I want to be a bride

T told me that she missed tugging on my pubic hair so I had started growing it in nearly a month ago. Two weeks ago she also said that it was time to start letting my leg hair grow back. I have regained a short pubic puff and my legs are covered with short hairs. She says it is like I am going through puberty. I think it is more like going from girl to man and already am saddened by the change.

T recently “discovered” her wedding dress which had gone missing in storage. She decided to try it on and see if it still fit. The zipper would not go up the back, but she still looked lovely. Of course, I was secretly yearning to try it on too and she surprised my by telling me to put the dress on! How exciting it was to get naked and pull the layers of lovely lace over my head and down my body! She was able to zip it up and it looked quite lovely on me. This certainly fueled my fantasy of renewing our wedding vows with me being taken as her slave wife.

That evening, T pulled out the sheer white, ankle length, negligee that she received as a bridal shower gift. She gave it to me to put on to wear to bed. How exquisite this felt as I snuggled in to bed with her, feeling like her blushing bride! I have been wearing it for the past three nights now.

After our recent talk, I am determined to either wear what she tells me to for bed, wear something feminine of my own choosing, or go naked.

I have started reading chapters from a book called “My husband is my maid” to T and she certainly appreciates the part about me doing the dishes and cleaning.

She said that she really enjoyed all the service she received during her medical leave and I told her that I did not intend to stop. She does appear to be getting more comfortable with the idea of having me do things for her and telling me do them. Last night she told me to put her socks on her feet, then jokingly chided me for not kissing her feet. She said “I'm getting used to telling you what to do, you don't mind do you?”. I assured her that I did not mind at all and that I am here to joyfully serve her.   

Dress me up

I brought my wife home from the hospital after surgery six weeks ago. She had a hysterectomy including removal of the uterus and cervix. The surgery went well as did the recovery eventually.

We knew that she would be out of work for six weeks and there would be no intercourse for that long either. I did hope that there would be some sexual activity during that time and there has been including some oral for me, a few belt whippings, some anal probing of me, and some cross dressing.

I have not been allowed an orgasm during this time, although she just had her first two days ago.

I noted previously that I had shaved my legs and would be keeping them shaved for the six weeks. I have enjoyed doing so, but yesterday she said it was time to grow the hair back before shorts season.

I feel that if she wanted me to keep them shaved I would have done so, even though someone, at least my doctor, would have to notice. She does not want anyone to know what we do in the bedroom. Well maybe someday that will change and she will wish to out me as a shaved cross dresser.

I mentioned in my last post the great time I had when she dressed me for dinner. After wearing the garter belt and stockings to bed, the next morning the stockings got a hole. I shopped on Amazon for new thigh highs and found some nice ones, also bought a garter belt that has an attached crotchless thong. The package arrived when I wasn't home so I had to confess to T what was in the package, then wait for the right time to try them out.

Two nights ago, T saw an e book that I had open on my tablet and started reading it. It was the very last chapter of “My husband is my maid”. I had hoped that she would read it someday, but not to start at the last chapter and scare her off. I then read the prologue to her. She didn't have much to say about it although she was already okay with me doing some crossdressing and doing most of the household duties.

The next night when I got home from work she told me to change work clothes, do my outdoor chores, then change into what she had put out for me on the bed. I was so excited to see that she had laid out the new garter belt and stockings, a grey sparkly tight fitting sweater of hers and a knee length flowing black skirt.

It was with some anxiety that I presented myself to her for inspection in my feminine attire. She smiled and had me turn to show her. My hard cock was tenting the skirt. Then she sent me to finish preparing dinner. We had a lovely dinner together, her in sweats and me in sweater and skirt.

After dinner she said I could clean up the kitchen, but first she pulled the skirt up and tucked it into the waistband so that it was mini skirt length and she could see my stocking tops and garters.

I cleaned up and then reported to her assignment of a few chores. After doing them I went to her with my tablet in hand. She asked if I wanted to read to her. I said yes, if she would like to hear more.

She said she would listen while looking at a craft catalog. I read her another chapter about becoming a submissive maid to your wife. When I got up from the couch I left a drop of precum which she told me to lick up.

We went up to bed then. She found that I had left the box of moist wipes open earlier. She took a leather belt off the hook and told me to bend over the bed. I did so, pulling the skirt up to my waist.

She whipped my ass, the first six moderate, then much harder for the next few. I don't know if they were that much harder than she has done before or if I was just not warmed up yet, but they hurt!

She said that might teach me to do better. I agreed that I needed lots of training and thanked her for punishing me.

I went to bed then wearing my garter belt and stockings. It was a restless night, but every time I woke I thrilled at my sexy lingerie.

Dressed for dinner

After a rough day at work, T told me I needed to dress for dinner.  She came to the bedroom to "help" me.
She pulled out a black garter belt and thigh high stockings that she has had for a long time and never wears.  I have worn them within the past year.
I had a bag of clothes that I grabbed out of things she was sending to Goodwill.  She pulled out a mid calf length dress and gave me that to wear.  It is very silky, with a dark floral print. It felt delightful as I slipped it over my head and it shimmied down my naked body. She sprayed some of her perfume on my neck, then told me to pull the dress up.  She sprayed it on my little tuft of pubic hair and told me to turn around.  I did so and reached back and spread my ass cheeks.  A cool mist of perfume made my asshole tingle.
She then told me to close my eyes and open my mouth.  I was happy to obey, not knowing what she was planning to do.  I was very surprised to feel lipstick being applied.  Wow!  I didn't think she would encourage me that much!
We went to the kitchen and made dinner together.  The dress is quite straight and narrow and I was surprised a few times to find my long steps or side steps to be effectively hobbled by the dress.
It was a pleasant reminder of the limitations imposed on me by being feminized.
At one point T said that by dressing me up she was dominating me.  It was interesting to hear what her opinion of cross dressing me is.  She does seem to becoming more accustomed to it.  Perhaps someday I will be her sissy maid of my dreams.
We had a lovely dinner together, then of course I cleaned up.  When we went to bed, T said that she thought I should keep the garter belt and stockings on to sleep in.  Everytime I woke during the night I felt them on my legs and smiled.  When I went to the bathroom I enjoyed looking at myself in the mirror as the garters and the stockings framed by genitals.  I hated to take them off in the morning and look forward to being dressed up again.

Cage time

Last Sunday I put the purple chastity device on my cock and presented myself to T.  "I took the liberty of taking my liberty away.", I said to her as I handed her the keys and asked her to lock me up.
She did and kept the keys.  I wore the cage all day.  Being the first time I wore it for so long was interesting.  First time peeing with the cage on.  I had to sit of course, but I am already to trained to do that all the time.  It wasn't bad, although it's strange being wet in the tube all day.  I put one of T's shields in my pink panties to catch the drips.
In the evening she unlocked my cock and played with it. She got me hard and on the edge, then left me that way.  She said that she doesn't really like the device because it doesn't let her play with my cock.  Not like she is doing that all the time!  She said she finds the device "intimidating".
Perhaps we won't make it a regular thing.  After fantasizing for years about it, this was somewhat disappointing.
Well, I want her to be in control, so if she doesn't like me wearing it, I won't.
There are many other things she does for me.

Locked up at last

As my wife's surgery and our period of abstinence drew near we enjoyed our last chance and I actually began to anticipate the required chastity. I have been interested in male chastity devices ever since reading a blog called “The key is on my nipple ring” years ago. The blog has long since disappeared, but the introduction to enforced chastity along with the alluring thought of a woman keeping the key to her husband's cock attached to her body in such a location was exciting.

I began to think that maybe our chastity period might be the time to try out a device and I finally ordered not one but two on Amazon. One was suggested by Hannah at http://dominant-wife.blogspot.com/

This is a entry level silicone model. Nice and cheap to try this stuff out. The other one is also a cheap silicone model, slightly more secure by design. One is pink, the other purple. Very feminine colors.

On Valentines day, T asked what I was planning to do that day. I said “What ever you tell me to do”.

So I was hoping to be her subbie for the day. Fortunately, she started by taking me to the bedroom to dress me appropriately. I presented her with a bag containing the two boxes of chastity devices.

She was quite surprised, since she had never even seen such a thing before. We opened them and checked them out, then fitted the pink one on to my cock and balls. I was thrilled when she snapped the lock shut and kept the keys.

This was several weeks ago and I don't remember all we did that day. I did get her an ice cream cake with “I'm Yours” on the top.

We did finish the day by going to bed early and releasing me from the cage and having some great sex including orgasms for both of us.

Potentially the last time for at least 6 weeks.

You aren't dressed properly for dishwashing, you need to be disciplined

"You aren't dressed properly for dishwashing, you need to be disciplined" is what T said as she grabbed me by the belt buckle and pulled me away from the kitchen sink and towards the bedroom.
She stopped off at the bathroom and sent me on my way to the bedroom to start getting dressed properly.
Recently she saw that I had been wearing a restraint around my cock and balls at the end of the evening.  "I told you that I want you to show me when you wear these things" she said.  Last night I came to her before kitchen duty and displayed the 3 brass rings around my cock and balls.
Now I got undressed as far as just a T shirt when she entered the room.  She took 4 of her leather belts off the rack and presented them to me.  I thought maybe she was going to "dress" me by putting all 4 around my torso.  "Pick one", she said.  I chose the heaviest leather one.  She told me to take the shirt off and present myself.  She then whipped my ass with the leather belt as punishment for doing dishes without being "dressed properly".  Then she had me turn around and whipped my nipples smartly, then my smooth shaved white belly.  Of course my hardening cock was encouraged to become more erect by numerous strikes of the belt.  Lastly was half a dozen to my balls.

"Get dressed now and go back to the dishes", she said.  I put on three brass rings along with a heavy rubber band connecting my cock and balls.  Nipple suckers to enlarge my nips for a better target for her belt.  My sexy capri work out pants and topped off with a cute turquoise crop top.  I went downstairs and presented myself for inspection.  "Aren't you going to be cold in that?" she asked.
I told her I was feeling very hot and went to do the dishes.

After I finished we went to bed, me naked but for my restraints.  She fondled my cock and found it to be a drippy mess of precum.  She got me good and hard and kissed me good night.  I said "Thank you" and "I love you", then rolled over to take off the rings and things along with turning off the light and left the sheet a wet mess of precum as I rolled.
Funny how I get to sleep on the wet spot now.

Shaving follow up

Follow up to how long I will be hairless.  My wife will be having surgery in 2 weeks. Hysterectomy, so there will be no vaginal sex for awhile.  I am fine with that as there are so many other things to do.
She will be out of work for about 6 weeks and she told me that she thinks I should keep myself shaved for at least that long.
I am sure she will have little interest in sex during that time, so it will be up to me to keep up the interest and pretend I am being denied.
Two nights ago she got me hard as we were going to bed.  She had me fuck her for a few minutes.  She said we have to do that while we can.  As we fucked we were talking about the last time we had sex as she ass fucked me as I lay on my back with my clean shaven legs spread wide.  She was using the magic wand on here clit and brought herself to orgasm as we said things like I was a slut for her to fuck and how she fucked the cum right out of me.  I don't know how I managed to control myself and not come as I told her I wished to be her slave wife.
After she came and recovered a little she told me that "these things" are really turning her on more now.  I presume that these things are me being her submissive and having my boi pussy  fucked.
"New pathways", she said.
Then she told me to take my hard cock out of here and go to sleep.
sweet dreams

shaved 2

While showering with T this morning I was shaving my legs when she asked me how long I was going to keep up with doing that. “I don't know”, I said.

A few minutes later she asked me for the soap, I thought maybe she was going to wash my back but then she pushed my arm up and I realized she had the razor in her hand. I put my hands behind my neck and presented my arm pits to her.

When she shaved my legs last week I had hinted that it would be okay to completely shave me and in fact she had runt the clippers over the hairs around my nipples.  But she had said maybe she would do that another time.

Once again, she removed hair in a place that has not been hairless for over 40 years. As she finished the first side she looked down to see my penis becoming erect, “It's working” she said with a grin. She had me rinse off the soap and hair, then I hugged her and pulled her under the hot water. “I will keep up with it until you tell me to stop”, I told her.

I have given her control of when I will be allowed to have hair on my body again.

Shave and a peg

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working like a slave

After being away for a few days, which included some great hot hotel monkey sex, we had a day at home to work on chores and home repairs.  T asked if I was available to do some things for her and I responded by dropping my pants to show the brass ring around the base of my cock and balls.  She was happy to see that I was in servile mode after having come recently.
She had a list of things to do and after I finished the first couple she had me stand before her and told me to drop my pants.  She used a pen to write SLAVE on my white shaved pubic mound and made two tally marks.  I was to report to her after each task to have another tally mark added.  The SLAVE had to be freshened up after getting smudged after a few hours.
It wasn't much, but it was a reminder of why I was doing these chores and that she was acknowledging them.
I enjoy having her write on my body, leaving her mark of ownership, especially when it is as her slave, even if it is just in fun.

quickie

After grinding my balls on T's knees this morning, she presented her bare bottom so I could fuck her.  I stole an unauthorized super quick orgasm, knowingly not having asked, even though she has said that I should just go for it if I am about to come.  But this time, I knew right from the start that I was going to just come as quick as possible, pinching my nipple to encourage it while thinking about Hannah and Eliot from the recent post on the blog A Dominant Wife (http://dominant-wife.blogspot.com/2016/01/surprise-emission.html

serving and panties

I haven't posted anything in quite some time, just too busy to write about it.
Our empty nest has not been quite as eventful and life changing as I had dreamed, but there is certainly a change and progress in our relationship.  T is enjoying having me do dishes and laundry on a regular basis.  I do little things like unfastening her bra each evening, taking her shoes off when she comes home and drying her feet after a shower.
The past two weekends were very busy painting our dining room, ceiling and walls, including installing a new light fixture.  We worked together, went to a party each weekend in between work.
All 4 days of those weekends, she had me dress in panties.  At one point I scrubbed the floor in panties and she bent me over and gave me an ass whipping with an extension cord.  Then knelt in front of me and took my erect cock in her mouth, quickly brought me to the edge, and left me denied and wanting more.
We are enjoying our empty nest.

Pins & needles, oh my!

I have been doing some cross dressing for a few years now. I often wear panties and even bought a new pair for myself recently. A few months ago my wife said I needed something sexier to wear at home in the evening rather than baggy sweatpants and she gave me an old pair of her black yoga pants. I wear them nearly every day now. My interest in cross dressing has been getting stronger lately and I recently spent some time trying on several of my wife's dresses. This was very exciting.

She also gave me an old flannel night shirt of hers to wear. It was a Casper the ghost shirt, so not only is it feminine, but also juvenile. I have worn it to shreds and asked her recently if she could get me a new nightie for me birthday.

She is an avid sewer and bought some fabric to make me something. She showed me a pattern for a little baby doll nightie. With winter coming on I was thinking of something warmer, but in the red color fabric she bought, it should be hot!

Last night she showed me the fabric, then draped it around me to see how the color, (red with gold sparkles) would look on me. She fashioned a top, then a short skirt based on a leather belt buckled around my bare waist. Then she wrapped the fabric through my crotch to model a sort of panties. Things got interesting when she got her pin cushion and used straight pins to make some tucks and form the fabric tighter to my crotch. She pinned it up between my ass cheeks, then started pinning it formed around my cock and balls. I was having some very erotic thoughts about the pins poking me as she stuck them carefully through the fabric. I was breathing very heavily, maybe even moaning. She looked me in the eye and asked if I was good with this. “Oh yes”, I groaned. She pinned very close to my ass crack, then had me crouch down. The pins along the edges of the fabric poked me in the ass. It was so exciting! Then she pinned very close to my cock and balls and had me bend forward to make the pins poke me there. Unfortunately, they didn't really poke me much and I was hoping that she would just shove the pin through the fabric and stab me.

She was getting hot too and laid back on the bed and spread her legs wide for me to eat her pussy. As I did so the pins were stabbing me in the ass. Her pussy was super hot and wet and I was very excited to lap it up and lick and suck her clit. After a few minutes she pushed me away. She told me to prepare the bed and get the magic wand out. I put down a waterproof pad and a towel and got out the vibrator while she went to the bathroom.

When she came back I kissed her as she fondled my wrapped and pinned cock and balls. She started using the vibrator on herself and I pulled the pins out of the crotch cover and reinserted them straight in. Some of them did poke me as I did so. She was getting very hot and told me to take the ones from my ass out. I did so and put them in my mouth like a seamstress. When there were too many to fit in my mouth I started sticking them into the fabric around my cock and balls. There were several layers of fabric so I really had to shove them in.

My wife is a nurse and I have long fantasized about her sticking needles into my cock and balls. Now, as she built toward her orgasm I began sticking these straight pins through the fabric and into the skin on my cock and balls. She was trying to hold off her orgasm till I got all of them pulled out from around my ass and stuck in my crotch. It was obvious by my reactions that I was poking them in me.

When I had only one left, I asked her where I should put it. She pointed out a spot and said that there was nothing there. I stabbed that pin hard into the base of my cock. At that sight she began to orgasm. Her cries of pleasure were met by my cries of pain as I pushed several pins into my cock head.

As she came down from her orgasm, I pulled the pins out with grunts of pain for some that were stuck in more than others. She noticed a wet spot on the red fabric. “I think you are bleeding!”, she exclaimed. We unwrapped the fabric and there were several bloody spots on my cock and balls.

I didn't care, it was super exciting and I hope that the blood didn't scare her away from sticking pins and needles in my cock and balls in the future.

Of course, I did not have an orgasm during this. She did and we both happily fell asleep.

The next morning I was shocked to see that the whole underside of my cock was covered with purple bruises from scrotum to foreskin. Apparently this is what happens when you poke pins into a bofy part that has lots of  very full blood vessels.
What a badge of honor to remember this by until they fade. Every time I go to the bathroom I see a reminder.

I am looking forward to helping her sew my nighties. I have also hinted that a maids uniform might be useful!

Big F, small m

I followed a link from the Strict Julie blog to one called Tomy's wife.  Which lead to me reading a post on there from January 2014 that had a comment written by me!
I thought it was interesting so here it is:

Hi, Just found your blog today, I think a link from the long running, just concluded MBS blog.

My Bottom Smarts opened up many things to me, including learning that I was not alone in my feelings and also in introducing things like wife led relationships, tease and denial, etc.

I have been spanking my wife occasionally for many years and maybe once a year for my birthday I would get spanked. I realized that she liked to be spanked, but didn't seem to want it nearly as much as I. During the past year I have talked at length with her about wife led marriage. I have learned to be very attentive and helpful to her and she has become more comfortable with treating me as her submissive or sex slave.

She does still like to have me "take" her at times and be rough and domineering. Sometimes I still spank her, but I crave all the time that she will spank me and whip me hard with her belt.

So I guess you could say she has gone with my encouragement from a small "f" to a large one and I hope that she will continue to grow in that role and feel comfortable treating me as her small "m".

Bound, beat and buggered in the garage

After a refreshing swim, my wife and I returned to the house and found that the dog had peed on the floor. I got some rags to clean it up and she noticed that the spot I wiped up looked very clean compared to the floor in that region which is just inside the door. She told me to take off my bathing suit and keep on cleaning that part of the floor. I got down on my knees, naked, and cleaned the floor. She was doing some other chores, but I was not aware of what she did as I was on all fours, focused on my task.

She said that looks good and to come out to the garage as she needed me to do something for her there, clothing optional. I put away my cleaning supplies and went to the garage, still naked.

When I entered the garage, she commented on my being still naked, then blindfolded me with a towel.

She had me move to a different location, then placed cuffs on my wrists and ankles. She had me spread my legs, then I felt her clip a spreader bar to the ankle cuffs. Next she had me raise my arms and attached my wrist cuffs to a spreader and pulled my arms up over head with a rope over the ceiling joist. She fondled my hard cock, then began flogging my body with a small leather flogger.

After she had flogged me everywhere: ass, back, belly, chest, cock, balls and legs, she lowered my arms.

She then tied ropes around my torso in a very tight Shibari style binding. I exhaled as she tightened the ropes around my chest so she could get it as tight as possible. When I inhaled the ropes kept me from breathing fully and cut in to my flesh delightfully. I hoped that I would be left with some wicked rope marks. She removed the blindfold. Not being able to see was exciting, but I had missed not being able to see her and her expressions.

She then placed a ball gag with holes in my mouth and buckled it around my head. I was surprised at how large it felt in my mouth. I didn't know if I could handle having my jaws forced open for long, but knew that I would just have to suffer through it. This is what I wanted, right?

I was then bent over a saw horse covered with rugs and the ends of the shibari ropes were attached from my elbows to the sawhorse, holding me in place.

She then used her leather belt to whip my ass, as the drool from my mouth ran through the holes in the gag and began dripping off my nose onto the floor, pooling below me.

The coolness of lube being dripped onto my ass hole was a strong contrast to the feel of my hot, red cheeks. A finger stroked my puckered rose bud, then was pressed in. I groaned in appreciation of her using my ass. Several minutes of fingering then was supplanted with a small butt plug being shoved deep inside me. I groaned and drooled.

My lovely wife then got out her Hitachi magic wand and used it on her clit to bring herself to an orgasm, as I lay helplessly bound over the horse.

After her release, she thankfully didn't leave me for long, but returned the attention to my ass. The plug had fallen out of it's own accord, but she now pressed a much larger vibrating dildo into my eager ass.

I felt like I was taken, whether I like it or not, unable to get away or voice any objection. Of course she could tell that I wanted this, craved it and welcomed it. If I could have spoken, I would have been saying “Yes, please, fuck my ass!”. And she did, fucked me deep with that fake cock. She then managed to use the magic wand with one hand while fucking me with the dildo with the other. Unfortunately, she did not know where the strapon is stored hidden away. I will have to make sure she knows where to find it in the future.

She placed the magic wand against my cock and I knew that I was a goner. I had not come for 11 weeks and there was no way I could ask for permission to come now with the gag in. Not coming was really more my own enforced denial, though I will not cum without asking her permission. She was not giving me a chance to hold off, she was going to make me come whether I wanted to hold off or not. I screamed though the gag as the orgasm ripped through my body, my ejaculate pooling on the floor beneath me, just like the puddle of drool. I was done, but she kept the wand buzzing against my cock in post orgasmic torture. I writhed and groaned and tried to get away, but of course I could not.

It was terrible, it was wonderful.

I collapsed on the saw horse. She untied me, but I still felt like I couldn't move. The ball gag was thankfully pulled from my mouth, the drool wiped from my face and I gratefully kissed my wonderful wife and domme for the day.

“You have some cleaning up to do”, she said, and left me naked in the garage to pick up the toys and clean my mess from the floor.

Over the knee

I have made a ritual of stretching both before getting in bed and first thing in the morning. Simple, four sets of bend at the waist for 30 seconds, then stand up arms overhead for 10. I try to do these nude or nearly so and hope to catch my wife's attention when she enters the room and sees me bent over bare assed.

Recently she did and called me over to the bed as she sat down. She had me get over her knees and gave me a wonderful spanking. I don't know if she has ever given me an over the knee spanking before and it was emotionally very exciting. It was physically exciting too when she spread my cheeks and spanked my ass hole. I was doing my best to spread my legs and afford her most access.

She then had me stand up, then lay down on her lap, face up, or rather cock up. She spanked my lower belly and groin, saying “You like to spank yourself here, right?”. She spanked my hard cock, then as I spread my legs she felt free to spank my balls too. It hurt, but I thought to myself, this is what you wanted, so be happy. And I was very happy.

Of course, I wish this would happen on a regular basis, but will take what I can get, when she chooses to give it.

First caning

A few hours home alone, but T was busy gardening so I didn't have my hopes up for any fun. She called to me across the yard and I responded “What?” She told me to “come here”. Well, she either did not want to yell, unlikely, or she was being controlling and telling me what to do!

I went to her and she asked if I knew whether there were any spare twist ties by the trash bags, or had I thrown them out. I dutifully went and found them for her.

She had purchased some thin bamboo sticks, about 3 feet long to stake some of her flower plants up. I immediately recognized the potential of these to be used as a cane and we did joke about it briefly. I helped her stake up the plants. When she got all done, there were 3 left and she told me to come with her as she led me around the corner of the house to a more private area.

T told me to drop my shorts and gave me a few test hits with the cane. She was starting out easy, but I was getting very excited quickly. She had me bend over a retaining wall and began caning my ass. She said, “you like it when I mark you, right? Well this should leave some nice marks.” The rate at which she built up the force of the hits was perfect as it felt wonderful to me. She caned the back of my thighs and I had visions of neatly spaced red stripes appearing. We were going to a wedding the next day and she said this should leave something nice for me to wear to the wedding. She had me stand up and present my front as I thought with glee about wearing T's marks at a wedding and how this made me feel owned by her.

She caned my belly and the hollows where my belly meets the thighs. She knows that I crave being hit there hard and having red marks on my soft white flesh. She caned the front of my thighs and I again fantasized about being caned hard and left with brutal bruising stripes. The cane marked the outsides of my thighs too, then she told me to pull up my shirt and she laid down some stinging stripes right across my eager nipples. I thanked her and encouraged her to leave her marks on me.

She finished up with a few slashes to the top of my cock, then a couple real stingers right on the cock head. A few gentler ones struck my balls from below, then one last wicked slash right on the head of my cock. I groaned and nearly crumpled at that one, this I think is the closest I have been to my limit and asking her to stop. She knows me well though and she finished with that.

I was so incredibly aroused and submissive at this point, that I sunk to my knees before her and hugged her around the hips as I nestled my head against her chest. She said, “that's enough for now, get up and finish your chores, maybe we can play with this again later”.

We didn't get to play later, but the next day after I finished packing the car she asked if the little princess was upstairs. I said yes, as she picked up one of the canes from the shelf by the door and told me to drop my pants. I was very happy to do so and she gave my four stripes across both ass cheeks to remember her by during the hour and a half drive and the over an hour wedding ceremony.

This was the first time that she has caned me and from what I have read, caning seems to be one of the more severe methods to inflict a beating on your loved one. Due to that it was a little scary at first, but I totally enjoyed it and hope that she will become comfortable with caning me often in the future.

The only disappointment was that by time I used the men's room after the wedding ceremony, the marks on my ass had nearly completely faded. There were a few red stripes on the outside of my thighs that lasted till the next day. I dream of a day when I may be whipped on a regular basis and required to always bear some marking of my submission and T's ownership of me.

boy toy

Recently, T mentioned to me that she was becoming more interested in playing with my ass, but that she wanted me to be very clean. Since she is a nurse, clean is like sterile. She indicated that I should strive to be clean at all times, just in case she decided to play that way. Since then, I have been very happy to have her play with my ass three times. This is amazing since she had said before that would only happen when at a hotel. Okay, maybe she meant that pegging would only happen at a hotel.

Last night, after coming home from the neighbor's hot tub, we had a little necking in the yard which included her pulling down her bathing suit top so I could suck her tits and pulling down my swim trunks so she could give me some great oral. We headed for the bedroom in the child free house!

We got naked and she laid back on the bed and told me to start by eating her pussy. I was only too happy to do so as she said she had not had an orgasm in quite a while. I ate her for a few minutes, then she asked if I was hard. I was, as kneeling before her usually gets me going. She wanted me inside her and I was happy to fuck her. During this she was teasing me by talking dirty. I got so close to coming but she told me I was not allowed to come. She had me going as she talked about controlling me and making me do all her chores the next day. The more she controls me, the more I love her.

She said “that's enough of that for now” and pushed me away. She told me to get a belt and as I presented it to her, she told me to kneel on the bed before her and put my hands behind my neck.

The first strike to the belt was to my left nipple. Since we had already warmed up well, she started out hard and asked if I planned to go without a shirt the next day. I told her that I loved when she marked me and encouraged to whip me hard. She whipped my chest and belly, leaving many long red stripes. Then she whipped my hard cock. I spread my legs wide and she whipped my balls, though not hard.

She told me to turn around and began whipping my ass. She was hitting more to the top of my ass, with no sign that she would whip my back, so I bent over to encourage her to whip the lower portion of my ass. She did so wonderfully and I bent over more exposing my ass crack for the belt. The belt fell on my wide spread ass hole and I repeatedly thanked her.

T stopped whipping and I felt her moving behind me. I was surprised when she began to finger my ass hole. She was toying with it like I would her pussy lips. To my delight, she started pushing her finger in and gradually shoved the whole length into my asshole. I thrust my ass back and spread my cheeks as wide as possible. It felt so good, but she really blew my mind when she reached between my legs and grabbed my hard cock. I was moaning and groaning and quickly at the edge of coming. It didn't help that she was talking dirty to me. I was surprised to hear her say that she was fucking my man pussy and fondling my clit. I moaned in agreement with her at this, as this was precisely what I was feverishly thinking. She recognized that I couldn't hold out any longer and released my clit and pulled her finger out of my tight man pussy.

T said “my turn” and had me turn around and eat her pussy again. This time she got the magic wand vibrator going on her clit. I put three fingers in her pussy and finger fucker her until she had a wonderful squirting orgasm. I was literally drinking her nectar as it gushed out and I slurped it up.

After she had a few minutes to recover, she had me kneel before her while she played with my cock and balls. She got me hard and had me fuck her again. I was able to hold out much longer without coming after all this action. When did pull out she stroked my cock hard while pulling my balls with the other hand. She told me I was not allowed to come as she pulled my balls harder. It was such glorious pleasure and pain! T stopped before I came though and we both collapsed together. This was such a great sex session that I truly felt like I must have come, even though I had not.

Later as we talked in the afterglow, I thanked T for treating (or mistreating) me so well. I told her that having her dominate and control me made me very happy and I thanked her again for being willing to go along with my kinks. She had to admit that she got some good benefits from it, like great orgasms and a very helpful, dutiful husband. She said that she did enjoy the power that she felt, particularly when she kept me from coming when I was desperately on the edge. I enjoyed hearing that she felt that way.

She also said that she had been thinking of something very dirty. She admitted that she had thought about peeing on me and thought it was nasty, but arousing. Earlier that evening as we had walked home from the hot tub, T had to pee really bad and squatted along the dark path and peed. I had thought briefly at the time about her peeing on me while I was laying on the grass. I told her that this was something that I found arousing too and indicated that it would be fine with me if she wanted to do this sometime. She talked about a time when she sat on my back while I was on all fours and she masturbated until she squirted on me and her juices ran down my ass. She and I both found that to be very hot. The fantasy talk then lead to her talking about me being staked out on the ground as she pees on my chest. I groaned in agreement as she described the pee splashing onto my face and my mouth. I was thinking about having her pee in my mouth, maybe someday!

We are both looking forward to more opportunities to be uninhibited at home when our youngest goes to college at the end of the summer. T said the other day that she can't believe that 2 years ago she said that she was getting old enough that she really had no interest in sex anymore. Now she is having great orgasms and our sex life is better than ever!

Crow like a rooster

During my evening stretching exercises, T playfully whipped my bare ass with her belt. I was hoping she would do more, but she said that with the open windows, she didn't want to make too much noise that our daughter would hear.

A few nights later, out daughter was out for the evening and T asked if I wanted to watch some TV. I responded that I would rather make some noise since there was nobody home to hear. She said, “let's go upstairs then.”

I went to the bedroom and stripped while she freshened up. She came into the bedroom and asked what kind of noise making I had in mind. In my submissiveness, I try and let her call the shots and said whatever she would like. She told me to do my stretching and I began to do so as she gently whipped my with her belt. I usually count by the second, but this time I did my counts of 30 as she whipped me which took a bit longer.

After my set of 4, she laid back on the bed and told me to get the magic wand for her along with a towel. She put the towel under her, a sure sign that she planned to orgasm, and began using the wand on her clit. She told me to get some wipes and clean her feet. I cleaned her feet, then began to kiss them. Shortly she began getting very hot and I was licking and sucking her toes. She brought herself to orgasm as I slobbered over her feet and shoved her foot as deep as possible into my mouth. It was very hot for both of us.

She calmed down, then had me put the towel on the floor and sit on it. She then began to tease me with the vibrator on my cock and balls. I had recently seen a video that I now told her about. In it, a man was tied down naked and spread eagle while blindfolded. A magic wand vibrator was then suspended over his cock and he was teased with it. The caption that went with the video clip said that his mistress so enjoyed watching him wriggle and squirm while trying to get enough contact with his cock on the vibrator to make him come, that she left him there for hours until he finally did come. I told T that this was very exciting to me as she toyed with my cock, teasing me as I tried to chase the vibrator with my straining cock, never getting enough pressure on it to bring me off. She ground the vibrator into my balls as I groaned loudly. I lifted my ass up and she ground it hard against my asshole, spreading me open and pushing it into my eager boy pussy. She told me to roll over and get up on my knees so she could spread me wide. After getting me super hot she said that my ass needed her cock. I thought she meant her strap on, when my ass was struck hard with the leather rooster shaped fly swatter. She whipped my ass hard with this tool until it was hot and red.

She told me to stay there, then came back in a few minutes and surprised me with a cold ice cube stroked across my hot ass cheeks. T knows that I usually don't like cold things on my skin, but this skin was so hot it felt good. I did jump when she ran the cube across my ass hole, but I immediately began thinking that I really hoped she would put that ice up my ass. She kept running it around my ass, melting it down, and when it went over my asshole I would press back eagerly until she did press in and shove it right up into my grateful hole. I was flying high on endorphins by then and felt like I had an orgasm without it even happening. T told me to get up then and I had a tough time doing so. I staggered to my feet and hugged and kissed her, telling her I loved her and thanking her again and again.

making progress

A few new developments in the FLR.
A while back I was wearing my old baggy sweatpants around the house and T said I needed something more attractive to wear that fit my ass better.  I started thinking about women's yoga pants and even looked on line for some to order.  One day, T tossed me an old pair of her old paint spattered yoga pants and said I could wear these while we are home alone. I was very happy to do so and they fit my ass nicely.
Shortly after that I had a coupon for Kohls cash that was about to expire.  Last moment I went on line and ordered a pair of new women's yoga pants for myself.  There was money left after the pants so I found some nice panties, pinkish red with white lace backs and bought those also.  This is the first time I have outright bought women's panties for me although I have bought some as a gift for T that I fully intended for her to have me wear.  But these are mine, stored in my drawer, not hers.
I was a little apprehensive about wearing the new yoga pants and panties for her the first time, but she said they looked nice and she even offered to hem the pants for me as they were a little long.

I have taken to a routine of stretching in the evening to try and loosen up my upper back and shoulder.  I bend over at the waist for 30 sec. then stand up with hands up for ten.  I do 4 sets.
I have made a ritual of doing each set while thinking of T and my submission.
1. Face the door and think of being in bondage including being cuffed up to the over door restraints.
2. Face the mirror and think of T making me be either naked or dressed up in panties, etc. and being feminized.
3. Face the hook where T keeps her leather belts and think of being whipped on my ass, thighs, belly, chest and cock and balls.
4. Face the bed (with T usually sleeping there in the morning as I stretch) and think of being submissive to her, worshipping her, being dutiful and obedient.  I also fantasize at this point of her fucking my ass and making me her sissy ass slut.
I began doing this in the morning and now have begun doing them in the evening before bed also.  This is nice because I usually do them naked as T is getting ready for bed and she sometimes takes notice and gives me some fondling.  She has also told me to begin doing another stretch where I am to kneel down, bend over with my hands and forehead on the floor, then stretch one leg at a time up and back, then pull my knee up as close to my chest as possible, then switch legs.  I have only done this a few times now but it is nice as she sits on the bed behind me and enjoys the view of my ass and cock and balls.
As I was doing this last night she asked if I was clean.  I wasn't sure what she meant and she said that she was getting interested in doing something with my ass, but wants to be sure I am very clean there.
She told me to be sure and keep myself clean and ready for her in case she should feel moved to do something.  I was also told to get a new box of finger cots (rubber gloves for individual finger). Yes!!