Monday, June 18, 2018


I have not posted anything in many months.  This seems to be a typical problem with blogs that after some time the blogger gets less enthused about writing.  What was once new and exciting has become a, hopefully happy, routine.  So though things have been happening I just have not paused to write about it. 
T continues to control my orgasms, which can range from weekly to several months apart. She does not whip me as frequently as she sometimes has, but when she does they tend to be more severe.  Also she seems to be using less of the belt and more of the cane.  I suppose that may be influenced by my purchasing a real cane after the garden bamboo stick broke.

This past weekend we were at her family camp and the rest of the family had left.  I was hoping that just maybe we could have replay of the last time we were at camp and she switched me with a stick.
She then picked up a small branch from the ground and said we should take a walk to the wooded are of the site.  She playfully switched my bare calves as we walked.  Once we got to our campsite she told me to drop my shorts and lean against a big tree. She whipped my ass and thighs, with the tip wrapping around with a painful sting. She really gave it to me good and had me writhing in pain.
Then she told me to turn around and present my front.  She whipped my thighs and pubic mound, then brought the switch down on my partly erect cock. To her amusement, that only made it become harder the more she whipped it. 
Glutton for punishment, I pulled up my shirt and offered my nipples for her abuse.  She whipped them harshly and I writhed in pain against the rough bark of the tree. The tip of the switch wrapped around and repeatedly struck the side of my chest below my armpits, a very tender spot.  Afterward, there was a pattern of marks left in this area.
At one point she said something about what type of  tree the branch was from and I told her it was birch, then I gave her some background on the use of a "birch" in the Victorian days and the book that influenced my sexuality as a teen, "Birch in the Boudoir".
After she had raised sufficient marks and the mosquitoes had started to devour us, she gave the switch to carry and told me to pull up my pants.  I brought the switch home as she seemed to indicate I should. I told her that contrary as it seemed, I loved her so incredibly much after she whipped me hard.

That night as we readied for bed, I had left the switch on the bed.  I was wearing my very short red lace nightie and she inspected my marks.  She said that one side was not as evident as the other and picked up the switch from bed.  "Are you looking to get whipped again?" she asked.  I tried not to appear to eager to say yes.  Much to my initial joy, and eventual temporary regret, she gave me another serious switching with the birch including whipping my cock into erection. 

T then put the switch in my mouth for me to hold between my teeth as she laid back on the bed and spread her legs.  I happily used my hardened tool to enter her and gave her the nice fucking that she craved.  I was so happy that she became aroused while whipping me hard.
I wondered if she would let me come, since had let me during our last fuck, although she did not follow through and have me eat my cum from her.
She pinched my nipples and I thought of how I had told her of another blogger who signalled to her husband to cum by pinching his nipples.  T told me this time that she knew I wanted that to be my trigger to cum but she did not want it to be because she wanted to pinch my nipples hard and not have me come.  She wants to be able to torment them at well and I brought myself closer to the edge of losing it as I told her that my nipples were hers to torture and use in any way. I thrust into her and said that my nipples need to be pinched hard, clamped, twisted, bit, stretched, whipped and even pierced.
Then she told me stop. She was tired and sore and it was time to sleep.  I stopped and pulled out slowly.  I so love when she controls me in any way, and especially when she controls me sexually.
I kissed her lovingly, then asked if I may kiss her pussy.  She said yes, just a little bit.
I kissed her sweet, wet, just fucked pussy.  I tried to kiss just a little bit, but could not stop myself from licking and sucking her.  But she grabbed my by the hair and pulled me away.
"Time to sleep" she said and she was soon asleep as I lay there hard and horny, red and marked.

Thursday, October 19, 2017

Bed bound

This past weekend, T and I got away for the weekend to a small resort. Of course, my plans were to have lots of kinky sex. Unfortunately the rustic room did not encourage too much, between the tiny shower stall and the proximity of neighbors through thin walls. Too bad, that heavy posted bed frame really stoked my fantasies.
I had come prepared with a new toy, a butt plug with a fox tail. I was hoping that T would put that in me and treat my like a dog, complete with collar and chain leash. Alas, that did not happen. I did present T with a temporary tattoo that said Property of T. She put it on my chest, over my heart.

Last year at this time, we took a vacation to the Florida Keys. We had awesome sex, including T trimming all the hair off my legs and pubes, then shaving me clean. I was hoping that she would be ready for me to be shorn and brought the electric hair trimmers.

She had me get those out and I got naked. She asked if I was sure that I wanted to do this. “Yes, please!”, I said. She trimmed off all the hair on my legs, then did my pubes all the way to my navel. “This will stay a five oclock shadow”, she said, “but get in the shower and shave your legs. I want it perfect!”.

I did my best in the poorly lit, tiny shower stall. Fortunately, she was not inspecting closely.
After that she had me get out some ropes and tied my hands over my head to the bed frame. She then straddled me and placed her wet pussy on my face. I ate her pussy with gusto. She ground on me and smothered me as my nose was deep between her ass cheeks. She teased my cock with her magic wand, then switched around and tried to ride my cock. For some reason, we just could not get it in to her pussy, even with a dollop of lube. Finally she untied me from the bed and had me stand up. She then used the rope to whip my ass. Some of the whipping caught my balls from behind. Then she had me turn around and whipped my cock with the rope. It got very hard now, even when she intentionally hit my balls. Some of those strikes were quite painful, but I kept on offering them up for more.

She then laid down on the bed and said that she wanted my to put my cock in her pussy now. I did so and gave her a nice fucking. I am so lucky that she does enjoy this as I have read of some dommes who do not allow their subs to enter them anymore. It is a hot fantasy to be made a born again virgin for the rest of my life, but I do like getting to have intercourse.

I was getting close to cumming and T pushed me off. She used her magic wand to bring herself to tow orgasms. After she came, I licked her pussy gently.

She drifted off to sleep, but of course I was still ready to go! I have hinted to T in the past that if she was not interested in sex, she could just tie me up or put me in some sort of torture while she watched tv or read. I put a pair of nipple suckers on and put a jewelled butt plug up my ass. Then I used a set of chinese handcuffs ( red ropes looped togther) to tie my hands over my head to the bed post. They were very tight to get my hand through and I knew that I could not get them off myself. I was naked and helpless until she woke to release me. I writhed on the butt plug as our neighbors talked loudly on the porch outside our door. What would they think if they knew a naked man was tied to the bed less than ten feet away?

I think I may have dozed a little, but mainly I was awake. My shoulders ached, but this was something I have craved, to be helplessly bound for more than just a few minutes. Finally T woke up. She was somewhat surprised to see my state, but it was not something totally unexpected. She rolled over and put her knees up in front of me. She knows that I have a strange kink of grinding my balls on her knees. I strained in my bonds and pressed my balls against her. She apparently finds this to be soothing and drifted off to sleep again. I ground my balls against her for over half an hour. The next time she woke and looked at the clock and realized we needed to be getting to dinner. She released my hands and I got up to dress. She asked if I could wear the plug for dinner. I was only to happy to do so. I dressed in black thigh high stockings with red lace tops and a black garter belt. A tight gray shirt showed off my stretched nipples. No panties for the evening. Such a slut.

Pee like a girl

While traveling recently, T asked me to find a bathroom stop for her. I pulled into a Dunkin Donuts and we both went in. She headed to the women's and I to the mens. The green vacant symbol was showing on the door as I turned the knob and opened the door. A man inside exclaimed in panic”There's someone in here!”. “Sorry” I said as I shut the door. I waited outside of the door until T came out of the women's room. She apparently had heard what happened. She told me “Use the women's”. I was rather surprised at this and did not respond. “I mean it”, she said, “ Go in the women's bathroom and pee like a girl!”. I hesitated for a moment, glanced around quickly, and went in.
I usually pee sitting down anyway these days when I am using a coed toilet, like at home and at my office. I am wearing panties, so it does make sense to sit. I dropped my jeans and panties and sat to pee, "like a girl".

I came out of the bathroom warily, wondering what I would say if there should be a woman waiting to enter. The only one there was T, enjoying my embarrassment.

This was certainly a step forward in her control, and in placing me in a position of potential public humiliation. Rather scary, but exciting.

Using the bathroom at Dunkin Donuts will never be the same.  

Thursday, August 24, 2017

Birthday whipping boy

Our kinky play started many years ago with birthday spankings. After a few years I really began to look forward to our birthdays and the opportunities to either give or receive a spanking. Eventually we did not need the excuse of a birthday spanking, but it was still often a special spanking occasion.
More recently the birthday spanking has not always happened due to busy schedules and home life. We talked about a birthday spanking for T recently including discussing whether she would get spanked or if her spanking boy (me) would take the spanking for her.

Last weekend we had the rare occasion of a Saturday morning with no kids at home. I suggested that it might be a good time for her birthday spanking. She asked if I wanted to give or receive. I really do love to be spanked and am always the one to get spanked now. Years ago, T was the one who got spanked. I asked if she would actually want to be spanked, just because she never gets to. She said that was fine, she felt no need to be spanked and that I could take it for her. Okay with me!

T told me to get out some spanking implements. I put out on the bed the following: small flogger, large flogger, riding crop, “rooster” leather fly swatter and two leather belts. She said I was missing something and it took me a moment or so to realize that she meant the switch that she had cut in the woods a few weeks ago. It's gives quite a sting!

T then used a bandana to blindfold me and used a scarf to tie my hands behind my back. Wow, a kinky spanking! She then started out by stroking the flogger gently and teasingly over me. She does love to tease! Then she began lightly flogging me all over, then working up to whapping me hard with the small flogger. This led to using the larger flogger, then the crop. I am not sure if she used everything since I could not see. Usually a birthday spanking is either the number of years on each body part to be spanked or the number of years with each implement. If she was counting at all I could not tell and I was just as happy to receive as many swats as she felt like giving me. She did give me swats, hits, whipping and beatings on my ass, thighs, back, nipples, belly, cock, balls and asshole. I am such a pain slut as I really encouraged her to whip my balls, telling her that they were useless and only good for torturing. She replied to that by getting out a bunch of clothespins and putting them on my scrotum, such delicious pain.

A month or so ago she had spun a fantasy about removing the hair from around my nipples. That is the only place on my chest that has hair. I heard her getting something from the bathroom and was excited when she returned and I felt her using tweezers to pull on the hairs, then yanking them out of my chest.
She did a very thorough job and got every hair. I told her that I really wanted to have her remove these signs of masculinity from my body. After all the hairs was plucked from my nipples, she moved down and pulled some from my pubic mound. My cock and balls are completely shaved already, but she did pluck some from my inner thighs.

She then told me to get down on the floor on my back. She kicked my legs apart and made me spread my arms. I felt very vulnerable like this and she took advantage of this as she whipped my chest, cock and balls. She then told me to pull my knees up so she could inspect my ass hole. She used the tweezers to yank some hairs there that I had missed while shaving then whipped my wide spread hole.

She then left me on the floor and I heard the buzz of the magic wand vibrator as she used it on her pussy. I was left naked and blindfolded on the floor with my balls covered with clothespins as she brought herself to an orgasm while I shook those pins as hard as I could. I love when she has her pleasure while I am suffering in pain.

I was still blindfolded as she straddled my face and placed her wet pussy on my mouth. I was only too happy to eat her! After a minute or two of that I was happily shocked to feel the magic wand vibrator on my cock. She used it to vibrate the clothespins that were still on my scrotum. Then she used it on my cock head.

I put my arms under her legs and at first she thought I was trying to push her away, then realized I reacted positively when my wrist was pinned down. Yes, that's what I want, to be pinned down helplessly on the floor, her pussy grinding on my face, as she tortures my cock. This was just so intense along with that relentless magic wand that I had no ability to even think about not coming. It was happening whether I wanted to or not. She made me come with a roar and scream, then she kept up the relentless vibrations in what was becoming excruciating post orgasm torture. The orgasm was so great, but I just wanted it to stop. I got what I deserved though, as she dominated me and tortured me.

Finally she removed the wand and wiped up my cum. I had completely forgotten about our recent “rule” that if I orgasm, I must eat my cum. Next thing I knew, she was using her fingers to feed my my cum and wipe it all over my lips. This was very degrading and submissive, but I loved it.
I was shocked back to reality when she took the first clothespin off. They always hurt most coming off and even more so when it after the orgasm! She said, “ Oh, I should have thought to take these off when you were coming.”

I was so satiated that I just wanted to stay there on the floor and sleep. What a great birthday spanking that turned out to be and I was so happy to be her whipping boy.

Thursday, July 20, 2017

Come come again

Despite being in a typical state of orgasm denial I have been granted orgasms about every other week recently. Seems like less than that!

My past two orgasms were memorable.

We were in the bedroom when T decided that I need some whipping and told me to get naked. I did so and waited for her to instruct me to bend over if that was what she wanted rather than just doing so automatically. I am glad I waited for instructions as she told me to get down on the floor, head down, ass up. She then used her belt to whip my ass. She gave me a very good whipping, finishing up with standing front of me with her feet at my face. I kissed and licked her feet as she whipped me hard. I was in total submissive joy! But that wasn't the end as she spread my cheeks and whipped deep in the crack and right on to my hungry ass hole. She surprised me then by fingering my puckered hole. She asked if I wanted this and I grunted “yes please”. Then I heard packaging opening as she opened a pair of rubber gloves and snapped them on. She is a nurse, so cleanliness is super important to her. Then she fingered my ass, putting a finger inside and fucking me gently with first one, then two fingers.
Then she got out my jewelled steel plugs and had me select one from the bag of two. She lubed my hole and pressed that plug against my man pussy and it was eagerly sucked in. She fucked it in and out. I was loving this and wanted more. I did not want to “top from the bottom”, but asked helpfully if I could get out something else for her to use. I got out my glass dildoes and selected a blue one with a slender shaft and a bulbous head. She worked that in and began fucking me with it. It was sooooo goood. But it got even better when she began tugging my balls hard, oh I love to be tortured! But she gave me pleasure then as she began stroking my hard cock with her lube covered gloved hand. This was too good and I gasped out that she was going to make me come! I was completely beyond control and came like a wild man. She did not stop then, no she kept on stroking me with agonizing post orgasmic torture. She loves to tease, but I don't know if she realized how much I just wanted it to stop right then. But she is in control so I just had to squeal like a piggy and endure it.
She pulled the plug out of my ass with a plop and wiped my come into my ass crack. Well I would not be eating my come this time.

The next orgasm, two weeks later, came during lovely, very standard intercourse. I was fucking away and managing to do so quite well without feeling compelled to need to come too quick. Then T started talking about me coming. Damn, just thinking about it made me feel like I wanted to right then. I was doing okay until she started talking about how she was not going to let me come anyway, but if she did, I would be required to eat my cum. Then she said that she wanted to come also so that I would have to eat our mixed juices. This was all too much and I begged to please be allowed to come and made to eat it. She said that I could and I came with a roar. Then T let me have a nice settling time after as I collapsed. I thought that was very nice until she said that she wanted to let me come down from my high and be completely over my orgasm and ready to nap when she made me eat my cum from her pussy. Then she pushed me down to her crotch as she got the magic wand vibrator out and applied it to her clit. I began licking her pussy and swallowing my cum. I was not so keen on eating it now, but kept at it until she came and I drank down her pee which was rather strong flavored today. I licked up every drop as I thought of how I was drinking our mixed fluids in a sign of my devotion and our loving relationship.

Monday, July 17, 2017

Owned and whipped and marked

This past weekend we attended a family wedding at which I was wearing a pair of peach colored panties under my slacks. I had brought numerous “toys” with which I asked if T would like to attach anything to my cock and balls. She said maybe later.
The wedding was lots of fun and we danced all night. Several times we went out to the restrooms together and one time T told me that I must sit like a girl when I pee. I loved hearing her refer to me in a way that related me to being a girl!
Another time she told me that I should do my Kiegel exercises while I waited for her, so the whole time I waited I was concentrating on contracting the muscles in my groin, at her direction.
The next morning we were at her families camp and she said that she was going to boss me around all morning. I told her that I loved being under her control. She told me to get out my “toys” so that she could pick something to put on me while I worked for her.
She put on a leather strap around the base of my cock and balls that has a small lock. She put the key in her bra and I just swooned. How I love the concept of her locking me up and making me her property.
Speaking of, I had purchased a temporary tattoo that says “Property of T__” and placed it on my chest just over my left nipple. Right over my heart.
After she put the strap on my parts, she had me stand in the lean to and hold on to a couple ropes that hung from the rafters. “Pretend you are tied up there”, she said.
I had left about six various lengths of parachute cord with the other toys and she used them to tie all around my waist and chest, creating a rope corset. I told her that I had been looking at corsets on line and thought one would help me be very womanly.
She went outside and came back with two dead sticks, about 3 feet long. Then she started hitting me with the sticks on my thighs. After a number of smacks she had me turn around and whipped my ass and the back of the thighs. It was not too painful and I was getting warmed up when she suddenly said “oh my God, you're bleeding!”.
Apparently there were some sharp little points on the sides of the sticks that had poked me a few times.
It did not really hurt and there were just a few drops of blood, but it caused her to call a complete halt to that action. I was so disappointed.   She told me to pull up my panties (hot pink) and pants and help her with a few chores.

A short time later she had walked up the driveway into the woods without me. I followed after her and took off my shirt  before I caught up to her as I still had the rope corset on. She said that she wanted me to carry some stones back to our campsite. As I looked for a sizable stone, she cut a small limb off a live tree and trimmed the leaves and branches off. It was about 3 feet long and the tip was very slender. She then began to whip me anyplace she liked including my ass, thighs, back, chest and belly. She told me to pick up the rock and start walking. She encouraged me along in my walk carrying the rock by keeping up a regular whipping on my bare skin or on my ass which was covered by my shorts.

When I bent over to put the rock in the place she indicated she whipped my ass. I stayed bent over longer than necessary so she could whip my ass more. Then she told me to go back and get another rock. Whipping me all the way there and back. That little tip really stung when it wrapped around and stung my sides. After that rock was placed she told me to pull down my shorts and panties and lean against a big tree, ass out. She then whipped my ass, thighs and back. After a few good stingers she had me turn around and lean my back against the tree and whipped my chest and belly. She even gave my hard cock about a dozen strokes. She finished off by having me grind my chest and cock into the tree as she whipped my ass. I was definitely gasping and squirming with some of those hits. It was very stingy and raised some wicked welts. These marks were going to last more than a few hours.

She said that was her limit and stopped. I have fantasized about being whipped long and hard to find and exceed my limit. After this whipping, she said “be careful what you wish for” and I really had enough for then.

She then instructed me to kneel in the dirt and stones before her and thank her. I did thank her very gratefully for loving me enough to be willing to do this for and to me. I told her that having her dominate me is the absolutely most exciting thing in the world to me.

30 hours later, I still have sprays of red marks on my hips and ass. I love it! I told her when she finished that I would love for her to keep me marked in some way at all times.   

Saturday, June 03, 2017

Misbehaving and eating it

After I wrote my last post about “behaving” myself I went to the bedroom before showering. I took off the screw vacuum suckers off my nipples. The were plump and red and I could not resist putting some nipple clamps on while the were so big. The lead to applying every pair of clamps that I had to some part of my body. I also attached a pair of clover clamps to the ring of the glass butt plug, then attached a chain leash to that. I pulled the leash up my back and wrapped it around my neck. I had clamps on my scrotum, my cock head, two pair on my nipples, one on my lower lip and one on my tongue. I arched my back and shook all the chains hanging from the clamps. Oh what a naughty boy! I had to be punished and I whipped my lower belly and my thighs with a leather belt. I looked to have left some nice welts. Of course, despite all this arousal, I could not have an orgasm, so I took everything off, pulled the big plug out and took my shower.
After the shower I put a pink chastity device on my penis, put the red jeweled plug up my ass and waited for T to get home, still wearing the white cloth tape on my chest and ass.
She did not get home until about 5 pm and she promptly went for a walk in her gardens. I followed along, waiting for the moment to tell her what I was wearing. I finally broke the ice and told her about the pink panties I had on and the other objects that I had on besides. She of course was very tired after her trip, but I did not expect anything from her, I just wanted her to know what I had on.
That evening, she sat on the bed and had me kneel before her naked and instructed me to tell her what I had done while she was gone. Of course this was embarrassing and humiliating, but very exciting to me. I did my best to give her all the details. When I was done she asked if she should remove the device from the cock. I told her that she had the key and it was her choice. She chose to leave it on for the night, which I was very happy about.

The next morning she removed the device from me and played with my penis till it was erect. Then she told me to lay on my back as she climbed on top of me and sat on my cock. After all the arousal I had put myself through in the past two days, I could not last long. She told me that if I came I would be required to eat my cum. This only made me want to even more and I begged her to let me cum and make me eat it from her. She said that she would sit on my face and let it drain out into my mouth, then she told me that I could cum. I had a roaring climax.

As I tried to recover from the orgasm, she told me to get up out of her spot on the bed. Then she laid back, spread her legs and told me to clean up my mess. Of course, my enthusiasm for doing so had drained out with my orgasm, but I dutifully began licking and swallowing. T then got her Magic Wand and used that on her clit. As she orgasmed she totally released and I drank her piss as quickly as I could. I am happy that I can help her have the most pleasure possible by not having to feel inhibited about completely letting go while I am licking her.

Interestingly, one morning this week T got up and said she had to pee and made a comment to the effect that she could just stay in bed and take care of it. This was as she went out the door and it took me a moment to realize that she meant that she could have me drink it for her. I have told her that I would be interested and willing to drink her nectar when she was not having an orgasm. I think she may do that someday and I wonder when and where it will happen. In the shower, outside in the garden, in bed?

Saturday, May 27, 2017

behaving myself

Home alone equals free time to abuse my body. T is away for two nights and she told me to behave.
She did not say to behave well. She did give me a short list of things I am not to do including burning or piercing, both of which I have done when alone in the past. I confessed both of these to her. I would be very happy to have her do them to me and much more.  

I had placed a cock and ball restraint on last night and slept with it. The morning erection was painful as my cock could not grow and pulled on my balls. Nice. White cloth bandage tape pulled my chest up around my nipples and made them stand out while.  Lit a small red candle and poured hot wax onto the under side of my cock head, filling my slit with a plug of  molten wax, then pulled the hardened plug out of the weeping red eye of  my useless cock.
I had also put a red jeweled butt plug in my ass and slept with that in.

I took the butt plug out this morning and put vacuum suction devices on my nipples after removing the tape.
Rope tied to the cock ring tied my cock back between my legs and pulled my balls up in front, nicely twisted situation.

Tied my feet together with rope and pulled my feet to a ring over my head. I flogged my ass with a small flogger, my cock was flogged as well.
Feet still tied together I rolled off the bed onto the floor. Ass up and head down I whipped my ass brutally with a heavy leather belt. Rolled on my back and whipped my thighs and belly.
Put a worn pair of T's panties over my head and tied them in place with a rope that wrapped around my head through my open lips, under my nose and across my eyes.
Gagged and blindfolded I whipped my ass for another 60 hard strikes.

Crawled blindly around the room to get a towel, bottle of lube and glass butt plugs.
Took the panties off my head, lubed the first plug and shoved it up my ass. This one is thin with ridges and I pumped it in and out. Next plug is smooth with a bulb at the end. Milked my prostate with that and watched my cock streaming a steady flow of fluid.
Got out a big clear glass plug with a ring on the end. Had to work very hard to get that one in, but eventually it popped inside me. Tied it in place with a rope through the ring, though I don't think it can come out without being pulled.
Placed a pink chastity device on my cock and locked it on with the goal of keeping it on until T comes home and unlocks it.

Took off the nipple suckers that had been on for an hour. Put a pair of nipple clamps with big silver rings onto my plump nipples. They have been on for an hour and a half now as I write this.
I am sitting on a chair now with the glass plug up my ass, grinding on the loop holding it in. I am wearing my favorite leopard patterned nighty and T's silky light blue robe.

What else will I do to myself while “behaving” today?