looking good!  She was chilly though and asked me to get her flannel nightgown out of her dresser.  I got it for her and helped her put it on.  Then she told me to open the other drawer on her dresser and get out one of her summer pjs for me to wear.  Silky, loose shorts and a camisole style top.  I put them on and modelled them and my stiffening cock for her, then got in bed.  I cuddled up with her to help her get warm and stroked her back.  She said that she was Aunt Jemima and I was Fifi.  Sounded good to me!  She was feeling comfy and drowsy now and apologized for giving me false hopes.  I told her that it was perfectly okay, when we have sex is up to her and I thanked her for tossing me a bone.

Monday, April 07, 2014

lunch at home and then some

Just finished lunch at home. I live close to work, so often go home for lunch, but usually alone and today TW was home.  I have blogged in the past about some wonderful "lunches" when we have the house to ourselves and have some great sex then.  I was hopeful, but not expecting anything today.
After lunch, we talked about taxes, what a lust killer that is.

  We had seen a movie last night wherein the knight told his lady that he vowed to protect, honor and obey her.  As I stood before my wife today she grabbed my waist and pressed me down to my knees before her.  "What did that knight vow to his lady?", she asked.  I told her all that I would do for her, stressing the obey part as I knelt before her.  She told me to stand and she felt the growing erection tenting my pants.  "So kneeling before me still makes you hard?", she asked. "Show me how hard it is." she said.  I unzipped and pulled down my pants as my semi erect cock popped out.  She pulled it to her mouth and lightly kissed it.  "I bet you would like me to take this into my mouth" she said. I moaned a yes. "What would you offer to do for me if I did?" she asked.  I tried to think of something to do that I was not already doing; dishes, laundry, cooking.   She said that I could build a fire for her in the woodstove, while I had no pants on, as she took my cock into her warm mouth.  She got the fire going in me and left me with a hard wet cock and told me to go get the fire going.  I went outside with my cock flopping in the cool breeze and brought in wood.  I got the fire going and warmed my cock and balls in front of it.  I reported back to her, "My Lady, I have started the fire, as you commanded."

She leaned against the kitchen counter and told me to pull her pants down and start her fire.  I pulled them down and knelt before her once again, this time to kiss her pussy as well as I could with her standing with her legs together.  She wasn't going to let me get her too far along.  She grabbed my ears and pulled me away from her pussy.  I looked up at her with love told her that I was happy to obey, but I had been thinking about one thing that I needed from her.  I told her that for me to obey I need her to command me.  She commanded me to stand and pull her pants up.  My cock had swelled again and she told me to put my pants on and get back to work.  As I kissed her goodbye she asked if, by commanding me, that meant she didn't need to say please.  I told her that she can certainly say please, but without a "would you".  Be nice about it, but tell me what to do.  Be the boss, not necessarily bossy.  Don't have to be a bitch, but control me, please.
I love her so.