Happy Holidays lunch

I see that it has been over a year since I last posted. It has been a busy year with not too much happening. 

I am looking forward to getting my pubes burnt off soon as Mistress T discussed doing so within the next month.

I did go home for lunch today as Mistress was home. Our "tenants" left the premises shortly after we finished lunch and she asked if I needed to get back to work or stay and play. Of course I could play so I turned up the heat in the bedroom and got out her vibrators.

We started out with some kissing and she playing with my nipples. I was getting hard and she suggested I put on something to keep it that way so I put on an elastic band.

She was lying on her back and told me that she wanted to do 69. I don't know when we last did 69 with me on top but I was happy to give it a go. It was very good as I licked and tongued her pussy and she tormented my balls while sucking my cock. Finally she pushed me away and had me lube her pussy and my cock. Then we had a wonderful fuck, finishing with and awesome cum for me as she pinched my nipples very hard with her finger nails.

After a moment to recover, she used the magic wand on her pussy and I fucked her with a glass dildo to a wonderful orgasm for her. Too bad we couldn't just go to sleep after that! Finally had to get dressed and go back to work with my face smelling like pussy. Yum!!! 

Burn my pubes off and fuck this hairless bitch

 

Recap on recent events.

I did not shave my pubes all summer in hopes of getting another fire trim.

Last month we were away at a hotel.

Just before the trip I presented her with a “zapper” dog trainer that I bought to use on me.

I put it on with the contacts under my scrotum. She found it to be great fun to zap me and see the reaction. I wore it for the 4 hour drive and she occasionally reminded my of it with a zap. She thought it great fun to use when I was in the men’s room at the rest area.

I had brought a lighter just in case T decided to burn my pubes off and I believe she had hinted it might happen.

She had me strip naked and put a ball gag with attached chains to nipple clips on me. The gag has holes in it so I ended up with drool all over my chest.

She used the over the door cuffs to hang me up from the bathroom door.

Then she burned my pubic hairs off with the lighter. Some of them flamed up quite a bit and burned me, but I told me myself this is what I wished for. The room did smell pretty bad of burned hair afterward.

After she burned all the hair off my front, she had me turn around and whipped my ass.

Then she brought herself to an O while I licked her ass.

A few days later we were at our daughter’s house. She and her husband had left for work and we were leaving later that morning.

I was hoping that we might do something that morning and was happily surprised when T told me to get naked. She blindfolded me with a bandana then used an extension cord to do a shibari style tie around my chest and tight around my nipples. Then she used a thin leather belt from the dress to truss up my cock and balls.

She had me bend over the bed and whipped my ass with her belt. She then used the zapper on the underside of my cock and the magic wand vibrator on my cock head. This was all too much for me and I came for the first time in 3 months.

A few weeks ago T asked if I wanted to do some play on a Sunday morning and had me take a viagra before making breakfast. Of course I did and she asked if was interested in anal play, even maybe pegging. Yes of course, so I dug out the strap on.

She first got me very hard and had me tie my cock tight with a rope.

Then she had me lick her pussy to get it wet, then put some lube on and had me fuck her. After a while she switched to doggy position and I fucked her from behind. With thoughts of the days before I was submissive, I scratched her back and ass like I used to do. I then spanked her ass. This was too much for me and I had to pull out, but I knew that my cock was already trying to spasm although I could not ejaculate with the tight rope on.

T then put on the strap on, had me bend over and fucked my boi pussy. I enjoyed it and was rocking back against her. She put the zapper on my balls and somehow got the vibrator on my cock too. We were both talking about how she was fucking me like I was her bitch It was amazingly stimulating, but even with the Viagra and the still hard cock I just could not organize a full orgasm. Too much going on at once. We stopped fucking and used the magic wand to bring her orgasm out as I licked her asshole.

hotel fun naked and closet bound

 

We recently took a trip to visit our daughter and stayed in a Airbnb on the way down to break up the trip. I was really hoping for some activity while we had the whole place to our selves and nobody would hear anything. After reading about some other couples kinky vacation stays I announced to T that I thought that I should be naked anytime we are in the hotel room during this trip. I started by getting naked here and staying so until I went out to get breakfast in the morning. I stripped as soon as I got back in the room. It was strange and somewhat exciting to sit at kitchen counter naked eating breakfast while my Mistress/Wife was fully dressed. I do love the naked male/dressed female status and only wish that our home life would allow us to be that way at all times.

We stayed at a hotel during our stay. One evening T flogged me harshly and loudly. I was surprised that she did not seem to be concerned about the noise because our room and a door connecting to the next room. The next morning I could hear a very young child in that room. Maybe they were asleep early and did not hear anything. T loves to spend lots of time watching youtube videos. I feel that she is wasting all that great time in the evening when we could be doing something kinky so I sometimes will just get myself naked and bound.

One evening at the hotel T was on her phone and I was of course already naked. She knows I love being bound up in the closet at the hotel and had done so for me a while back.

This night she asked if I needed to go in the closet and I said yes please!

She put the chinese cuffs on me, put the dildo gag in my mouth and put clamped a clothes hanger on my nipples. Then she put me in the closet with my hands bound over the rod and closed the door, leaving me to suffer in the dark as I pondered how long she would leave me there. I was surprised to hear the sound of her vibrator and moans of pleasure as she masturbated by herself. I thought that was wonderful that she got aroused by torturing me. Then she watched a whole episode of her show as I hung there in pain. It was at least 45 minutes to almost an hour later that she opened the door to find me on my knees hanging from my wrists. This was a wonderful experience for me. So many times I have been hanging in the closet myself and imagining being left there as long as my Mistress cared to.

I have an old undershirt that is very worn out with holes under the arms and on the back. I wore it last week and had it on when we went to bed. I had worn my “punishment pants” that evening. These are tight black shorts with cutouts on the ass cheeks. T knew I was looking for a whipping and she had me bend over the bed and whipped me with her belt. Then she pulled down the shorts and used her nails to scratch my ass, balls and back. She pushed the shirt higher up my back and I told her that she could rip it off me. She followed that suggestions and tore strips of it apart. She used the strips to tie my hands together, to bind my cock and balls, to blindfold me and to gag me. Then she had me lay on the bed on my side and used her magic wand on my balls and cock. She soon had me over the top and made me cum. I was very surprised when she used some of the strips from the shirt to clean up my cum and shoved it in my mouth and made me lick and suck it clean.

I don’t get to cum often and when I do I think that I should always be required to eat it like a good sissy.

Hotel fun and you cum you eat

 

Sitting in a hotel room as I write this with a butt plug up my ass. The plug has a ring for attaching a leash which right now has about 6 various metal clasps and fittings attached to it that are grinding into my ass as I sit on the desk chair. The magic green string tied around my waist is binding my balls down ward and I am sitting on my bound balls. I have a dildo gag strapped tightly into my mouth and nearly into my throat. My wrists are bound with the red chinese rope cuffs. Last night I had the same gag in my mouth as I drooled over my chest. Hotel clothes hangers hung from my nipples, with two more hangers dangling from them. Another hanger was clamped to the soft skin at each side of my lower belly and one more clamped to my taint and just past my asshole which was plugged with the butt plug with the leash attached and dragging from it as I hung from the closet pole with all the rest of the hangers hanging from the ones attached to me. I suffered there in the dark of the closed closet in my self imposed torture as I imagined being left there until released by my Mistress.

Recently purchased another dildo gag that is double ended. A short 3 inch cock gag strapped tightly into my mouth and a 5 inch cock dildo sticking obscenely out of my face. My Mistress enjoyed this very much as I used it to fuck her sweet cunt as she used her vibrator. I loved fucking her with my head as she came and only regretted that I could not drink up her piss as she came on my face. After she had 3 orgasms she had me kneel up in front of her. She used the vibrator on her clit while I placed my cock on top of that vibrator and then used another one on my cock which was sandwiched between those two fiendish devices. We both came as she watched the cock waving from my face as the other one was firmly planted in my mouth.

Several years ago we had a play session in the garden shed where she hung me from the rafters and shoved green cherry tomatoes up my ass then caned me. A few weeks ago I picked 4 tomatoes and hopefully left them in the kitchen. Mistress had me bring the tomatoes to the bedroom. I placed them on the bed along with a butt plug and some surgical gloves and lube. She had me bend over the bed and whipped me with the braided leather whip. Then she finger fucked my ass hole. She asked if I was ready and I said yes please. She pushed the tomatoes up my receptive ass, then finished with the plug to hold them in. Then she had me lay on my back on the bed with my legs pulled up and spread. The whip was then used on my inner thighs, belly, chest and cock. When she placed the vibrator on my cock I knew that I could not hold out. I begged her that if she allowed me to cum that she please make me eat my cum. She told me that I must do so and that was all it took for me to lose control and cum. Eating cum after the orgasm is not as pleasant as imagined before the orgasm happens, but I was happy that she followed through and dribbled the cum into my mouth, then made me lick it from her fingers and finally rubbed her slimy cummy hand over my face.

I recently bought a wooden humbler after lusting for one ever since I first saw one. At the first opportunity I got it out and was putting it on when she entered the room. She was very curious about it and not quite understanding why I would want to put myself to such discomfort, but she knows that I am a kinky slut who gets off on pain. I showed her how the humbler forced my balls behind my ass and the pain prevented me from standing up straight. She got her belt off the hook and asked if I wanted more pain. I was also wearing a ball gag that has nipple clamps on chains that were clamped on my nipples. I managed to speak around the gag and asked her to please hurt me. She did so as she gave me a full body whipping. She finished by teasing me with the vibrator on my cock, bringing me to the edge several times but warning me that I was not allowed to cum.

Last weekend we were at a hotel and I put on the over the door cuffs. Mistress said that it looked like I needed some door time. I expected to be hung up to the bathroom door as she has done before, sometimes making me put the cuffs over the door when I am in the bathroom and she then pulls the door shut, locking me in the bathroom helplessly until she opens the door, in the meantime she watches videos and relaxes as I happily suffer. This time though she surprised me as she directed me to the room door and opened it a crack and had me put the cuffs over the door. She shut the door with the bars that hold the end of the straps on the outside of the room where anyone going down the hall would see them. Most people would probably not know what they were, but anyone who did know would also know that someone was hanging helplessly on the inside of the door.

She left me there to ponder that and listen for anyone passing down the hallway. After a few minutes she released me from that door and hung me up from the bathroom door. I had brought a flogger which she used to flog me front and back. She beat me from knees to neck with apparently no concern for how loud it was and whether anyone would hear me getting flogged as hard as she could. It was glorious!

Time to replace this dildo gag with the big cock dildo and put some clover clamps on my nipples. I plan to fuck my ass with the big dildo suctioned to the bath tub when I shower.

6 month report, fire and dildo fuck & suck

 

Recap of some activities over the past 6 months.

T used ball gag with attached nipple clamps on me. Whipped me in front of the mirror. Then had me get down on the floor on my knees, hands extended on floor over my head. Whipped my ass and balls.

At one point she put her foot on the back of my head and held me down on the floor as she whipped me. So hot.

Then she sat on the foot of the bed and told me to kiss her foot. She held her foot out of reach so as I stretched my neck to nuzzle her foot with my gagged mouth I was tugging the nipple clamps and stretching my nipples.

Last year when she told me to stop shaving so my hair could grow in she said it wanted to grow in well on my cock and balls as she was looking forward to burning it off. I had been shaving my cock and balls year round and shaving my mound for while after she burns it off.

Sometimes she burned my hair off as early as September. She finally did so in February so there was a lot of hair. She had me stand in front of the mirror so I could watch. When she lit my mound it created big fire since I was standing upright. I suffered a few burns, but it was worth it as she burned off my pubic mound, my cock and balls hairs. She did the few hairs around my nipples but not my ass or armpits and said they would be done later. I had already shaved my legs a few weeks earlier (with permission) so there was none to burn there. When I cleaned up with a razor I did my ass, will probably do my armpits myself soon.

While staying at a hotel by myself recently I did the usual hotel kink including placing the spring clamp clothes hangers on my nipples and putting myself in the closet. This closet had a mirror on the inside of the door. I had brought my new silicone realistic cock dildo with suction cup base so I stuck that to the mirror, secured my wrists to the closet bar and shut the door with the dildo in my mouth. It was very hot to be shut in the closet and made to suck cock as my nipples were tortured.

I also got the chance to put the dildo on the glass shower wall. I sucked it, then put it lower on the wall, lubed it up with conditioner and tried putting it up my ass for the first time. It was a little tricky since it has a lot of flex but I got it in there and fucked that thing hard and deep. It was awesome.

Next day I did another clothes hanger session with another hanger clamped to my scrotum.

I hung the hair dryer from the one on my nipples and the clothes iron on the one from my nuts.

Then I hung from the closet bar and suffered in the dark. I did get a small tear in my scrotum that bled for a while.

I had a long talk with T as we traveled back from conference and once again confessed my desire (need) to submit to her and asked that she please spank and whip me on a regular basis. I told her that I have always been fascinated with slavery and truly wished to consent to being her slave. I told her that we are both tending to the cross over on our genders and I could see us switching gender identity. I would love to be her maid or wife dressed in stockings and bra with my cock in chastity or tucked into a non visible state. Being emasculated and feminized excites me so and seems like my rightful status.

She has whipped me a few times since then and sometimes thinks to make me kneel and take her shoes off. I always kneel before her at bedtime and take off her shoes and socks, release her bra and scratch her back.

I have been trying to do some special things for her like fix the clock, replace the outdoor post light and she does appreciate those efforts for which she did reward me with a belt whipping.